CHAPTER XVIII

A SECOND PROPOSAL

Dora was undetermined in her attitude toward Dick's enemy, who, for her

sake, was ready to become his friend and save his name from public

disgrace. She had a poor opinion of a man who was willing to further his

own suit by making concessions to a rival, even though that rival were

dead; but her attitude of mind toward Dick was changing slowly under

outside influence--as it was bound to do with a clear-headed girl,

trained to the strict code of honor that exists among military men

concerning other people's money. A soldier who had committed forgery

could never hold up his head again in the eyes of his regiment, or of the

woman he loved. He voluntarily made himself an outcast.

The colonel did not fail to drive home the inevitable moral, and

congratulated himself upon his daughter's escape. Dora was obliged to

acknowledge that Dick, if not a villain, was at least a fool. The sorrow

he had brought upon his father and mother was alone sufficient to warrant

the heartiest condemnation. The colonel was never tired of commenting on

the awful change in the mother's appearance and the blight upon John

Swinton, who went about like a condemned man, evading his friends, and

scarcely daring to look his parishioners in the face.

There had been talk of a memorial service in the parish church, but

nothing came of it. Its abandonment was looked upon as a tacit

recognition of a painful situation, which would only be augmented by a

public parade of sorrow.

Ormsby treated Dora with the greatest consideration. No lover could have

been more sympathetic--not a word about Dick Swinton or the seven

thousand dollars. He laid himself out to please, and self-confidence made

him almost gay--if gaiety could ever be associated with a man so somber

and proud. The colonel persisted in throwing his daughter and the banker

together in a most marked fashion, and Ormsby was at much pains to ignore

the father's blundering diplomacy.

As a result of his skilled tactics, Dora had ceased to shrink away from

him--because she no longer feared that he would make love to her. She

laughed at her father's insinuations, because it was easier to laugh than

to go away and cry. She put a brave face on things--for Dick's sake. She

did not want it to be thought that he had spread around more ruin and

misery than already stood to his credit at the rectory. Pride played its

part. She supposed Ormsby understood that the idea of his being a lover

was absurd. In this, she was rudely awakened one evening after the banker

had dined at the house.

The colonel pleaded letters to write, and begged Dora to play a little

and entertain their guest.

"Ormsby loves a cigarette over the fire, Dora, and he's fond of music. I

shall be able to hear you up in the study."

Ormsby added his entreaties, and the colonel left them alone.

Dora was in a black evening-gown. It heightened the pallor of her skin,

and made her look extremely slender and tall. Ormsby, whose clothes

always fitted him like a uniform, looked his best in evening dress, with

his black hair and dark eyes. His haughty bearing and stern, handsome

features went well with the severe lines of his conventional attire. The

colonel paused at the door before going out, and looked at the two on

whom his hopes were now centred--Ormsby standing on the hearth-rug,

straight as a dart, and Dora offering him the cigarette-box with a

natural, sweet grace that was instinctive with her. He nodded in approval

as he looked. Dora was an unfailing joy to him. She pleased his eye as

she might have pleased a lover. He was proud of her, too, of her

fearlessness, her tact, her womanliness, and, above all, her air of

breeding. She certainly looked charming to-night, a fitting chatelaine

for the noblest mansion.

As the colonel remained in the doorway, still staring, Dora turned her

head with a smile.

"What are you looking at, father?"

"I was only thinking," said the colonel bluntly, "what a magnificent pair

you two would make if you would only bring your minds to join forces,

instead of always fencing and standing on ceremony like two proud

peacocks."

"My mind requires no making up, colonel," responded Ormsby quickly, with

an appealing, almost humble glance at Dora.

"Father, what nonsense you talk!" cried she, changing color and trembling

so much that the cigarettes spilled upon the floor.

The colonel shut the door without further comment, and left them alone.

"How stupid of me," murmured Dora, seeking to cover her confusion by

picking up the cigarettes.

"I shall not allow you," he murmured, seizing her arm in a strong grip,

gently but firmly, and raising her. "I am ever at your service. You know

that."

"Let go my arm, please."

"May I not take the other one as well, and look into your eyes, and ask

you the question which has been in my mind for days?"

"It is useless, Mr. Ormsby. Let me go."

"No," he cried, coming quite close and surveying her with a glance so

intense that she shrank away frightened. "I will not let you go. You are

mine--mine! I mean to keep you forever. I'll shadow you till you die. You

shall never cast me off. No other man shall ever approach you as near as

I. I will not let him. I would kill him."

"You are talking nonsense, Mr. Ormsby, and you are hurting my arm."

