CHAPTER V.

Leonard and Mr. Burley walked on into the suburbs round the north road from

London, and Mr. Burley offered to find literary employment for Leonard--an

offer eagerly accepted.

Then they went into a public house by the wayside. Burley demanded a

private room, called for pen, ink, and paper; and placing these implements

before Leonard, said, "Write what you please, in prose, five sheets of

letter paper, twenty-two lines to a page--neither more nor less."

"I cannot write so."

"Tut, 'tis for bread."

The boy's face crimsoned.

"I must forget that," said he.

"There is an arbor in the garden under a weeping ash," returned Burley. "Go

there, and fancy yourself in Arcadia."

Leonard was too pleased to obey. He found out the little arbor at one end

of a deserted bowling-green. All was still--the hedgerow shut out the sight

of the inn. The sun lay warm on the grass, and glinted pleasantly through

the leaves of the ash. And Leonard there wrote the first essay from his

hand as Author by profession. What was it that he wrote? His dreamy

impressions of London? an anathema on the streets, and its hearts of stone?

murmurs against poverty? dark elegies on fate?

Oh, no! little knowest thou true genius, if thou askest such questions, or

thinkest that there, under the weeping ash, the task-work for bread was

remembered; or that the sunbeam glinted but over the practical world,

which, vulgar, and sordid, lay around. Leonard wrote a fairy tale--one of

the loveliest you can conceive, with a delicate touch of playful humor--in

a style all flowered over with happy fancies. He smiled as he wrote the

last word--he was happy. In rather more than an hour Mr. Burley came to

him, and found him with that smile on his lips.

Mr. Burley had a glass of brandy and water in his hand; it was his third.

He too smiled--he too looked happy. He read the paper aloud, and well. He

was very complimentary. "You will do!" said he, clapping Leonard on the

back. "Perhaps some day you will catch my one-eyed perch." Then he folded

up the MS., scribbled off a note, put the whole in one envelope--and they

returned to London.

Mr. Burley disappeared within a dingy office near Fleet Street, on which

was inscribed--"Office of the _Beehive_," and soon came forth with a golden

sovereign in his hand--Leonard's first-fruits. Leonard thought Peru lay

before him. He accompanied Mr. Burley to that gentleman's lodging in Maida

Hill. The walk had been very long; Leonard was not fatigued. He listened

with a livelier attention than before to Burley's talk. And when they

reached the apartments of the latter, and Mr. Burley sent to the cookshop,

and their joint supper was taken out of the golden sovereign, Leonard felt

proud, and for the first time for weeks he laughed the heart's laugh. The

two writers grew more and more intimate and cordial. And there was a vast

deal in Burley by which any young man might be made the wiser. There was no

apparent evidence of poverty in the apartment--clean, new, well furnished;

but all things in the most horrible litter--all speaking of the huge

literary sloven.

For several days Leonard almost lived in those rooms. He wrote

continuously--save when Burley's conversation fascinated him into idleness.

Nay, it was not idleness--his knowledge grew larger as he listened; but the

cynicism of the talker began slowly to work its way. That cynicism in which

there was no faith, no hope, no vivifying breath from Glory--from Religion.

The cynicism of the Epicurean, more degraded in his style than ever was

Diogenes in his tub; and yet presented with such ease and such

eloquence--with such art and such mirth--so adorned with illustration and

anecdote, so unconscious of debasement.

Strange and dread philosophy--that made it a maxim to squander the gifts of

mind on the mere care for matter, and fit the soul to live but as from day

to day, with its scornful cry, "A fig for immortality and laurels!" An

author for bread! Oh, miserable calling! was there something grand and

holy, after all, even in Chatterton's despair!

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