CHAPTER XXIII

Nuka Hiva once more—The Deserted Grog Shanty—Benbow’s Second

Home-coming—He hears the Truth—A Mournful Carouse—Knight-errants

in the _Bell Bird_—A Letter from Grimes—Another Fruitless Serenade

ONE can imagine that I did not weep when at last we sighted the wild

shores of Nuka Hiva and entered the beautiful rugged bay of Tai-o-hae.

Though I had signed on for the trip to San Francisco, no sooner had the

anchor dropped than I proceeded to make myself scarce. At first I had

thought of doing a bolt, but on reflection I made up my mind to be

straightforward with the skipper, so I went to him and revealed the fact

that I wanted to leave ship at once. He turned out a good sort, and even

gave me a month’s money, though according to sea agreements he need not

have given me a cent.

To pack up and leave the ship was nothing to me. I was leading the life

of primeval man, so I was always at home, wherever I happened to be, and

I was always in the best possible place that I could possibly be in at

that precise moment. My luggage consisted of my violin, a steel-toothed

hair-comb, two flannel shirts and the blue Chinese-cloth midshipman’s

suit that I lived in.

I see by my diary notes that I stopped on the s.s. _Rockhampton_ for the

first night in port and arrived at the grog shanty at Tai-o-hae on the

9th December.

I will make no attempt to describe my disappointment when I arrived at

the old place and missed the friendly faces of most of the rough men I

had known. The tale that Mrs Ranjo told me sounded more like some wild

romance than anything else.

My first inquiry was about Waylao. Had she turned up? I awaited Mrs

Ranjo’s reply with intense interest. She only shook her head and stared

at me seriously. Indeed she looked a bit spiteful, for Waylao had been

the cause of taking away her most generous and oldest customers from

Tai-o-hae, under circumstances which I will describe later.

It was a glorious starlit night when I strolled out of the grog shanty

with my head fairly humming with all the strange things that I had heard

from the Ranjos.

I would have given anything at that moment to have had old Grimes beside

me, but alas! it could not be.

As I strolled along the silent track by the shore, my steps

instinctively strayed in the direction of the old hulk, and ere long I

stood on that friendly derelict—alone. My heart was heavy with the

silence that had greeted me wherever I sought the sweet music of the

voices of comradeship. As I stood beneath the broken masts, and stared

on the old scenes, the changelessness of Nature’s face oppressed me.

The same stars shone over the mountains, the old figurehead still

stretched its hands to the dim western constellations and those far-off

worlds seemed as remote as my own hopes. I felt the loneliness of heaven

enter my heart. Inland, just over the rows of forest bread-fruit trees,

I could see the ascending smoke from the native villages and, near the

shore, the tiny light of the solitary window of Father O’Leary’s

mission-room.

Gazing on the dim sky-line, the old figurehead and I became dear

comrades who communed in the silence of some great twinship of sorrow.

We were both alone. Hardly a sound came from the grog shanty. I saw its

lights twinkling beneath the palms. No familiar sounds of rollicking

songs disturbed the silence. I felt like one who stood on some old shore

of far-away memories, the shores of some world that I had known ages

ago. Below the decks silence reigned, dark and deep. The tinkling of the

banjo and the wild encore yells were missing. Not one song or muffled

oath greeted my ears. Grimes, Uncle Sam, Benbow and all the men I had

known so well were far away at sea.

When Ranjo and his wife told me all, I had gone straight up to Father

O’Leary. He, too, depressed me as he described what had happened since I

left Tai-o-hae.

“Ah! my son,” he said, “I have known many troubles since I came across

the seas to these isles, but few of them have been so bad as the sorrow

that has come to me of late.”

“Did they not find out who was the cause of all this unhappiness,

Father?”

The old priest shook his head for reply, then said:

“My son, what matters it all, the how and why, since the girl has gone?

What use in trying to avert the evil when evil has done the worst that

it could do?”

“That’s so,” I responded. Then I took the Father aside and told him all

that I knew about Waylao since she left Tai-o-hae. The telling took a

long time. As I sat by that grey-bearded old priest the tears came to

his eyes.

