Thisbe King was huffy; and when Thisbe King was huffy, she was hard.
When Thisbe was huffy, and in consequence hard, it was because, as she
expressed it, "Things is awkward;" and when things were like that,
Thisbe went and made the beds.
Of course the beds did not always want making; but more than once after
an encounter with Mrs Luttrell upon some domestic question, where it
was all mild reproof on one side, acerbity on the other, Thisbe had been
known to go up to the best bedroom, drag a couple of chairs forward, and
relieve her mind by pulling the bed to pieces, snatching quilt and
blankets and sheets off over the chairs, and engaging in a furious fight
with pillows, bolster, and feather bed, hitting, punching, and turning,
till she was hot; and then, having thoroughly conquered the soft,
inanimate objects and her own temper at the same time, the bed was
smoothly re-made, and Thisbe sighed.
"I shall have to part with Thisbe," Mrs Luttrell often used to say to
husband and daughter; but matters went no farther: perhaps she knew in
her heart that Thisbe would not go.
The beds had all been made, and there had been no encounter with Mrs
Luttrell about any domestic matter relating to spreading a cloth in the
drawing-room before the grate was blackleaded, or using up one loaf in
the kitchen before a second was cut. In fact, Thisbe had been all
smiles that morning, and had uttered a few croaks in the kitchen, which
she did occasionally under the impression that she was singing; but all
at once she had rushed upstairs like the wind in winter when the front
door was opened, and to carry out the simile, she had dashed back a
bedroom door, and closed it with a bang.
This done, she had made a bed furiously--so furiously that the feathers
flew from a weak corner, and had to be picked up and tucked in again.
After this, red-faced and somewhat refreshed, Thisbe pulled a housewife
out of a tremendous pocket like a saddle-bag, threaded a needle, and
sewed up the failing spot.
"It's dreadful, that's what it is!" she muttered at last, "and I'm going
to speak my mind."
She did not speak her mind then, but went down to her work, and worked
with her ears twitching like those of some animal on the _qui vive_ for
danger; and when Thisbe twitched her ears there was a corresponding
action in the muscles about the corners of her mouth, which added to the
animal look, for it suggested that she might be disposed to bite.
Some little time afterwards she walked into the drawing-room, looking at
its occupant in a soured way.
"Letter for you, Miss Milly," she said.
"A note for me, Thisbe?" And Millicent took the missive which Thisbe
held with her apron to keep it clean.
"Mr Bayle give it me hissen."
Millicent's face grew troubled, and Thisbe frowned, and left the room
shaking her head.
The note was brief, and the tears stood in Millicent's eyes as she read
it twice.
"_Pity me. Forgive me. I was mad_."
"Poor boy!" she said softly as she refolded it and placed it in her
desk, to stand there, thoughtful and with her brow wrinkled.
She was in the bay-window, and after standing there a few minutes, her
face changed; the troubled look passed away as a steady, regular step
was heard on the gravel path beyond the hedge. There was the faint
creaking noise, too, at every step of the hard tight boots, and as their
wearer passed, Millicent looked up and returned the salute: for a glossy
hat was raised, and he who bowed passed on, leaving her with her colour
slightly heightened and an eager look in her eyes.
"Any answer, miss?"
Millicent turned quickly, to see that Thisbe had returned.
"Answer?"
"Yes, miss. The note."
"Is Mr Bayle waiting?"
"No, miss; but I thought you might want to send him one, and I'm going
out and could leave it on the way."
"No, Thisbe, there is no answer."
"Are you sure, miss?"
"Sure, Thisbe? Of course."
Thisbe stood pulling the hem of her apron and making it snap.
"Oh! I would send him a line, miss. I like Mr Bayle. For such a
young man, the way he can preach is wonderful. But, Miss Milly," she
cried with a sudden, passionate outburst, "please, don't--don't do
that!"
"What do you mean, Thisbe?"
"I can't abear it, miss. It frightens and worries me."
"Thisbe!"
"I can't help it, miss. I'm a woman too, and seven years older than you
are. Don't, please don't, take any notice of me. There, don't look
cross at me, miss. I must speak when I see things going wrong."
"What do you mean?" cried Millicent, crimsoning. "I mean I used to lead
you about when you was a little thing and keep you out o' the puddles
when the road was clatty, and though you never take hold o' my hand now,
I must speak when you're going wrong."
