If he ever got the chance, he'd come back and tell her exactly how

grateful he was. Right at the moment one consideration alone dominated

his thinking. If he could get past the guard he could hide out in an

intricate maze of machinery. Even if they sent a dozen guards down

to look for him it would take them some time to locate him. He could

hide-out and gain a breathing spell.

The waitress had a very small hand. Abruptly Corriston clasped it and

held it for an instant, his fingers exerting a firm, steady pressure.

"Thanks," he said.

Corriston swung about without glancing toward the end of the counter.

He'd pass the guard quickly enough; there was no sense in alerting

the man in advance. As for recognizing him, that would be no problem

at all. You couldn't mistake a Security Guard no matter what kind of

clothes he wore.

Corriston took his time. He walked slowly, refusing to hurry. A man

under surveillance should never hurry. He should be casual, completely

at his ease, for there is no better way of keeping an observer guessing.

He kept parallel with the long counter, his shoulders swaying a little

with the assurance of a man who knows exactly where he is going.

Presently the entire length of the counter was behind him, and he was

less than a yard from the door.

He hadn't glanced once at the counter. He didn't intend to now. One

quick leap would carry him through the door and beyond it, and to hell

with recognizing the guard. When it was touch and go and odd man out,

you altered your plan as you went along.

He'd seen a girl disappear when everyone said it didn't happen.

Confined to a psycho-ward, he had simply walked out, eluded a killer,

and watched a ship explode on the green hills of Earth. He'd survived

all that, so how could one lone Security Guard stop him now?

He was preparing to leap, when something got in his way--a shadow--a

shadow for an instant between himself and the door, and then a dark

bulk stepping right into the shoes of the shadow and filling it out.

The Security Guard was not at all the kind of person he'd expected

him to be. He was not a big ape, not even a muscular-looking man. He

had simply seemed big for the instant he took to fill the place of

his shadow. He was a man of average height, average build. He blocked

the doorway without bluster, looking very calm and relaxed. Only his

eyes were cold and accusing and dangerously narrowed as he surveyed

Corriston from head to foot.

"I'm afraid you'll have to go back to the ward now," he said. "You

picked a bad time to take a turn about the Station. Ordinarily you'd

be privileged to do so. That's part of the therapy. But you picked a

_very_ bad time."

"I'm beginning to realize that," Corriston said. "I couldn't help it,

though. I had no way of knowing that freighter was out of control. I'm

afraid you've made a mistake, too, though. I'm not going back to the

cell."

Corriston had been watching the man's right arm. Suddenly it went back

and his fist started rising, started coming up fast at an angle that

could have sent it crashing against Corriston's jaw.

Corriston had no intention of letting that happen. He side-stepped

quickly and delivered a smashing blow to the pit of the guard's

stomach. The blow was so solid that it doubled the guard up. His knees

buckled and he started to fold.

Corriston didn't take the folding for granted. A second blow caught the

man squarely on the jaw and a third thudded into his rib section. For

an instant he looked so dazed that Corriston felt sorry for him.

He was still half-doubled up when he sank to the floor and straightened

out. He straightened out on his side first, and then rolled over on his

back and stopped moving. His lips hung slackly, his eyes were wide and

staring.

The look on his face gave Corriston a jolt. It was a very strange

look. The fact that his features had become slack was not startling

in itself, but there was something unnatural, unbelievable, about the

way that muscular relaxation had overspread his entire countenance. His

features were putty-gray and they seemed to have no clearly defined

boundaries.

His nose, eyes, and forehead looked as if the ligaments which held them

together had snapped from overstrain or had been severed by a surgeon's

scalpel ... severed and allowed to go their separate ways without

interference.

In fact, there was no real expression on the man's face at all--no

recognizably human expression--not even the stuporous look of a man

knocked suddenly unconscious.

There was agitation now in the cafeteria, a hum of angry voices, a

rising murmur that was coming dangerously close. Corriston shut his

mind to it. He knelt at the guard's side and swiftly unbuttoned the

unconscious man's heavy service jacket. He felt around under the jacket

until he was satisfied that he could move on through the doorway with

a clear conscience. The guard's heart was beating firmly and steadily.

