'Death does not count,' as Nettleship used to say; and he met his own

fate on the Alps with a cheerfulness which showed that he believed it.

The craving for mere survival, no matter under what conditions, is

natural to some persons, and those who have it not must not claim any

superiority over those who shudder at the idea of resigning this

'pleasing, anxious being.' Some brave and loyal men, like Samuel

Johnson, have feared death all their lives long; while others, even when

fortune smiles upon them, 'have a desire to depart and to be with

Christ, which is far better.' But the longing for survival, and the

anxious search for evidence which may satisfy it, have undoubtedly the

effect of binding us to earth and earthly conditions; they come between

us and faith in true immortality. They cannot restore to us what death

takes away. They cannot lay the spectre which made Claudio a craven.

'Ay, but to die and go we know not where;

To lie in cold obstruction and to rot;

This sensible warm motion to become

A kneaded clod; and the delighted spirit

To bathe in fiery floods, or to reside

In thrilling regions of thick-ribbed ice;

To be imprisoned in the viewless winds,

And blown with restless violence round about

The pendent world; or to be worse than worst

Of those that lawless and uncertain thoughts

Imagine howling! 'tis too horrible!

The weariest and most loathed earthly life

That age, ache, penury, and imprisonment

Can lay on nature, is a paradise

To what we fear of death.'

We know now, if we did not know it three years ago, that the average man

can face death, and does face it in the majority of cases, with a

serenity which would be incomprehensible if he did not know in his

heart of hearts that it does not matter much. He may have no articulated

faith in immortality, but, like Spinoza, he has 'felt and experienced

that he is eternal.' Perhaps he only says to himself, 'Who dies if

England lives?' But the England that lives is his own larger self, the

life that is more his own life than the beating of his heart, which a

bullet may still for ever. And if the exaltation of noble patriotism can

'abolish death, and bring life and immortality to light' for almost any

unthinking lad from our factories and hedgerows, should not religion be

able to do as much for us all? And may it not be that some touch of

heroic self-abnegation is necessary before we can have a soul which

death cannot touch? When Christ said that those who are willing to lose

their souls shall save them, is not this what He meant? We must accustom

ourselves to breathe the air of the eternal values, if we desire to live

for ever. And a strong faith is not curious about details. 'Beloved, now

are we sons of God; and it doth not yet appear what we shall be. But we

know that when He is made manifest we shall be like Him, for we shall

see Him as He is.'

FOOTNOTES:

[93] Quoted by Professor Pringle-Pattison from an article by

me in the _Times_ Literary Supplement.

[94] _Study of Religion_, vol. i. 12.

[95] _Ennead_, v. 8, 4.

[96] From John Smith, the Cambridge Platonist.

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