CHAPTER XXII

BYRON'S DEPARTURE FOR THE CONTINENT--HIS ACQUAINTANCE WITH JANE CLAIRMONT

Macaulay has described, in that picturesque style of his, how, just as

Byron "woke up one morning and found himself famous," so the British

public woke up one morning and found itself virtuous, with the result that

Byron was hooted and hounded out of England. The picture, like all

Macaulay's pictures, was overdrawn and over-coloured. The life of the

country, and even of the capital, went on pretty much as usual in spite of

Byron's dissensions with his wife; and Byron himself kept up appearances

fairly well, going to the theatre, entertaining Leigh Hunt, Kinnaird, and

other friends at dinner, and corresponding with Murray about the

publication of his poems. But, nevertheless, many circumstances combined

to make him feel uncomfortable.

Invitations ceased to be showered upon him; and "gross charges" continued

to be whispered in spite of Lady Byron's disavowal. The grounds of the

separation not being known, every one was free to conjecture his own

solution of the mystery. There seemed little doubt, at any rate, that

Byron had forsaken his lawful wife's society for that of the nymphs of

Drury Lane; and it was quite certain that he had failed to pay the

Duchess of Devonshire her rent. The only possible reply to these

allegations was that they were no part of the business of the people who

made such a fuss about them. The fuss being made, the most reasonable

course was to go abroad until the hubbub ceased.

It was no case, as Byron's enemies have said, of running away to avoid an

investigation into his conduct--investigation had been challenged, and all

the grave charges had been withdrawn. They had, indeed, by a breach of

faith, been secretly kept alive; but they had not reappeared in such shape

and circumstances that action could be taken on them; and Byron could not

be expected to formulate them himself, merely for the purpose of denying

them. His threat, a little later, to appeal to the Courts for an

injunction to restrain Lady Byron from taking his daughter out of England

as he had heard that she proposed to do, amply showed that he had no fear

of any shameful disclosures; but he had Mrs. Leigh's reputation as well as

his own to think of; and it was better for her sake as well as his that he

should desist from bandying words with her calumniators. Moreover it was

not only his calumniators who were making things unpleasant for him. His

creditors were also joining in the hue and cry and multiplying his motives

for retiring; so he resolved to go, attended by three servants and the

Italian physician, Polidori.

Rogers paid him a farewell visit on April 22; and Mr. and Mrs. Kinnaird

called the same evening, bringing, as Hobhouse tells us, "a cake and two

bottles of champagne." On the following morning the party were up at six

and off at half-past nine for Dover; Hobhouse riding with Polidori in

Scrope Davies' carriage, and Byron, with Scrope Davies, in his own new

travelling coach, modelled on that of Napoleon, containing a bed, a

library, and a dinner-service, specially built for him at a cost of £500.

A crowd gathered to watch the departure--a crowd which Hobhouse feared

might prove dangerous, but which, in fact, was only inquisitive. The

bailiffs arrived ten minutes afterwards and "seized everything," with

expressions of regret that they had not been in time to seize the coach as

well. Even cage-birds and a squirrel were taken away by them.

This news having been brought by Fletcher, the valet, who followed the

party, the coach was hustled on board the packet to be safe--a most wise

precaution seeing that there was a day's delay before it started; and

Hobhouse continues:

"April 25. Up at eight, breakfasted; all on board except the company.

The captain said he could not wait, and Byron would not get up a

moment sooner. Even the serenity of Scrope was disturbed.... The

bustle kept Byron in spirits, but he looked affected when the packet

glided off.... The dear fellow pulled off his cap and waved it to me.

I gazed until I could not distinguish him any longer. God bless him

for a gallant spirit and a kind one!"

And then:

"Went to London.... Told there was a row expected at the theatre,

Douglas K. having received fifteen anonymous letters stating that Mrs.

Mardyn would be hissed on Byron's account."

This gives us, of course, the point of view of the populace--or perhaps

one should say of the middle classes. They, it is evident, knew nothing of

any specially gross or unspeakable charges against Byron, but were

satisfied to turn the hose of virtuous indignation on him because, instead

of managing Drury Lane in the sole interest of dramatic art, he had

availed himself of opportunities and yielded to temptations. And so no

doubt he had, though not exactly in such circumstances as the populace

supposed or in connection with the particular lady whose guilt the

populace had hastily assumed.