“My lost sheep, my pretty Waylao, the best of all—and so, the easiest to

fall, the swiftest to lose!” Saying this, he pressed my hands.

“My son, have hope. I feel assured that she will come again,” said the

old Catholic as I bade him good-night, and went away feeling less

hopeful than ever. Ere I left the Father I had asked him if Pauline was

still on the island. To tell the truth, I half-expected to hear that she

had flown away to sea also. When the priest told me that Pauline still

roamed that spot by the mountains my heart leapt with a strange thrill

of joy. She at least is left on earth, I thought, as I wandered away

into the night.

Next day I went and saw Madame Lydia, and I shall never forget the

welcome of the old native woman when I walked into her cottage. She

almost jumped into my arms as I greeted her. I was pleased to find that

she was not quite alone. It so happened that one of her own relations

was staying with her till Benbow returned to Tai-o-hae with all the

shellbacks who had gone away as his crew.

* * * * *

I will now describe, as well as I am able, all that I heard from old

Lydia and the Ranjos about Benbow’s home-coming and why he went to sea

with the beachcombers.

It appeared that, about a week after the _Sea Swallow_, with Waylao and

me on board, left, Benbow arrived home. All the beachcombers had stopped

in the shanty instead of going down to the shore to greet him as was

their custom when he put into Tai-o-hae Bay. They anticipated trouble.

Possibly Benbow himself wondered why everyone looked so damnably serious

instead of greeting him in the usual boisterous fashion when he entered

the grog shanty. Not one dare tell him the truth about the trouble

awaiting him at home, but their hearts were pretty full, I am sure, when

he called for drinks all round. He must have thought that the hot

weather had affected them as the beachcombers lifted their mugs, clinked

and drank his health in a subdued voice.

When the burly old skipper had left the shanty, and passed away up the

little track that led to his home, the shellbacks all rushed to the

door, watched and listened. Though Benbow’s bungalow was several hundred

yards away, they waited the thunderous voice of the skipper, the

ejaculations that would escape from his lips when trembling old Lydia

told him all.

As Benbow entered the old parlour he looked around. What was the matter?

Why did his wife look at him like a whipped hound? Where was the

welcoming voice of his pretty Waylao?

“Waylao!” he shouted. Then he stared round him wildly. Had old Lydia

gone mad, he wondered, as he yelled once again.

“What the hell’s the matter? Where’s Waylao?”

As the sailorman yelled again and again, in his wild impatience, the old

woman only wailed. Suddenly the stricken sailor stared aghast. “Is she

dead?” came his husky query. For what else but the death of his

beautiful Waylao could make this terrible silence and that terrible look

in the eyes of his native wife? Ah! reader, you know all, but Benbow,

the British sailor who had left his daughter in the care of his wife,

knew nothing.

“She’s gone, Benbow; she go run away into forest, days and weeks ago!”

“Gone!” that was all the skipper could say as he stared at the woman and

stamped his foot.

“Some man deceive our pretty Wayee—she like THAT! She run! She run! O ze

great white Gods helps us!”

Old Lydia wailed out the foregoing information, and looked into the

haggard face of the white man, trembling the while like a dead leaf.

For a moment he stared like an idiot. Then he passed his hand across his

brow.

“Gone? Like what?” came his response in a clash of thunderous passion.

It sounded like the voice of doom to the native woman’s ears as the

sailor yelled forth his inquiry.

The shellbacks, who were all huddled by the grog shanty door, heard that

yell. They shivered as they looked into one another’s awestruck, staring

eyes.

“Gawd blimey! to fink that oive lived to see this ’ere day!” murmured

Grimes as the huddled shellbacks breathed heavily, swayed in their

sea-boots and listened.

When Lydia had at length told her husband all that she could tell, and

dared tell, she clung to his knees.

For a moment the cottage shook. It was even reported that the shellbacks

heard muffled screams. Indeed they had prepared to rush up the slopes to

see if old Lydia was being murdered. But they did not go, nor was their

presence needed, for it was only the cries of Lydia in hysterics at the

sight of the Britisher’s anguish-stricken face.

Then the reaction came. The white man sat down in his arm-chair by his

old grandfather clock and cried like a child.

