“Father!” cried Sappha with indignation, as she stood with flashing eyes

before him. “Father, to knock a drunken man down would be as bad as to

knock an insane man down. In both cases it would be brutal.”

“When men make themselves into brutes it is just to treat them like

brutes.”

“I never heard such nonsense! such cruel nonsense! I think Leonard did

quite right to ignore the fellow.”

“You have no business, miss, to think anything about such subjects. Go

to your mother.”

“Mother went to Nassau Street long ago.”

“I want her. Tell her to come home immediately. And I do not want you.

It is necessary for me to speak to Leonard alone.”

“Very well. I shall go for mother.” But ere she left the room she took

Leonard’s hands in hers and kissed him. There was a whispered word also,

which the judge did not hear, but the girl’s act of sympathy was

irritating enough. He drew his lips wide and tight, and as soon as

Sappha closed the door he said:

“Now, sir, what are you going to do? Gilson has been vapouring from Dan

to Beersheba about your--cowardice, and your want of patriotism; and Mr.

Ogden told me that when he instanced your frequent generous loans to the

city Gilson laughed and said you had made forty per cent. on them. ‘You

and your father,’ he added, ‘were both canny Scots, and knew cleverly

how to rub one dollar into two.’”

“Judge, my father----”

“Wait a little. Why have you not been in any of your usual resorts since

Wednesday night? It does not look right--the rascal has had a clear

field for all the scurrilous lies he chose to tell.”

“Sir, if I had known that the man was lying soberly about me, I would

surely have given him openly the name he merits. But I did not dream

that he would dare to say out of liquor what he said in liquor; for he

is a quaking coward, and as fearful as a whipped child. Others are

behind him in this bluster. Alas, my money has never brought me anything

but envy and ill-will--no matter how heartily I give it! What would you

advise me to do, sir?”

“Make the man hold his tongue.”

“How?”

The judge was silent a moment, then with a touch of scorn he answered:

“There is the law. Sue him for slander. He is said to be worth twenty

thousand dollars. Lay your damages at twenty thousand. Your friend, Mr.

Burr, will defend your case very feelingly, no doubt.”

And with some anger Leonard answered: “That course is out of the

question, sir.”

“Well, then, write a letter to the newspapers.”

“I do not propose to lend the fellow’s words so much importance.”

“Then give him his lies back generally, and particularly--give him them

back on the street, and in the guard-room, or wherever you meet him--and

make a point of meeting him, here, there, and everywhere.”

“That is what I propose to do. Then, sir, egged on by those whose cue he

is now following, he will probably challenge me. Shall I accept his

challenge?”

“I am not your conscience keeper, Leonard.”

“Put the question then, as a matter of social expediency.”

“If the social verdict is what you want, ask Achille St. Ange. He is a

good authority.”

“Once more, sir. If I lift this foolish business to the moral plane,

what do you say?”

“Zounds! Leonard, I have told you already that morally judging this

question I hold the Decalogue as a finality!” And with these words the

judge rose to his feet. It was evident he had no more to say on the

subject, and Leonard bid him “good-afternoon” and left the house. There

had been throughout the interview a want of sympathy in the judge’s

manner that insinuated suspicion, or at least uncertainty, and Leonard

was pained and offended by it. Judge Bloommaert had known him

intimately, yet he had permitted the evil tongue of a stranger to

influence his own experience. Angry tears rose unconsciously to his

eyes, and he asked himself what did it profit a man to be truthful and

generous, if any dastardly liar could smear and cancel the noblest

record? He walked up the Bowling Green with a burning heart, but Sappha

had whispered her promise to be near the statue; and he soon saw the

flutter of her white gown as she came to meet him. They entered the

enclosure and sat down on a bench facing that heroic representation of

Washington, which, made of wood, shaped and coloured to imitate the

rosiest glow of life, was the best artistic effort New York was capable

of one hundred years ago.[3] But even if Sappha and Leonard had been

conscious of its artistic defects, they cared little for them at that

hour. Their own affairs were too urgent, too perilously near to trouble

again. And though Sappha was full of sympathy and quite determined to

uphold Leonard in all he had done and was going to do, yet she at once

gave vent to her womanish fears in the essentially provoking query: “Oh,

Leonard, why did you not show yourself in the city the last three days?

You might have known people would say you were afraid of that dreadful

man.”

