III

It was the first time Dr. Joe had ever been alone with a child. Of

course he had visited innumerable sick children, and had been very

popular with them, but he was ashamed now to remember the sort of things

he had said to other children of Frankie’s age.

“Talked about bunnies and pussy cats!” he thought. “Must have made a

regular idiot of myself. This child’s exceptional, though.”

That comforted him. He was convinced by this time that there was not and

never had been another child like Frankie. He couldn’t have explained

this, and he wouldn’t have tried.

He firmly believed that he was a notable judge of human nature. He often

said that he could read a character at a glance; but, as a matter of

fact, what he really felt was usually a sudden and vehement prejudice,

and it was a prejudice he felt now, in favor of Frankie. He had talked

to him--“drawn him out,” as Katie had suggested, and he found the child

not only intelligent, but an independent, clear-sighted, honest, sturdy

little spirit.

“We’ll go home now,” said Dr. Joe. “We’ll step on the gas, too. It’s

going to rain.”

He looked up at the sky. The brightness of the autumn day had vanished

long ago, and the clouds were driving up fast before a steady, bleak

wind. He tucked the rug carefully about Frankie. A very little fellow he

was, after all, for all his cleverness--a queer little fellow.

“Mustn’t let him get chilled,” he thought.

With that in view, he drove at breakneck speed along the roads that lay

white before him in the stormy dusk, past houses where warm little

lights were beginning to gleam in the windows. It was the hour of

home-coming--and it suddenly occurred to Dr. Joe that he and Frankie

hadn’t much to go home to. Frankie had only a nurse waiting for him, and

the doctor had only Mrs. MacAdams.

“Nonsense!” said Dr. Joe to himself.

The storm couldn’t be dismissed as nonsense, however. Before they were

halfway home it came upon them, a fierce downpour, drumming on the

leather top of the car, dashing against the wind shield, crushing down

into the mud the last valiant green things by the wayside. The

headlights shone mistily into a world all darkness and confusion.

It was no new thing to Dr. Joe. It was simply a storm, and he was

accustomed to being out in all weathers; but Frankie was of an age when

one is, unfortunately, only too carefully protected from the elements,

and he was thrilled. He wriggled joyously under the rug.

“The grand time I’m havin’!” he said.

Dr. Joe smiled to himself at the touch of brogue--picked up from the

boy’s nurse, no doubt; but he had to keep his mind on his driving.

There were many turns in the road, and the mud was slippery. He was glad

when at last he turned into his own driveway. He hustled Frankie out of

the car and up the steps, burst open the front door, and entered his own

hall.

And there was a girl.

Now, if Dr. Joe had been the sort of man to be overcome by the sight of

a pretty face, he would never have been a bachelor at thirty-three; but

he wasn’t that sort of man, and it was not the prettiness of this girl

that made so great an impression upon him. It was the look on her face.

He had never seen quite that look on a woman’s face before, that magical

and beautiful look of welcome. She came hurrying down the hall, and her

step was eager, her eyes were shining. She was smiling and holding out

her hands; and Dr. Joe felt that he had, for the first time since he

could remember, really come home. He didn’t know or care who she was, or

how she had got there, but only that she seemed somehow familiar and

dear, and he was happy because he found her here.

He would have taken her outstretched hands--but the boy was ahead of

him. Frankie ran up to the girl.

“Hello, Molly!” he said casually.

Dr. Joe saw then that the smile and the welcome and all the magic had

been for Frankie, not for him. The girl turned to him, and she was a

different girl--a polite, composed young creature.

“I’ve come to take Frankie home,” she said. “Thank you very much,

doctor.”

For a moment he was too disappointed, too dejected, to answer. He was

only a doctor; people were glad to see him only because they thought he

could make them well. Nobody had ever looked at him as Molly looked at

Frankie, and nobody ever would. What was there waiting for _him_ when he

got home? A lot of patients who wouldn’t give him time to eat his meals,

and Mrs. MacAdams. His house was dark and dusty and cheerless, and the

aroma of that stew still lingered in the air.

“Don’t mention it!” he said gloomily.

She waited a moment, holding Frankie by the hand. If he had looked at

her, he would have recognized her expression, for it was the expression

worn by mothers, aunts, and all female relatives of young children, and

it meant that she was waiting to hear what a unique and wonderful child

Frankie was; but Dr. Joe was lost in his unusually dismal thoughts. He

was roused from them only by the sound of her voice.

“Well, thank you again!” she said. “Come, Frankie! We’ll have to hurry.”

Then he remembered what the weather was.

“No!” he said. “You can’t go out in this storm. No--I’ll take you home

in my car.”

Perhaps, on Frankie’s account, the girl would have accepted this offer,

but just at this moment the dining room door opened and Mrs. MacAdams

appeared.

“Your dinner is on the table, doctor,” she said, in a severe and deeply

wounded tone.

“In a minute,” said Dr. Joe. “I’m going out first.”

“Oh, no!” cried the girl. “No, please! No, we really won’t let you!

We’ll sit here till the rain lets up. I have an umbrella. Please,

doctor, don’t keep your dinner waiting!”

“I don’t care about my dinner,” said Dr. Joe.

Mrs. MacAdams coughed.

“Doctor,” said the girl, “if you let your dinner get cold, after you’ve

been so good to Frankie, I’ll never forgive myself!”