There was a reassuring warmth under the jacket as well, a complete

absence of clamminess.

Suddenly the guard groaned and started to roll over on his side again.

Corriston didn't wait for him to complete the movement. He arose

quickly and was through the door in four long strides.

He preferred not to run. He was not so much fleeing as seeking a

security he was entitled to, a reasonably safe port in a storm that was

threatening to take away his freedom by blanketing him in a dark cloud

of unjust suspicion and utter tyranny.

The corridor was as deserted as he'd hoped it would be. With no one

to get in his way or sound an alarm, he had no difficulty at all in

locating the emergency passageway which descended in a rail-guarded

spiral to the Master Sequence Selector. He kept his right hand on the

safety rail as he moved downward into the darkness. For the first time

he felt extremely tired.

7

The drone of machinery in a high-vaulted, metal-walled compartment

awakened Corriston. It was for the most part a steady, low, continuous

sound. But occasionally it ceased to be a drone, in a strict sense,

and became high-pitched. It became a shrill, almost intolerable whine,

impinging unpleasantly on his eardrums and preventing him from going to

sleep again.

For interminable minutes he lay stretched out at full length in the

lidded, coffinlike rag bin into which he had crawled, a lethargic

weariness enveloping him like a shroud. Above his head steel-blue

surfaces crisscrossed, vibrating planes of metal and wire intricately

folded back upon themselves.

After a moment, when the steady drone was well in the ascendency again,

he sat up and stared about him. He had a throbbing headache and there

was a dryness in his throat which made swallowing difficult.

He was certainly not an exceptional man in regard to such matters.

During moments of crises he could remain fairly calm and self-possessed

but the aftermath could be killing.

He felt now as if all of his nerves had been squeezed together in a

vise. He looked at his wrist watch and was amazed to discover that he

had slept for eight hours. If a search had been made for him, he had no

reason to complain about his luck. He hadn't even closed the lid of the

bin. But perhaps the oil-stained waste he had drawn over himself had

given them the idea that he was just more waste underneath.

Perhaps the guards didn't give a damn whether they found him or not.

It was quite possible. On a low official level a cynical desire for

self-comfort could dominate the thinking of a man.

It was quite possible that the guards who had been sent down to

search for him--or one of the guards, at least--had been angry at his

superiors. Just a quick look and to hell with it--that must have been

his attitude.

It made sense in another way. They wouldn't suspect the bin because the

bin was so conspicuous and obvious a hiding place. The Purloined Letter

sort of thing. Crawl into an empty coffin at a funeral and no one will

give you a second glance. All dead men look alike.

The Master Sequence Selector compartment was a coffin, too--a big,

all-metal coffin arching above him and hemming him in. If he hoped to

get out of it alive, he'd have to do more than just beat on the lid

with his fists.

Almost instantly he was ashamed of his thoughts. He had been extremely

lucky so far. The funeral was over, the sod firmly in place. They would

not be likely to dig him up on suspicion, and he could stay buried

until he starved to death.

The worst would be over when they found him. The thirst torment would

be the worst, but if it became unbearable he would still have the

choice of surrendering himself.

Quite possibly he _would_ die of thirst. Quite possibly he could shout

his lungs out and still remain trapped. If a search had been made and

they had failed to find him, sullen anger might have tempted them

to do an unthinkable thing. They might have locked the door of the

compartment so that the corpse would have no opportunity of escaping

prematurely and making them look like fools.

Corriston was just starting to climb out of the bin to investigate

the truth or falseness of that utterly demoralizing possibility when

he heard the sound. It was a very peculiar sound, three or four

times repeated, and he heard it clearly above the low drone of the

Selector's automatic controls.

He stood up in the bin, straining his ears. It came again, louder this

time. It was only a short distance away and it was a voice sound,

unmistakably a voice sound.

He climbed out of the bin, grasped a metal rod that projected from

one of the cross-beams, and descended cautiously to the base of the

Selector. The droning increased for an instant, rising to a whine so

high-pitched that he could no longer hear the voice.

He started moving around the edge of the Selector, keeping well within

its shadow, watching shafts of dull light move backwards and forwards

across the floor. He hardly expected anyone to leap out at him. The

voice had not seemed quite that near; in fact, he was by no means sure

that it had come from the compartment at all. But if not from the

compartment, where?

