THE DESIRE TO PAINT

Unhappy is the man, but happy the artist, to whom this desire comes.

I long to paint one woman. She has come to me but seldom, swiftly

passing from my sight, as some beautiful, unforgettable object the

traveller leaves behind him in the night. It is long ago since I saw

her.

She is lovely, far more than that; she is all-sufficing. She is a study

in black: all that she inspires is nocturnal and profound. Her eyes are

two deep pools wherein mystery vaguely coils and stirs; her glance is

phosphorescent; it is like lightning on a summer night of black velvet.

She is comparable to a great black Sun, if one could imagine a dark

star brimming over with happiness and light. She stirs within one

dreams of the moon, Night's Queen who casts spells upon her--not

the white moon, that cold bride of summer idylls, but the sinister,

intoxicating moon which hangs in the leaden vault of storm, among the

driven clouds; not the pale, peaceful moon who visits the sleep of the

pure; but the fiery moon, tom from the conquered heavens, before whom

dance the witches of Thessaly.

Upon the brow determination sits; she is ever seeking whom she may

enthrall. Her delicately curved and quivering nostrils breathe incense

from unknown lands; a haunting smile lingers on her subtle lips--lips

softer than sleep-laden poppy petals, kissed by the suns of tropic

lands.

There are women who inspire one with the desire to woo and win. She

makes me long to fall asleep at her feet, beneath her slow and steady

gaze.

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