CHAPTER XVI

The Discovery—Waylao’s Flight—A South Sea Scandal—I fall in with the

Fugitive—The Convict Girl—Sorrow and Sympathy—What the Tide

brought Back—Waylao’s Second Escape

I HARDLY know how to place the following incidents as they occurred.

Perhaps it will be best to give Lydia’s account of what had happened in

our absence.

It appeared that Waylao had been feeling sick for several weeks, and had

become strangely absent-minded. Night after night the girl had gone off

to get her mother’s stores and had completely forgotten them. One night

Mrs Benbow went to bed enraged at her daughter’s absence from the

domestic domicile. In the morning she got up full of suspicion, went

into the misguided girl’s room and found Waylao fast asleep.

“Get up, you lazy hussys; to tink that I, yours old mothers, the

descendant of great kinks [kings], should have to feed chicken while my

lazy daughters lay in beds!” Saying this, the old woman pulled the

bed-clothes right off Waylao—puff! As the girl stood before her irate

parent attired in her night attire, trembling with fear, the native

woman yelled fiercely: “Where yous go these nights after nights? What

yous do? Now then, tell me! Your father is far at sea, so you tink you

does as you likes with mees!”

Waylao said nothing. She hung her head and then stared through the

little lattice window.

Suddenly the mother said with a startled voice, a voice that was shrill

with horror:

“Gods Almighties! What you been doing?” This horrified shout was

immediately followed by the frantic woman clutching the Oriental muslin

robe from Waylao’s trembling figure.

The unhappy girl still stared, paralysed by the look of astonishment and

rage on her mother’s face.

Old Lydia was speechless. Her eyes rolled as though she were in a fit.

She opened her mouth wide, then the muscular rigidity of her face

relaxed, the jaws met together with a frightful click. It was a

convulsive movement, a faint expression of the horror she felt at the

discovery of the secret—revealed at last.

For several minutes Benbow’s cottage fairly trembled. It seemed to

Waylao that a flash of lightning came out of her mother’s eyes, followed

by a mighty crash that split the universe in twain. The old woman

clapped her hands together like an idiot, stamped her feet, then poured

forth volleys of her fiercest invectives. She went mad, danced and

whirled in a kind of heathen frenzy, leaping forward like a puppet, over

and over again, to strike that unhappy sinner, the wretched victim of

passion and romance.

Finally the demented old woman rushed into the next room, clutched hold

of the new tea set that she had given Waylao on her last birthday,

lifted each pretty china article above her head, and smashed it to atoms

at her feet.

Like a beautiful, sculptured figure, emblematical of the forlorn

betrayed, the poor girl still stood, silent, her eyes staring like

glassy terror, one foot outstretched as though to help the better to

bear the weight of humanity’s pious wrath on her guilty head. Old Lydia

forgot her own sins (she admitted this after); she was a Christianised

native woman; her daughter had disgraced her. It was terrible. The last

thread of self-control snapped in that old barbarian’s brain as with a

pious howl she rushed forward and fastened her teeth in the wretched

girl’s arm.

“Who did it? Who is it? Tell me, you wicked villains!” she shrieked.

Waylao stood silent as death, as mother and daughter faced each other.

Only the old grandfather’s clock broke the silence of those dreadful

minutes, ticking off, as though with sorrow, the flight of time.

“If yous don’t tells me the man, I’ll kills you!” shrieked the

infuriated woman. With the pluck born of resignation, the true pluck

that is found in most women when the supreme moment comes for the test,

the girl stared ahead with a look of secret defiance and loyalty to her

Indian cut-throat.

Like a big marionette on a stick, the dusky old woman jumped up to the

low-roofed ceiling three times, then, with a howl, rushed into the next

room and clutched hold of the huge family war-club hanging on the

parlour wall. In her flurry she tripped over the matting and fell.

Scrambling to her feet, she rushed back into the bedroom—it was empty.

In that moment of her mother’s absence Waylao had fled.

The old woman gasped, then rushed out of the cottage door, spurred by

mingled feelings of hatred and remorse.

“Wayee! Wayee! Wheres ares you? Come back! Come back! Tells me all,” she

shouted.