"To prevent your escaping, I shall encircle you with bands of steel," and

he put his arm around her quickly, and held her to him.

"I beg that you will behave decently and sensibly," she cried, with a

sob. "I've given you to understand before that this sort of thing is

repugnant to me. Let me go."

She struck him on the breast with the flat of her hand, and thrust

herself away, compelling him to release her. Her anger spent itself in

tears, and she hurried across to the piano stool, where she dropped down,

feeling more helpless and hopeless than ever in her life before. Her

father had given Ormsby the direct hint; and he had proposed again. She

could not blame him for that. She could not deny that he was masterful,

and handsome, and convincing. There was no escape; and the absurdity of

sweeping out of the room in indignation was obvious. He was their guest,

and would be their guest as long as her father chose.

The ardent lover held himself in check with wonderful self-possession. He

drew forward an armchair, and, dropping into it, picked up the cigarettes

from the floor, lighted one and settled himself callously to smoke,

taking no further notice of her tears. It was better than offering

sympathy that would be scorned. It was exactly the right thing at the

moment, and Dora saw the wisdom of it and respected him. It lessened her

fear; but she cried quietly for a little while; then, drying her tears,

she fingered the music on the top of the grand piano, idly.

"I'm afraid you think me a very hysterical and stupid person, Mr.

Ormsby?" she said at last, growing weary of the strained silence and his

indifferent nonchalance. "I don't usually cry like this, and make scenes,

and behave like a schoolgirl."

"I'm making headway," was Ormsby's thought, "or she wouldn't take the

trouble to excuse herself."

"I think you are the most sensible girl I ever met, Dora."

"You have no right to call me Dora."

"In future, I shall do just as I choose. You know your father's

wishes--you know mine. I am patient, I can wait. After to-night, you are

mine always, and forever. Some day, you will be my wife, and, instead of

sitting apart from me over there, you will be here by my side, holding my

hand."

"Never!" she cried, starting up, and emphasizing her determination by a

blow with her hand upon the music lying on the piano top.

"Ah! you feel like that now. Dora, show your sweet reasonableness by

playing to me for a little while. I promise, I shall not annoy you

further."

"I don't feel like playing. You have upset me."

"Then, sit by the fire."

He drew forward a chair of which he knew she was fond, and brought it

close to the hearth.

"Come! You used to smoke in the old days. Have a cigarette. It will help

you to forget unpleasant things. It will calm you--if you don't feel

inclined to play."

"I would rather play," she faltered.

"Whichever you please."

She settled herself at the piano, and fingered the music, irresolutely.

She had not touched the keys since Dick's death, and, if she had been

less perturbed to-night, she would not for a moment have contemplated

breaking that silence for the sake of Vivian Ormsby, but an extraordinary

helplessness had taken possession of her. There was something magnetic

about this man whom she feared, and tried to hate, something that

compelled her to act against her will and better judgment.

She chose the first piece of music at hand--a waltz, a particularly

romantic and melancholy refrain, that was soothing to the man in the

chair. He sat with his head thrown back, blowing rings of smoke into the

air and secretly congratulating himself upon his progress. In

imagination, he experienced all the intoxication of the dance, and Dora

in his arms, resting heavily upon him. In imagination, he was drawing her

closer and closer, her eyes looking into his, and her breath upon his

cheek.

He started up and faced her, watching the slender hands gliding over the

keys, as if he could keep away no longer; then, he strolled over and

stood behind her, ostensibly watching the music. She felt his presence

oppressively. He bent lower, as if to scan the notes: yet, she knew that

he could not read music. Her fingers faltered, and she looked over her

shoulder nervously.

Her eyes met his, and the playing ceased. Those glittering orbs held her

as if by a magic spell. She was rendered powerless when he put his arm

about her, and touched her lips in a kiss.

Instantly, the spell was broken. She started up, and struck him in the

face--even as Dick had done.

He only laughed--and apologized. The blow was a very slight one: and it

gave him the opportunity of seizing her wrists, and holding her captive

for a few moments, until she confessed that she was sorry. Then she fled

from the room.

"I'm getting on," he murmured, as he dropped back into the armchair, and

lighted another cigarette. "A little more boldness, a rigid

determination, a constant repetition of my assurances that she cannot

escape me, and she will surrender. They all do. It's the law of nature.

The man subdues the woman; and she surrenders at once when her strength

is gone."

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