“Dear Sappha!” he answered, “will you, too, oblige me to explain that my

absence from my usual haunts the last three days was quite accidental;

you wanted me to go to Nassau Street with you Thursday, and your

grandmother kept us all day. You wanted me to go to the Semple house

with you Friday, and Annette and Achille kept us all day. This morning

my lawyer brought to the hotel a number of papers and accounts, and it

was noon before we had reviewed them. Then we had a meal together, and

afterwards I came to you. How could I imagine Gilson’s unmerited abuse

of me? And it seems I had no friend or acquaintance willing to take the

trouble to tell me how the man was slandering me behind my

back--everything, and every one, was against me.”

“Father told you as soon as he heard the scandal.”

“Yes, but not very kindly. There was a taste of doubt in all he said.

And he would give me no positive straight-forward advice. I feel

completely at sea as regards his wishes. I am going this evening to talk

the matter over with Achille.”

“Oh, no! Oh, no! Achille will urge you to fight the low creature. I

cannot bear that, Leonard.”

“There is not the least danger. Gilson would be a child in my hands.”

“You never know. Accidents happen--you must be out of practice, and

then, it cannot be right. I don’t believe you are afraid--I am sure you

are not--but I do not want you to fight. I am afraid--I am a mortal

coward about you. You must not accept a challenge, if he sends one. I

shall die of fear. I shall, indeed.”

“If it should become necessary to fight, I am any man’s equal. My sword

and my hands are trained to perfection. Even Achille admits my

superiority. I, personally, should not be in the least danger. In fact,

I am both with sword and pistol so much more expert than Gilson that it

would be almost cowardice, as well as cruelty, to meet him in a duel.

There could be no justice in such a trial of right or wrong--but how few

people can know this? Or knowing it, feel that it might bind me as an

honourable man to refuse the duel.”

“I pray you, Leonard, take my advice, and do not go to Achille. It would

be ‘fight, of course you must fight,’ with Achille. He would hear of

nothing else. And for my sake, Leonard, you must not fight. In the long

run, father would be angry if you did, and perhaps make it an excuse for

separating us. Leonard, promise me on your honour not to fight. If you

come to me with bloody hands I will not take them. And if you let out

life with either sword or pistol your hand will be forevermore bloody.

No water will cleanse it, no good woman will touch it, no saint in

heaven clasp it--better cut it off, and cast it from you, than stain it

for all eternity.” She was quivering with feeling, her eyes were full of

tears, and her voice had those tones of tender authority which subjugate

as well as persuade.

“My dear darling little preacher,” Leonard answered, “I promise you

these hands shall never do anything to make them unworthy to clasp

yours.” And he took her hand, pressed it firmly between his own, and

kissed his promise upon it. Then she rose smiling; they walked together

to madame’s house, and at the gate they parted.

But though somewhat comforted, Leonard did not feel as if the way before

him had been either cleared or lightened; in fact, his promise to Sappha

had in some measure closed the only apparent exit out of the dilemma. At

the moment of promising he had been carried away by his love, and had

not thought of contingencies; but as soon as he was alone “the tangle”

became more and more of a tangle; and unfortunately it was Saturday

evening; the streets were quiet, business nearly over for the week, men

generally either at home with their families, or enjoying in their

company the sail up the river or the concert on the Battery.

Not knowing what to do, or where to go, he did nothing, and went nowhere

but to his rooms in the City Hotel. He was determined to make no false

step. Hurry in this matter might have calamitous consequences. Out of

just such false, wicked words lifelong tragedies had often come. And

there was Sappha--he must consider Sappha before himself.

The next day being Sabbath, he went to the Garden Street Church in the

morning and to Trinity Church in the afternoon. In both houses he met

acquaintances, whose recognition of him appeared to be cooler and more

constrained than usual. But then he knew that he was suspicious, and the

change was probably only an imaginary one. When he left Trinity he

walked northward to the Semple house, and on the way met at least two

painful incidents, which were not imagination: When opposite the City

Hall Park he saw Doctor Stevens and his wife approaching him, and as

soon as they perceived Leonard they crossed Broadway and entered the

park. And as this movement took them off the direct way to their home

Leonard was justified in believing they had made it to avoid a meeting

with him. The circumstance pained and angered him. He turned quickly

into Chambers Street, and saw Mr. Leonard Fisher coming towards him.

