For, wide as the Paradise field seemed to be growing from Thomas

Jefferson's point of view, it was altogether too narrow for Duxbury

Farley. The principal offices of Chiawassee Coal and Iron were in South

Tredegar, and there the first vice-president was building a hewn-stone

mansion, and had become a charter member of the city's first club; was

domiciled in due form, and was already beginning to soften his final

"r's," and to speak of himself as a Southerner--by adoption.

So sped the winter and the spring succeeding Thomas Jefferson's

thirteenth birthday, and for the first time in his life he saw the

opening buds of the ironwood and the tender, fresh greens of the herald

poplars, and smelled the sweet, keen fragrance of awakening nature,

without being moved thereby.

Ardea he saw only now and then, as old Scipio drove her back and forth

between the manor-house and the railway station, morning and evening. He

had heard that she was going to school in the city, and as yet there

were no stirrings of adolescence in him to make him wish to know more.

As for Nan Bryerson, he saw her not at all. For one thing, he climbed no

more to the spring-sheltering altar rock among the cedars; and for

another, among all the wild creatures of the mountain, your moonshiner

is the shyest, being an anachronism in a world of progress. One bit of

news, however, floated in on the gossip at Little Zoar. It related that

Nan's mother was dead, and that the body had lain two days unburied

while Tike was drowning his sorrow in a sea of his own "pine-top."

In the new life, as in the old, summer followed quickly on the heels of

spring, and when the hepaticas and the violets were gone, and the laurel

and the rhododendron were decking the cliffs of Lebanon in their summer

robes of pink and white and magenta, another door was opened for Thomas

Jefferson.

Vaguely it had been understood in the Gordon household that Mr. Duxbury

Parley was a widower with two children: a boy, some two years older than

Thomas Jefferson, at school in New England, and a girl younger, name and

place of sojourn unknown. The boy was coming South for the long

vacation, and the affairs of Chiawassee Coal and Iron--already reaching

out subterraneously toward the future receivership--would call the first

vice-president North for the better portion of July. Would Mrs. Martha

take pity on a motherless lad, whose health was none of the best, and

open her home to Vincent?

Mrs. Martha would and did; not ungrudgingly on the vice-president's

account, but with many misgivings on Thomas Jefferson's. She was finding

the surcharged industrial atmosphere of the new era inimical at every

point to the development of the spiritual passion she had striven to

arouse in her son; to paving the way for the realizing of that ideal

which had first taken form when she had written "Reverend Thomas

Jefferson Gordon" on the margin of the letter to her brother Silas.

As it fell out, the worst happened that could happen, considering the

apparent harmlessness of the exciting cause. Vincent Farley proved to be

an anemic stripling, cold, reserved, with no surface indications of

moral depravity, and with at least a veneer of good breeding. But in

Thomas Jefferson's heart he planted the seed of discontent with his

surroundings, with the homely old house on the pike, unchanged as yet by

the rising tide of prosperity, and more than all, with the prospect of

becoming a chosen vessel.

It was of no use to hark back to the revival and the heart-quaking

experiences of a year agone. Thomas Jefferson tried, but all that seemed

to belong to another world and another life. What he craved now was to

be like this envied and enviable son of good fortune, who wore his

Sunday suit every day, carried a beautiful gold watch, and was coolly

and complacently at ease, even with Major Dabney and a foreign-born and

traveled Ardea.

Later in the summer the envy died down and Thomas Jefferson developed a

pronounced case of hero-worship, something to the disgust of the

colder-hearted, older boy. It did not last very long, nor did it leave

any permanent scars; but before Thomas Jefferson was fully convalescent

the subtle flattery of his adulation warmed the subject of it into

something like companionship, and there were bragging stories of

boarding-school life and of the world at large to add fresh fuel to the

fire of discontent.

Though Thomas Jefferson did not know it, his deliverance on that side

was nigh. It had been decided in the family council of two--with a

preacher-uncle for a casting-vote third--that he was to be sent away to

school, Chiawassee Coal and Iron promising handsomely to warrant the

expense; and the decision hung only on the choice of courses to be

pursued.

Caleb had marked the growing hunger for technical knowledge in the boy,

and had secretly gloried in it. Here, at least, was a strong stream of

his own craftsman's blood flowing in the veins of his son.