While Lydia told me those things, that old grandfather clock still

ticked on like doom. As we sat there in the silence, and the woman wept

and wailed out all her sorrow to my sympathetic ears, the “tick! tick!

tick!” seemed to chant out in a terribly relentless monotone:

“The Moving Finger writes; and, having writ,

Moves on: nor all thy Piety nor Wit

Shall lure it back to cancel half a Line,

Nor all thy Tears wash out a Word of it.”

“What happened then?” I said, as the woman still wept on and I pressed

her hand. I hardly knew how to tell her all that I could tell: how

Waylao had stowed away on my ship, and then of her last disappearance

from the kind Matafas in Samoa. When at length I told her all that I

knew, she stared at me like a bronze statue; her nose looked brittle,

her eyes quite glassy. I cannot describe how affected I was by that

South Sea mother’s grief over her lost child, and how I raised her

hopes, swearing that I thought that Waylao was safe and sound, and would

soon return, while my heart, alas! belied all that my voice uttered.

She was a brown-skinned woman, born and reared up in a savage land, yet

I could see no difference between her grief and that of any other mother

of the civilised world.

When the distraught woman had at length somewhat recovered, she

continued to tell me about Benbow.

It appeared that as soon as the sailor had relieved his feelings he had

quietly put on his cap and gone back to the grog shanty. As he entered

the grog bar, the shellbacks faced him with steady eyes and silent lips.

He looked into their eyes and knew through one glance that he gazed on

honest men.

“Boys,” he said, “come up to my home. I want you to tell me all that you

know—then we will breach the rum cask!”

Saying this, without another word he walked away. The tense silence of

that rough crew of sympathetic men was dispelled by a huge sigh. Though

the rum cask was to be broached as usual, a fact quite outside their

expectations, they were sincerely sorry. That sigh came from the depths

of their hearts, that warmed at the thought of the rum, which was of the

very best brand.

As soon as the stricken father had departed, they all swallowed their

drinks and filed out into the dusk of the hot evening.

Following the little track by the colonnade of palms they soon arrived

outside Benbow’s cottage, and entered the little doorway in solemn

silence, like a funeral procession.

Each man hitched up the knees of his pants and sat down, half nervously,

in the old chairs to await events. The silence was broken only by the

tick of the grandfather clock and the small coughs of expectation as

Benbow stooped forward and, with tears in his eyes, broached the rum

cask. Benbow had by this time drunk several pick-me-ups to steady his

nerves, and he seemed more like himself again. Looking up at the crew as

he sat in the old arm-chair he said:

“Boys, you know all that’s happened during my absence; now, I want you

to tell me all that you know about this affair.”

For a moment all the beachcombers were silent. They remembered how

Waylao had slept in the hulk, and each one wondered what Benbow would

think when he heard about it all. Suddenly Ken-can, the ever-silent,

saturnine chum of Benbow’s, stared at them all and sneered. Uncle Sam

returned the gaze of those fixed, soulless eyes and muttered a fearful

oath beneath his breath. Uncle Sam knew the significance of that sneer,

but after a moment’s reflection determined to ignore it.

Under the influence of the same inspiration, each lifted his mug of rum

and relieved his feelings. Then Uncle Sam braced up his pants, coughed

as he looked round, and commenced in this wise:

“Captain, we feels right-down sorry about this ’ere business. We ain’t

going to hold nothing back about all that we knows. I guess I’ll tell

yer right here all that we know about your daughter, Waylao.”

He then slowly proceeded, with almost mathematical precision, to narrate

the whole story as far as he knew it.

“Ah, me,” said old Lydia to me. “He kind Melican man, Uncle Sams.”

It appeared that the good-hearted American shellback had put in many

little touches which were calculated to melt Benbow’s heart where his

old wife Lydia was concerned. Indeed Uncle Sam illustrated the native

woman’s grief over her daughter’s flight. He knew that it was well to do

this for Lydia’s sake, for she had wandered about the isle in a demented

condition screaming out: “I’ve driven my daughter Wayee away into the

forest for ever!” Of course, island scandal had made a lot out of the

native woman’s incoherent cries.

