CHAPTER VII.

“I stand for judgment: answer; shall I have it?”

MERCHANT OF VENICE.

As soon as the sun had risen the next morning, the crew was again

summoned to the main deck. They appeared, as on the day before, in their

best costume, and fell into the same order.

The seamen, who belonged to the prize-ship, together with the master

fisherman and his men, were placed by themselves, while the priest

and the young lady were, as a mark of distinction, accommodated with

deck-stools apart.

As soon as the men had assembled, the captain made his appearance on

deck. He was appareled in the uniform, which it would appear he always

wore when he was out of his cabin: the deep red cap, with the skull and

cross bones, also covered his head. The expression of his features, if

possible, was that of even more gravity than usual, and the melancholy

cast which stamped that gravity was, perhaps, somewhat more deepened. He

seated himself immediately on a chair, which was ready there for him, and

ordered the prisoner who, the day before, had been dragged away to close

confinement, to be brought forward.

This individual was immediately escorted from the forward part of the

vessel, and placed in the space reserved within the two lines of pirates,

and face to face with the captain.

The prisoner was a man somewhat above the ordinary height, of a demeanour

which might have once been, to a great extent, commanding, but which

seemed to have parted with whatever of native dignity it possessed, in

proportion, as the spirit of excellence and elegance, which usually

imparts character to the exterior, gave place to thoughts either of

sordid pursuits, or to mean and selfish cares. He was now slightly bent,

more, perhaps, from carelessness to his gait than with age: for his

years could not have been very many. His hair, that still grew thick and

bushy, was only just beginning to show a silvery tinge. His features were

marked and manly, and must have been, at one time, very handsome, though

now they were stamped with a disagreeable appearance of coldness and

selfishness, which was calculated to arouse, at once, in a stranger’s

mind, a strong prejudice against the individual; while his sharp,

twinkling, cozening eyes, in particular, that shone from under a veil of

shaggy eyebrows, that flew from object to object, that rested on no man

for a moment, nor dared meet the glances that they encountered, conveyed

immediately an idea of the lack of that firm, unequivocating honor which

is essentially necessary in the constitution of a proper character.

When the prisoner was placed before him, the captain fixed upon him a

deep, penetrating, and earnest look, that made him cower, and then slowly

and solemnly pronounced these words:—

“James Willmington, before God, and in the presence of these men, and

in the name of Nature, I accuse you of having violated one of the most

sacred and most binding of her laws; of having abandoned your offspring;

of having neglected the being whose existence sprang from yours, and for

whom you were bound by a holy obligation to care and provide.”

The captain paused for a moment, and still kept his penetrating and

unaltering eye fixed on the prisoner. The latter, on hearing this charge,

raised his eyes in affrighted surprise, but quickly looked down as he met

those of the pirate captain, while his color came and went.

“You shall be witness against yourself: because, although I lately took

proper measures to make myself certain, that you were the individual

who was indicated as the person that was my father; still, not having

ever known you, and not possessing any tender instincts to guide me with

regard to you, I should have always felt some slight doubt about your

identity, if your fear, and miscalculating cunning had not, the day

before yesterday, unwarily betrayed you into an avowal which, I must

admit, I was not ready to hear from your lips. These men shall be your

judges. You will be permitted full liberty to express yourself, at the

proper time, as freely as you may think proper, omitting nothing that you

may believe to be conducive to your safety. I shall reserve to myself the

part of passing sentence upon you and of directing its execution; and I

promise you, that whatever defence you may be able to make shall weigh as

heavily as lead in your favour: for I should be loath to punish you if

even you can contrive to justify yourself.”

“But what is the meaning—?” the prisoner began to inquire.

The captain pressed his finger firmly on his lips, and Willmington was

daunted into silence. The pirate captain then went on:

“I need not now call it to your recollection,” he said, “that I am your

son. Your memory, which all along was so unfaithful on that point,

seems to have suddenly improved, when you saw me in the cabin of the

ship which I had taken, and then you remembered well that I was your

son. By your own confession, therefore, I am saved the trouble of

proving for my satisfaction the natural connexion which exists between

us. It is, therefore, undoubted and settled, that I stand towards you

in the relation of son to father, or, in other words, speaking more

scientifically, I am your immediate progeny. This is clear. Now, by

certain feelings which are implanted in us, and which are considered the

laws of the Creator, written on the heart of man at his creation, we

are admonished that the care of those who spring immediately from us,

is one of our principle duties. But, as we are so apt to mistake habits

for innate feelings, perhaps it will be better and safer, not to proceed

on this one, however strong or indisputable it may appear. Let feeling,

therefore, or instinct, be entirely eliminated, and let us appeal to

Nature herself in her manifestations—to Nature that never errs. You admit

that I am your son—your offspring; you owed me as such offspring, at

least, protection until I was strong enough to provide for myself and to

avoid injuries. Contrast now your conduct with your duty. You are aware,

that from the hour of the birth of this, your son, up to this, you have

never taken the trouble even to inquire what had become of the being of

whose existence you were the secondary cause; whether the mother, of whom

he was born, had survived to nurture him; whether he was exposed, in the

helplessness of infancy, to the privations which overwhelm even maturer

age; or, worse still than all, whether he had fallen into stranger’s

hands, to be the humble object of capricious charity. You did not trouble

yourself to learn whether the cold winds froze him in the very beginning

of life; whether he was a prey to the beasts of the woods, or whether the

vultures of the air had pecked or torn him, or had fed upon him; he was

forsaken, and left unprotected by the person who had given him life—life,

which with kindness is made happiness itself, but which by unkindness is

rendered worse than the bitterest misery. The tiger will tear to pieces

the bold intruder that menaces, nay, that approaches its cubs, and,

fiercely fighting, will die for the protection of its young. The solitary

bird of the desert will open its vein, and make its parched young ones

drink of its life blood, then die; the venomous serpent will writhe and

twist under the fiercest foe for its hatchling; but you, unlike the

tiger, the bird, or the serpent, not resembling even the most ferocious

brute, or the lowest reptile that crawls upon this earth, you cast

away from you, and shut out from your mind and heart, until a cowardly

consideration for your own safety made remember it, the blood of your

blood, and the flesh of your flesh, which even the common affection that

you have for yourself—your very essential selfishness itself—should have

made you love and cherish; or, at least, feed and water. I am your son; I

charge you with having abandoned me from childhood; what defence can you

make? I give you ten minutes to reflect and to answer.”

The pirate captain then ceased: his eyes were fixed on the deck, his arms

were crossed over his breast, and his features were locked in cold but

firmest determination, and he had the air of one, who was resolved to go

through a prescribed form with patience and precision. The men embraced

the opportunity afforded by this pause to interchange looks one with the

other. Their usual ferocious character of mein was heightened for the

history which their chief had just partly related, no doubt recalled to

the greater part of those men who stood that morning on the deck of the

Black Schooner, the injustice, whether real or merely supposed, with

which they had been treated by others. Victims to wrongs and injuries

which others had heaped upon them, they had permitted their feelings to

become cankered. Accustomed for the most part to the circumstances of an

easy, and as far as some of them were concerned, an estated position,

they could not in the hour of adversity, bend to the petty pursuits of

life, while their pride, at the same time, would not let them lead a

different sort of existence among those who were either their companions

or their inferiors in their better days.

Turning their backs on pretended friends and unkind kindred, they had

fled to the protection of the sea, where they could enjoy the doubtful

comfort of their misanthropy to the full, and feed at pleasure on

their own griefs; while their sword was ready to be used as well for

pleasure as for booty, against the whole world to which they at the same

time boldly and fearlessly gave defiance. The recollection of other

days, however, fell upon their spirits, and how scared soever their

sensibilities might be by a thousand scenes of blood, how hardened soever

by long familiarity with misery, still those impressions to which in

the day-dreams of their youth they had fondly bound their happiness,

could not but be awakened by the tale that seemed to hold up to each of

themselves the fleeting reflection of their own hopeful, but long since

spoilt and blighted existence.

It was resentment, so strong as to have primarily germinated disgust

in their hearts, and next a distaste for the society of their species,

that had made them separate themselves from mankind and wander

misanthropically about, until they eventually found themselves combined

with others as unfortunate, as unenduring, and as proud as themselves;

it was resentment of injustices of a similar nature to the instance to

which their chief was a victim, that had changed their lot, and hating

still the causes of their unhappiness, they were eager to wreak vengeance

upon any individual to whom they could bring home any such offence. They

interchanged fierce looks with each other, cast now and then dark and

boding glances on the prisoner, and portentously stroked their dark and

flowing beards. As for the prisoner himself, he appeared confounded;

still there was not that vacant appearance of embarrassed simplicity

about him which we generally observe in those that are innocent when

unhappy circumstances put them at a loss. His was a distressing

confusion—the confusion that conscious guilt, too clear to admit of even

the shifts of equivocation and falsity had produced—a confusion that was

doubled by the mortifying, degrading, and overwhelming fact, that his

accuser, the witness, and the sufferer from his offence was his own son.

The guilty father therefore stood dumb before the son—the judge.

The ten minutes had now elapsed, the captain raised his head, and said,

“Do you then say nothing in your defence?”

“I—I—I do not understand what all this means,” at last Willmington

falteringly said.