Now, Mr. Fisher was one of the officers of the Washington Benevolent

Society, of which society Leonard had been the most active member. On

business of relief and charity he had come constantly in contact with

Mr. Fisher, and always in a temper of friendly courtesy. He expected

nothing but a kindly greeting from him, but when he was half a block

distant Mr. Fisher crossed the street, and as Leonard passed he kept

his eyes stubbornly set on some object in front of him.

Burning with a sense of wrong and injustice, Leonard hastened forward

and threw himself upon Achille’s friendship. Here he was not

disappointed. Achille entered into his feelings and espoused his cause

with complete understanding and ardent sympathy. He acknowledged Francis

de Mille had said something of the slander to him on the previous day,

but that he had laughed away the words as utterly preposterous, and De

Mille had let the subject drop. “But,” he added, “it can be dropped no

longer. Judge Bloommaert is right. The rascal has had a clear field too

long--now, he must be made to acknowledge his lies, as lies; and then

hold his tongue about your affairs forever.”

“What is to be done, Achille?”

“There is but one way--for a man of honour. You must challenge him

immediately.”

“I suppose so--but Sappha is distressed at the idea. I fear I shall lose

her if I do. And the judge is against the practice.”

“Those questions come afterwards. Women know not their own minds. If you

fail to punish this ill-tongued fellow, Sappha, in her heart, will

despise you--and the judge also. Take my word for that--so will all

honourable men. You remember that affair in New Orleans? Duplicate it.”

This last remark seemed to give a sudden light and hope to Leonard. He

smiled and said cheerfully: “That would be sufficient; thank you,

Achille. Now then, where am I most likely to meet Gilson? Do you know

his haunts or the places he most frequents?”

“We can easily find them out. Our host of the City Hotel will doubtless

be able to give us information. Look here, Leonard, I have the plan!”

and he took paper and pencil from his pocket, and the two bent over it

in consultation for about half an hour. Then Annette joined them, and

they went to the dinner table, and afterwards Achille told Annette the

dilemma into which Leonard had fallen. He said nothing of a duel,

however; neither did Annette, a circumstance which would have convinced

any woman that she anticipated that result, and was carefully pondering

it. That Leonard stayed with them all night, and that Achille went out

with him early in the morning, was to her substantial confirmation of

her suspicions.

Privately, she was very angry. Why should her husband relate himself and

his spotless honour with a man whose character had been so shamefully

defamed? It was in Annette’s eyes a piece of Quixotic imprudence. She

thought Achille ought to have remembered that he had a wife and

daughter, and that, at least, her approval should have been asked. She

said to herself that it was not unlikely there was some truth in all Mr.

Gilson had asserted. Men so available as Leonard Murray were likely to

be womanish; and he was always dangling after Sappha Bloommaert. Gilson

had been talking for three days. It was strange, indeed, that Leonard

had not stopped such imputations at once. “I don’t believe he was

ignorant of them,” she said, and in her passion she uttered the words

aloud: “He knew all about Gilson’s abuse, but he thought the man would

grow weary, or go away, or that Achille or some of his friends, would

lift the quarrel for him. And when none of these conveniences have come,

then he has sought out my husband. Oh, yes! he knew Achille was always

ready for a fight--it is a shame! I am not going to permit it; Leonard

Murray must conduct his own quarrels.”

To such thoughts she nursed her surmised wrongs all day; and as Achille

did not return home until very late she had become hysterical under the

pressure of their certainty. Nor did her husband’s evasive carelessness

allay her anxiety; she was not consoled by his smiles, nor by the light

kiss with which he advised her “to sleep and forget her imaginary

fears.” This course was not possible to Annette; she lay awake

considering and planning until the dawn. Then, when she ought to have

been on the alert, she fell into the dead sleep of utter mental and

physical weariness.

In this interval Achille arose, dressed with some care, and calling

Annette’s maid, left with her his “remembrances for madame, and the

assurance that he would be home for dinner.” Annette did not believe the

message. She asked for the hour, and decided there was yet a possibility

of finding her uncle Bloommaert at his home. While she hastily dressed,

her carriage was prepared, and she reached the Bowling Green house just

as the judge was descending the steps. She arrested him midway. “Uncle,”

she sobbed, “I am in trouble about Achille. I want you to help me.”

“What is the matter with Achille? Have you been scolding? Has he run

away from you?”

