CHAPTER XXXVIII

Jean was looking out in the opposite direction, somewhat anxious for her

stepdaughter’s return. She was standing at the cottage-door with Baby

Margaret in her arms, straining her eyes along the vacant road, and full

of anxiety. She gave a suppressed scream when Isabel came noiselessly up

behind her, and, without saying a word, clutched at the child and took

it out of her arm.

‘God bless us, I thought it was a ghost!’ she cried. ‘Oh, Isabel, you’re

like death. It’s been more than you can bear.’

‘I am tired,’ said Isabel, holding her child close with a vehemence

which terrified the little creature; and as she looked at her

stepmother, the pallor gave way to a sudden, overpowering flush. Her

eyes fell before the good woman’s anxious, searching look. She turned

away, still holding her child strained to her heart. She could not trust

herself to meet Jean’s eyes, or even her baby’s. Could she ever venture

to look anyone in the face again?

‘It’s a long walk,’ said Jean, anxiously, following her in, ‘and you’ve

come the long way round by the braes; and it’s been too much for you.

Oh, Isabel, my bonnie woman! it’s brought everything back to your mind.’

‘It did not need the sight of Ailie to do that,’ said Isabel, scarcely

knowing what she said. ‘Do things ever go out of one’s mind?’

And she held her child closer than ever, and hid her face in Margaret’s

frock. It did not occur to her that she was betraying herself even by

the passionate strain of that embrace. Jean gazed at her alarmed, noting

every change in her face, the sudden flush and pallor, the

inward-looking eyes, the reluctance to meet her own affectionate,

anxious gaze.

‘Was she awfu’ changed?’ she asked.

‘Changed--whom?’ said Isabel, with a little start. She had scarcely

uttered the words when she recollected herself. Ailie had been driven

entirely out of her mind by the after event; the scene which had made so

deep an impression on her before she met Stapylton was half effaced from

her very recollection. It rose upon her dimly as she tried to remember.

‘Oh, yes, very much changed,’ she said, and stopped short, unable to

revive her own interest in a matter so faint and far away.

‘Do you think she’s happy?’ asked Jean.

Strange to think anyone could be so inquisitive! Why should she be

forced to pause and recall an experience so distant? ‘I don’t know,’

said Isabel; ‘how can anybody tell? People are happy sometimes when they

ought not to be happy, and miserable when they have no reason to be

miserable. Am I the judge?--or how can I tell?’

‘But dear me, Isabel, you were awfu’ anxious about her,’ cried Jean,

affronted; ‘and would give nobody any peace till ye had been to see her.

And now it seems ye dinna care.’

‘Oh, yes, I care; if you would let me rest and be quiet, and not ask me

anything now!’

Half offended, wondering, and disturbed, Jean looked at the speaker. It

was very clear that Ailie had but little to do with Isabel’s excitement.

This sudden irritation and impatience reminded her of the old times

before her stepdaughter had been subdued by the events of life, or had

learned to control herself. Mrs. Lothian had not been guilty of those

movements of temper and impetuous feeling which were so lively in

Isabel Diarmid. Was it that some other subtle change had come, setting

at nought the work of experience, and bringing back the original natural

condition of the girl’s restless, vivacious soul? Jean did not ask

herself so elaborate a question, but the substance of it was in her

mind. She said no more, but went softly about the room, putting in order

things which needed no arrangement, and watching secretly her

stepdaughter’s looks. Isabel took no notice of what she was doing. As

soon as she was left to herself she relieved Baby Margaret from the

close strain against her breast which had terrified the child, and began

to kiss her passionately and pour forth over her inarticulate murmurs of

tenderness. Such an outburst of compunctious caresses was as significant

as the other strange appearances in her. ‘As if she had done the

innocent bairn some harm,’ Jean said to herself. And what could it mean?

