VII

They set off together across the fields. Stafford was burdened with a

tremendous sack, which he did not know how to carry properly. Jacqueline

could have given him good advice, for she had had five years’ experience

of girls’ camps; but she tactfully refrained.

Whenever they came to an unusually rough bit of the trail, Stafford took

her arm, to render her assistance, which she did not in the least

require; but she accepted it with polite gratitude. There was absolutely

nothing of the pal in Stafford. He would only have thought the less of

her for knowing how to carry heavy sacks, and for being able to look out

for herself.

A canoe was waiting for them at the head of a lake. As a matter of

course Jacqueline took up the second paddle, but Stafford earnestly

entreated her to put it down. He paddled in a very amateurish fashion,

and she could have done much better; but she held her tongue, and

listened to Stafford while he reassured her about Barty.

Barty’s foot had not been badly injured in the first place, and it was

now almost healed.

“He’s walking about,” said Stafford. “He could just as well have come

to-day, but I thought I’d like to try it alone.”

The shores of the lake, where trees and bushes grew, were densely black,

but in the center of the lake there was a dim reflection of the

moonlight, though the moon itself was not yet visible. It was very

still. The woods were all alive with bird, beast, and insect, and the

water beneath the canoe was teeming with life, but no sound reached

their human ears but the dip of the paddle. Stafford’s voice broke the

stillness.

“There used to be Indians here,” he said.

A singularly inept remark for a man of his intelligence, yet in

Jacqueline’s mind it conjured up the most vivid images. She turned her

eyes toward the dark woods.

The naked, copper-colored figures which had passed by there, silent as

the beasts themselves, the other canoes which had sped through these

waters; and after them their enemy, the paleface--an enemy inferior in

strength and endurance, ignorant of the forest ways, utterly alien here,

and yet, because of the invincible spirit in him, always conquering.

Indian and pioneer, warriors, hunters, killers--and behind them the

faithful, patient shadow of the burden bearer, the woman. Squaw woman

and white woman, carrying babies in their arms or on their backs, their

own God-given burdens; and always with other burdens, too--the homely

implements of daily life laid upon the shoulders of women, so that the

hands of the men might be free for their weapons.

It had to be so. Only by the strong arm of her man could the woman and

her child live; but all that was over and done with. Where civilization

was established, woman was the friend and equal of man.

Jacqueline moved a little, uneasy and resentful at the thoughts that

came to her. Those half legendary loves that were the glory of the

civilized world, those names which had, after hundreds of years, still

the power to stir the heart--_Romeo_ and _Juliet_, Hero and Leander,

_Paul_ and _Virginia_--magic names of imperishable glamour and beauty!

All good pals, weren’t they? All the women for whom men had ventured

sublime and terrible things, the women who had inspired the heroic

undertakings of history and romance, the women for whom men had gladly

died--all good pals, weren’t they?

A pal? The nearest approach to a pal was the Indian squaw. She had

shared her man’s life, she had been his indispensable helper, and the

humble, unconsidered bearer of his burdens. The whole idea was a turning

back, a renunciation of something lofty and beautiful for something

commonplace and inferior. Barty had wanted to be a lover, and she made

him a comrade. He had asked for bread, and she had given him a stone. He

had longed for the high romance and glory of life, and she had said they

couldn’t afford it. She had tried to keep his money in his pockets for

him. She had kept his spirit pinned to the earth.

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