CHAPTER II

THE PICTURE LAND OF THE HEART

The day is blue above, without a cloud. Will you walk with me through

our village, gentle reader? We will begin at the handsome open square.

Now as we advance my heart leaps at the sight of my birthplace. What a

pretty location it is! Here is "the cot of my father:" "In youth it

sheltered me." It is the "loved spot which my infancy knew." "How dear

to my heart" is this "scene of my childhood." Happy childhood thus early

blessed with blessings hereditary to all after hours! There is no place

so suggestive and interesting in our adult years as that in which we

began life. It is one of those exquisite situations which paint their

own picture insensibly in the memory while you look on them, natural,

daguerreotypes, as it were. Considered only as a house, it left some

things to be desired but it is never to be considered only as a house.

Why is it that we thus love the place of our birth? Why have all men

done the same? The son of the mist, in Scott, in his dying hour, begged

that he might be turned so that his eyes could rest once more upon his

native hills and close with their latest vision fixed there. Why did the

hero of Virgil, in his death hour, manifest his love for the place of

his birth which is so beautifully narrated by that immortal bard? It is

an instinct, which gives to it a place in the human heart, and such an

expression in human thought. Like poetry it is born with us, not made.

There probably is no stronger feeling in us than that of attachment to

our first home. A man transplanted to another field may have succeeded

well. His condition may have been vastly improved and yet he may have

drooped without apparent cause, in his temporary home, pining for those

days which were passed in the Eden of his life. I could not get enough

of the place. Must I leave thee, dear sacred spot, how can I leave thee?

My heart was full and the tears started to my eyes as I gazed around

upon every object. The words of my earliest progenitor, on leaving our

ancestral garden, as quoted by Milton, came to me, "Must I leave thee,

paradise?"

_The Vine Must Have the Wall_

Luther could appear in battle scenes for social and religious reform

with undaunted spirit. He could oppose the enemies of his faith without

a trembling nerve. He could resist those, bent on his destruction, with

the courage and calmness of a Christian hero, but when upon a journey

to meet the Counts of Mansfield, he came in sight of his own native

Eisleben, the great man was overcome with emotion and he bowed his head

and wept.

"_The Man Returned who Left these Haunts a Boy_"

Congress voted unanimously in 1824 to invite Lafayette to visit this

country. He was received everywhere with great demonstrations of popular

enthusiasm and his progress through the country resembled a continuous

triumphal procession. He visited, in succession, each of the twenty-four

states, and all the principal cities which vied to do him honor, but

relatively he was unmoved. A splendid coach was at his service. He

passed beneath an elaborate arch blazoned with words of welcome, but

Lafayette relatively was unmoved. Sitting quietly with no expectation

excited, before a screen in a public assembly, the curtain lifted and

there stood his birthplace, in speaking beauty and suggestiveness and

all the deeps of his heroic nature were broken up and he sobbed audibly

like a child. The strong old home still held him to its heart.

How is such a birthplace marked? Chiefly by a gush of rich emotion in

the heart of him who claims it as his own. Nature attends to that. A boy

has warm affections. A birthplace may have no Forefathers' Rock.

Peregrine White was not born there. No Charter Oak or Washington Elm,

with living dignity may identify the place. There may be no cellar which

concealed the royal judges, nor any door pierced by Indian bullets, nor

drums which awaked the sleepers at Lexington and Concord, yet it is

distinctively sacred to one's childhood days. It has the deep endearment

of a darling home.

"I remember, I remember

The house where I was born

The little window where the sun

Came peeping in at morn."

"Where is my home? I want to go before dark," said a spirited little

fellow of three years. The action of his inner nature was like the

turning of the needle to the pole. Thus an unfortunate child will put up

a fight for his birthright and he will not yield without returning to

the struggle. He wants his heritage.

[Illustration: "I REMEMBER, I REMEMBER, THE HOUSE WHERE I WAS BORN"]

_The Gate to Life_

Somehow my heart keeps flying back to my birthplace as Antony's kept

flying back to Egypt. If a man has no heart, if he is altogether lacking

in veneration the attention given to his birthplace by other persons

would impress it upon his notice. "Where were you born?" asks the life

insurance agent. What has that to do with it? How does that affect the

situation? Why does he not limit himself to vital statistics, like

your age, habits, general health? Through more than three thousand

closely printed pages, Who's Who in America, carefully mentions in each

biography the birthplace of the subject. There must be some reason for

making this one of the chief facts when the space is needed to tell of

positions held, wealth and fame acquired.

