Ramsey's face was changing. The hollows beneath his cheekbones were

deeper than they had been, and his mouth had gone completely slack, and

his eyes were uprolled in a quite ghastly way, so that only the whites

showed.

Slowly as Corriston stared Ramsey's features began to come apart. The

familiar, hideous pattern began to repeat itself on Ramsey's blanched

features. The mouth widened until it turned into a shapeless, colorless

gash in a face that was hardly recognizable. The nose widened and

spread out, the chin receded, and the cheeks became a flattened expanse

of wrinkled flesh that stubbornly refused to stop spreading.

Ramsey's face became a pumpkin face, with slits for eyes and a hideous

caricature of a mouth that seemed almost to pout as it expanded.

Suddenly Ramsey was no longer sitting upright before the desk. His body

swayed and began to slump, tilting at first only a little sideways and

then sliding completely from the chair to the floor.

Ramsey did not descend to the floor with violence. It was a slow,

barely perceptible gliding motion of his entire body that carried him

from an upright position to a prone one in less than thirty seconds.

His body seemed to collapse inward upon itself, as if he had suddenly

become too skeleton-thin for his clothes, as if so much vitality had

been drained from him by the shot which had put an end to his life that

he had given up all hope of maintaining his dignity in death.

But perhaps the man on the floor had no dignity to maintain. He wasn't

Ramsey. He was a hired substitute, an impostor, and quite obviously no

man would undertake to play such a role without calculating all of the

risks in advance. Perhaps he expected to die without dignity. Perhaps

that was one of the risks which went with the bargain--the assumption

that Ramsey might very well be killed in a violent fashion, and that

anyone who stepped into Ramsey's shoes and masqueraded as Ramsey might

expect a similar fate.

Corriston felt a nerve begin to twitch violently in his cheek. Why

had Ramsey kept Henley occupied in so strange a manner, talking to a

nonentity, a stand-in, a double who could never bargain and come to

terms unless Ramsey ordered him to do so? Had Ramsey been incapable of

dealing with Henley directly, and had taken this means of complying

with the ransom demands?

It seemed incredible on the face of it. Ramsey was quite obviously the

kind of man who could live through any kind of private hell if he had

to.

He'd have stood up to Henley no matter how great his inner torment.

He'd have met the ransom demands or rejected them--and it was almost

inconceivable that he would have rejected them--without for an instant

losing his outward composure. And even inwardly he would have kept a

tight rein on his emotions. He was not the kind of man who would hire

someone else to protect him from anything that vitally concerned him,

even with the masks so conveniently at hand.

Why then had he employed a double to bargain with Henley and keep him

occupied for so long a time? It didn't matter if Ramsey had made use

of doubles in the past. Probably he had, in order to protect himself

in dealings with the colonists when the advantages of deception

would favor him. But he would never have done so under these present

circumstances--when a criminal who would stop at nothing was holding

his daughter under threat of death.

He would never have done so unless he had some very special reason that

dominated his thinking to the exclusion of all else.

Suddenly Corriston had the answer. It came to him in a lightning-swift

flash of intuition, which carried with it complete credibility. It was

more than a guess. Somehow he was sure; he knew. A full minute before

he heard the dull rumble of the tractors as they came through the

gate, and went to the window and stared down, he knew.

He had the answer and yet what he saw eclipsed what he knew. It was a

little like watching a rocket take off, hearing the roar and seeing the

flames through all of its burning time, and seeing at the same time the

men on the proving ground moving swiftly about, and the space-helmeted

men at the controls of the rocket itself, each grimly intent on one

particular task.

Ramsey was returning into the Citadel with armed guards on both sides

of him, and his daughter was walking with her head erect at his

side. Five colony tractors had followed him into the Citadel and two

more were just coming through the gate, moving ponderously on their

caterpillar treads because each tractor weighed two tons even in the

light gravity of Mars.

Corriston did an almost unbelievable thing then. Standing quietly

by the window he raised his right hand and saluted Ramsey in silent

tribute to the man's courage at the most threatening moment of his life.

What Ramsey had done in no way lessened his guilt. But Corriston would

have just as readily repeated the salute in public, without caring what

anyone might think. What Ramsey had done was as clear to him now as a

series of moves on a chessboard laid out in advance, but hidden from

the man who was to be outwitted and outplayed.

Ramsey had made use of a double to keep Henley occupied--no doubt with

repeated, skillful evasions, a constant insistence that more proof be

forthcoming, more details supplied. Perhaps a half-dozen conferences

had taken place in all, extending over many hours. And while Henley was

being encouraged to believe that Ramsey was being softened up and would

accept all of his demands in the end, Ramsey had gone out into the

desert alone, armed, furious, and determined to rescue his daughter if

it cost him his life.

Or perhaps he hadn't gone alone. Perhaps he had taken a dozen armed

guards with him. Somehow it didn't seem important, couldn't take away

Ramsey's moment of victory. It was a moment of victory for Ramsey even

though he hadn't played a major role for long, even though he had found

his daughter already rescued and safe on his return. And Corriston had

been the one to move out into the center of the board and deliver the

_coup de grace_. He had kept a restless killer immobilized while the

play was under way, and that was victory enough for any man.

Corriston suddenly realized that neither Ramsey nor the Colonists had

any way of knowing that Henley was dead. They had probably joined

forces outside the Citadel for the sole purpose of rescuing him from

the deadliest kind of danger. And he wasn't helping them at all. In

another minute they'd be trying to get to him with tear gas.

