CHAPTER XIII

STARK TAKES A HAND IN THE GAME

The old man greeted the Lieutenant affably, but as his glance fell on

his daughter he stopped stock-still on the threshold.

"I told you never to wear that dress again," he said, in a dry, harsh

voice.

The girl made no answer, for her heart was breaking, but turned and

went into her room. Burrell had an irresistible desire to tell Gale

that he wanted his daughter for his wife; it would be an unwonted

pleasure to startle this iron-gray old man and the shawled and

shambling mummy of red, with the unwinking eyes that always reminded

him of two ox-heart cherries; but he had given Necia his promise. So he

descended to the exchange of ordinary topics, and inquired for news of

the creek.

"Necia's ground is getting better every hour," the trader said.

"Yesterday they found a sixty-dollar pan."

"Have you struck pay on yours?"

"No; Poleon and I seem to hold bad hands. Some of his laymen are

quitting work. They've cross-cut in half a dozen places and can't find

a color."

"But surely they haven't fully prospected his claims yet; there must be

plenty of room for a pay-streak somewhere, mustn't there?"

"It looks like he had drawn three blanks," said Gale, "although we

can't tell for sure. They're breaking most as bad for me, too; but I've

got a new hunch, and I'm running up a dreen to catch bed-rock along the

left rim. I've got twenty men at work, and I'll know before long. You

heard about Runnion, of course?"

"Yes; the usual story--the bad men get the good mines, and the good

ones get the hungry spots. Well, I might have been one of the

unfortunates if I had staked for myself; but I hardly think so, I'm

pretty lucky." He laughingly bade them good-night, content with himself

and at peace with the world.

Gale went to Necia's door and called her, but when she appeared he was

unprepared for the tragic face with which she greeted him.

"Daughter," he said, "don't feel bad over what I said; I didn't mean to

be cross with you, but--I don't like that dress."

"Were you cross with me, daddy?" she said, dully. "I didn't hear. What

did you say?"

He looked at her in amazement. "Necia, little girl, what is the

trouble?"

She was staring past him, and her fingers were fumbling helplessly with

the lace of her gown, but she began to show signs of collapse.

"I sent him away--I--gave him up, when he wanted me--wanted me--Oh,

daddy! he wants to marry me--and I sent him away."

Alluna uttered a short, satisfied exclamation, and, looking at Gale

meaningly, said:

"It is good. It is good. He is a stranger."

But the man disregarded her interruption.

"He asked you to marry him in--in--in spite of who you are and what I

am?"

"Yes; he is ready to give up his ambition, his army, his future, his

family, everything, for me--to sacrifice it all; and so, of course, I

couldn't let him." She spoke simply, as if her father would surely

understand and approve her action, while in her voice was a note of

inevitable resignation. "You see, I never understood what my blood

would mean to him until to-night. I've been selfish and thoughtless, I

guess. I just wanted him, and wanted him to take me; but now that he is

mine, I love him more than I thought. He is so dear to me that I can't

drag him down--I can't--I can't!" She went to the open door and stood

leaning against the casing, facing the cool outer darkness, her face

hidden from them, her form sagging wearily, as if the struggle had

sapped her whole strength.

Alluna crept to the trader and looked up at him eagerly, whispering:

"This will end in a little while, John. She is young. She can go back

to the Mission to-morrow. She will soon forget."

"Forget! Do you think she can forget?"

"Any woman can forget. Only men remember."

"It is the red blood in you--lying. You know you lie."

"It is to save your life," she said.

"I know; but it's no use." To Necia he said; "You needn't worry, little

daughter." But her ears were deaf. "You needn't give him up, I

say--this will end all right."

Seeing that she gave no sign of heeding, he stepped closer, and swung

her about till she faced him.

"Can't you trust me this one time? You always have before, Necia. I say

he'll marry you, and it will all come out right."

She raised her hopeless eyes and strove gamely to meet his, then,

failing, broke away, and turned back to the door. "I knew you couldn't

understand. I--I--oh, God, I love him so!" With a cry like that of a

wounded animal she fled out into the night, where she could give vent

to her anguish unseen; for she had never wept before her father, but

always crept away and hid herself until her grief was spent. Gale would

have started after her, but Alluna dragged him back fiercely.