“So much the worse” dryly observed the captain.

“You charge me with an offence,” continued Willmington, “which you make

worse than it is; you must remember men are not punished in society

for such offences, and I do not see why I should be ill-treated on its

account, when others are not.”

An indistinct smile played about the lips of the captain, as he answered,

“That is no defence.”

“Beside,” Willmington went on to say, “what right have you to constitute

yourself my judge?”

“The right,” answered the captain, “of an injured man, who avenges the

wrong done to himself, and also to one who was his nearest and dearest

blood, and whose memory demands justice.”

“But, by the laws, a man cannot redress his own wrongs,” said

Willmington.

“By what laws?” inquired the captain.

“By the laws of the land,” answered Willmington.

A sneer was to be traced on the rude lineaments of every pirate’s face,

when this answer was given.

“Look up there, man,” said the captain, as he pointed to the black flag

that was floating gracefully from the half lowered gaff, “while that

flies there, there is no law on board this schooner save mine and great

Nature’s. Look around you, on the right and on the left, you see those

who know no other laws but these two, and who are ready to enforce

them. Look still farther around, you see but a waste of water, with

no tribunals at hand, in which complaints may be heard, or by which

grievances may be redressed. Place no hope, therefore, on ‘the laws of

the land.’ Have you any thing more pertinent to urge?”

“I have to request,” replied Willmington, still more embarrassed, “to be

landed with your other captives, that is all.”

“Is that all?” coolly observed the captain; then turning to his men, he

said, “my men, you have heard my accusation against this man. He seems

unable to defend and justify himself. It is my intention to punish him

by making him suffer that which I have had myself to undergo. Be you

witnesses that I have given him a fair and open trial.”

“Bravo, bravo!” ran in deep, but subdued tones along the ranks of the

pirates.

“Listen to your sentence, James Willmington,” continued the captain, “you

are guilty, in my opinion, of the greatest crime which an individual, as

a man and a father, can commit. You have prostituted the law of nature

to your own selfish gratification, perjured yourself, and given that

life for which you neglected to provide and care. I have afforded you

an opportunity of showing yourself innocent—if you could—of this grave

charge. You have not been able to do so. The punishment I design you is

this: you will be cast adrift on the ocean; you will have an empty cask

to rest upon; you refused me bread—I refuse you shelter on board of my

schooner; you are guilty of what we all on board this vessel abhor; you

are, therefore, no proper companion for us, and you must be thrust forth

from among us. I shall, however, take care that you should survive as

long as possible, that you may be the more able to realize the pangs of

that famine which I endured by your heartlessness. In two hour’s time

the sentence shall be executed. Prepare to meet your Creator. Lead him

hence.”

“Good God,” now cried the prisoner, his eyes seeming to be about to fall

from their sockets with fear, as the full extent and reality of his

danger, now clearly struck him, “good God, surely you do not mean to

murder me: have mercy on me, I beseech you.”

The captain did not raise his eyes from a paper which he had taken

from the breast of his uniform, and which he was then reading. “But,”

continued the prisoner, as the pirates prepared to drag him away,

“remember, I am your father, you owe me honour and respect—how dare you,

raise your hand against your parent?”

The captain at these words suddenly raised his head, and cast an angry

and steadfast look on the prisoner, and after the lapse of a few seconds,

during which he kept his eyes still rivetted on him, he said, with biting

scorn—

“Remember that you are my father! you ought to ask me to forget it. It

is because I remember you are my father that I shall now prepare for you

your just measure of suffering. It is very probable you never expected to

be called one day to account by the son who was the fruit of a delightful

indulgence, but which was to be considered no longer than during the

short space which it afforded you pleasure. Very little do you, and such

as you think, when in the turpitude of your perjured souls, you delude

the confiding and helpless things who sin from too great a confidence in

your protestations of honor, or rather, are too innocent to detect your

falsehoods, that the beings to whom you may give life are things who

like yourselves may possess feelings, and who may one day seek to avenge

the treachery practised on their mothers. Selfish man! your selfishness

pursues you at the very moment when your existence is in all probability

about to end. You crouched to me, and sought to propitiate me by a show

of paternal sensibility, when you saw me enter with my friends the cabin

where you stood writhing in your terror, and to-day you again remind

me that I am your son. Now your paternal feelings are very strong, and

your memory remarkably faithful when you expect to save your life by

remembering me. But you, of course, recollected nothing of me, nor were

you so feelingly sentimental when I once wrote to you for the mite, which

you would never have missed from your treasures. Your selfish artifice

shall avail you nothing here. In two hours, as I have said, you will be

cast adrift on the ocean. Men, lead him away.”

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