He found out quickly enough. There was a square, windowlike grate a few

feet from the Selector's automatic control panel, set high up on the

wall. A faint, steady glow came from it.

Corriston paused for an instant directly below the glow, measuring the

distance from the floor to the aperture with his eyes. He strained his

ears again, waiting for the whine to subside. It continued shrill, but

suddenly he heard the voice again, heard it above the whine.

There was stark terror in the voice. It was despairing and desperate

in its pleading, and it seemed to Corriston that he would remember it

until he died. He thought he recognized the voice, but he couldn't be

sure.

It was perhaps merciful that he couldn't, for the grate was at least

ten feet above the floor and had he known beyond the faintest shadow

of doubt that it was Helen Ramsey's voice, his inability to reach her

would have been fiendish torment.

He hoped only one thing--that he had to reach that voice in time.

First of all he had to stay calm. Even a calm man could not hope to

scale a ten-foot wall with his bare hands, but an agitated man would

have no chance at all. Something to stand on! A box--anything!

A box would help, a ladder would be better. But what were his chances

of finding a ladder in the Selector compartment? Not good at all.

Still, he could search for a ladder. Quickly now. No time to waste, but

don't lose your head. Take thirty seconds, a good long thirty seconds

to look around for a metal ladder. There just might be one standing

somewhere against the wall.

There was! Not one ladder, but two, leaning against the wall directly

opposite the glimmering front section of the Selector.

It was amazing how desperation could change a man. In the great moments

of danger and desperation small, neurotic concerns ceased to matter.

He was sure now. He had recognized the voice beyond any possibility of

doubt. The ladder scraped against the wall and swayed a little, and for

an instant he feared it might slide out from under him. He paused to

make sure, and then went swiftly on up until his head was level with

the grate.

He grasped the heavy grillwork with both hands and raised himself

higher. He could see clearly through the grill into the compartment

beyond now. The entire compartment was visible from where he stood. It

was small and square and dimly lighted by an overhead lamp, and there

was a paneled door leading into it.

Close to the door a man was standing. Corriston couldn't see his face.

He was half-turned away from the wall opposite him, and the girl who

was struggling to escape from him was more than two-thirds concealed by

his massive shoulders.

He was holding her in a tight, merciless grip. He had locked one hand

on her wrist and was preventing her from moving either backwards or

forwards. It was costing him no effort. He simply stood very straight

and still while she struggled vainly to free herself.

Immense strength seemed to emanate from him, complete assurance and

a coldly calculating kind of brutality which appeared to be slowly

undermining her will to resist. Her struggles became less frantic

second by slow second, and that she was about to stop struggling

altogether was evident from the way her right arm had begun to dangle

and her body to sag.

The man was holding her by the left wrist in a left-handed grip. He was

cruelly twisting her wrist and suddenly she cried out again in pain and

despairing helplessness.

The blood started mounting to Corriston's temples. He began tugging at

the grate with both hands, exerting all his strength in a desperate

effort to dislodge it. It began to move a little, to become less firmly

attached to the wall. He could feel it moving under his hands, rasping

and creaking as it loosened inch by inch.

He was covered with sweat. Already in his mind he had killed the man,

and Helen Ramsey was tight in his arms, happy and alive.

The man did not seem to hear the rasp of the grate coming loose. He

neither turned nor raised his head. His free hand had gone out and

across the girl's face. But if he had struck her on the face, she gave

no sign. She did not recoil as if from a blow and there was something

strange about the movement. It was as if the man had reached out to

tear something from the girl's face--a veil or a mask.

His hand whipped back empty but his fingers were oddly twisted, as if

he had clawed at something that had failed to come free.

Corriston pulled back his shoulders and his posture on the ladder grew

more erect. He knew that his exertions might send the ladder toppling

but it was a risk he had to take.

The grate was freely movable now. He could move it backwards and

forwards, six or eight inches each way; but he still could not rip it

completely free.

He kept on tugging, his neck cords bulging, the ladder swaying

dangerously. The grate could be moved upward now, just a little. No, it

was finally coming completely loose. He could move it in all directions

and even push it outward at right angles to its base.