“I cannot bear jokes this morning, uncle. I think Achille has gone to

fight a duel.”

“Nonsense!”

“Yes, I am sure he is going to fight that low creature, Horace Gilson.

You know----”

“Twofold nonsense. He has nothing to do with the man. That is Leonard

Murray’s business.”

“But Leonard came to Achille on Sunday night. He was full of shame and

anger about every one passing him without recognition; and I am sure he

must have deserved the slight, or Doctor and Mrs. Stevens and Mr. Fisher

would not have done so--on a Sunday, just coming out of church, too,

when people ought to feel friendly.”

“Come, come, Annette, this is all foolishness, and I am in no mood for

it this morning. If Leonard has been insulted, he knows how to right

himself--and that, without Achille’s help. Gilson is a low, scurrilous

creature, and I hope Leonard will give him a lesson.”

“Uncle! Uncle! You must not go away without helping me.”

“Good gracious, Annette! What am I to do? What can I do? If Achille

wishes to stand by Leonard in this matter, nothing I can say will

prevent it. And, by George, I do not intend to say anything! As for

Achille fighting Gilson, that is absurd. Leonard Murray is no special

favourite of mine, but I am sure he is a young man who can do his own

fighting, and who will let no one else do it for him. Leonard will fight

Gilson, if fighting is necessary.”

“But, uncle, you ought not to put me off in this way. I shall go to

grandmother and tell her.”

“Well, Annette, that is a dreadful threat--but you will find your

grandmother no more sympathetic, in this case, than I am.”

“_So!_ Perhaps, however, you will attend to what aunt Carlita says. Come

into the house and let us ask her.”

“I will not waste any more time, Annette; nor will I sanction you

annoying your aunt this morning. She has had one of her worst headaches

all night long, and has just fallen on sleep. Do not attempt to awaken

her. And you must say nothing unpleasant to Sappha. She is worried

already, and she has been up with her mother all night. Do have

self-control enough to keep your ridiculous fears to yourself--or if you

cannot, then go to your grandmother, or better still, go home. Home is

the proper place for foolish women, full of their own fears and

fancies.”

With these words he went down the steps, and Annette watched him

angrily. For a moment or two she considered his advice to “go to her

grandmother”; then suddenly, with a passionate motion of her head, she

lifted the knocker and let it fall several times with unmistakable

decision.

Sappha, who was busy in the back parlour, ran hastily into the hall, and

when she saw Annette advanced to meet her with a lifted finger and a

“hush!” upon her lips. “Mother has had such a bad night,” she said

softly, “and now she is sleeping. Come in here, Annette, as quietly as

possible. What is the matter? I hope Jonaca is well. Why, Annette, you

are crying!”

“Yes, and it is you who ought to be crying! Yet you appear perfectly

unconcerned.”

“But why ought I to be crying? You know mother has had these headaches

all her life. This attack is no worse than usual.”

“_Mother! Mother!_ I am not thinking of your mother! I am thinking of

Leonard Murray.”

“Is anything wrong with Leonard?”

“I do not know what you call wrong. The whole city considers him

shamefully wrong! No one will speak to him! He is disgraced beyond

everything! I am ashamed, I am burning with anger, to think that he

might have been through you connected with my family--I mean the De

Vries family. And I am distracted about Achille. He came to Achille on

Sunday night--”

“Who came to Achille?”

“Leonard Murray, of course. And he almost cried about the way people

had insulted him--coming out of church, too. And, I suppose, indeed, I

am sure, that Achille promised to help him, and stand by him, and fight

that man Gilson for him----”

“Stop, Annette! You are not speaking the truth now. You are, at least,

under a false impression. If Gilson is to be fought, Leonard will fight

him. Make no mistake about that. Leonard is no coward; and a man need

not be foolhardy to prove himself brave--only cowards are afraid to be

called cowards. My father has said that very often.”

“And pray what comes of such ideas? When a man is insulted they lead to

nothing. I have just been talking to my uncle Gerardus, and he thinks

precisely as I do. To let a man go up and down calling you a thief and a

coward, and say nothing, and do nothing, is neither moral nor

respectable. That is Leonard Murray’s position. And I think it a shame

that I have to be kept on the rack for two days about your lover. I

never troubled you about Achille; and I am not well, and when I am sick

then dear little Jonaca is sick--and I have had to get up this morning

hours before the proper time and leave my house, and my child about your

lover, just because he cannot manage his own troubles; troubles, also,

that he has made for himself.”