Isabel would not let no hand but her own touch her child during the

remainder of the day. She made no further comment upon her visit to

Ardnamore, but occupied herself wholly with little Margaret, talking to

her, caressing her, controlling her baby will--having even, for the

first time in her life, a little struggle and contest with the child,

who perhaps felt by instinct the state of excitement in which its mother

was. Jean looked on without interfering, with curious, grave scrutiny

and alarm. When the infant was naughty, and cried, and struggled, she

kept behind not to put herself in the way. But many speculations were in

her mind, and some of them not far from the truth.

Jean had taken fright, though she could not herself have told why. For

one thing, she was aware of Stapylton’s presence in the parish, and

thought of him as of a prowling enemy. But it was difficult for her to

associate Isabel’s strange abstractions, her passionate devotion to her

child, and all the signs of suppressed agitation about her, with the

reappearance of her former lover. Jean had passed the period at which

people realise vividly such conflicts of the heart. It seemed to her

more likely that Isabel’s calm had been disturbed by all the

recollections which the sight of Ailie must have brought to her, than

that Mr. Lothian’s widow could have been agitated or excited by the

appearance of any man under the sun. ‘Yon English lad’ had never been

good enough for ‘our Isabel’ in her stepmother’s eyes; and that she

could think of him now seemed well-nigh impossible. But yet something

was wrong; and as soon as Isabel had left the house, Jean sent her son

on an errand across the braes to the Dominie to beg his help and

counsel. Jamie was too late to find ‘the Maister.’ He had gone out on

one of the long walks with which, now summer had come, he endeavoured to

make up to himself for the want of his friend and companion. But,

notwithstanding the failure of this messenger, Mr. Galbraith heard the

news more distinctly than Jean could have informed him, or than she

herself knew. The smithy was still open when he returned home in the

twilight, and had as usual a little band collected in it of men,

observers upon humanity and critics of its wondrous ways. John

Macwhirter himself, with his shirt-sleeves rolled up, was in front of

the group, doing nothing, for it was warm, and it was near even his time

for closing. He was rubbing his great hands together, looking

meditatively into the summer air; but the observation that fell from his

lips was not an original one. ‘Women are queer beings,’ was all that he

said.

‘I see nothing queer in it, for my part,’ said Peter Chalmers. ‘He was

well known to be after Isabel afore ever she married the minister; and

now he’s come back----’

‘Who are ye speaking of, I would like to know?’ the Dominie said, who

had entered listlessly, and whom these words had excited in spite of

himself.

‘There was nae offence meant,’ said Peter. ‘I ca’ her but as a’ the

country-side ca’ed her afore she married the minister. And it was nae

secret that ever I heard tell of. I’ve seen them thegither on the braes

and on the road. It was kept quiet, I’ve ay heard, out of consideration

for Margret; who couldna bide the lad. And syne when Margret died he was

sent for hame--and out o’ sight out o’ mind is the way of the world. But

now that she’s free, and he’s come back, ye canna crush nature. If they

come thegither again, as is to be expected, what’s that to you or me?’

‘Again, I ask, who are ye speaking of?’ said Mr. Galbraith with grim

emphasis.

‘Na, na, maister, there’s nae call to be angry,’ said John Macwhirter;

‘he’s a nasty cynical body, but this time it’s true. Naebody thought

mair of the auld minister than me--this one could never hold the candle

to him; but he wasna just the man for a young lass. And she’s but young

for a’ that’s come and gane; and her lad’s come back----’

‘How dare ye say such a word?’ cried the Dominie, enraged. ‘Eh, men,

you’re no worthy to be called men, if a lassie like that, made a widow

as she was, gets no reverence from ye! Poor bit gentle thing! her only

protector gone, and nothing but an infant between her and despair ye may

say. I wonder ye don’t think shame?’

‘That’s a’ true, a’ true,’ said the smith; ‘but I ay stick up for

justice. If Mrs. Lothian should be glad to see the lad she once likit,

is that ony sin? Naebody was blaming her. No, no, maister, ye mustna go

beyond nature. He was a good man and a clever man; but ye’re no so

simple as to think that a bonnie young lass should be bound a’ her life

because she was his wife for a year! Would that be reasonable? I’m no

taking one side or another, but as Peter says, “What’s the harm?"’