Twice he heard Helen Ramsey cry out again, and her screams became a

goad that turned his wrists to steel. With a sudden, convulsive wrench

he twisted the grate sideways. It came loose in his hands. It was so

surprisingly light that an incongruous rage surged up in him. It was

cruelly perverse, intolerable, that he should have been so long delayed

by a thin sheet of metal that hardly seemed to have any weight at all.

He swung about on the ladder and let the grate drop. It struck the

floor a few feet from the Selector and rebounded with a clang loud

enough to wake the dead. The ladder swayed again, and he had to grab

the edge of the aperture quickly and with both hands to keep himself

from toppling.

He pulled himself forward through the aperture on his stomach, taking

care not to dislodge the ladder. His temples were pounding and his

palms sticky with sweat. He did not look down until he was completely

through, dreading what he might see.

He passed a hand over his eyes. It was unbelievable, but he had

to believe it. The man was gone and the girl was now alone in the

compartment.

Had the man fled in sudden fear, knowing that Corriston would be

consumed with a killing rage that would make him a more than dangerous

adversary? Corriston didn't think so. The man had looked quite capable

of putting up a furious struggle. More likely he had disappeared to

keep himself from being recognized, or because he had accomplished his

purpose.

Blind, embittered anger again boiled up in Corriston. Had the man

waited, he would have rejoiced and been less angry. He would have taken

a calm, deep breath and slowly set about the almost pleasant task of

killing him.

He felt cheated, outraged. Then his concern for Helen Ramsey made him

forget his rage. Had she been felled with a blow, or had she simply

fainted? He started down, then hesitated.

The ladder first. Before he descended it was necessary to make sure

that the ladder would be in the same compartment with him, set firmly

against the wall, directly under the aperture. If he were prevented

from leaving the compartment by the corridor door, he might find

himself needing the ladder. Without it he might be descending into a

trap that could close with a clang and abruptly imprison him.

Getting down into the compartment was the worst part, just putting the

ladder into place and not knowing how badly hurt she was.

_What if she's dead?_ he thought. _What if he killed her with a single

blow? He looked strong enough. He could have killed her. God, don't let

me think of that. I mustn't think it._

His feet touched the floor. He let out his breath slowly, turned and

crossed the floor to where she was lying. He went down on his knees and

lifted her into his arms. She lay relaxed in his arms, face up, quiet,

her lips slightly parted.

He looked down into her face, and for a moment his mind went numb,

became still, so that there was no longer a whirling inside his

head--only a chilling horror.

She seemed to have two faces. One was shrunken and almost torn away,

a shredded fragment of a face. But enough of it remained for him to

see the shriveled flesh of the cheeks, the puckered mouth, the white

hair clinging to the temples. It was the face of an old woman but so

fragmentary that it could not even have been called a half-face. And

even though it had been almost ripped away, it seemed still to adhere

firmly to the face to which it had been attached, and to blend with it,

so that the features of both faces intermingled in a quite unnatural

way.

Not quite, though; Helen Ramsey's face was sharper, more distinct--all

of the features stood out more clearly. And when Corriston's stunned

mind began to function normally again, he realized that the old woman's

face was--had to be--a plastic mask.

It took him only an instant to remove the ghastly thing from features

which he could not bear to see defaced.

He had to pry it loose, but he did so very gently, exactly as a

sculptor might have pried loose a life mask from the face of a

recumbent model.

He held it in his hand and looked at it, and a little of the horror

crept back into his mind.

It was the merest fragment, as he had thought. Thin, flexible, a

tissue-structure of incomplete, aged features, and with an inner

surface that was very rough and uneven, as if something had been torn

from it.

He could have crumpled it up in his hand, but he did not do so. With

a lack of foresight which he was later to regret--a lack which was to

prove tragic--he simply flung it from him, as though its ugliness had

unnerved him so that he could no longer endure the sight of it.

Helen Ramsey was a dead weight in his arms, and for a moment he feared

that she had stopped breathing. So great was his fear, so paralyzing,

that his hand on her pulse became rigid, and for a moment he could

neither move nor think.

