After all, he need not have hurried. Mrs. Sylvester was out, he was
told by the butler, who proceeded to suggest, with the freedom of an
old friend, that he should make his way upstairs and find Miss Eve.
"Yes, I think I will, Phelps," he said, after a moment's hesitation,
"if she is disengaged."
"Miss Eve is in the music-room playing, I think, sir. Will you go
up?"
They found the room empty, however, though an open violin-case on
the table and a music-stand, on which leaflets of Schubert fluttered
fitfully in the light breeze that entered through the open window,
testified to its recent occupation.
While the butler left Rainham, with apologies, to make further
search, the latter stood, hat in hand, making a survey of the little
wainscoted room, which he remembered as the schoolroom. Indeed,
though the name, in deference doubtless to Eve's mature age, had
been altered, it still retained much of its former aspect. From the
little feminine trifles lying about, scraps of unfinished
crewel-work and embroidery, and the fresh flowers in the vases, he
gathered that it was still an apartment which Eve frequented. He
recognised her cage of love-birds hanging in the window; the cottage
piano with its frontal of faded silk, on which he could remember her
first painful struggles with Czerny and scales; the pictures on the
walls, many of them coloured reproductions from the Christmas
numbers of the illustrated papers; the ink-stained tablecloth on the
round table in the centre. He examined the photographs on the
mantelpiece with a smile--Charles in his wig and gown, and Mrs.
Sylvester with her pretty, faded face, gazed at each other, with a
curious likeness in their disparity, from a double frame in the
centre; the spectacled profile of the eminently respectable woman
who had superintended Miss Eve's studies held another place of
honour; and, opposite, Rainham recognised a faded photograph of
himself, taken six years before in Rome. He turned from these to the
bookshelves, which seemed to be filled with relegations from the
rest of the house--children's story-books in tarnished bright covers
and dilapidated school-books. He took down one of these latter and
examined it absently, with a half-sigh. He had it still in his hand
when the young girl fluttered in, looking very cool and fresh in her
plain, white dress with a broad sash of apple-green ribbon.
"I thought you were never coming to see us again, Philip," she said
reproachfully, as she held out her little hand to him. "What
possessed them to bring you here? It's awfully untidy."
"Phelps had an idea you were making music," he explained; "and, for
the untidiness, I suppose he remembered that I was used to it of
old."
"Yes, it's just the same. It is an untidiness of years, and it is
hopeless to cope with it. What _have_ you got there?"
He turned the book round to acquaint himself.
"Ollendorf's 'Elementary German Grammar,'" he said with a smile;
"it's an interesting work."
She made a little _moue_ expressive of disapproval.
"Ah, how nice it is to have done with all that, Philip! You can't
believe how glad I am to be 'finished'; yes, I am finished now. I
don't even have masters, and Miss Murison has gone away to Brighton
and opened a school for young gentlemen. Poor little wretches! how
sorry I am for them! Do you remember Miss Murison, Philip?"
She had sunk down into an arm-chair, and Rainham stood, his stooping
shoulders propped against the mantelpiece, smiling down at her.
"Yes, I remember Miss Murison; and so you are glad her reign has
come to an end, Eve? Well, I suppose it is natural."
She nodded her pretty head.
"Just a little, Philip. But how tired you look! Will you have some
tea? I suppose you have just come from Blackpool?"
His face darkened suddenly, and the smile for a moment died away.
"No," he said shortly, "I have been in the Park."
"Well," she remarked after a moment, "you must have some tea,
anyhow. Of course you will wait and see mamma; she has gone to the
Dollonds' 'at home,' you know. I an all alone. If you like, we will
have it in here, as we did in the old days--a regular schoolroom
tea."
"It will be charming," said Rainham, seating himself; "it will only
want the Murison to complete the illusion."
"Oh, it will do just as well without her," said Eve, laughing; "ring
the bell, please."
Rainham sat back watching her with far-away eyes, as she moved
lightly about, giving her orders with a childish imperiousness, and
setting out the little tea-table between them.
