CHAPTER XLIV. A MOTHER’S YEARNING.

Pansy wrote to her mother of Colonel Falconer’s death, and in return

received some unexpected news.

Mr. Finley, after he recovered from the long spell that had followed

upon his fall and the injury to his head, had become more brutal and

morose than ever, and made life with him very hard to bear. Finally

he announced his intention of selling out all his property and going

to California to invest the proceeds in real estate. He told his

long-suffering wife that he was tired of her, and did not propose to

take her with him. She acquiesced very thankfully in this decision, and

the brute had gone away several months before, and no more had been

heard of him, much to her joy and relief, for she had long ago repented

her unfortunate second marriage.

Soon after Finley left, Willie had returned, and, to her surprise, he

had been hard at work in New York, and brought back his savings. He

was bitterly repentant for his wicked deed, and would write to his

sister and tell her how much he had suffered from remorse. Mrs. Finley

added that she was going to help her son set up business for himself,

that he might marry little Kate North, to whom he was now engaged, with

the free consent of her parents.

“Poor brother Willie! I am glad he is going to be so happy,” thought

Pansy, without a shadow of anger against the hot-headed boy; and then

she read on, and found that Alice and Nora were still at school in

Staunton. They were learning fast, and sent much love to their sister,

and grieved for the good brother-in-law who had been so generous to

them all.

“But why does she not say something about my boy, my little Pet, who,

perhaps, has some other name, now that Norman knows he is his son?”

thought Pansy impatiently; but on turning the next page she read these

words:

Judge Wylde died last week, and they say he left a pretty penny to

his family, though I don’t think Norman needs it much, he’s getting

rich so fast with his law business. He works so hard, they say,

that he has no time for any one but his child. He has given it the

name of Charley for your poor, dead father, which I think was quite

nice of him. I see the little fellow often, as the Wyldes are quite

friendly with me; also that good Mrs. Meade, who says she was quite

certain from the first that things would turn out as they have. I

haven’t seen Norman since your husband died. I don’t know how he

takes it, but I hope you and he will make it up some time, as it

can’t do Colonel Falconer--poor, dear saint--any good for you to stay

always a widow. But forgive me, dear daughter, for I know your sorrow

is too deep for me to hint at such things yet.

Pansy sat silent for a long time, brooding over those words, and her

breast heaved with many hopeless sighs.

“No one need ever think of that,” she thought mournfully. “Norman will

never forgive me for what I did. He will think always that it was for

Colonel Falconer’s money, not for pity’s sake.”

And at thought of her little child, her beautiful Charley, out of whose

love she had been tricked and cheated by her wicked stepfather, Pansy

wept most bitterly and longingly.

“Whether he ever forgives me or not, I must see my child sometimes,”

she thought; but she determined that she would spend her year of

mourning at the villa. Life was not so unhappy since Juliette had

repented her wickedness and fallen in love with her uncle’s wife. They

had become fast friends, and Juliette now prayed earnestly that the

time would come when Pansy would again be Norman’s wife.

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