The old Marquesan woman stared through the colonnades of bread-fruits,

and listened. She heard nothing but the low cry of the katafa bird,

bound seaward, breaking the stillness.

All that day and the next day the sad old mother searched and called in

vain. She wandered like one demented to the huts of the native villages,

calling aloud for Waylao, telling every greedy listener of her sorrow.

The scandal swept with magical rapidity from village to village, from

shore to shore. Indeed scandal was as rampant in the South Seas as in

the cities of civilisation.

The rumour spread and spread, and took on wondrous shapes and hideous

detail. Some pitied the girl, and cried: “What! Waylao? Well, I never!

Poor Waylao!”

Others cried: “Shame! Shame! Oh, the sinful wretch to do so! Kill her!

Kill her!”

Old Ranjo tucked his shirt-sleeves up and struck fearsome imaginary

blows into the air of his saloon bar, blows that his heart yearned to

inflict on the girl’s betrayer. Uncle Sam got fearfully drunk.

The Irishman and Scotsman went into wordy rivalry over similar sorrows

in their boyhood’s memory. The reformed harlot from Sydney swooned with

sheer disgust to think sensuality had existed so near her virtuous

homestead.

The day after Waylao’s flight the scandal was raging like a violent

epidemic among the native and white settlers, for Waylao’s beauty and

sweet disposition had won for her the love of all the genuine men and

women of those parts.

So much was whispered and exaggerated over the reputation of the missing

girl that the little native children sat by the camp-fires huddled in

fright; they would look awestruck around and behind them, gazing into

the forest gloom, expecting to see the awful Waylao leap from the

shadows like a spirit-woman. Old chiefs lifted their hands as they

discussed, in hushed voices, with their Christianised wives the fall of

the beautiful half-white woman, and the subsequent shock to the morals

of the semi-heathen villages.

The great Christianised chiefess, Manaraoa, wailed out, “O Mita Savoo!

The devil allee samee good, ee always get ’is own,” then she too lifted

the bottle of gin to her lips and drank, to drown her grief, her

disgust, that a girl should fall so low.

Grimes and I had only just returned from Honolulu when we heard of

Waylao’s flight. We were sitting in the old grog shanty counting out our

hard-earned money. “We shall never make our fortunes at this rate,

Grimes,” said I, as I counted out the dollars.

“Never mind, pal,” said Grimes. “We’ll be wealthy by and by.”

“Yes,” said I, “when it’s too late to enjoy life, when we only want to

sit over the smouldering bonfire of our shattered dreams and warm our

hearts by the pale hearth-fire of the distant stars.”

“Blow the stars and yer shattered dreams! You’re allus finking everfing

is too late. We can be gay old men, can’t we?” responded my sensible

pal. Then he continued: “Look at the tharsands of giddy old men in

London, a-making up for all that didn’t ’appen in their ’appy youth.”

Considerably cheered by Grimes’s philosophy, we leaned back on to the

old settee and prepared for an afternoon’s siesta.

It was at this moment that Mrs Ranjo dropped a bombshell of surprise on

us.

“Hi, Mr Violinist, have you heard the latest?”

“No,” we responded drowsily, hardly looking up, for the latest was

generally some old joke from the prehistoric period.

“Waylao, Benbow’s pretty daughter, has got into trouble with some

beachcomber, you know, got _like that_.” And then she added, with her

eyebrows raised: “She’s bolted from home, kicked out by her mother.”

“No!” was our simultaneous ejaculation. We sat bolt upright and stared

like two idiots. That exclamation expressed the chaos of our thoughts.

It was like the erect ears and tail of canine astonishment; we were

dumb-struck, alert with surprise.

Grimes went quite ghastly; he looked sallow beneath his bronzed skin.

When we had heard all that Mrs Ranjo had to say, we went out into the

open.

“Well!” was all I could utter as the fresh breeze revived my thinking

power. Grimes for a moment was strangely silent, then suddenly started

off at full speed from my side! Away he went, his big feet shuffling and

stirring up clouds of sand as he raced.

I looked ahead to see the meaning of it all. There was no apparent

reason for his racing off like that. I stared with astonishment as he

reached the coco-palms down by the beach, turned right about, and once

again, with his elbows raised in racing attitude, came flying back to

where I stood.