“You do not know what you are saying, Annette. Your temper carries you

beyond truth. Leonard did not make this trouble----”

“Oh, yes, he did. His pride and self-conceit are intolerable. His

patronage of people is offensive. And Achille and I have often noticed

how purse-proud he was----”

“It is a shame to say such things, Annette. You know they are

slander--wicked slander! No man was ever less concerned about his

wealth, in fact, he----”

“Oh, we can let that subject drop--we all know how he spreads abroad his

money. I am speaking now of his cowardice. Every one is speaking of it;

rich and poor alike. He is a byword on the Exchange. He will never have

another invitation to any respectable house. Even I must shut my doors

against him--and, to be sure, no nice girl will ever be seen with him

again.”

“All that you are saying is cruelly false, Annette; you are trying to

pain and terrify me----”

“What good would that do me? I am only telling you what you ought to

know.”

“But why? Why are you telling me?”

“Because I am angry at you. Why did you advise Leonard to come to

Achille for help?”

“I did not advise him to come to Achille. How could Achille help

Leonard? The idea!”

“I say plainly that Achille is now seeking that man Gilson, and if he

meets him before Leonard does--which he is sure to do--he will challenge

him at once.”

“How ridiculous! Achille has no quarrel with Gilson. Why should he

challenge him?”

“Because of the things he has charged Leonard with. And Achille’s honour

is so sensitive, and he is so passionate, the dispute will end in

Achille making it his own quarrel. Then he will fight Gilson, before

Leonard even succeeds in meeting him.”

“I hope he will!” said Sappha with affected satisfaction.

“You wicked girl! To say such a thing to a wife and a mother! Oh, now, I

think you are none too good for Leonard Murray! By all means marry

him--only for decency’s sake take yourselves out of New York! There are

places where wealth will cloak cowardice. England, for instance!”

“All these stories you tell about Leonard are downright lies. Yes, I

shall marry him, and we shall stay here--in New York. Do you understand?

And if you were not insane with temper I would promise myself never to

speak to you again, Annette St. Ange. Cowardice, indeed! You, yourself,

are at this moment suffering from cowardice. Your fear of Achille being

hurt has made you suspicious, unjust, slanderous. And Leonard and I must

endure your shameful words--a woman has no redress. I am going to leave

you. You have willingly wounded and insulted me--without any reason at

all. I hope you will be sorry for it----”

“I am sorry, Sappha. Do not go away. I am sorry for you--that is the

reason of my temper; and it is Leonard, not you, I am angry at.”

“We will not name Leonard. If he is all you say, he is not fit for you

to talk about.”

“No, indeed!”

“I think you had better go home, Annette. You are making yourself, and

me, also, ill; for nothing.”

“For nothing! That is all the thanks I receive for getting up so early

and coming to warn and advise you.”

“I wish you had not come.”

“I shall go now and tell grandmother. She will perhaps be able to make

you see things properly. I hope you will not make yourself sick about

Leonard----”

“It is not my way.”

“If a girl’s lover turns out badly, she ought not to cry about him--it

is neither moral nor respectable. I say this, Sappha, politely and

kindly.”

“Thank you, politely and kindly, Annette.”

“I hope Leonard may come out of this affair better than we think.”

“Thank you. I hope Achille may come out of this affair better than we

think.”

The clash of the front door emphasised this provoking bit of courtesy,

and Sappha flew like a bird to her room, that she might conceal the

tumult of outraged feelings warring within her. And then as soon as she

was alone all her anger fled from Annette to Leonard. She accused him

with bitter unreason; for at this hour she was insensible to everything

but the painfully humiliating results of what she still mentally called

“his quarrel” with Horace Gilson. And, oh, how Annette had hurt her! For

Annette had not yet learned how to endure; and they who can bear

nothing are themselves unbearable.

For two hours she gave full sway to her insurgent feelings; but at the

last every mental struggle ended in her blaming Leonard. Leonard, for

her sake, ought to have avoided such a degrading quarrel--Leonard ought

to have faced it the first thing the following morning, instead of that

he had trifled away the whole day in Nassau Street, and the next day at

Annette’s, and now Annette felt that she had the right to call his

courtesy cowardice.

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