CHAPTER VI.

TOM HAS A "TALK" WITH THE ADMIRAL.

"WILL _you_ tell her?" whispered Sedley to Agnes.

"Oh, no. Do _you_," she entreated.

They both looked at Charity, who was preparing the little dog's supper

of bread and milk in a saucer.

"I'll go in and see papa, and you shall speak to her," said Agnes.

Which Tom Sedley did, so much to her amazement that she set the saucer

down on the table beside her, and listened, and conversed for half an

hour; and the poodle's screams, and wild jumping and clawing at her

elbow, at last reminded her that he had been quite forgotten.

So, while its mistress was apologising earnestly to poor Bijou, and

superintending his attentions to the bread and milk, now placed upon

the floor, in came Agnes, and up got Charity, and kissed her with a

frank, beaming smile, and said,--

"I'm _excessively_ glad, Agnes. I was always _so_ fond of Thomas

Sedley; and I _wonder_ we never thought of it before."

They were all holding hands in a ring by this time.

"And what do you think Mr. Etherage will say?" inquired Tom.

"Papa! why of _course_ he will be _delighted_," said Miss Charity. "He

likes you _extremely_."

"But you know, Agnes might do so much better. She's such a treasure,

there's no one that would not be proud of her, and no one could help

falling in love with her, and the Ad---- I mean Mr. Etherage, may

think me so presumptuous; and, you know, he may think me quite too

poor."

"If you mean to say that papa would object to you because you have

only four hundred a year, you think most meanly of him. I know _I_

should not like to be connected with anybody that I thought so meanly

of, because that kind of thing I look upon as really _wicked_; and I

should be sorry to think papa was wicked. I'll go in and tell him all

that has happened this moment."

In an awful suspense, pretty Agnes and Tom Sedley, with her hand in

both his, stood side by side, looking earnestly at the double door

which separated them from this conference.

In a few minutes they heard Vane Etherage's voice raised to a pitch

of testy bluster, and then Miss Charity's rejoinder with shrill

emphasis.

"Oh! gracious goodness! he's very angry. What shall we do?" exclaimed

poor little Agnes, in wild helplessness.

"I _knew_ it--I _knew_ it--I _said_ how it would be--he can't endure

the idea, he thinks it such audacity. I knew he must, and I really

think I shall lose my reason. I could not--I _could_ not live. Oh!

Agnes, I _could_n't if he prevents it."

In came Miss Charity, very red and angry.

"He's just in one of his odd tempers. I don't mind one _word_ he says

to-night. He'll be quite different, you'll _see_, in the morning.

We'll sit up here, and have a good talk about it, till it's time for

you to go; and you'll see I'm quite right. I'm _surprised_," she

continued, with severity, "at his talking as he did to-night. I

consider it quite worldly and _wicked_! But I contented myself with

telling him that he did not think one word of what he said, and that

he _knew_ he didn't, and that he'd tell me so in the morning; and

instead of feeling it, as I thought he would, he said something

intolerably rude."

Old Etherage, about an hour later, when they were all in animated

debate, shuffled to the door, and put in his head, and looked

surprised to see Tom, who looked alarmed to see him. And the old

gentleman bid them all a glowering good night, and shortly afterwards

they heard him wheeled away to his bed-room, and were relieved.

They sat up awfully late, and the old servant, who poked into the room

oftener than he was wanted towards the close of their sitting, looked

wan and bewildered with drowsiness; and at last Charity, struck by the

ghastly resignation of his countenance, glanced at the French clock

over the chimney-piece, and ejaculated--

"Why, merciful goodness! is it possible? A quarter to one! It _can't

possibly be_. Thomas Sedley, _will_ you look at your watch, and tell

us what o'clock it really is?"

His watch corroborated the French clock.

"_If_ papa heard this! I really can't the least _conceive_ how it

happened. I did not think it could have been _eleven_. Well, it is

_undoubtedly_ the _oddest_ thing that _ever_ happened in this house!"

In the morning, between ten and eleven, when Tom Sedley appeared again

at the drawing-room windows, he learned from Charity, in her own

emphatic style of narration, what had since taken place, which was not

a great deal, but still was uncomfortably ambiguous.

She had visited her father at his breakfast in the study, and promptly

introduced the subject of Tom Sedley, and he broke into this line of

observation--

"I'd like to know what the deuce Tom Sedley means by talking of

business to girls. I'd like to know it. I say, if he has anything to

say, why doesn't he _say_ it, that's what _I_ say. Here I _am_. What

has he to _say_. I don't object to hear him, be it sense or be it

nonsense--out with it! That's my maxim; and be it sense or be it

nonsense, I won't have it at second-_hand_. That's _my_ idea."

Acting upon this, Miss Charity insisted that he ought to see Mr.

Etherage; and, with a beating heart, he knocked at the study door, and

asked an audience.

"Come in," exclaimed the resonant voice of the Admiral. And Tom Sedley

obeyed.

The Admiral extended his hand, and greeted Tom kindly, but gravely.

"Fine day, Mr. Sedley; very fine, sir. It's an odd thing, Tom Sedley,

but there's more really fine weather up here, at Hazelden, than

anywhere else in Wales. More sunshine, and a _deal_ less rain. You'd

hardly believe, for you'd fancy on this elevated ground we should

naturally have _more_ rain, but it's _less_, by several inches, than

anywhere else in Wales! And there's next to no damp--the hygrometer

tells _that_. And a curious thing, you'll have a southerly wind up

here when it's blowing from the east on the estuary. You can see it,

by Jove! Now just look out of that window; did you ever see such

sunshine as that? There's a clearness in the air up here--at the

_other_ side, if you go up, you get _mist_--but there's something

about it here that I would not change for any place in the world."