"It'd be a thousand pities to spoil a good iron man and engineer to make

a poor preacher, Martha," he objected; this for the twentieth time, and

when the approach of autumn was forcing the conclusion.

"I know, Caleb; but you don't understand," was the invariable rejoinder.

"You know that side of him, because it's your side. But he is my son,

too; and--and Caleb, the Lord has called him!"

Gordon's smile was lenient, tolerant, as it always was in such

discussions.

"Not out loud, I reckon, little woman; leastwise, Buddy don't act as if

he'd heard it. As I've said, there's plenty of time. He's only a little

shaver yet. Let him try the school in the city for a year 'r so, goin'

and comin' on the railroads, nights and mornin's, like the Major's

gran'daughter. After that, we might see."

But now Martha Gordon was fighting the last great battle in the war of

spiritual repression which had been going on ever since the day when

that text, _Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers_, had

been turned into a whip of scorpions to chasten her, and she fought as

those who will not be denied the victory. Caleb yielded finally, but

with some such hand-washing as Pilate did when he gave way to the

pressure from without.

"I aim to do what's for the best, Martha, but I own I hain't got your

courage. You've been shovin' that boy up the steps o' the pulpit ever

since he let on like he could understand what you was sayin' to him, and

maybe it's all right. I've never been over on your side o' that fence,

and I don't know how things look over there. But if it was my doin's,

I'd be prayin' mighty hard to whatever God I believed in not to let me

make a hypocrite out'n o' Buddy. I would _so_."

Thomas Jefferson was told what was in store for him only a short time

before his outsetting for the sectarian home school in a neighboring

state, which was the joint selection of his mother and Uncle Silas. He

took it with outward calm, as he would have taken anything from a prize

to a whipping. But there was dumb rebellion within when his mother read

him the letter he was to carry to the principal--a letter written by

Brother Crafts to one of like precious faith, commending the lamb of the

flock, and definitely committing that lamb as a chosen vessel. It was

unfair, he cried inwardly, in a hot upflash of antagonism. He might

choose to be a preacher; he had always meant to be one, for his mother's

sake. But to be pushed and driven--

He took his last afternoon for a ramble in the fields and woods beyond

the manor-house, in that part of the valley as yet unfurrowed by the

industrial plow. It was not the old love of the solitudes that called

him; it was rather a sore-hearted desire to go apart and give place to

all the hard thoughts that were bubbling and boiling within.

A long circuit over the boundary hills brought him at length to the

little glade with the pool in its center where he had been fishing for

perch on that day when Ardea and the great dog had come to make him

back-slide. He wondered if she had ever forgiven him. Most likely she

had not. She never seemed to think him greatly worth while when they

happened to meet.

He was sitting on the overhanging bank, just where he had sat that other

day, when suddenly history repeated itself. There was a rustling in the

bushes; the Great Dane bounded out, though not as before to stand

menacing; and when he turned his head she was there near him.

"Oh, it's you, is it?" she said coolly; and then she called to the dog

and made as if she would go away. But Thomas Jefferson's heart was full,

and full hearts are soft.

"You needn't run," he hazarded. "I reckon I ain't going to bite you. I

don't feel much like biting anybody to-day."

"You did bite me once, though," she said airily.

"And you've never forgiven me for it," he asserted, in deepest

self-pity.

"Oh, yes, I have; the Dabneys always forgive--but they never forget. And

me, I am a Dabney."

"That's just as bad. You wouldn't be so awful mean to me if you knew.

I--I'm going away."

She came a little nearer at that and sat down beside him on the yellow

grass with an arm around the dog's neck.

"Does it hurt?" she asked. "Because, if it does, I'm sorry; and I'll

promise to forget."

"It does hurt some," he confessed. "Because, you see, I'm going to be a

preacher."

"You?" she said, with the frank and unsympathetic surprise of childhood.

Then politeness came to the rescue and she added: "I'm sorry for that,

too, if you are wanting me to be. Only I should think it would be fine

to wear a long black robe and a pretty white surplice, and to learn to

sing the prayers beautifully, and all that."

Thomas Jefferson was honestly horrified, and he looked it.

"I'd like to know what in the world you're talking about," he said.