At this point a daily paper comes to my desk containing an interesting

recital touching America the Beautiful. We are informed that Miss Bates

"has a most sympathetic personality" and "is a native of Falmouth on

Cape Cod." Are the song and person better or different from that which

they would have been if instead of Falmouth the birthplace had been

Yarmouth or Barnstable or Wellfleet Several towns in France are

disputing the honor of being the birthplace of General Foch. The papers

and magazines speak of his genius, of his responsible position, the most

distinguished in military history, of his never-resting blow-on-blow

method of conquering, but they cut the thread of an interesting

narrative short, to consider the question of his birthplace as if that,

after all, was a principal question. It seems that "the Lord shall count

when he writeth up the people that this man was born there." Agents and

learned men, and it appears even the deity, attach significance to the

place of one's birth. So then will I.

"Dear native village, I foretell,

Though for a time I say farewell,

That wheresoe'er my steps shall tend,

And whensoe'er my course shall end,

My soul will cast the backward view,

THE LONGING look alone on you."

But there are spots on the sun. There's a fly in the ointment. I am

suffering from an incurable complaint. I was born too soon. I cannot now

put the clock back. Besides we are entering on a new era. There is to be

an overturning. Society and the ways of government and the methods of

business are to be changed and I want to be a witness and would like to

be a factor. The temper of each generation is a surprise. This new

period is to be different in its ideals, employments, and conditions and

I would like to be entirely of it.

_Footprints on the Sands of Time_

I took up the other day a book of fiction that is equally the delight of

the child and of the man and opened it where a picture represented the

surprise of Robinson Crusoe at discovering the print of a man's foot on

the seashore. On revisiting the earth it touches one's emotion after

being orphaned, islanded, for a generation from one's father to come

upon his footprints in his old haunts. Without the experience of it, on

visiting an early home, no one would imagine, what a shadowy train of

memory, involving all the past, would come crowding before his eyes,

filling his heart with a pleasant pain, and a sweet bitterness. Only

once stand in the old environment and feel the atmosphere of early

living conditions and a vivid panorama of faces that it was thought had

vanished and scenes that it was supposed had faded will unroll "when

fond recollection presents them to view." I hardly realized how sweet

those memories were to me until my visit. I began to see that one must

get away from home, be exiled for a while, to gain a pensive mood.

Homesickness is in reality a spiritual instinct, a needed, useful force.

Howard Payne felt its power when living in a garret in Paris, on the

edge of starvation, he longed for his "lowly thatched cottage again," as

David longed for a drink of the water of the well of his birthplace,

which is by the gate of Bethlehem. This locality was the playground of

my childhood. It is connected with the sweetest ties that can bind one's

thoughts to the past. I stand in a fixed position. This is the location

of my earliest recollection. Here memory began. This was a new birth.

Commencing in the community and continuing all along thereafter, by

inquiry, I have sought widely to ascertain at what point in the lives of

other persons, recollection made a start. From his biography by his

daughter I learn that my whilom instructor, Professor Austin Phelps,

remembered Napoleon's death, an event that occurred when he was two.

Franklin says he was a reader from his infancy. Samuel Johnson, before

he was two, had begun to take a permanent hold upon events. One of my

associates recalls a theatric incident that occurred when he was two. My

recollection made no registration until after I was three and this was a

scene here in my father's new unfinished church, and among its primitive

temporary seats which were without backs. Thus I stand where my outlook

on the world began. At that point I see myself for the first time in my

career. Other events follow in close order but it has been a great

pleasure that my angel mother and her beloved church are ineffaceably

pictured on the front page of my book of remembrance.

_Things Sweet to Remember_

To discover that modest House of Prayer in which my father began his

ministry was like a miracle, like finding someone who had risen from the

dead. My eye was not satisfied with seeing it twice or thrice. I

contemplated it as I would the "House not made with hands," I could have

kneeled and kissed the threshold of this historic but very lowly temple.

It seemed a construction transported, ready-built into this world and

located in one of its most delightful spots. It seemed different, like

a piece of meteoric stone which for a fact appears here but whose

home has been in the skies, and like the stony pillow on Judea's plain

it became to my vision a House of God. This is a holy land to me. It

savors of the assemblies of the saints. If I were looking for beauty I

would return to that divine abode. A stranger not knowing the

antecedents of the little sanctuary would discern no form nor comeliness

in it. It was an hour when one could think of but two things, one was

home, and one was heaven. These earthly objects have a comeliness, a

simple dignity, and nattiness which are beyond the reach of art. How it

elevates the spirit to stand, thrilled by a beautiful romance and find

that it is not romance at all but unspeakably sacred reality.

"Aye call it holy ground

The soil where first they trod."

[Illustration: THE LITTLE SANCTUARY]

Oh the brave, the noble souls who have laid foundations. They were elect

people set apart to a sacred service which has no equal in this world's

history. I am not "the wretch

Who never to himself hath said

This is my own my native land."

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