"No, no! It means your life, John. Let the secret die, and she will

forget. She is so young. Time will cure her--time cures everything.

Don't tell her--don't tell any one--and, above all, don't tell that

soldier! He would not believe, nor would she. Even I have doubted!"

"You?"

"Yes, John. And if I don't believe, what is a stranger to say? No man

knowing you would believe the tale--without proof. Suppose she

doubted--have you ever thought of that? Would you not rather have her

die still loving you than live and disbelieve?"

"Yes, yes! Of course, I--I've thought of that, but--Woman, you're worse

than a rattlesnake!"

"Even if he knew, he might not marry her. You at least are clean, and

that other man was a devil. A brave man's life is too great a price to

pay for a grief that will die in a year." Alluna was speaking swiftly

in her own language, her body tense, her face ablaze, and no man seeing

her could ever again have called her people stolid.

"You think time will cure a love like that?" he said.

"Yes, yes!"

"That's all you know about it. Time may act that way perhaps in cities

and such places, but out in the hills it is different. When you've got

the breath of the forest in you, I say it is different. Time--why, I've

lived fifteen years in the open with a living memory. Every night I've

dreamed it over, every day I've lived it through; in every camp-fire I

see a face, and every wind from the south brings a voice to me. Every

stormy night a girl with eyes like Necia's calls to me, and I have to

follow. Every patch of moonlight shows her smiling at me, just beyond,

just in the shadow's edge. Love! Time! Why, Alluna, love is the only

thing in the world that never dies, and time only makes it the more

enduring."

He took up the white slouch hat he had thrown down when he came in, and

stepped to the door.

"Where are you going?" inquired the squaw, fearfully.

"To the barracks to give myself up!"

She flung herself at him with a great cry, and seized him about the

waist.

"You never loved me, John, but I have been a good woman to you,

although I knew you were always thinking of her--and had no thought of

me. I have loved this girl because you loved her. I have hated your

enemies because you hated them, and now I remember while you forget."

"Forget! What do you mean?"

"Stark!"

The man paused. "I did almost forget him--and after fifteen years!"

"Let us kill him to-night; then we will go to the soldier together,

side by side--I am your woman. Necia will look after the little ones."

Gale stared at her, and as he gazed the red pigment underneath her

skin, the straight-hanging, mane-like hair, the gaudy shawl she never

went without, the shapeless, skin-shod feet, the slovenly, ill-fitting

garb of a mis-cast woman vanished, and he saw her as she was on a day

long past, a slim, shy, silent creature, with great, watchful, trusting

eyes and a soul unspoiled. No woman had ever been so loyal, so

uncomplaining. He had robbed her of her people and her gods. He had

shifted hither and yon at the call of his uncertain fortune, or at a

sign of that lurking fear that always dogged him, and she had never

left his side, never questioned, never doubted, but always served him

like a slave, without asking for a part in that other love, without

sharing in the caresses he had consecrated to a woman she had never

seen.

"By Heaven! You're game, Alluna, but there's a limit even to what I can

take from you," he said, at last. "I don't ever seem to have noticed it

before, but there is. No! I've got to do this thing alone to-night, all

of it, for you have no place in it, and I can't let the little girl go

on like this. The sooner that soldier knows the better." He leaned down

and touched her brown mouth with his grizzled lips. "Thank you, Alluna,

for making a man of me when I'd nearly forgotten. Now you stay here."

He knew he could count on her obedience, and so he left her. When he

had gone she drew the shawl up over her face and crouched in the

doorway, straining her eyes after him through the dark. In time she

began to rock and sway, and then to chant, until the night moaned with

the death-song of her people.

Necia had no idea whither she went; her only thought was to flee from

her kin, who could not understand, to hide under cover in some solitary

place, to let the darkness swallow her up, so that she might give way

to her grief and be just a poor, weak woman. So, with a dull and aching

heart, she wandered, bareheaded, bare-necked, half-demented, and wholly

oblivious to her surroundings, without sense of her incongruous attire

or of the water that squeezed up through the soggy moss at her tread

and soaked her frail slippers. On she stumbled blindly through the murk

like some fair creature of light cast out and banished.