"About your being a minister, of course. Only in France, they call them

priests of the church."

The boy's lips went together in a fine straight line. Not for nothing

did the blood of many generations of Protestants flow in his veins.

"Priest" was a Popish word.

"The Pope of Rome is antichrist!" he declared authoritatively.

She seemed only politely interested.

"Is he? I didn't know." Then, with a tactfulness worthy of graver years,

she drew away from the dangerous topic. "When are you going?"

"To-morrow."

"Is it far?"

"Yes; it's an awful long ways."

"Never mind; you'll be coming back after a while, and then we'll be

friends--if you want to."

Surely Thomas Jefferson's heart was as wax before the fire that day.

"I'm mighty glad," he said. Then he got up. "Will you let me show you

the way home again?--the short, easy way, this time?"

She hesitated a moment, and then stood up and gave him her hand.

"I'm not afraid of you now; _we_ don't hate him any more, do we,

Hector?"

And so they went together through the yellowing aisles of the September

wood and across the fields to the manor-house gates.

X

THE SHADOW OF THE ROCK

Tom Gordon--Thomas Jefferson now only in his mother's letters--was

fifteen past, and his voice was in the transition stage which made him

blushingly self-conscious when he ran up the window-shade in the Pullman

to watch for the earliest morning outlining of old Lebanon on the

southern horizon.

There had been no home-going for him at the close of his first year in

the sectarian school. The principal had reported him somewhat backward

in his studies for his age,--which was true enough,--and had intimated

that a summer spent with the preceptor who had the vacation charge of

the school buildings would be invaluable to a boy of such excellent

natural parts. So Tom had gone into semi-solitary confinement for three

months with a man who thought in the dead languages and spoke in terms

of ancient history, studying with sullen resentment in his heart, and

charging his imprisonment to his preacher-uncle, who was, indeed,

chiefly responsible.

He had mourned that loss of liberty all through his second year, and was

conscious the while that it would prove the parent of a still greater

loss. It is the exile's anchorage in a shifting world to think of the

home haven as unchanged and unchanging; as a place where by and by the

thread of life as it was may be knotted up with that of life as it shall

be. But Tom remembered that he had left Paradise in the midst of

convulsive upheavals, and was correspondingly fearful.

The sickening sense of unfamiliarity seized him when the train stopped

for breakfast in the city which had once been the village of the single

muddy street. The genius of progress had transformed it so completely

that there was nothing but the huge, backgrounding mass of Lebanon,

visible from the windows of the station breakfast-room, to identify the

grave of the old and the birthplace of the new.

The boy laid desperate eye-holds on the comforting solidity of the

background, and would not loose them when the train sped away southward

again through mile-long yards with their boundaries picked out by

black-vomiting factory chimneys. The mountain, at least, was unchanged,

and there might be hope for the country beyond.

But the homesickness returned with renewed qualms when the train had

doubled the nose of Lebanon and threaded its way among the hills to the

Paradise portal. Gordonia, of the single side-track, had grown into a

small iron town, with the Chiawassee plant flanking a good half-mile of

the railway; with a cindery street or two, and a scummy wave of

operatives' cottages and laborers' shacks spreading up the hillsides

which were stripped bare of their trees and undergrowth.

Tom's eyes filled, and he was wondering faintly if the desolating tide

of progress had topped the hills to pour over into the home valley

beyond, when his father accosted him. There was a little shock at the

sight of the grizzled hair and beard turned so much grayer; but the

welcoming was like a grateful draft of cool water in a parched

wilderness.

"Well, now then! How are ye, Buddy, boy? Great land o' Canaan! but

you've shot up and thickened out mightily in two years, son."

Tom was painfully conscious of his size. Also of the fact that he was

clumsily in his own way, particularly as to hands and feet. The

sectarian school dwelt lightly on athletics and such purely mundane

trivialities as physical fitness and the harmonious education of the

growing body and limbs.

"Yes; I'm so big it makes me right tired," he said gravely, and his

voice cracked provokingly in the middle of it. Then he asked about his

mother.

"She's tolerable--only tolerable, Buddy. She allows she don't have

enough to keep her doin' in the new--" Caleb pulled himself up abruptly

and changed the subject with a ponderous attempt at levity. "What-all

have you done with your trunk check, son? Now I'll bet a hen worth fifty

dollars ye've gone and lost it."