"It is delightful," he said again, when they were once more alone
and he had accepted a well-creamed cup and a waferlike _tartine_; "and
I feel as if I had turned back several years. But how is it,
by-the-bye, that you have not gone to the Dollonds'?"
She laughed up at him merrily.
"Because I have had much more important things to do. I have been
with my dressmaker. I am going to a dance to-night, and I have had a
great deal of bother over my new frock. But it is all right now, and
I shall wear it to-night; and it is perfectly sweet. Oh, you have
never seen me at a party yet, Philip."
"Never? My dear child, I have danced with you at scores."
"Oh yes, at children's parties; but never since I have grown
up--'come out,' I mean. Oh, Philip, is there anything in life so
delightful as one's first ball? I wish you would come out with us
sometimes. I should like to dance with you again now."
"Ah," he said, "my dancing days are over. I am a wallflower, Eve,
now; and my only use at balls is to fetch and carry for the
chaperons."
"Philip!" she cried reproachfully, "what a dreadful thing to say!
Besides, you used to dance so splendidly."
"Did I?" he asked; "I expect you would be less lenient now. Yes, I
will have another cup, please."
She filled it, and he took it from her in silence, wondering how he
could least obtrusively gain the knowledge of her mind he sought. He
had said to himself that if he could find her alone, it would be so
easy; just a word, an accent, would tell him how far she really
cared. But now that she was actually with him, it had become
strangely difficult. Very sadly he reflected that she had grown out
of his knowledge; away from her, she rested in his memory as a child
whom he could help. The actual presence of this young girl with the
deep eyes, in the first flush of her womanhood, corrected him; an
intolerable weight sealed his tongue, forbidding him to utter
Lightmark's name, greatly as he desired. He racked himself for
delicate circumlocutions, and it was only at last, by a gigantic
effort, when he realized that the afternoon waned, while he wasted
an unique occasion in humorous commonplace, that he broke almost
brutally into Eve's disquisitions on her various festivities to ask,
blushing like a girl, if Lightmark's picture progressed.
"I have had only a few sittings," she admitted, "and I expect they
will be the last here. Perhaps they will be continued abroad. You
know Mr. Lightmark is going to meet us in Switzerland, perhaps."
"You will like that?" suggested Rainham gravely.
She looked into her cup, beating a tattoo on the carpet with her
little foot nervously.
"Yes," she said, after a minute, "I think so."
There was nothing in her words, her tone, to colour this bare
statement of a simple fact. Only a second later, as if in a sudden
need of confidence, a resumption of her old childish habit towards
him, she raised her eyes to his, and in their clear, gray depths,
before they drooped again beneath the long lashes, he read her
secret. No words could have told him more plainly that she loved
Lightmark--that Dick had merely to speak. Their silence only lasted
a moment; but it seemed to Rainham, who had not shifted his position
or moved a muscle, that it stretched over an interminable space of
time. It was curiously intangible, and yet even then he realized
that it would remain with its least accessories in his mind one of
those trivial, indelible photographs which last a lifetime. The
smell of mignonette that spread in from the window-box through the
turquoise-blue Venetian blinds; the chattering of the love-birds;
the strains of a waltz of Waldteufel's floating up from a German
band in the street below--they ran into a single sensation that was
like the stab of cold steel. He sat staring blankly at the tattered
bookshelves, playing mechanically with his teaspoon; and presently
he became aware that the young girl was talking, was telling him the
route they should take next week, and the name of the hotel they
were going to at Basel.
"Yes," he hazarded, and "Yes," and "Yes," his smiling lips belying
the lassitude of his eyes. Actually, he looked out and beyond her,
at another Eve, to whom he now paid his adieux. It was the dainty
little figure of her childish self which he saw, with its bright,
long hair, and its confiding eyes, and its caressing little ways, in
the deepening shadows between the bookshelves--and for the last
time. It vanished like a shadow, smiling mockingly, and he knew it
would never return. In its place abode henceforth the image of this
stately maiden, comely and desirable, with the profound eyes which
lighted up--for Dick. An unaccountable sense of failure stole over
Rainham--unaccountable because he could lay his finger upon no
tangible cause of his discomfiture.