CHAPTER V.

FAITH AND UNFAITH.

"At last we meet!" cried Tom Peters, while his face lit up in joy. "How

_are_ you, dear Miss Newell?" Clara greeted him coldly. Her face had an

abiding pallor now. Her lover's flight and shame had prostrated her for

weeks. Her soul was the arena of contending instincts. Alone of all the

world she still believed in Everard's innocence, felt that there was

something more than met the eye, divined some devilish mystery behind it

all. And yet that damning letter from the anonymous lady shook her

sadly. Then, too, there was the deposition of Polly. When she heard

Peters's voice accosting her all her old repugnance resurged. It flashed

upon her that this man--Roxdal's boon companion--must know far more than

he had told to the police. She remembered how Everard had spoken of him,

with what affection and confidence! Was it likely he was utterly

ignorant of Everard's movements? Mastering her repugnance, she held out

her hand. It might be well to keep in touch with him; he was possibly

the clue to the mystery. She noticed he was dressed a shade more trimly,

and was smoking a meerschaum. He walked along at her side, making no

offer to put his pipe out.

"You have not heard from Everard?" he asked. She flushed. "Do you think

I'm an accessory after the fact?" she cried.

"No, no," he said soothingly. "Pardon me, I was thinking he might have

written--giving no exact address, of course. Men do sometimes dare to

write thus to women. But, of course, he knows you too well--you would

have put the police on his track."

"Certainly," she exclaimed, indignantly. "Even if he is innocent he must

face the charge."

"Do you still entertain the possibility of his innocence?"

"I do," she said boldly, and looked him full in the face. His eyelids

drooped with a quiver. "Don't you?"

"I have hoped against hope," he replied, in a voice faltering with

emotion. "Poor old Everard! But I am afraid there is no room for doubt.

Oh, this wicked curse of money--tempting the noblest and the best

of us."

[Illustration: "SHE DID NOT REPULSE HIM."]

The weeks rolled on. Gradually she found herself seeing more and more of

Tom Peters, and gradually, strange to say, he grew less repulsive. From

the talks they had together, she began to see that there was really no

reason to put faith in Everard; his criminality, his faithlessness, were

too flagrant. Gradually she grew ashamed of her early mistrust of

Peters; remorse bred esteem, and esteem ultimately ripened into feelings

so warm, that when Tom gave freer vent to the love that had been visible

to Clara from the first, she did not repulse him.

It is only in books that love lives for ever. Clara, so her father

thought, showed herself a sensible girl in plucking out an unworthy

affection and casting it from her heart. He invited the new lover to his

house, and took to him at once. Roxdal's somewhat supercilious manner

had always jarred upon the unsophisticated corn merchant. With Tom the

old man got on much better. While evidently quite as well informed and

cultured as his whilom friend, Tom knew how to impart his superior

knowledge with the accent on the knowledge rather than on the

superiority, while he had the air of gaining much information in return.

Those who are most conscious of defects of early education are most

resentful of other people sharing their consciousness Moreover, Tom's

_bonhomie_ was far more to the old fellow's liking than the studied

politeness of his predecessor, so that on the whole Tom made more of a

conquest of the father than of the daughter. Nevertheless, Clara was by

no means unresponsive to Tom's affection, and when, after one of his

visits to the house, the old man kissed her fondly and spoke of the

happy turn things had taken, and how, for the second time in their

lives, things had mended when they seemed at their blackest, her heart

swelled with a gush of gratitude and joy and tenderness, and she fell

sobbing into her father's arms.

[Illustration: "WITH TOM THE OLD MAN GOT ON MUCH BETTER."]

Tom calculated that he made a clear five hundred a year by occasional

journalism, besides possessing some profitable investments which he had

inherited from his mother, so that there was no reason for delaying the

marriage. It was fixed for May-day, and the honeymoon was to be spent

in Italy.

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