I’ve no doubt that it took Uncle Sam a long time to tell his story, and

much moistening of his throat with rum, but when the tale was told, and

Uncle Sam had described Waylao’s grief, Benbow pulled out his big red

pocket-handkerchief and blew his nose. All the beachcombers saw through

the ruse, for the British sailor slipped the corners to his eyes as

though he were ashamed of the tears. It appeared that they drank

considerably that night, and became emotional. I suppose the sight of

the old sailor’s grief was too much for them. There had been a regular

pandemonium of sorrowful expressions after that speech of Uncle Sam’s.

Some sneezed, some coughed and wiped their eyes with their sleeves. To

tell one the truth, even the jockey chap, who wore checked trousers and

made bets on the most sacred things, was overcome. He told me afterwards

that he’d never seen anything so sad since the “dead cert” came in last

and fell down dead. Then he said: “Well, I’ll never say that Bret

Harte’s characters were not taken from life again.”

Ere that renowned night of sorrow commingled with rum was old, Benbow

rose from his chair and called for volunteers who would go with him in

search of Waylao.

“I’ll search the b—— Pacific till I find her!” he roared.

Without any hesitation the whole assemblage of beachcombers had lifted

their mugs and, with voices thick with emotion as well as rum fumes, had

said: “Captain, put me down for one!”

Thus did Benbow get together his volunteer crew who would go and search

the seas for the missing Waylao.

As the old native woman rambled on, telling me these things in her

emotional, descriptive way, I saw that scene before my eyes, and even

regretted that I had been absent from so romantic a night. I knew those

rough men so well that I could easily imagine how the thought of going

away with Benbow after Waylao thrilled their hearts and struck some

dormant, romantic note of their souls!

Before the solemn meeting broke up, songs were sung. Perhaps it is best

to tell the whole truth—ere daybreak had painted the sea-line with grey,

only three beachcombers were able to creep back to the hulk without

immediate assistance. At least four of them slept under the palms, some

were carried back to the hulk with their feet dragging behind them, for

the rum cask in Benbow’s cottage was empty.

“Ah mees,” wailed old Lydia, as she continued. “The great white mans

were sorry for mees and so they did drink and drink.”

When I asked her about Bill Grimes her face became very sympathetic.

“Ah, good Grimes, it was he who put Benbows to beds. Benbow very ill, no

take boots off—feet pained!”

Then the old woman looked at me and said: “Ah, Glimes bad mans, but old

Lydia forgives him for stealing.”

“What did he steal?” said I, at hearing this strange accusation about my

honest Grimes.

“He steal my brass locket, with my pretty Wayee’s poto [photo] in it.”

As the woman told me of this slight indiscretion of my honest pal I felt

sorry for Grimes. I easily imagined the temptation, considering his

infatuation for the girl. I could almost see him slipping the image of

the girl off the bedroom toilet-table as he put Benbow to bed, and could

hear him unconsciously express the one great truth of modern

civilisation as he murmured: “What the eye don’t see the ’eart don’t

grieve abart!”

Suddenly Lydia ceased her tears and darted across the room to the pocket

of some old skirt. Then she returned to me and handed me a little note.

It was a letter from Grimes, left by him in the care of Lydia for me,

should I return ere he came back to Tai-o-hae. This is how it ran. I

copy it from the dirty bit of paper that lies before me on my desk as I

write:

“DEAR OLD PAL.—’Ave goned away on the Bell bird, hoff to find

Wayler, Benbow’s dorter, you knows. Opes to be back soone.

Missed you afully like. rote some fine poultry [poetry]. Aint

alf ad a spree since you went hoff on the Sea Swaller. If you

gets back to Ty-o-hae afore I comes back, wait for me. If I

finds Waylayer I moight marry ’er. You can come and stay wif us.

Good-bye pal, dont forgit Grimes, we’ll meet soone

“BILL GRIMES.”

When I had read this note I felt depressed, and a bit wild, too, that I

had not been back in time to tell them all that I knew about Waylao. I

gathered from Lydia that the _Bell Bird_ had gone to Fiji.

It appeared that, before the schooner sailed, Benbow had had a hint that

Waylao had been in Suva. I never found out how he got this information,

probably he had heard it from some sailor who called in at Tai-o-hae

when the _Sea Swallow_ came into port again.

