By Elisabeth Sanxay Holding

Mrs. Russell sat on the veranda, waiting for her son. A handsome and

dignified woman she was, and a very calm one, but her calmness did not

suggest patience.

On the contrary, she looked like one of those persons who wait until

exactly the right moment, and then proceed to do whatever is exactly the

right thing to be done, leaving late or careless persons to their

well-deserved fate. Half past six was the dinner hour; at half past six

she would go into the dining room, and if her son were not home--

He always was home, though. For twenty-three years he had been trained

in punctuality, neatness, and economy, and his mother was satisfied with

the result. She turned her eyes toward the west, where the sun was

preparing to leave, gathering together his gorgeous, filmy raiment.

She was not looking at, or thinking of, any sunset, however, but looked

in that direction because the railway station lay there, and she had

heard a train whistle. It was not Geordie’s regular train, but once in

awhile he came a little earlier; and, though Mrs. Russell was too

reasonable to expect such a thing, she hoped he was coming now.

It was nice to have an extra half hour with her boy; nice to walk about

the lawn with him, to talk to him, to listen to him, even just to look

at him, as long as he didn’t catch her at it.

No; he wasn’t coming early to-night. The long tree lined street was

empty, except for a woman who had just crossed the road. She was an odd

figure; even the judicial Mrs. Russell had to smile a little at her

frantic progress. A flower crowned hat had slipped far to the back of

her head, a gray dust coat, unbuttoned, flew out behind her.

She walked bent by the weight of two heavy bags, pressing forward in

haste, as if struggling against a mighty wind. She came nearer, and

through the branches of a tree a shaft from the setting sun fell upon

her wild fair hair.

“But--goodness gracious!” said Mrs. Russell, half aloud. “But--no!

Nonsense! It can’t be!”

For there had been somebody else, with wild fair hair like that, shining

not gold, but silver when the sun lay on it; somebody else slight and

tall, and always in a desperate hurry. That was years and years ago.

She got up and came to the edge of the veranda, a queer flutter in her

heart. Could there be any one else with quite that air--distinguished,

and yet a little ridiculous, and somehow so touching?

“_Louie!_” she said, incredulously.

Down went the bags on the pavement. The newcomer stood where she was for

an instant, then, headlong, rushed through the gate, up the steps, and

clasped Mrs. Russell in her arms so violently that the flower crowned

hat fell off and rolled down the steps. It lay on the gravel walk like a

poor dry little flowerpot.

“Oh, Bella!” she cried. “Oh, Bella! Oh, Bella!”

“There--” said Mrs. Russell. “Sit down, my dear! Try to control

yourself!”

As a matter of fact, she was crying herself, in a quiet, dignified sort

of way. But, by the time she had gone down the steps and fetched her

sister’s lively hat, she had put an end to all such nonsense, and was

quite calm again.

“I’m _very_ happy to see you, Louie--” she began, but the other

interrupted her.

“After all these years!” she cried, with a sob. “It doesn’t seem

possible, does it, Bella? We were young then, Bella. Oh, think of that!

Young, Bella--”

“I shan’t think of any such thing,” said Mrs. Russell, tartly. “Do stop

crying, Louie, please, and tell me something about yourself.”

“It isn’t me yet, Bella; not the poor, silly forty-five-year-old me.

It’s the other Louie, with her hair down her back, sitting here with the

old Bella in that plaid dress. Do you remember that plaid gingham,

Bella, that mother made for you? With the bias--”

“No!” Mrs. Russell replied. “I do not. I don’t want to, either. What I

want to hear is something about yourself, Louie--something sensible and

intelligible.”

“I remember you, Bella, so well--sitting at the piano, with a great

black braid over your shoulder, playing that ‘Marche Aux Flambeaux,’ and

poor father keeping time with his pipe. And that duet, Bella! You and

I--the Grande Fantasia for Les Huguenots--” She giggled through her

tears, and that giggle was more than Mrs. Russell could bear. It made

the plaid dress and the duet and a hundred heartbreaking, dusty,

forgotten things rise up before her.