The night was cloudy and a wind came sighing from the north, tossing

the girl's hair and tugging at the careless folds of her dress, but she

heard nothing save the devil's tattoo that rang in her head, and felt

nothing beyond the pain at throat and breast, which in time became so

bitter that the tears were wrung from her dry eyes, and she began to

weep in a pitiful woman fashion, as if her heart would burst. The first

drops cleared a way for others, and soon she was sobbing freely, alone

and without solace, lost in the night.

She had not succeeded in thoroughly isolating herself, however, for a

man who was steering his course by the sense of feel and the wind's

direction heard her and paused. His steps were muffled in the soft

footing, so that she had no warning of his presence until he was near

enough to distinguish her dimly where she leaned against the log wall

of a half-completed cabin.

To his question, "What's the trouble here?" she made no answer, but

moved away, whereupon he detained her. "There's something wrong. Who

are you, anyhow?"

"It's only Necia, Mr. Stark," said the girl, at which he advanced and

took her by the arm.

"What ails you, child? What in the world are you doing here? Come! It's

only a step to my cabin; you must come in and rest awhile, and you'll

soon be all right. Why, you'll break your neck in this darkness."

She hung back, but he compelled her to go with him in spite of her

unwillingness.

"Now, now," he admonished, with unusual kindliness for him; "you know

you're my little friend, and I can't let you go on this way; it's

scandalous. I won't stand for it. I like you too much."

In truth he had done things during these last few weeks to make her

think so, having never missed an opportunity to stop and pass a word

with her, at the same time showing her a queer courtesy and

consideration quite foreign to his saturnine habits. She had never

mentioned the fact to her father or the others, for she had developed a

sort of sympathy for the man, and felt that she understood him better

than they did.

He led her inside his cabin, and closed the door in the face of the

night wind before he struck a light.

"I can't stand to see you cry," he repeated, as he adjusted the wick.

"Now, as soon as--" He stopped in astonishment, for he had turned to

behold, instead of the little half-breed girl, this slender, sorrowful

stranger in her amazingly wonderful raiment.

"By--" He checked himself insensibly, and stood motionless for a long

time, while she wiped her eyes and, woman-like, straightened out her

gown and smoothed her hair with little feminine touches.

"I--I--hope you'll excuse me for acting this way," she smiled at him,

piteously; then, observing his strange features, "Why, what is the

matter, Mr. Stark; are you angry?"

His hawklike face was strained and colorless, his black eyes fierce and

eager, his body bent as if to pounce upon a victim. In truth he was now

the predatory animal.

"No," he replied, as if her question carried no meaning; then, coming

to himself, "No--no! of course not, but--you gave me a start. You

reminded me of some one. How do you come to be dressed like that? I

never knew you had such clothes?"

"Poleon brought them from Dawson; they are the first I ever had."

He shook his head in a slow, puzzled fashion.

"You look just like a white girl--I mean--I don't know what I mean."

This time he roused himself fully, the effort being more like a shudder.

"So I have always thought," she said, and her eyes filled again.

"Your skin is like milk beneath your tan, and--I don't mean any

disrespect, but--Well, I'm just so damned surprised! Come over here and

sit down while I mix you something to put the heart back into you."

He shoved forward a big chair with a wolf-skin flung over it, into

which she sank dejectedly, while he stepped to the shelves beside the

Yukon stove and took down a bottle and some glasses. She glanced about

with faint curiosity, but the interior of the cabin showed nothing out

of the ordinary, consisting as it did of one room with a cot in the

corner, upon which were tumbled blankets, and above which was a row of

pegs. Opposite was a sheet-iron box-stove supported knee-high on a

tin-capped framework of wood, and in the centre a table with oil-cloth

cover. Around the walls were some cooking utensils, a few cases of

canned goods, and clothes hanging in a row.

"I'm not fixed up very well yet," he apologized; "I've been too busy at

the saloon to waste time on living quarters. But it's comfortable

enough for an old roadster like me, for I've bruised around the

frontier so long that I've learned there's only three things necessary

to a man's comfort--warm clothes, a full stomach, and a dry place to

sleep. All the rest that goes to make a man content he has inside him,

and I'm not the kind to be satisfied, no matter where I am or what I

have. I never was that kind, so I just don't make the attempt."