But Tom had not; and when the luggage was found there was another

innovation to buffet him. The old buggy with its high seat had vanished,

and in its room there was a modern surrey with a negro driver. Tom

looked askance at the new equipage.

"Can't we make out to walk, pappy?" he asked, dropping unconsciously

into the child-time phrase.

"Oh, yes; I reckon we could. You're not too young, and I'm not so

terr'ble old. But--get in, Buddy, get in; there'll be trampin' enough

for ye, all summer long."

The limestone pike was the same, and the creek was still rushing

noisily over the stones in its bed, as Tom remarked gratefully. But the

heaviest of the buffets came when the barrier hills were passed and the

surrey horses made no motion to turn in at the gate of the old

oak-shingled house beyond the iron-works.

"Hold on!" said Tom. "Doesn't the driver know where we live?"

The old-time, gentle smile wrinkled about the iron-master's eyes.

"That's the sup'rintendent's office and lab'ratory now, son. It was

getting to be tolerable noisy down here for your mammy, so nigh to the

plant. And we allowed to s'prise you. We've been buildin' us a new house

up on the knoll just this side o' Major Dabney's."

It was the cruelest of the changes--the one hardest to bear; and it

drove the boy back into the dumb reticence which was a part of his

birthright. Had they left him nothing by which to remember the old

days--days which were already beginning to take on the glamour of

unutterable happiness past?

Nevertheless, he could not help looking curiously for the new home--the

old being irretrievably sacked and ruined; but there were more shocks to

come between. One of Mr. Duxbury Farley's side issues had been a real

estate boom for Paradise Valley proper. South Tredegar being prosperous,

the time had seemed propitious for the engrafting of the country-house

idea. By some means, marvelous to those who knew Major Dabney's

tenacious land-grip, the promoter had bought in the wooded hillsides

facing the mountain, cut them into ten-acre residence plots, run a

graveled drive on the western side of the creek to front them, and

presto! the thing was done.

Tom saw well-kept lawns, park-like groves and pretentious country villas

where he had once trailed Nance Jane through the "dark woods," and his

father told him the names and circumstance of the owners as they drove

up the pike. There was Rockwood, the summer home of the Stanleys, and

The Dell, owned, and inhabited at intervals, by Mr. Young-Dickson, of

the South Tredegar potteries. Farther along there was Fairmount, whose

owner was a wealthy cotton-seed buyer; Rook Hill, which Tom remembered

as the ancient roosting ground of the migratory winter crows; and

Farnsworth Park, ruralizing the name of its builder. On the most

commanding of the hillsides was a pile of rough-cut Tennessee marble

with turrets and many gables, rejoicing in the classic name of Warwick

Lodge. This, Tom was told, was the country home of Mr. Farley himself,

and the house alone had cost a fortune.

At the turn in the pike where you lost sight finally of the iron-works,

there was a new church, a miniature in native stone of good old Stephen

Hawker's church of Morwenstow. Tom gasped at the sight of it, and

scowled when he saw the gilded cross on the tower.

"Catholic!" he said. "And right here in our valley!"

"No," said the father; "it's 'Piscopalian. Colonel Farley is one o' the

vestries, or whatever you call 'em, of St. Michael's yonder in town. I

reckon he wanted to get his own kind o' people round him out here, so he

built this church, and they run it as a sort of side-show to the big

church. Your mammy always looks the other way when we come by."

Tom looked the other way, too, watching anxiously for the first sight

of the new home. They reached it in good time, by a graveled driveway

leading up from the white pike between rows of forest trees; and there

was a second negro waiting to take the team, when they alighted at the

veranda steps.

The new house was a two-storied brick, ornate and palpably assertive,

with no suggestion of the homely country comfort of the old. Yet, when

his mother had wept over him in the wide hall, and there was time to go

about, taking it all in like a cat exploring a strange garret, it was

not so bad.