“Louie!” she said. “I’m ashamed of you! When two sisters haven’t met

for--”

“For two lifetimes!” said the incorrigible Louie. “I don’t care, Bella!

The old things are the best.”

“What,” interrupted Mrs. Russell, sternly, “have you been doing all

these years, Louie? Why didn’t you ever write to me?”

“I never had time, Bella. I’ve been too busy, failing. I’ve failed at

everything, Bella, everything! I gave my recital--and you must have read

how quickly and thoroughly I failed there. Then I tried giving music

lessons, but I was always late, or I forgot to come at all, or I’d feel

not in the mood for teaching. Then I studied filing and indexing, and

oh, Bella, you should have seen the awful things I did! You know I never

was exactly methodical! Then I learned typing. I was a little frightened

then, Bella. I really tried, at that. But, you see, I wasn’t young any

more then, and not good at the work. That failed, too. Then I tried to

peddle things--scented soap, from door to door.”

“Louie! I--I’m very sorry, my dear!”

“Well, you needn’t be!” said her sister, drying her eyes. “It’s been

very wonderful--sometimes, Bella. I’ve been happy most of the

time--because, you see, I never minded failing.”

“Are you--” Mrs. Russell began, with no little embarrassment. “Are

you--in difficulties now, Louie?”

“I haven’t a penny in the world, Bella. You remember that fable of La

Fontaine’s we used to recite in school? _‘La Cigale et La Fourmis’?_

(The Grasshopper and the Ant.) I’m Miss Cigale, Bella, and you’re Mrs.

Fourmis. I’m the poor, silly grasshopper who danced the summer away--and

here I am, Bella. It’s winter--for me--and I want to rest, here with

you, until the summer comes back.”

“Oh, don’t be so--‘highfalutin’’!” cried Mrs. Russell, stung by emotion

into using a long-forgotten word. “Try to talk sensibly, Louie.”

This was all so typical of her sister; all her memories of Louisa were

made up of these queer little storms, these showers of tears, these

rainbow smiles.

“Always so upsetting!” she thought, half angry. Yet there never had been

any one dear to her in the way Louisa was.

“Come upstairs,” she said, firmly, “and get ready for dinner, and

then--Oh! There’s Geordie!”

“Oh, Bella! Your son!”

“Louie, listen to me! You must not be--silly about Geordie. He won’t

understand it, and he won’t like it. Do, for goodness’ sake, pull

yourself together!”

But Louie couldn’t. She tried; she sat up very straight in her chair,

and smiled, but Mrs. Russell was not satisfied. She wished that she had

had time to put Louie in order before the boy saw her. He was so

fastidious; what would he think of this unexpected aunt, with her wild,

fair hair, her blue eyes swimming in tears, her trembling smile?

“She looks worn,” thought Mrs. Russell, “but not--well, somehow, not

grown up!”

Geordie had come up the steps now; a good-looking young fellow, and

somehow touching, with his sulky mouth and his sulky blue eyes.

“Louisa!” said Mrs. Russell, in a threatening voice. “This is my son,

George. Geordie, your Aunt Louisa!”

Poor Louisa said nothing at all, for fear of bursting into tears, but

Geordie could be trusted to behave with decorum. He said something about

this being an unexpected pleasure; said it punctiliously. But Mrs.

Russell knew at once, by the tone of his voice, that he didn’t like this

aunt. She saw him cast a quick glance at her lamentable untidiness.

“Are those your bags, out in the street?” he inquired. “Shan’t I get

them?”

“Oh, no!” cried Louie. “Please don’t bother! I’ll get them!” And she

made a sort of rush forward, which Mrs. Russell checked.

“Louie!” she said, sternly, and after Geordie had gone down the steps:

“Louie! You must have more dignity!”

The collected stories of Elisabeth Sanxay Holding from Munsey's Magazine, 1920-1928 · 第 288 / 357 题