“What’s the matter, pal?” I said. He did not reply at first, then he

said hoarsely: “Blimey! fancy ’er a-going wrong—that hangel!”

For a moment he stared in front of him, then continued: “Cawn’t we foind

’er? I’m in love with ’er, that’s where it is!”

It was then that I saw that Grimes had run just as an animal in pain

runs—to relieve his feelings.

I did not wonder, or take much notice of his wild remarks; for Grimes

and I had had many adventures together, so that his peculiarities had

become quite commonplace to me. He was all of a-tremble when I left him.

That night I went up to see old Lydia, and found the poor native woman

half demented. She knew me well. I was truly sorry for her and all

concerned. She wrung her hands with grief, cried like a child,

reiterating the full account of the terrible discovery. With frequent

sobs of remorse she related each incident, hiding nothing, behaving as

though it relieved her feelings to unburden her mind. “Mees old heathen

bitch!” she wailed, as she beat her flanks with her hands. “My pretty

Wayee, I send ’er way to the forest. Benbow kill mees when he comes

’ome.” So did the old girl ramble on, uttering a multitude of original

phrases that expressed genuine grief and despair.

I took the grieving mother’s hand and swore that I would do my best to

find her daughter and persuade her to return home.

Ere I left that little cottage the old woman flung her tawny arms about

me, kissed me hysterically, and said: “You bewtifool white mans, you no

say much, allee samee good Clistian man.”

Then I went away under the coco-palms to do as I had promised, and see

Father O’Leary, and tell him all that the poor mother had confided to

me.

I found the old priest at prayers, “My son, I have heard all,” he said,

as he lifted his hands to the sky. I felt sorry for him as he lifted his

old eyes and said: “My lost sheep, my little Waylao.” Then to my

astonishment he said: “Damn!”

This mild oath from the earnest ecclesiastic made me feel more sorry

than ever; I saw how intense was his sorrow.

Though I was a Protestant, if anything at all, he took my hand and

blessed me. To tell the truth, I loved that old priest. Though I did not

agree with half that he said, I admired and respected his sincerity. I

feel sure that he liked me, notwithstanding that I shocked him so much

at times that he lifted his hands to the skies and asked God to forgive

me. But we were pally, that old priest and I, and he was so upset that

night that he forgot to toll the mission bell.

I am not going to tell all that I did after I left that priest, or all I

felt. No one confesses their innermost thoughts—so why should I?

After seeing the priest and old Lydia I went to fulfil an engagement, at

a high-toned job, to appear at a great social gathering as violinist at

the Bishop of —— residence. But when I was about half-a-mile from

Tai-o-hae I made up my mind to let the concert go and hang itself as far

as I was concerned. I was feeling too sad about everything, as I walked

along with my violin.

No pages of romance could outvie what I experienced that night in the

silence of that tropical loneliness of heathen-land. It must have been

Fate which drew my footsteps to the solitude by the mountains near

Tai-o-hae, for I met not only Waylao, but another victim of life’s

drama.

I was passing down the track that ran beside the mountains, a lonely

spot, from where one could see the distant ocean twinkling in the

moonlight and the moth-grey sails of the outbound schooners fading out

to sea. Not far from where I stood was a chasm where the giant

bread-fruits still sheltered the ancient ruins of the heathen temple

Marea, a solemn reminder of the great old days. As I stood there alone,

drinking in the atmosphere of far-off years, a figure suddenly emerged

from a thicket of bamboos.

For a moment I could hardly believe my eyes. I had inquired and searched

at every likely place to find that sad fugitive, and lo! there stood

Waylao.

I will not dwell on all that happened, the girl’s despair and my own

feelings as I grasped the clammy hand of that sad enigma, that homeless

girl of mystery, passion and romance.

I led her into the shadows of the forest, and she cried bitterly as I

gave the sympathy she needed so much.

It seems like a dream in the recalling, the memory of that trembling

form, the wild look of terror in her eyes as at last she realised the

true character of the man whom she had worshipped. She did not divulge

the name of her betrayer, nor was it my wish to seek the information. It

was all beyond recall. One thing was very obvious to me—that she had

been to her betrayer for protection and found that he had flown directly

he had heard of her plight. I tried my best to persuade the misguided

girl to return home.