He couldn’t help smiling at her tremendous earnestness, yet it pleased

him. He looked down at her and she looked up at him, and he was still

more pleased. Hers was the sort of prettiness that he liked best of

all--not the fragile, exquisite, rather alarming kind, but the simple,

honest, gentle sort--the home sort.

She was little and slender, but she looked strong. She had blue eyes,

and they were beautifully kind; she had black hair that curled, and a

mouth that was generous and firm. What is more, Dr. Joe remembered the

look she had given Frankie when he came in. He knew what she was capable

of; he thought she was a wonderful girl.

“See here!” he said. “Stay and have a bite with me--you and Frankie--and

I’ll take you home afterward.”

Mrs. MacAdams coughed again. Goodness knows what meaning she intended to

convey, what warnings and reproaches, but certainly the effect was very

different from what she had wished. That cough awoke in Dr. Joe a firm

determination to ask whom he pleased, when he pleased, to his own board.

It also caused the girl to make a curious remark.

“Dr. Joe,” she said, “Frankie’s nurse, that you saw this

afternoon--she’s my grandmother.”

Now no one had ever heard Dr. Joe mention the word “democracy,” and he

never thought about it, either. If you had questioned him, he would have

told you, with considerable vigor, that he did not believe all men to be

equal. He saw human beings at all the crises of their lives, and he

knew that they weren’t equal. He saw people who were heroic in

suffering, and he admired them; he saw people who were not heroic, and

he pitied them, and that was about as far as he went in judging his

fellow creatures. As for dividing people according to their wealth, or

their social standing, or their education, that never entered his head;

so that he hadn’t the faintest notion that he was being tested, or that

the girl was being plucky.

“I see!” he said cheerfully. “Now, then, Mrs. MacAdams! Can you scratch

up something for these two young people to eat?”

Mrs. MacAdams did not like being asked to “scratch up” anything, and she

did not like these young people.

“I shall do my best, doctor,” she promised in a rather chilly tone.

It is regrettable to be obliged to say that she didn’t keep her promise.

Even Mrs. MacAdams could have done better, had she tried.

Dr. Joe didn’t notice this, though. He was filled with delight at his

dinner party. He bustled about, pulling chairs up to the table, and

turning on more lights. His big, hearty voice was plainly audible to the

patients in the waiting room, and they wondered how he could be so

cheerful when they were not.

“Now, then!” he said.

He was sitting at the head of the table, and Miss Ryan--that was her

name--was at the foot, with Frankie between them, and the whole thing

seemed to him extraordiarily jolly. There was something on his plate,

and he was about to eat it, when he observed Miss Ryan lay her hand on

Frankie’s arm and whisper to him.

“I don’t care!” said Frankie, aloud. “I’m hungry!”

Miss Ryan’s face grew scarlet, and Dr. Joe frowned.

“Come now, my boy!” he said. “This won’t do!”

“I’m hungry!” said Frankie, with something like a sob. “Bread an’ butter

isn’t enough!”

“But hasn’t he got--what _has_ he got, anyhow?” inquired Dr. Joe,

puzzled.

“I don’t know,” said Miss Ryan; “but--I’d rather he didn’t eat it.”

She was terribly distressed, but she was resolute.

“It is cold sliced pot roast,” said Mrs. MacAdams, in an awful voice.

A painful silence ensued.

“I’m hungry, Molly!” cried Frankie at last, in a most mutinous voice. “I

don’t care what it is! I’m--”

“Frankie!” said she. “You shan’t eat it, and that’s all there is to it.”

She took away the child’s plate. “I’m sorry,” she explained to Dr. Joe,

in an unsteady voice, “but we have to be very careful about what he

eats; and all that fat--”

“See here, Mrs. MacAdams!” said Dr. Joe entreatingly. “Can’t you rake up

something for the child--milk--oatmeal--something of the sort?”

“Doctor,” said Mrs. MacAdams, “I can neither rake up nor scratch up

anything else. This is the dinner I had prepared--for you. I was not

informed that there would be”--she paused--“a party of guests.”

Then Dr. Joe had a bright idea--the sort of idea that would never have

occurred to any one else.

“Tell you what!” he said. “Poor kid’s hungry. You know what suits him.

Perhaps you could find something if you looked around in the kitchen,

Miss Ryan, eh?”

He didn’t realize what he had done, but Miss Ryan did. She looked at

Mrs. MacAdams with the nicest, most friendly sort of smile, but she got

from that lady a look that roused all her native spirit.

“All right!” she said. “Thank you, Dr. Joe--I will!”

And she rose and went into the kitchen. Mrs. MacAdams did not follow,

nor did she make an offer to help Miss Ryan. Perhaps she felt that this

girl was one who did not require much help; perhaps she had other

reasons. Anyhow, she stood there in the dining room, perfectly silent.

Frankie was silent, too, and very sulky. Dr. Joe was silent, and no

longer happy. His dinner party was not successful.

He wondered. He wondered why he had so many dishes made from roasts, and

so seldom the roasts themselves. He wondered why the tablecloth was

neither dirtier nor cleaner. If it was never changed, it would certainly

have been worse than it was. It must, therefore, be clean sometimes; but

he couldn’t remember having ever seen it so.

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