"Thisbe, this is a liberty!"
"I can't help it, Miss Milly; I see him coming by in his creaking boots,
and taking off his hat, and walking by here, when he has no business,
and people talking about it all over the town."
"And in this house. Thisbe, you are forgetting your place."
"Oh, no, I'm not, miss. I'm thinking about you and Mr Hallam, miss. I
know."
"Thisbe, mamma and I have treated you more as a friend than a servant;
but--"
"That's it, miss; and I shouldn't be a friend if I was to stand by and
see you walk raight into trouble without a word."
"Thisbe!"
"I don't care, Miss Milly, I will speak. Don't have nowt to do wi' him;
he's too handsome; never you have nowt to do wi' a handsome man."
Millicent's ordinarily placid face assumed a look foreign to it--a look
of anger and firmness combined; but she compressed her lips, as if to
keep back words she would rather not utter, and then smiled once more.
"Ah, you may laugh, Miss Milly; but it's nothing to laugh at. And
there's Mr Bayle, too. You're having letters from he."
Millicent's face changed again; but she mastered her annoyance, and,
laying her hand upon Thisbe's shoulder, said with a smile:
"I don't want to be angry with you, Thisbe, but you have grown into a
terribly prejudiced woman."
"Enough to make me, seeing what I do, Miss Milly."
"Come, come, you must not talk like this."
"Ah, now you're beginning to coax again, as you always did when you
wanted your own way; but it's of no use, my dear, I don't like him, and
I never shall. I'd rather you'd marry old Sir Gordon; he is nice,
though he do dye his hair. I don't like him and there's an end of it."
"Nonsense, Thisbe!"
"No, it isn't nonsense. I don't like him, and I never shall."
"But why? Have you any good reason?"
"Yes," said Thisbe with a snort.
"What is it?"
"I told you before. He's so horrid handsome."
"Why, you dear, prejudiced, silly old thing!" cried Millicent, whose
eyes were sparkling, and cheeks flushed.
"I don't care if I am. I don't like handsome men: they're good for
nowt."
"Why, Thisbe!"
"I don't care, they arn't; my soldier fellow was that handsome it made
you feel wicked, you were so puffed out with pride."
"And so you were in love once, Thisbe?"
"Why, of course I was. Think I'm made o' stone, miss? Enough to make
any poor girl be in love when a handsome fellow like that, with
moustache-i-ohs, and shiny eyes, and larnseer uniform making him look
like a blue robin redbreast, came and talked as he did to a silly young
goose such as I was then. I couldn't help it. Why, the way his clothes
fitted him was enough to win any girl's heart--him with such a beautiful
figure too! He looked as if he couldn't be got out of 'em wi'out
unpicking."
"Think of our Thisbe falling in love with a soldier!" cried Millicent,
laughing, for there was a wild feeling of joy in her heart that was
intoxicating, and made her eyes flash with excitement.
"Ah, it's very funny, isn't it?" said Thisbe, with a vicious shake of
her apron. "But it's true. Handsome as handsome he was, and talked so
good that he set me thinking always about how nice I must be. Stuffed
me out wi' pride, and what did he do then?"
"I'm sure I don't know, Thisbe."
"Borrered three pun seven and sixpence of my savings, and took my watch,
as I bought at Horncastle fair, to be reggilated, and next time I see my
gentleman he was walking out wi' Dixon's cook. Handsome is as handsome
does, Miss Milly, so you take warning by me."
"There, I will not be cross with you, Thisbe," said Millicent, smiling.
"I know you mean well."
"And you'll send an answer to Mr Bayle, miss?"
"There is no answer required, Thisbe," said Millicent gravely.
"And Mr Hallam, miss?"
"Thisbe," said Millicent gravely, "I want you always to be our old
faithful friend as well as servant, but--"
She held up a warning finger, and was silent. Thisbe's lips parted to
say a few angry words; but she flounced round, and made the door speak
for her in a sharp bang, after which she rushed upstairs with the intent
of having a furious encounter with a bed; but she changed her mind, and
on reaching her own room, sat down, put her apron to her eyes, and had
what she called "a good cry."
"Poor Miss Milly!" she sobbed at last; "she's just about as blind as I
was, and she'll only find it out when it's too late."