I do not know. It is hard to write after what has happened.

Hobart says that it is why I am to write it. It is to be a plain

narrative. Besides, he is very busy and cannot do it himself. There must

be some record. I shall do my best and hold out of my writing as much as

I can of my emotion. I shall start with the Nervina.

It was the first I knew; the first warning. Looking back I cannot but

wonder. No person I think who has ever seen the Nervina can do much

else; she is so beautiful! Beautiful? Why do I say it? I should be

jealous and I should hate her. Yet I do not. Why is it?

It was about eight months after Hobart had left for South America. I

remember those eight months as the longest in my life; because of Harry.

I am a girl and I like attention; all girls do. Ordinarily he would come

over every fortnight at least. After Hobart had gone he came once only,

and of course I resented the inattention.

It seemed to me that no business could be of enough importance if he

really loved me. Even his letters were few and far between. What he

wrote were slow and weary and of an undertone that I could not fathom.

I--loved Harry. I could not understand it. I had a thousand fearful

thoughts and jealousies; but they were feminine and in no way

approximated even the beginning of the truth. Inattention was not like

Harry. It was not until the coming of the Nervina that I was afraid.

Afraid? I will not say that--exactly. It was rather a suspicion, a queer

undercurrent of wonder and doubt. The beauty of the girl, her interest

in Harry and myself, her concern over this ring, put me a bit on guard.

I wondered what this ring had to do with Harry Wendel.

She did not tell me in exact words or in literal explanation; but she

managed to convey all too well a lurking impression of its sinister

potency. It was something baleful, something the very essence of which

would break down the life of one who wore it. Harry had come into its

possession by accident and she would save him. She had failed through

direct appeal. Now she had come to me. She did not say a word of the

Blind Spot.

And the next day came Harry. It was really a shock, though I had been

warned by the girl. He was not Harry at all, but another. His eyes were

dim and they had lost their lustre; when they did show light at all,

it was a kind that was a bit fearful. He was wan, worn, and shrunk to a

shadow, as if he had gone through a long illness.

He said he had not been sick. He maintained that he was quite well

physically. And on his finger was the ring of which the girl had spoken.

Its value must have been incalculable. Wherever he moved his hand its

blue flame cut a path through the darkness. But he said nothing about

it. I waited and wondered and was afraid. It was not until our walk

under the elm trees that it was mentioned.

It was a full moon; a wonderful, mellow moon of summer. He stopped

suddenly and gazed up at the orb above us. It seemed to me that his

mind was wandering, he held me closely--tenderly. He was not at all

like Harry. There was a missing of self, of individuality; he spoke in

abstractions.

“The maiden of the moonbeams?” he said. “What can it mean?”

And then I asked him. He has already told of our conversation. It was

the ring of which the Nervina had told me. It had to do with the Blind

Spot--the great secret that had taken Dr. Holcomb. He would not give it

to me. I worked hard, for even then I was not afraid of it. Something

told me--I must do it to save him. It was weird, and something I could

not understand--but I must do it for Harry.

I failed. Though he was broken in every visible way there was one thing

as strong as ever--his honour. He was not afraid; he had been the same

in his boyhood. When we parted that night he kissed me. I shall never

forget how long he looked into my eyes, nor his sadness. That is all.

The next morning he left for San Francisco.

And then came the end. A message; abrupt and sudden. It was some time

after and put a period to my increasing stress and worry. It read:

CITY OF PERU DOCKS TONIGHT AT EIGHT. MEET ME AT THE PIER. HOBART

COMING,--HARRY.

It was a short message and a bit twisted. In ordinary circumstances he

would have motored down and brought me back to greet Hobart. It was a

bit strange that I should meet him at the pier. However, I had barely

time to get to the city if I hurried.

The Blind Spot · 第 58 / 126 题