‘I ask ye what’s the evidence! which is more to the purpose?’ said the

Dominie.

‘Weel, nae doubt it’s a slender foundation to build so much on,’ said

John. ‘She’s been at Ardnamore the day, and she met him on the road.

That’s all about it--nothing ye may say, but casting a seed into the

ground. Eelin, the lass at Ardnamore, saw them talking, and she came on

and tellt the wives; and the wives they’ve a’ made up their minds how

it’s to be--ye canna stop the tongues of a wheen women. And I canna say

it’s anything but natural if ye ask me mysel.’

‘It would be hard to tell in what you’re better than the women, making a

work about such childish clavers,’ said Mr. Galbraith with disdain.

‘Well we’re mair philosophical,’ said the smith; ‘they’re a’ at her like

hens at a grosset, and no a civil word in their heads. I’m an awfu’ man

for justice myself. A young lass is but a young lass if she was a widow

twenty times over, and nae doubt before he did such a foolish thing the

minister counted the cost, and kent weel that his young widow would wed

some other man. Lord bless us it’s human nature! She’s no

five-and-twenty yet. She’s no an auld wife to be content with her wean?

It’s nature, just nature! I’m neither blaming her nor him.’

‘I advise you to say no more about it, philosophical or no,’ said the

Dominie; ‘there are lads and lasses enough in the parish without

bringing in them that are out of your way. I say nothing for the

rest--but, John Macwhirter, there are inklings of understanding about

you, and I looked for better at your hand.’

‘I’ve said nae ill I ken of,’ said the smith, half sullen, half abashed.

‘A woman is but a woman if she was a queen. No but what I have a great

respect for Mrs. Lothian,’ he added, with some embarrassment. ‘Lord,

Peter, if ye say another word, as sure as death ye shall hae a taste of

the Loch, to put ye in mind wha ye are.’

‘I’m no conscious I ever forgot who I was,’ said Peter, with a laugh,

‘nor other folk. Respect be to a’ where respect is due; but as ye were

saying, John, lads and lasses are ay the same, be it in a cot or in a

palace. The Maister himsel canna contradict that.’

‘I’m saying nothing about your lads and lasses,’ said the Dominie,

severely; ‘but, lads, ye can have little feeling in your minds, and

ye’ve forgotten every lesson ye ever got from me, if ye cannot respect

the very name of a woman that never did one of ye harm--that has neither

father, nor brother, nor husband, to stand up for her--and that is no

more mistress who she shall meet on the common road, or who will speak

to her, than you or me. There’s no a man among you but should have been

a lone lassie’s defender and guard of honour had ye listened to me!’

With these words Mr. Galbraith started forth into the night, in all the

grandeur of indignation, leaving the club of rural gossips much

disconcerted. He had taught the most of them all they knew of

book-learning, and there were few who had not a certain awe of the

Maister who had corrected his youth. There was silence when he went out,

followed after an interval by a feeble attempt at a laugh. ‘The

Dominie’s mounted his high horse,’ somebody said in the darkness; but

there was no immediate echo of the sentiment. And what the Dominie had

commenced was accomplished triumphantly by Mrs. Macwhirter, the smith’s

wife, who came forward with her baby in her arms, to sound a note of

victory over the discomfiture of ‘the men.’

‘Eh, but ye’ve weel deserved it!’ she said, ‘clashing and clavering like

a wheen auld wives. That I should say sae! There’s no an auld wife in

the country-side that’s a man’s match for an ill tongue. A’ the nasty

stories that are ever told in this parish, and mony a parish mair, trace

them up, and ye’ll ay find they’ve come frae the smiddy, or the public,

wherever there’s men meeting. Eh, lads, I would think shame----’

‘Gang back to your weans!’ said the smith, peremptorily. ‘It’s late,

friends, and time we were a’ in our beds. I’ll wish ye good night, for

it’s time to shut up the place. Gang back, I say, woman, to your weans.’

And the meeting of the rural convocation was brought to a sudden close.

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