Then he felt the slow beat of her pulse and a great thankfulness came

upon him.

He knew then that he must get help as quickly as possible. He eased her

gently to the floor, walked to the door and locked it securely. Then

he returned to her and took her into his arms again. He spent several

minutes trying to revive her. But when she did not open her eyes, did

not even stir in his arms, he knew that he could not wait any longer.

8

An inexorable kind of determination enabled Corriston to get to the

Station's central control compartment, and confront the commander,

when the latter, absorbed by matters of the utmost urgency, had

triple-guarded his privacy by stationing executive officers outside the

door.

Commander Clement was a small man physically, with a strangely bland,

almost cherubic face. But his face was dark with anger now--or possibly

it was shock that he was experiencing--and the heightened color seemed

to add to his dignity, making him look not merely forcibly determined,

but almost formidable. His white uniform and the seven gold bars on

each epaulet helped a good deal too. It was impossible to determine at

a glance just how great was his inner strength, but Corriston knew that

he could not have gotten where he was had he not possessed unalloyed

resoluteness.

He was standing by a visual reference mechanism which looked almost

exactly like a black stovepipe spiraling up from the deck. There was

a speaking tube in his hand, and he was talking into it. He seemed

completely unaware that he was no longer alone.

Had Corriston been less agitated he would have felt a little sorry for

the officer who had admitted him. The officer had been so impressed by

Corriston's gravity and the earnestness with which he had pleaded his

case that he had stepped forward and opened the door without question,

assuming, no doubt, that Clement would look up instantly and see

Corriston standing just inside the doorway.

Now the door had closed again, Clement hadn't looked up, and the

officer was going to be in trouble. But Corriston had no time and very

little inclination to worry about that. What Commander Clement was

saying into the speaking tube had a far stronger claim on his attention.

"It's the worst thing that could have happened," Clement was saying.

"We can't just brazen it out. It's going to mean trouble, serious

trouble. What's that? How should I know what happened? When you're

carrying a certain kind of cargo a thousand things can go wrong. The

ship went out of control, that's all. The first radio message didn't

tell me anything. The captain was trying to cover up to save himself.

He didn't even want _me_ to know.

"You bet it can happen again. We've got to be prepared for that, too.

But right now--"

Commander Clement saw Corriston then. His expression didn't change, but

it seemed to Corriston that he paled slightly.

"That's all for now," he said, and returned the speaking tube to its

cradle.

He looked steadily at Corriston for a moment. A glint of anger appeared

in his eyes, and suddenly they were blazing.

"What do you mean by coming in here unannounced, Lieutenant?" he

demanded. "I gave strict orders that no one was to be admitted. If I

didn't know you were suffering from severe space-shock...."

"I'm sorry, sir," Corriston said quickly. "It's very urgent. I think

I can convince you that I am _not_ suffering from space-shock. I've

found Miss Ramsey. She's been badly hurt and needs immediate medical

attention."

The Commander looked as if a man he had thought sane was standing

before him with a gun in his hand. Not Corriston, but some other, more

violent man. For a moment longer he remained rigid and then his hand

went out and tightened on Corriston's arm.

"By heaven, if you're lying to me!"

"I would have no reason to lie, sir. It proves I'm not a space-shock

case. But that's unimportant now. She's safe for the moment. No one can

get to her. I bolted the door on the inside. Unless--"

Corriston went pale. "No, there's no danger. I drew the ladder up and

returned it to the Selector compartment. Then I threw the lock on the

emergency door."

"Start at the beginning," Clement said. "If she's in danger well get to

her. Take it easy now, and tell me exactly what happened."

Corriston went over it fast. He said nothing about the mask. Let

Clement find that out for himself.

Commander Clement walked to the door, threw it open and spoke to the

executive officer who was stationed outside. The officer came into the

control room.

"Stay with Lieutenant Corriston until I get back," Clement said. "He's

not to leave. He understands that."

He turned back to Corriston. "I'm afraid you'll have to consider

yourself still under guard, Lieutenant. I have only your word that you

found Miss Ramsey. I believe you, but there are some regulations even I

can't waive."

"It's all right," Corriston said. "I won't attempt to leave. But please

hurry, sir."

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