The popular indictment, indeed, included at least three glaring errors of

fact. In the first place the partner of Byron's latest passion (if passion

be the word) was not Mrs. Mardyn, but Miss Jane Clairmont. In the second

place his relations with Miss Clairmont had nothing whatever to do with

his separation from Lady Byron, because he did not make Miss Clairmont's

acquaintance until after Lady Byron had left him. In the third place it

was not Byron who pursued Miss Clairmont with his attentions, but Miss

Clairmont who threw herself at Byron's head.

Jane Clairmont was, as is well known, sister by affinity to Mary Godwin

who was then living with Shelley and was afterwards married to him. She

had accompanied Shelley and Mary on their first trip to Switzerland in

1814, and had subsequently stayed with them in various lodgings. In the

impending summer she was to go to Switzerland with them again, and Byron

was to meet her there, whether accidentally or on purpose. In the early

biographies, indeed, the meeting figures as accidental; but the later

biographers knew better, and the complete story can be pieced together

from a bundle of letters included in the Murray MSS., and the statement

which Miss Clairmont herself made in her old age to Mr. William Graham,

who travelled all the way to Florence to see her, and, after her death,

reported her conversations in the _Nineteenth Century_.

"When I was a very young girl," Miss Clairmont told Mr. Graham, "Byron was

the rage." She spoke of the "troubling morbid obsession" which he

exercised "over the youth of England of both sexes," and insisted that the

girls in particular "made simple idiots of themselves about him"; and then

she went on to describe how one girl did so:

"In the days when Byron was manager of Drury Lane Theatre I bethought

myself that I would go on to the stage. Our means were very narrow,

and it was necessary for me to do something, and this seemed to suit

me better than anything else; in any case it was the only form of

occupation congenial to my girlish love of glitter and excitement....

I called, then, on Byron in his capacity of manager, and he promised

to do what he could to help me as regards the stage. The result you

know. I am too old now to play with any mock repentance. I was young,

and vain, and poor. He was famous beyond all precedent.... His beauty

was as haunting as his fame, and he was all-powerful in the direction

in which my ambition turned. It seems to me almost needless to say

that the attentions of a man like this, with all London at his feet,

very quickly completely turned the head of a girl in my position; and

when you recollect that I was brought up to consider marriage not only

as a useless but as an absolutely sinful custom, that only bigotry

made necessary, you will scarcely wonder at the results, which you

know."

That is the story as Miss Clairmont remembered it, or as she wished

posterity to believe it. She also seems to have been fully persuaded in

her own mind that Shelley had recommended her to apply to Byron, and that

it was about her that Byron and Lady Byron fell out; but the letters

published by Mr. Murray show all this to be a tissue of absurd

inexactitudes. What actually happened was that Miss Clairmont wrote to

Byron under the pseudonym of "E Trefusis," beginning "An utter stranger

takes the liberty of addressing you," and proceeding to say: "It may seem

a strange assertion, but it is not the less true that I place my

happiness in your hands."

There is no reference there, it will be remarked, to any desire on Miss

Clairmont's part to adopt the theatrical profession. The few references to

such a desire which do occur later in the correspondence are of such a

nature as to show that Miss Clairmont did not entertain it seriously,

consisting mainly of objections to Byron's proposal that she should

discuss the matter with Mr. Kinnaird instead of him. Miss Clairmont, in

short, made it abundantly clear that she was in love, not with the

theatre, but with Byron; and the more evasive Byron showed himself, the

more ardently and impulsively did she advance. We gather from her letters,

indeed, that most of those letters were left unanswered, that Byron very

frequently was "not at home" to her, and that, when she was at last

admitted, she did not find him alone.

Most women would have been discouraged by such a series of repulses; but

Miss Clairmont was not. In response to a communication in which Byron had

begged her to "write short," she wrote: "I do not expect you to love me; I

am not worthy of your love." But she begged him, if he could not love, at

least to let himself be loved--to suffer her to demonstrate that she, on

her part, could "love gently and with affection"; and thus she paved the

way to a practical proposal:

"Have you, then," (she asked) "any objection to the following plan? On

Thursday Evening we may go out of town together by some stage of mail

about the distance of ten or twelve miles. There we shall be free and

unknown; we can return early the following morning. I have arranged

everything here so that the slightest suspicion may not be excited.