“Waylao,” I said, “I have seen your mother and she has begged me to try

and find you.” But it seemed that either she was half demented or that

her fear of Benbow and her mother made her prefer to roam homeless

rather than consent.

“I do not want to live, or if I must live, I do not wish to see those I

have disgraced again,” she murmured between her tears.

I took her hand and tried by the softest words to reassure the girl, but

it seemed hopeless. Indeed it was only when my persuasion brought a

terrified look into her eyes, and she was on the point of taking to

flight, that I led her away into the forest.

By the hollows where grew enormous banyans was a little deserted hut,

and there I led her.

“Waylao,” I said, “you cannot roam about like this; and if you are

determined not to return to your people, you had better stop here where

I can find you.”

Though I was about Waylao’s age, I felt considerably older. Indeed my

experience of the world made me look upon her as a child.

“Waylao,” I said, “I wish to be your friend. Will you let me help you?”

The girl only looked at me earnestly and burst into tears.

The night was perfectly still. The moon was shining brilliantly over the

mountains, revealing the distant shore and ocean for miles and miles.

Like some half-wild creature, the stricken girl crouched beside me. But

after a while she calmed down and even promised to try and listen to my

advice the next day, for I had arranged to come to that hut, to bring

food and blankets.

It was more like some Byronic romance than reality as I thought of our

strange position and looked at the girl beside me. She was robed in a

picturesque multi-coloured kimono, that she had hastily snatched up, I

suppose, in her flight. A few flowers were in her hair, that crown of

rich, glossy splendour, and made her appear wildly beautiful as the

dishevelled tresses fell about her throat, gleaming white in the

moonlight. I tried to cheer her up. Taking the violin out of the case, I

was lifting the bow to play a song that I had heard her sing in the

shanty when we heard a voice. For a moment I wondered what on earth it

could mean, for I distinctly heard the strains of sweet singing coming

nearer and nearer.

Waylao clung to me with fright. I immediately reassured her, for,

looking out through the thickets of wild _feis_, I saw a faery-like

being in the distance. I stared in astonishment at that sight. I rubbed

my eyes to convince myself that I did not dream it all; for there,

coming down the forest track on weary feet, outlined in the moonlight,

came the figure of a girl. Even Waylao half forgot her own sorrows as

she too peeped out of the thickets, watched and listened to that wraith

of the forest singing the saddest, sweetest strain I ever heard. It is

some phantom girl of the mountains, thought I, for in those days I was

mad enough to believe anything.

“What can it be, Waylao?” I whispered as we both watched and the melody

grew clearer, for the figure was coming towards us. As the form

approached, it seemed to be swaying to the tremulous song that the lips

were singing in a strange language. It were impossible to describe the

pathos of it all. It seemed that the poor, weary feet of that castaway,

that the dilapidated shoes that she wore, were shuffling out some

terribly sad accompaniment to that French song—for that wandering girl

of the night was an escapee, a convict girl from New Caledonia, a poor

fugitive who had stowed away on some schooner at the convict

settlements, risking the horrors of a homeless life in those wild South

Seas rather than live on linked with criminals. She was still clad in

her ragged convict clothes, the misery of God knows what thoughts

shining in her eyes, as she tramped the night track by Tai-o-hae.

Ere I could recover from the wonder that thrilled me the convict girl

was right opposite our hiding-place. I distinctly saw the beautiful

outline of her face as the moonlight streamed through the branches of

the bread-fruits that sheltered the track.

So intensely sad was her face that I instinctively leaned forward and

stared. In a moment the song ceased. The girl had observed me; she half

turned, as if to fly. It must have been some expression of my face that

made her stay, look again and respond half fearfully to my beckoning.

I think the memory, the pathos of that scene will remain with me till I

die.

The escapee’s eyes filled with tears as Waylao threw her arms about that

frail, possibly lately lashed form, for Waylao understood more than I

did the plight of those wretched derelicts who escaped and drifted as

stowaways across the Pacific from Noumea. Either they came to those

parts, hunted men—seldom women—or their skeletons were discovered in the

hold of some ship wherein they had hidden their trembling frames too

well.