Or rather, let us say, there were compensations. The love of luxury is

only dormant in the heart of the hardiest barbarian; and the polished

floors and soft-piled rugs, the bath-room with its great china dish, and

the carpeted stair with the old grandfather clock ticking bravely on the

landing, presently began to thrum the tuneful chord of pride. Perhaps

Ardea Dabney would not laugh and say, "What a funny, _funny_ old place!"

as she had once said when the Major had brought her to the log-walled

homestead on the lower pike.

Still, there were incongruities--hopeless janglings of things married by

increasing prosperity, but never meant to be bedfellows in the

harmonious course of nature. One was the unblushing effrontery of the

new brick pairing itself brazenly with the venerable gray stone

manor-house on the adjoining knoll--impudence perceivable even to a

hobbledehoy fresh from the school desk and the dormitory. Another was

the total lack of sympathy between the housing and the housed.

This last was painfully evident in all the waking hours of the

household. Tom observed that his father escaped early in the morning,

and lived and moved and had his being in the industries at the lower end

of the valley, as of old. But his mother's occupation was quite gone.

And the summer evenings, sat out decorously on the ornate veranda, were

full of constraint and awkward silences, having no part nor lot with

those evenings of the older time on the slab-floored porch of the old

homestead on the pike.

But there were compensations again, even for Martha Gordon, and Tom

discovered one of them on the first Wednesday evening after his arrival.

The new home was within easy walking distance of Little Zoar, and he

went with his mother to the prayer-meeting.

The upper end of the pike was unchanged, and the little, weather-beaten

church stood in its groving of pines, the same yesterday, to-day and for

ever. Better still, the congregation, the small Wednesday-night

gathering at least, held the familiar faces of the country folk. The

minister was a young missionary, zealously earnest, and lacking as yet

the quality of hardness and doctrinal precision which had been the boy's

daily bread and meat at the sectarian school. What wonder, then, that

when the call for testimony was made, the old pounding and

heart-hammering set in, and duty, _duty_, duty, wrote itself in

flaming letters on the dingy walls?

Tom set his teeth and swallowed hard, and let a dozen of the others rise

and speak and sit again. He could feel the beating of his mother's

heart, and he knew she was praying silently for him, praying that he

would not deny his Master. For her sake, then ... but not yet; there was

still time enough--after the next hymn--after the next testimony--when

the minister should give another invitation. He was chained to the bench

and could not rise; his tongue clave to the roof of his mouth and his

lips were like dry leaves. The silences grew longer; all, or nearly all,

had spoken. He was stifling.

"_Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess

also before my Father which is in heaven. But whosoever shall deny me

before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven._"

It was the solemn voice of the young minister, and Tom staggered to his

feet with the lamps whirling in giddy circles.

"I feel to say that the Lord is precious to my soul to-night. Pray for

me, that I may ever be found faithful."

He struggled through the words of the familiar form gaspingly and sat

down. A burst of triumphant song arose,

"O happy day, that fixed my choice

On Thee, my Saviour and my God!"

and the ecstatic aftermath came. Truly, it was better to be a doorkeeper

in the house of God than to dwell in the tents of wickedness. What bliss

was there to be compared with this heart-melting, soul-lifting blessing

for duty done?

It went with him a good part of the way home, and Martha Gordon

respected his silence, knowing well what heights and depths were

engulfing the young spirit.

But afterward--alas and alas! that there should always be an

"afterward"! When Tom had kissed his mother good night and was alone in

his upper room, the reaction set in. What had he done? Were the words

the outpouring of a full heart? Did they really mean anything to him,

or to those who heard them? He grasped despairingly at the fast-fading

glories of the vision, dropping on his knees at the bedside. "O God, let

me see Thee and touch Thee, and be sure, _sure_!" he prayed, over and

over again; and so finally sleep found him still on his knees with his

face buried in the bed-clothes.

XI

THE TRUMPET-CALL

For the first few vacation days Tom rose with the sun and lived with the

industries, marking all the later expansive strides and sorrowing keenly

that he had not been present to see them taken in detail.

But this was a passing phase. When the mechanical hunger was sated; when

he had started and stopped every engine in the big plant, had handled

the levers of the great steam-hoist that shot the coal-cars from the

mine to the coke-yard bins, and had prevailed on the engineer of the

dinkey engine to let him haul out and dump a pot of slag, he had a sharp

relapse into the primitive, and went roaming afield in search of his

lost boyhood.

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