He was talking to give her leeway, and when he had concocted a weak

toddy, insisted that she must drink it, which she did listlessly, while

he rambled on.

"I've noticed a few things in my life, Miss Necia, and one of them is

that it often does a heap of good to let out and talk things over; not

that a fellow gains any real advantage from disseminating his troubles,

but it serves to sort of ease his mind. Folks don't often come to me

for advice or sympathy. I don't have it to give, but maybe it will help

you to tell me what caused this night-marauding expedition of yours."

Seeing that she hesitated, he went on: "I suppose there's a lot of

reasons why you shouldn't confide in me--I don't like that old man of

yours, nor any of your friends; but maybe that's why I'm interested. If

any of them has upset you, I'll take particular pleasure in helping you

get even."

"I don't want to get even, and there is nothing to tell," said Necia,

"except a girl's troubles, and I can't talk about them." She smiled a

painful, crooked smile at him.

"Your old man has been rough to you?"

"No, no! Nothing of that sort."

"Then it's that soldier?" he quizzed, shrewdly. "I knew you cared a

heap for him. Don't he love you?"

"Yes! That's the trouble; and he wants to many me; he swears he will in

spite of everything."

"See here! I don't quite follow. I thought you liked him--he's the kind

most women go daffy over."

"Like him!" The girl trembled with emotion. "Like him! Why--why, I

would do anything to make him happy."

"I guess I must be kind of dull," Stark said, perplexedly.

"Don't you see? I've got to give him up--I'm a squaw."

"Squaw hell! With those shoulders?"

Stark checked himself, for he found he was rejoicing in his enemy's

defeat, and was in danger of betraying himself to the girl. In every

encounter the young man had bested him, and these petty defeats had

crystallized his antipathy to Burrell into a hatred so strong that he

had begun to lie awake nights planning a systematic quarrel. For he was

the kind of man who throve upon contentions: so warped in soul that

when no man offered him offence he brooded over fancied wrongs and

conjured up a cause for enmity, goading himself into that sour, sullen

habit of mind that made him a dread and a menace to all who lacked his

favor. His path was strewn from the border North with the husks of

fierce brawls, and he bore the ineradicable mark of the killer,

carrying always in his brain those scars that hate had seared. In his

eyes forever slumbered a flame waiting to be blown to life, and when

embroiled in feuds or bickerings a custom had grown upon him to fight

these fights in secret many times, until of nights he would lie in

solitary darkness writhing in spirit as he hounded his man to

desperation, or forced him into a corner where he might slake his

thirsty vengeance. After such black, sleepless hours he dragged himself

from his battle-grounds of fancy, worn and weary, and the daylight

discovered him more saturnine and moody, more menacing than ever.

He had brooded over his quarrel with Gale and the Lieutenant ever since

their first clash, for in this place they furnished the only objects

upon which his mania could work--and it was a mania, the derangement of

a diseased, distorted mind. His regard for Necia was a careless whim, a

rather aimless, satisfying hobby, not at all serious, entirely

extraneous to his every-day life, and interesting only from its

aimlessness, being as near to an unselfish and decent motive as the man

had ever come. But it was not of sufficient consequence to stand out

against or swerve the course of a quarrel; wherefore, he was gladdened

by the news of Burrell's discomfiture.

"So you like him too much to stand in his way," he said, meditatively.

"How does your father look at it?"

"He wants the Lieutenant to marry me. He says he will fix it up all

right; but he doesn't understand. How could he?"

"You are doing just right," concurred the man, hypocritically, "and

you'll live to be glad you stood out." Now that both his enemies

desired this thing, he was set on preventing it, regardless of the

girl. "How did the Lieutenant take it when you refused him?"

"He wouldn't take it at all. He only laughed and declared he would

marry me, anyhow." The very thought thrilled her.

"Does he knew you love him?"

The tender, sobbing laugh she gave was ample answer.

"Well, what's your plan?"

"I--I--I don't know. I am so torn and twisted with it all that I can't

plan, but I have thought I--ought--to go--away."