So did romance come to me in its saddest, most terrible form. Nothing,

not even the sorrow of Calvary, could outdo that tragedy, that picture

of man’s inhumanity and mighty injustice to those in his power.

With all the impulsiveness of a boy’s wild desire to help the stricken,

to plead for the beauty of romance in woman, I knelt at that altar of

misery.

It may sound like a page from a drama that never saw the light of day. I

only wish it _were_ a fevered dream of the brain. But it was real

enough, though it certainly sounds sufficiently mad to be untrue in this

world of inscrutable mockery, where man lifts his eyes piously, and

where all his prayers begin or end with “God have mercy upon _me_!”

God! I’ve done glorious mission work in my time.

We took the poor escapee into the forest depth so that she might be safe

from the eyes of the gendarmes, the hunters, the officials of the

calaboose near Tai-o-hae, and she stood trembling beside us, beneath

those giant bread-fruits. Even those old, insensate trees seemed to bend

tenderly over that hunted convict girl.

After she had discovered that we were friends and had listened to our

sympathy, a beautiful expression, an almost indescribable splendour lit

up her tearful face. She looked like some fallen angel: the earnest

stars seemed to shine in her eyes as she stood before us, the dirty

strip of blue ribbon fluttering at her beautiful throat as she wept, and

told us all—yes, even the crime of passion which had caused her to be

exiled from her La Belle France.

As we listened to her story, we three huddled together in that forest,

the scents of the damp glooms were stirred by the creeping zephyrs, as

though the mighty brooding heart of Nature was in sympathy with all we

heard and with unseen fingers touched us, and sighed the breath from her

dead forest flowers upon us, as I sat there with those two beautiful

castaways, one a child of the South, and one from far-away civilisation.

I can still hear the terribly sad music of that voice, as in pathetic,

broken English she almost sang her sorrow into our ears.

She told us how justice was meted out to her, how fierce, relentless men

came in the disguise of outraged righteousness, seized her and shut her

with her remorse in that coffin whereon no flowers are placed: nailing a

young girl down with all her shattered dreams—alive, inside.

As Waylao and I listened to her story, I imagined that girl to be some

terrible symbol, some sad, beautiful personification of all the

castaways of the earth. The very winds seemed to shriek triumphantly, as

though they still roared out the hate of pious men, and coming from the

far-off cities across the seas, rushed up that shore and shook the

forest trees violently with pursuing hands. I felt as though the world

of reality had long since been shattered back into its hell by the final

cataclysm, the crash of the spheres; that I sat there with the remnant,

two beings it had failed to crush, but had left behind, gloriously

beautiful with sorrow, in a new, divine form. As for me, it seemed as

though I were some great mistake, some man, by a sad mischance, still

left behind on earth, and I sat between them listening and hung my head

for shame.

Out of another’s sorrow balm came to Waylao: she wept not for herself,

but for the ragged figure, the blistered feet of the derelict beside us.

O heart of mine! Is it true that the forest trees brightened with

ethereal light—that an angel stood weeping in those woods—that a

stricken phantom girl seemed to step from the confessional box of that

almighty cathedral of giant trees and the domed starlit night, her soul

renewed with glory, her shattered dreams restored by our sympathy?

Was it a fallen angel, a phantom of the imagination, that came down to

us in the forest by Tai-o-hae, sang that French hymn to beauty, and,

with the stars shining in her flying mass of hair,

Danced as the winds came creeping in

And I played on the violin!

Yes, danced, as the mad shadow played and played the songs of romance

and the waves beat out their warning monotones on the beach below.

* * * * *

Early the next day I hurried back to my two sad fugitives in their hut

by the sea. Ere I had left them the night before I had made them promise

not to stray away from that spot.

It would have been better if I had broken my promise and gone straight

to old Lydia and told her of Waylao’s whereabouts. But as usual in this

funny world, I managed to do the wrong thing at exactly the right

moment.

So strange and sad had been the happenings of the previous night that I

half fancied I had dreamed of Waylao and that hut in the forest and the

convict girl. That morning I went to Mrs Ranjo and got her to lend me

two blankets. “I’ve got an awful chill on the lungs,” I wailed

plaintively, in order to satisfy the bar-woman’s curiosity, and departed

for the forest with a parcel of dainty things.