After I bade the native woman good-night I went straight away towards

the grog shanty to see the Ranjos again. In their little bar parlour I

heard a full account of the sailing of the _Bell Bird_. It appeared that

the whole township had been agog with the excitement of the start. The

whole population had turned out to see the beachcombers off. Bill

Grimes, Uncle Sam and nearly all who had attended the council at

Benbow’s cottage were on board as the crew. Ranjo said: “There never was

such a hell of a pandemonium of farewell cheers down on the beach before

as when Benbow put to sea with my Tai-o-hae customers on his ship—and

fourteen casks of the best rum in the cuddy!”

Some of the island folk sneered and said Benbow had gone daft.

“What a fuss to make about a sinful girl!” said some.

Others shook their heads about the ways of the world and of Benbow’s

wisdom in sailing away on such a mad search with such a desperately bad

crew. The Tai-o-hae _Missionary Times_ devoted a special article to the

sailing of the _Bell Bird_. Its tone was sarcastic: it said something

about Helen of Troy in the Southern Seas and of the benefit she had

conferred on the island by ridding Tai-o-hae of so many wastrels.

Many ventured their opinions as to the ultimate result of the voyage.

Some said that they would safely return with Waylao, others shook their

heads as though they were dubious about it. But not one, I am sure,

prophesied or dreamed of the far-off port that Benbow and his crew had

set sail for.

But to return to my own immediate experiences. As soon as I saw a chance

of speaking to Mrs Ranjo alone I took her aside and asked for news of

John L——.

“Does L—— still come to the shanty and imbibe?” I asked.

I asked this question because I had walked under the palms to and fro to

that grog bar quite twenty times, hoping that I might meet Pauline. I

knew that so long as her father had a chance of getting drunk the

daughter would be seeking his whereabouts.

When Mrs Ranjo informed me that he was laid up, crippled with gout, I

felt truly sorry. I must confess that I was not so sorry about his gout

and suffering as at the thought that he could not get tight at the

shanty and so give me a chance of meeting his daughter.

What with the absence of Grimes, the death of Tamafanga, and various

other aids to depression, I felt that something must be done to dispel

my cloudy thoughts and make a little artificial sunshine. With this

idea, I went straight off that same night to L——’s little homestead by

the mountains. It may be remembered I had been up to that silent hamlet

in the hills long before, serenading the girl who haunted my mind.

I recall the very atmosphere of that night as I left the shanty full of

hopes that I should see Pauline. Even as I write, I can almost fancy

that I smell the rich, warm scents of the wild cloves and faded orange

blossoms that hung on the boughs as I strolled by that silent bungalow.

The night was thick with stars, staring as though pale with fright at

the rising moon on the eastern horizon.

I crept through the thickets of bamboos and went across the small

pathway that ran across the patch of garden. All was silent except for

the chirruping monotone of the locusts that haunted the taro and

pine-apples that grew in wild profusion around.

Peering through the branches, I saw a light glimmering through the crack

of the doorway. I knew that it came from the small compartment wherein

lay John L—— and his weird companion. As I drew nearer, I saw the shadow

figure of that eternal watcher. That shadow bobbed about the wall as the

patient groaned and asked, presumably, for just a little drop of spirit

to moisten his fevered lips.

I became brave, and crept closer, to within three feet of the little

room wherein Pauline slept. I suppose that it was the worry I had had

and the sound of the breath of heaven that roamed through the trees that

made me madly romantic. I whistled a soft melody that Pauline had once

admired. I listened and watched, but only the stars winked over the

giant trees.

Ah! how my heart beat as I looked up at that moonlit window-pane. I

fancied I saw the scarlet blossoms of the tangled vines quiver in the

brilliant night gleam. It seemed to me that the small window by the

coco-palms was some ghostly, glassy eye staring down at me and watching

over that sleeping girl. In the vivid inward light of a romantic boy’s

imaginings, I fancied I saw Pauline lying like a warm, white-limbed

angel between the sheets, her eyes closed in sleep as she dreamed of

what—me? Alas! why should she dream of me?

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