"Good!" he said, quickly, but his acquiescence, instead of soothing

her, had the contrary effect, and she burst out impulsively:

"Oh--I can't--I can't! I can't go away and never see him! I can't do

it! I want to stay where he is!" She had been holding herself in

stubbornly, but at last gave way with reckless abandon. "Why wasn't I

born white like other girls? I've never felt like an Indian. I've

always dreamed and fancied I was different, and I am, in my soul--I

know I am! The white is so strong in me that it has killed the red, and

I'm one of father's people. I'm not like the other two; they are brown

and silent, and as cold as little toads; but I'm white and full of

life, all over. They never see the men and women that I see in my

dreams. They never have my visions of the beautiful snow-white mother,

with the tender mouth and the sad eyes that always smile at me."

"You have visions of such things, eh?"

"Yes, but I came a generation late, that's all, and I've got that other

woman's soul. I'm not a half-breed--I'm not me at all. I'm

Merridy--Merridy! That's who I am."

Her face was turned away from him, so that she did not notice the

frightful effect her words had upon Stark.

"Where did you get--that name?" His voice was pitched in a different

key now. Then, after a moment, he added, "From the story I told you at

the mine that night, I suppose?"

"Oh no," she answered. "I've always had it, though they call me Necia.

Merridy was my father's mother. I guess I'm like her in many ways, for

I often imagine she is a part of me, that her spirit is mine. It's the

only way I can account for the sights I see."

"Your father's mother?" he said, mechanically. "That's queer." He

seemed to be trying to shake himself free from something. "It's

heredity, I suppose. You have visions of a white woman, a woman named

Merridy, eh?" Suddenly his manner changed, and he spoke so roughly that

she looked at him in vague alarm.

"How do you know? How do you know she was his mother?"

"He told me so--"

Stark snarled. "He lied!"

"I can show you her wedding-ring--I've always worn it." She fumbled for

the chain about her neck, but it eluded her trembling fingers. "It has

her name in it--'From Dan to Merridy.'"

Stark's hand darted forward and tore the thing from her shoulders, then

he thrust it under the lamp and glared at the inscription, while his

fingers shook so that he could barely distinguish the words. His eyes

were blazing and his face livid.

Necia cried out, but he dropped the ornament and seized her fiercely,

lifting her from the chair to her feet; then, with one swift, downward

clutch, he laid hold of her dress at the left shoulder and ripped it

half to her waist. A hoarse sound came from his throat, a cry half of

amazement, half of triumph.

"Let me go! Let me go!" She struggled to free herself, but he held her

in a viselike grip, while he peered closely at a blemish well down upon

her back. Then he let her slip from his grasp, and, seized with terror,

she staggered away from him. He was leaning heavily with both hands

upon the table, his face working, his head drawn down between his

shoulders, his thin lips grinning, his whole manner so terrifying that

she shrank back till she brought up against the bark walls. She turned

and made for the door, whereupon he straightened up and said, in a

queer, commanding voice:

"Wait--don't go! I--I--you--" He licked his lips as if they were dust

dry, passed an uncertain hand across his beaded brow, and, raising the

water-pail beside the door to his mouth, drank heavily in great, noisy

gulps.

"Let me out of here!" the girl demanded, imperiously.

"Don't be scared," he said, more quietly now. "You must excuse me.

You--you gave me an awful fright. Yes--that was it. Don't worry. I

didn't mean any harm."

"You hurt my shoulder," she said, almost ready to cry. "And you tore my

dress," she added, angrily--"my fine dress. Are you crazy?"

"You see, it's like this, that name of Merridy and that ring--well, the

whole thing was so startling, I--I went off my head. It came sudden,

and I thought--I thought--it don't matter what I thought, but I'm

sorry. I'll apologize--and I'll get you a new dress, a whole lot of

dresses, if you like." This seemed to amuse him, and he began to laugh

silently.

