II

Sheila Robinson, the nervous wreck, lay on a couch in her boudoir, and

from time to time she wept. She was a handsome woman, a fine woman,

tall, regally formed, with long, languid blue eyes and a superb crown of

red hair. She was not unaware of her natural advantages, yet compliments

almost always made her weep.

“If you could have seen me before I married Lucian Robinson!” was what

she usually said.

She had just said this now, to Miss La Chêne, and Miss La Chêne had

answered instantly:

“Oh, any one could _see_ how much you’ve suffered!”

Considering the age and inexperience of the girl, this reply showed

talent; but what had the poor little thing, only eighteen and all alone

in the world, to depend upon except her own native wit? She had made a

determined effort to please Sheila Robinson, and she had succeeded at

the very first interview. Mrs. Robinson had been much gratified by her

wide-eyed interest and fervent sympathy.

For a whole week Miss La Chêne had not failed once. She had been

earnestly attentive, obliging, polite, and amusing. She had been,

without complaint, a servant in the morning, a dear and intimate friend

in the afternoon, and completely forgotten in the evening. Everything

had gone very nicely indeed.

But a week of calm was about as much as Mrs. Robinson’s nerves could

endure. Her husband was away on a business trip, and his daily letters

upset her horribly. She could, she assured Miss La Chêne, read between

the lines. She was wonderfully clever about this, though she modestly

said that it was all intuition.

For instance, if a letter was dated the 12th, this remarkable woman knew

at once that it had really been written on the 5th, and given to some

complaisant friend to mail. If Lucian said that business was bad, it was

because he wished to lavish his money elsewhere. If he said that

business was good, it was because he was disgracefully happy.

Altogether Mrs. Robinson was so barbarously ill-used and deceived by her

husband that she no longer cared what happened to her. The hotel suite

which she occupied became the scene of a lamentable martyrdom. She

trifled with her life. When she lay in bed, she observed to Miss La

Chêne that the doctor had positively ordered her to go out and divert

her mind. When she passed a hectic day away from home, she would

frequently remind Miss La Chêne, with a brave, scornful smile, that the

doctor had forbidden any excitement. Every meal, every cup of coffee,

every cigarette, was a reckless defiance of the doctor’s orders; but, as

she said, what did it all matter? Perhaps it would be better if she were

dead, and the heartless Lucian free to marry again.

“If I should _not be here_ when he comes back,” she said to Miss La

Chêne, in a low, thrilling voice, “tell him that I forgive--everything!”

Nevertheless, it seemed that she wished to know definitely what there

was to be forgiven, for on this particular morning she said she had a

“strange, psychic feeling that something was wrong,” and she desired to

verify the suspicion. She read her husband’s letter over and over.

“My dear!” she said, with dangerous calmness. “He says he is at a hotel

in Washington, but I do not believe him! Something tells me he is not in

Washington at all!”

Miss La Chêne looked appalled.

“Please,” Mrs. Robinson went on, “get the hotel on the long distance for

me, my dear. I must know!”

This the willing companion did. Mrs. Robinson took up the receiver and

requested to speak to Mr. Robinson. There was a pause. Then a pleasant

feminine voice answered her:

“Mr. Robinson is out, but this is Mrs. Robinson speaking. May I--”

It was terrible! In vain did Miss La Chêne point out that Robinson was

not a very unusual name, and that there might well be a Mrs. Robinson in

that hotel totally unknown to Mr. Lucian Robinson.

“Don’t go on!” cried Mrs. Robinson. “I knew it--I knew it all the time!

My heart told me!”

She began at once to prepare for her departure. In every crisis she was

wont to fly to some one who could “understand,” and it was now the turn

of her sister, Mrs. Milner, to perform this office for her. She was

going away. She cared not where she went, in her anguish, but she

thought that Miss La Chêne might as well buy her a ticket for Greenwich

and look up a train and order a taxi.

“I must go at once,” she said, “while I have the strength. My dear, do I

look too terrible?”

“Well,” replied Miss La Chêne, “of course, any one could see how much

you were suffering.”

Mrs. Robinson cast a glance at the mirror. With her handsome face pale

with grief and Rachel powder, her eyes somber with pain and mascara, her

regal form dressed all in black, she did indeed look tragic.

“What does it all matter?” she demanded. “You’ll stay here and look

after the packing, won’t you, my dear? And my jewels--” This was too

much for her. “My jewels!” she said wildly. “Almost all of them were

given to me by him, in those days when he still loved me. Take them

away! Never let me see them again--never! But be sure to get a receipt

from the safe-deposit, my dearest child, and remember that the bank

closes at three o’clock.”

She gave the jewel case to Miss La Chêne and turned with a shudder,

covering her eyes with her hand.

“Take the five o’clock train, my dear,” she said. “I’ll see that you’re

met at the station. Good-by! Good-by!”

“_Au revoir!_” said Miss La Chêne, with fervor.

Directly she was left alone, Miss La Chêne, with remarkable skill and

energy, set about the business of packing. She did the job well--as,

indeed, she did almost everything she undertook.

In a way she enjoyed the task, but in another way it was unspeakably

painful. She adored handling these satin, silk, lace, chiffon, batiste,

and georgette garments of Mrs. Robinson’s, these perfumes, powders,

rouges, creams, and lotions, these hats, shoes, slippers, gloves, and

scarfs. She could thoroughly appreciate the somewhat flamboyant tastes

of the unhappy lady; but oh, how she coveted! Actually tears came into

her eyes--tears of fearful envy.

She was an honest and sturdy little soul, however, and she tried to

console herself with the reflection that, if she continued to be honest,

industrious, and virtuous, she might some day have all that Mrs.

Robinson had, and more. Even in boarding school she had known that she

was going to marry a millionaire, and now she was so situated that she

might meet one at almost any minute. Who could tell what might not

happen at the house of this sister in Greenwich?

So she did her work; and when it was done, and the trunks had gone off,

she sat down to rest for a little. It was at this minute, when her busy

little hands were idle, that temptation assailed her. She wondered what

Mrs. Robinson had in her jewel case. She discovered that the key was in

the lock. She did not see what harm it could possibly do just to look at

the jewels; and then she did not see what harm it could possibly do just

to try on a few of them.

She tucked in her blouse, so as to leave her slender neck and shoulders

bare. She took the net off her smooth, neat coiffure, and produced a

fascinating effect of wildness by a few deft touches. Cosmetics she

needed not, for her eyes were starry, her cheeks flushed with delight.

She slipped two or three rings on her fingers and a broad gold bracelet

on one childish arm. She put on a long rope of pearls, and clasped about

her throat a short necklace of emeralds.

Then she found a jeweled butterfly, the use of which she didn’t

comprehend, but she fastened it in her hair, just above her eyebrows;

and she stared and stared at her image in the mirror, enthralled by the

magical glimmer of the jewels. She was altogether the most amazingly

lovely little creature, and the man standing in the doorway behind her

was very properly overwhelmed. He never forgot that first glimpse of

Miss La Chêne.

“I--I--I--” he stammered.

She spun around, as white as a ghost. He was a slender, well dressed

man, with a thin, harassed face, pleasant brown eyes, and hair a little

gray. He was greatly embarrassed, and she was terrified; and that made

conversation difficult.

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