Pray do so with your people."

Even to that appeal Byron seems to have turned a deaf ear. One infers as

much from the fact that other appeals followed it: "Do not delay our

meeting after Saturday--I cannot endure the suspense," &c. After that,

however, and apparently quite soon after it, followed the capitulation;

and for the sequel we will turn again to Mr. Graham's report of Miss

Clairmont's confessions:

"He was making his final arrangements for leaving England, when I told

him of the project the Shelleys and I had formed of the journey to

Geneva. He at once suggested that we should all meet at Geneva, and

delightedly fell in with my proposal to accompany me one day when I

had arranged to visit the Shelleys at Marlow,[10] where they were then

stopping, and arrange matters. We started early one morning, and we

arrived at Marlow about the mid-day dinner-hour.... Byron refreshed

himself with a huge mug of beer.... A few minutes afterwards in came

Shelley and Mary. It was such a merry party that we made at lunch in

the inn parlour: Byron, despite his misfortunes, was in the spirits

of a boy at leaving England, and Shelley was overjoyed at meeting his

idolised poet, who had actually come all the way from London to see

him."

Such are the facts, so far as they are ascertainable, concerning the

origin of this curious _liaison_. It is a story which begins, and goes on

for some time, though it does not conclude, like the story of Joseph and

Potiphar's wife; and Miss Clairmont recalls how exultantly she proclaimed

her triumph. "Percy! Mary! What do you think? The great Lord Byron loves

me!" she exclaimed, bursting in upon her friends; and she adds that

Shelley regarded the attachment as right and natural and proper, and a

proof that all was for the best in the best of all possible worlds.

He may have done so, for he was a dreamer, cradled in illusions,

unfettered by codes, always ready to look upon life as a fairy-tale that

was turning out to be true. Whether he did so or not, it seems at any rate

pretty clear that he was in Miss Clairmont's confidence, knew for what

reason Byron wished to meet him at Geneva, and acquiesced in the proposal.

But it is equally certain that he was not in Byron's confidence, and had

no suspicion of the spirit in which Byron had entered into the intrigue.

For Byron was not in love with Miss Clairmont, and never had been in love

with her, and never would be. In so far as he loved at all, he still loved

Mary Chaworth, to whom his heart always returned at every crisis of

unhappiness. There was no question of any renewal of the old passionate

relations; but she consented to see him once more before he left England.

"When we two parted in silence and tears" seems to belong to this moment

of his life--the moment at which Miss Clairmont first persuaded herself,

and then persuaded Shelley, that she was enthroned for ever in the

author's heart. That, still, was his one real sentimental hold on life.

Nothing else mattered; and the coquetries and audacities of this child of

seventeen mattered less than most things.

But a man must live; a man must divert himself. Most especially must a man

do so when, as Byron expressed it, his household gods lay shivered around

him--when his home was broken up and his child was taken away--when

rumours as intangible as abominable were afloat to his dishonour--when the

society of which he had been the bright particular star was turning its

back on him. Even the love, or what passed for such, of a stage-struck

girl of seventeen, could be welcome in such a case, and it would not be

difficult to give something which could pass for love in return for it.

That was what happened--and that was all that happened. Miss Clairmont

told Mr. Graham, in so many words, that she never loved Byron, but was

only "dazzled" by him. It is written in Byron's letters--from which there

shall be quotations in due course--and it is amply demonstrated by his

conduct, that he never loved Miss Clairmont, but only accepted favours

which she pressed upon him, and suffered her to help him to live at a

time when life was difficult.

The credit of having done that for him, however, should be freely given to

her. The appointment which she made with him at Geneva touched his flight

from England with romance. His reception by the generality of English

residents on the Continent was very, very doubtful. It would have been

painful to him to travel across Europe, defying opinion in solitude; but

he and Shelley and Mary Godwin and Jane Clairmont could defy it in company

and laugh; and it was with this confident assurance in his mind that, as

Hobhouse writes, "the dear fellow pulled off his cap and waved it" when

the Ostend packet glided out of Dover harbour.

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