His first impulse had been to tell her everything, but his amazement

had rendered him speechless, and now he was thankful for it. Following

his discovery of her identity, he had been stricken dumb, staring at

her like one demented; then, as he was about to explain, his mind

suddenly grasped the significance of this revelation and the advantage

it gave him over his enemies; a plan began to unfold, vague at first,

its details not worked out, but a plan whereby he could by keeping

silent use this knowledge to serve his vengeful ends. In an instant his

vision cleared and his brain became active and alert, like that of a

man brought suddenly under the stimulus of strong liquor. Care must be

exercised--she must not learn too much--for if she suspected the truth

she would go to her soldier lover at once, and no power on earth could

hold her back. That would block the vengeance that he saw shaping in

the dank recesses of his distorted brain.

First, and above all, he must get the girl away from Flambeau.

"I went clear off my head," he heard himself saying, "at that name of

Merridy, that ring, and all. Why--why, I thought you might be the

missing girl I told you of--you remember, that day up on Lee's

Creek--so I had to see; but, dear me, I should have been more

considerate--I should have explained. The trouble is I'm a nervous man,

and I get impulsive streaks on me sometimes that I can't control. I'm

sorry I spoiled your dress, but I'll get you another--you bet I will."

This explanation of his strange behavior seemed plausible enough to

banish all personal fears from Necia's mind. Indeed, Stark had now

become so gentle and apologetic in his demeanor that her woman's

curiosity overcame her instinct to flee, and she ventured the question:

"So you really thought I was that other girl?"

"I did for a minute. The mother was a--a--friend of mine, and so--I

lost my head. But I'm all right now, and if you'll overlook my

roughness we'll go back to your troubles."

These last few moments had driven her own worries from her mind, but he

was bent on recalling them, and so continued, cautiously:

"You were saying that you thought you'd go away. I think that's a good

plan, and you'd be wise to do it for more reasons than one. It will

give you time to think it all over and know your own mind--"

"I know my mind now, and yet--I don't want to go away."

"--and it will give Burrell a chance to prove himself. He'll either

show that he has got to have you at any cost, or that you are right in

your decision. If the first should happen, you can come back to him; if

the last--why, it will be better for you, anyhow. As long as you stay

here neither one of you can see clearly."

She was touched by his interest, and realized the force of his

argument, which, strange to say, seemed to second her own thoughts; yet

she hesitated.

"I want to help you--I'm going to help you--because I've got an

interest in you like you were mine." Again he betrayed that strange,

mirthless amusement.

"There is no place for me to go," said Necia, blankly, "except the

Mission, and I have no way of getting there."

"Don't you worry. I'll furnish the means, and you'd better go

to-night"--she flinched--"yes, to-night; there's no use prolonging your

agony. I'll get a boat ready and send a trusty man with you. The

current is swift, and if he rows well you can make it by to-morrow

evening. That's only one night out, and I'll put some blankets aboard

so you can wrap up and have a sleep."

"I feel as if I'd never sleep again," she sighed.

"Now, now, this will come out all right yet. I'd take you down there

myself, but I've got to stay here. I've got work to do. Yes, I've sure

got work of importance ahead of me."

"I must go back and get some clothes," she said, At which he would have

demurred had he not seen that she could not travel in her present

condition.

"Very well. But don't let anybody see you."

"Of course not."

"It's getting late, and your folks will be abed." He looked at his

watch. "Midnight! Be here in an hour, and I'll have the skiff ready."

The light of sacrifice was in Necia's eyes, and her cheeks were

blanched with the pallor of a great resolution. She did not stop to

reason why or how she had been led to this disposal of her future, but

clutched desperately at Stark's plan of rescue from her agonizing

predicament.

"I'll be here in an hour," she said, simply.

He let her out, closed the door after her, and locked it; then, drawing

a deep breath, he raised his clenched hands above his head, and gave a

great sigh of exultation. Next he took out his six-shooter and examined

it carefully. The shells did not suit him, so he filled the gun with

new ones, loosened the three lower buttons of his vest, and slid the

weapon inside his trousers band; then, facing the direction of Gale's

trading-post, he spoke aloud.

"I was a long time coming, Gaylord, but I'm here, and I've got you

where I've wanted you these fifteen years--yes, and I've got you, too,

Burrell! By God, this is my night!"

His lithe body became panther-like in poise, his bearing that of the

meat-eating animal, and his face set in a fierce, exultant cruelty as

he blew out his light and left the cabin.

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