When I arrived at that little hut by the mountains, there they still

were, huddled together, sisters of grief in each other’s arms. It is

hard to know, even now, which was the greatest sinner—Mohammed in the

South Seas, or “Christianity’s” strange justice in the civilised world.

I still recall the earnest eyes of that grateful convict girl as I crept

into that little shelter.

Ah, God! it’s hard to have been a missionary at the altar of romance and

beauty, to have reaped so little reward for so much sorrow. The milk of

human kindness is indeed diluted and hard to digest. That same night

Waylao and I listened to the wretched escapee’s story. She told us why

she had been transported for life, but it is too sad a tale to tell

here. She was a Parisian girl of superior family, and had suffered for

twelve months in the galleys and in the hideous chain gangs of Noumea

ere she escaped. She had stowed away in the hold of a small schooner

that called with stores at Noumea. Friendly sailors had connived to let

her slip ashore unperceived at Nuka Hiva a few days before Waylao and I

met her.

As we sat under the trees of that forest near Tai-o-hae, she seemed

still to be a being from another world. Our sympathy, which she had

probably never thought to find again on earth, inspired her with a new,

half-etherealised existence. Strange as it may appear to the marble-like

human beings of the great, polite world, she sang to us, swaying like to

some faery creature as I played to her on my violin. Ah! What a soloist

I’ve been! Who has had such fame, such success as I? What an audience

was mine—when I played to immortality, to those earnest eyes, to those

sad lips singing magical French songs to us. I think God must have

composed the melodies we three sang together in those wide halls before

the footlight of the stars, over the seas, years ago.

The native drums had already beaten the last stars in as I sat there in

deep thought, pondering over it all, wondering what was the best thing

to do for that poor derelict’s sake. As Waylao wept on, the lost escapee

rose as though restless, as though she wished to leave us. Her

restlessness had already worried me, for it was not the first time she

had intimated that she must leave us. Indeed Waylao had almost promised

me that she would return home for that derelict girl’s sake. For I must

confess that I had traded on the miraculous appearance of that fugitive,

and had sought to make her the instrument to serve two purposes.

“Waylao,” I said, “if you return to your mother, we can, with each

other’s help, hide this poor castaway till such time as we can help her

to get to a safer retreat.” At this Waylao had listened earnestly and,

for the sake of the French convict girl, promised to go home. I was

delighted at the way things were working, till that French girl rose and

intimated that she must go away.

“Why go? We will look after you,” we said appealingly.

I even told her that I would try and get her a passage back to the

colonies, so that she could once more get back to France.

She shook her head. She must never, never go back to the West; but must

ever wander, lost, exiled, with her face turned to the South, hopeless,

forgotten by all.

Waylao threw her arms about the girl, imploring her not to leave her.

When they had wept a little while together, the convict girl gave us to

understand that she wished to be left alone with her God for a while. We

were strangely impressed by the earnestness of her manner. Her eyes had

an indescribable look of beauty in them. The smile on her mouth almost

brought the tears to my eyes. I no longer sought to look for meanings of

anything. I sat there like one in a dream, as though I were doing my

part on some unknown stage where some mysterious drama was being

enacted.

“Mon dieu! I will come back to you again, sister,” she whispered in

broken English as Waylao kissed her. She went down the little track that

led to the shore. We saw her turn and wave her hand as she turned round

by the buttressed banyans and then disappeared.

Waylao and I waited together. As the wind came in from the sea and

wailed in the giant bread-fruits overhead, we felt strangely unhappy. At

last I listened to Waylao, whose instincts were stronger than mine in

fathoming the ways of her sex. I had already given up any idea of my

returning to Tai-o-hae. I determined to stay with Waylao till her

new-found comrade returned. We must have walked up and down that track

and along the shore for hours searching, and even calling, in hopes that

the fugitive would hear us and return. It was only when Waylao was

almost dropping with exhaustion that I returned to the hut in the

forest. Again we sat and still waited for the return of the girl who had

strangely gripped us by the very heart-strings. I made a soft bed of

moss and dead weeds for the homeless girl beside me. She lay down, and

ere I had spread the blanket over her figure she had fallen into a deep

sleep of exhaustion. Then I crept away down to the shore to smoke and

with the hope of discovering our lost companion.