It didn't make any kind of sense, but when Corriston went down the wide

central staircase he wasn't thinking about the colonists at all. He was

wondering only how Helen Ramsey would look standing alone on a strange

dark headland at midnight. Then the vision dissolved and another one

took its place. She wasn't on a headland any more.

She was standing at the door of a small, white cottage and there were

a couple of kids beside her: a boy of about Freddy's age, or maybe a

little younger, and a little girl with golden curls, her hair like a

crown.

He realized suddenly that it could never be a small, white cottage.

There were no small white cottages on the Station, and never could be.

But the Station would be all right for a married man with kids. The

kids could come and visit him, and his wife could be with him about

one-fourth of the time, both on the Station and on Earth.

What more could a happily married man ask, if the Station was so much

a part of him that it was never wholly absent from his thoughts? He'd

have to ask her, of course--at least a dozen times to make sure--that

she really wanted that kind of man for a husband. But he knew what her

answer would be even before the vision dissolved, and he was soon out

in the central square between the five buildings, holding her tightly

in his arms.

From the way she kissed him he knew that she must have endured an

eternity of torment just from uncertainty, just from not knowing

whether he was dead or alive. For an instant he could think of nothing

else but the wonder of it, the absolute reassurance which she had

brought to him with her closeness, her gratefulness, the intensity of

her concern.

Across the square they could see the tractors, looking in the dazzling

light like massive blocks of metal standing almost end to end. There

was a great deal of movement and shouting between the buildings, and

Corriston knew that in another half-minute they would no longer be

alone together, that the closeness couldn't last.

A change was coming over her face, and he was suddenly afraid for her,

afraid that when she was told the full truth about her father just the

pain of knowing might make her withdraw from him, even though it could

never really come between them or separate them for long.

So there it was. He could see it in her eyes, the fear, the shadow,

and because he had no way of knowing just how much she already knew

he decided that only complete honesty could keep the shadow from

lengthening.

His hands moved slowly up over her face, and he drew her chin up and

said, very gently: "There's something I'd like to say now, about your

father. Without his help Henley would have finished what he started out

to do. There are different ways of paying off a debt, and your father--"

She raised her hand as if to put a stop to his words. "Darling, I know

he's in serious trouble. Don't try to spare me; there's no need to.

There will be a trial and we both know what the outcome will be. He'll

never walk out of the courtroom a free man. But he's not afraid ... and

neither am I. These last few, terrible hours have changed him. He's not

ashamed now to admit that he loves me. All the hardness, the coldness,

is gone."

Something in her voice stilled the questions he wanted to ask. She

seemed to sense what was in his mind, for she said quickly. "I don't

think father has any enemies now on Mars. He's going to give the

colonists back their land. Not because he has to, but because he wants

to. They came to his assistance when they could have used the way

he cheated and robbed them as an excuse for not helping him at all.

There are few men who wouldn't feel grateful, who wouldn't be shaken

by remorse. But I think it goes deeper than that. Even now I'm not

completely sure, but I think he knows it's the only way he can free

himself from the prison he's been building around himself since I was a

little girl."

She was silent for an instant, while the pain in her eyes seemed to

deepen. Then she said, "I can't leave him now, darling. Not right away.

It would be too cruel a blow."

Ahead now Corriston could see three of the colonists coming toward him.

They were less than forty feet away. "I think I know how it is," he

said. "When you've been through too much, you just go dead inside. You

can feel sympathy for someone very close, like your father. But that's

about all...."

"Darling, that's not what I mean. We'll be apart, but just for a little

while. It will be so short a time we won't even miss it later on ...

two or three weeks, at most. And this time you won't have to wonder

about me at all."

Corriston noticed then for the first time that her hair had been blown

in all directions by the wind. He remembered how, on their first

meeting, it had been disarranged in much the same way. She'd been

wearing a beret then, and just the casual tilt of her hat had done

the fluffing. But wind or no wind, he'd always like the way her hair

looked, the gold in it, and the way it set off the great beauty of her

face.

"I'd be more than unreasonable if I tried to pick flaws in a promise

like that," he said.

"You can never go home again," someone had once said. You can never go

home because people change and places change with them, and familiar

scenes take on an aspect of strangeness as the old, well-loved

landmarks fade.

But in space, the landmarks are as wide and deep as the gulfs between

the stars, and it is not too difficult for a man to return to a

steel-ribbed Gibraltar in space and experience again the emotions he

felt when he first sighted it, and hear again the long thunder-roll of

the ships berthing and taking off.

The ship which was bringing Corriston back had begun to loom up behind

the telemetric aerials with her bow slanting forward. She had almost

berthed, and, standing with his face half in shadow, Commander Clement

watched the landing lights flashing on and off and wondered just what

he would say to the young lieutenant he'd never met--the very famous

lieutenant who would be emerging from the boarding port and descending

the ramp any minute now.

He told himself that it ought to be something very simple and direct,

accompanied by a friendly handclasp and a nod. "Welcome back,

Lieutenant. Welcome back. I guess you know how I feel about the

scoundrels who kept us from meeting the first time."

Yes, just a few words and a friendly handclasp would be best. No

salutes either given or returned. No stiff-necked salutes, and damn the

regulations for once. It was truly a very great occasion.

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