You may be sure Tom did not dispute any of these points.

"By Jove, Tom Sedley, it would be a glorious day for a sail round the

point of Penruthyn. I'd have been down with the tide, sir, this

morning if I had been as I was ten years ago; but a fellow doesn't

like to be lifted into his yacht, and the girls did not care for

sailing; so I sold her. There wasn't such a boat--take her for

everything--in the _world_--_never_!"

"The _Feather_; wasn't she, sir?" said Tom.

"The _Feather_! that she was, sir. A name pretty well known, I venture

to think. Yes, the _Feather_ was her name."

"I _have_, sir; yes, indeed, often heard her spoken of," said Tom, who

had heard one or two of the boatmen of Cardyllian mention her with a

guarded sort of commendation. I never could learn, indeed, that there

was anything very remarkable about the boat; but Tom would just then

have backed any assertion of the honest Admiral's with a loyal

alacrity, bordering, I am afraid, upon unscrupulousness.

"There are the girls going out with their trowels, going to poke among

those flowers; and certainly, I'll do them justice to say, their

garden prospers. I don't see such flowers _any_where; do you?"

"_Nowhere!_" said Tom, with enthusiasm.

"By, there they're at it--grubbing and raking. And, by-the-by, Tom,

what was that? Sit down for a minute."

Tom felt as if he was going to choke, but he sat down.

"What was that--some nonsense Charity was telling me last night?"

Thus invited, poor Sedley, with many hesitations, and wanderings, and

falterings, did get through his romantic story. And Mr. Etherage did

not look pleased by the recital; on the contrary, he carried his head

unusually high, and looked hot and minatory, but he did not explode.

He continued looking on the opposite wall, as he had done as if he

were eyeing a battle there, and he cleared his voice.

"As I understand it, sir, there's not an income to make it at all

prudent. I don't want my girls to marry; I should, in fact, miss them

very much; but if they do, there ought to be a settlement, don't you

see? there should be a settlement, for _I_ can't do so much for them

as people suppose. The property is settled, and the greater part goes

to my grand-nephew after me; and I've invested, as you know, all my

stock and money in the quarry at Llanrwyd; and if she married you, she

should live in London the greater part of the year. And I don't see

how you could get on upon what you both have; I don't, sir. And I must

say, I think you ought to have spoken to me before paying your

addresses, sir. I don't think that's unreasonable; on the contrary, I

think it _reasonable, perfectly_ so, and only right and fair. And I

must go further, sir; I must say this, I don't see, sir, without a

proper competence, what pretensions you had to address my child."

"None, sir; none in the world, Mr. Etherage. I know, sir, I've been

thinking of my presumption ever since. I betrayed myself into it, sir;

it was a kind of surprise. If I had reflected I should have come to

you, sir; but--but you have no idea, sir, how I adore her." Tom's eye

wandered after her through the window, among the flowers. "Or what it

would be to me to--to have to"----

Tom Sedley faltered, and bit his lip, and started up quickly and

looked at an engraving of old Etherage's frigate, which hung on the

study wall.

He looked at it for some time steadfastly. Never was man so affected

by the portrait of a frigate, you would have thought. Vane Etherage

saw him dry his eyes stealthily two or three times, and the old

gentleman coughed a little, and looked out of the window, and would

have got up, if he could, and stood close to it.

"It's a beautiful day, certainly; wind coming round a bit to the

south, though--south by east; that's always a squally wind with us;

and--and--I assure you I like you, Tom; upon my honour I do, Tom

Sedley--better, sir, than any young fellow I know. I think I _do_--I

am _sure_, in fact, I do. But this thing--it wouldn't do--it really

wouldn't; no, Tom Sedley, it wouldn't _do_; if you reflect you'll see

it. But, of course, you may get on in the world. Rome wasn't built in

a day."

"It's very kind of you, sir; but the time's so long, and so many

chances," said Sedley, with a sigh like a sob; "and when I go away,

sir, the sooner I die, the happier for me."

Tom turned again quickly toward the frigate--the _Vulcan_--and old

Etherage looked out of the window once more, and up at the clouds.

"Yes," said the admiral, "it will; we shall have it from south by

east. And, d'ye hear, Tom Sedley? I--I've been thinking there's no

need to make any fuss about this--this thing; just let it be as if you

had never said a word about it, do you mind, and come here just as

usual. Let us put it out of our heads; and if you find matters

improve, and still wish it, there's nothing to prevent your speaking

to me; only Agnes is perfectly free, you understand, and you are not

to make any change in your demeanour--a--or--I mean to be more with my

daughters, or anything _marked_, you understand. People begin to talk

here, you know, in the club-house, on very slight grounds!

and--and--you understand now; and there mustn't be any nonsense; and I

like you, sir--I like you, Thomas Sedley; I do--I do, indeed, sir."

And old Vane Etherage gave him a very friendly shake by the hand, and

Tom thanked him gratefully, and went away reprieved, and took a walk

with the girls, and told them, as they expressed it, _everything_; and

Vane Etherage thought it incumbent on him to soften matters a little

by asking him to dinner; and Tom accepted; and when they broke up

after tea, there was another mistake discovered about the hour, and

Miss Charity most emphatically announced that it was _perfectly

unaccountable_, and must _never_ occur again; and I hope, for the sake

of the venerable man who sat up, resigned and affronted, to secure the

hall-door and put out the lamps after the party had broken up, that

these irregular hours were kept no more at Hazelden.

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