Ah, God! Dawn came stealing in, like hushed grey wings sending the stars

home before their wide, silent sweep. Ere the first burnished flame of

the sun touched the horizon the blue lagoons of the shores sprang into

view. Scarcely a ripple stirred the deep waters of the Pacific as they

heaved, dark and immense, like some mighty, troubled tomb, ere it gave

up its dead.

Then her body came in on the tide, lifting and falling with the swell.

Even the tropic birds seemed to give a low cry of sorrow as they swept

away over the hushed waters. Just as the poets might say—her beautiful

hair floated like a glinting mass of softest seaweed. It might have been

a sleeping mermaid floating shoreward. Not in all the world of romance

and reality could one imagine a sight to outrival the pathos, the

ineffable sorrow of that castaway returning to the shores of earth—on

the incoming tide. I can still see the South Sea chestnut-trees and the

leaning bread-fruits as they stretched their tasselled, twining arms

over that blue lagoon. The mirroring water shone like purest glass above

the multi-coloured corals of the still depths. On she came. The blue

strip of ribbon was still at her throat, like some weeping symbol, a

tiny flag that had once fluttered on the visionary turrets of the

enchanted castle of a girl’s dreams. There it hung, limp as the hands

that had tied it there, after all the faeries had flown back to the

stars. As she reclined on the surface of those deep, clear waters, her

shadow was perfectly outlined, and her sleeping face sideways on her

hanging arm distinctly visible beneath her. Even the strip of ribbon was

imaged, and fluttered once again as the little starfish sailed right

_through_ it.

The light of man’s cruelty, the hopelessness of all the creeds, shone in

her dead eyes.

So died the convict girl. Sympathy had made her brave. She had regained

belief in the goodness of things, recaptured, out of misery, the lost

faith of her childhood; fearlessly risked her all—gone before One who

would not judge as men judge, or condemn the clay of His own fashioning.

They buried her by Calaboose Hill, in the hidden cemetery of the forest

depth, where lay old Marquesan chiefs and the home-sick white men. And

I, irreligious wretch that I am, went to that hallowed spot, leaned over

the dead escapee and placed a little cross on the grave.

After that terrible discovery I returned to Waylao, hardly conscious of

what I should say. For a while I managed to keep the sorrow of it from

her. She saw by my manner that something terrible had occurred; indeed

she half guessed the truth before I told her anything. Her grief was

terrible. I did my best to console the poor girl.

“Waylao,” I said, “it is no good grieving; she has gone from all the

sorrow of this world; and but for this little bit of ribbon we might

well imagine that such a being never existed, never drifted out of the

stars, and then, leaving these dilapidated shoes behind, escaped from

the clutches of the convict officials.”

Taking her hand as tenderly as a brother might take the hand of an

erring sister, I said: “Waylao, come away home to your people. I have

been to Father O’Leary and he wants to see you.” Then I told her once

more of her mother’s grief over her flight, of all the kind things that

people had said about her—for I, too, can be a holy liar—and I took her

away over the hills. She was strangely silent as she walked beside me.

“I don’t want to go back, I cannot,” she said when we were within sight

of the township. I did not dream of the true state of her mind. All that

she had gone through, and the sudden loss of her new-made friend in her

sorrow, had evidently unhinged her mind, for I never saw any woman run

like she did. We were just passing by a clump of bread-fruits that

stretched into the deeper forest by Tai-o-hae when I looked up and saw

her bolting.

Recovering from my astonishment, I started off in pursuit. She was light

of frame and foot, and so easily outpaced me.

I was more upset at this turn of affairs than I would like to confess.

When I got back to the old hulk I was sweating and exhausted through my

hopeless search. I thought it best to say nothing to anyone except

Father O’Leary of what had happened. To tell the truth, I began to

wonder what construction might be put on my unconventional interest in

Waylao’s plight. I suppose, even now, old Mother Grundy will have her

private opinion, but what care I, safe out here in the solitude of

Savaii Isles! I wonder what she would think of my next chance meeting

with the half-caste girl. Yes, we met again some time later, and in the

most miraculous way—far out at sea. But there’s a good deal to tell

before I reach that episode.

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