CHAPTER XVI

THE MISSIONARY MEETING

It was early summer when the Women's Foreign Missionary Society of Doctor

Schoolman's church was to have a public meeting. On Sunday the faithful

calendar announced it, and Doctor Schoolman made special mention of it,

urging attendance. A missionary home on furlough was to exercise a part

of his "well-earned rest" in addressing the meeting. It was to be held

in the afternoon, but it was suggested that as many men of the

congregation as possible unite with the ladies in giving welcome to one

who had distinguished himself by faithful and valuable service on the

foreign field.

The announcement was discussed in the Gray household and Hubert

determined to join Winifred in attendance.

"Not that I believe much in it," he said, "when here all about us, and

especially in our large cities, there are plenty of objects for our

commiseration quite as wretched, undoubtedly, as those in foreign

countries."

"No doubt," said Winifred. "It always seemed to me to be looking rather

far afield for something to do."

However, the two determined to hear the voice from China.

Wednesday, the day for the meeting, came, and Hubert left work in time to

join Winifred on her way. They found the lecture-room of the church

rather better filled than was usual at a missionary meeting, but only a

few gentlemen were present. Winifred had time to observe some of the

faces about her before the meeting began. She knew the Secretary, a

woman with a keen, earnest face, always active in good works, and

indefatigable in her efforts to excite a generally indifferent church

into some glow of interest in the missionary cause. There were a few

other faces as interested as her own. Hubert saw the plain little body

he had singled out at the church social as one who perhaps would find it

a pleasure to talk about the Lord. Her eyes looked expectantly toward

the quiet looking man who came in with Doctor Schoolman.

The President, rather new to her office, fingered her jeweled watch-chain

nervously as she opened the meeting. The company sang "From Greenland's

Icy Mountains," and Doctor Schoolman offered prayer. The Secretary read

the minutes of the previous meeting--a "Thank-offering meeting"--and it

was discovered that the sum of $90 had been realized. The ladies

exchanged glances of satisfaction at the amount.

"Hm-m! Their combined thanks foot up to that," thought Hubert. He was a

business man and must be forgiven such a practical view of the case.

"The Lord must be gratified!"

"I feel, ladies," said the President, pushing a diamond ring up and down

upon her finger anxiously, "very much pleased that our poor gifts have

amounted to so much. We cannot all do what we would, but we may give our

mites, and together they will count for something in the work. We cannot

tell what these ninety dollars may mean to the heathen."

"Their mites!" thought Hubert, with something of his old-time irony. He

was freshly instructed on the subject of money, and knew well the story

of the widows' mites. "If Mrs. Greenman herself had given the ninety

dollars, I should think she was beginning to feel a tinge of gratitude

for something."

Winifred had fastened her brown eyes musingly upon the President. She

was wondering if money might express thanks, and, if so, how much would

appropriately suggest her own gratitude to God for His "unspeakable gift."

"No gift would be large enough," she thought, and then the familiar lines

came to her mind:

"Were the whole realm of nature mine,

That were a present far too small;

Love so amazing, so divine,

Demands my soul, my life, my all."

"How true that is," she thought. "But I suppose it is nice to give some

token, even though one cannot adequately express one's thanks."

There were some other reports and then the leading alto from the choir

sang:

"There is a green hill far away."

"I am sure we are all glad," said the President, "to have with us Mr.

Hugh Carew from China, who has labored for years among the heathen there.

We shall be pleased to hear him tell us something of his work."

And Mr. Hugh Carew began. He was a man uninteresting to look upon, save

that his face wore a certain indefinable expression of a man who has been

a stranger in many places; a man habituated to loneliness and to silence.

But he was evidently a man also accustomed to speak, for he addressed his

audience with easy grace.

"The pleasure is mine," he said, "in being able to present to your

interest and sympathy the dearest object of the heart of God."

Hubert started to hear the man's work, as he thought, thus spoken of.

Mr. Carew went on:

"Of course I refer not to my simple share in it, but to God's great work

of salvation in all lands."

"Ah, that is what he means," thought Hubert, and repeated to

himself--"the dearest object of God's heart!"

"You may question my definition of that work," said Mr. Carew, "but a

moment's reflection will convince you that it is true. We may measure

the object's value by the price expended for it. For what other than the

dearest object would God have been willing to give His most priceless

treasure--the Son of His love? You will pardon my giving some attention

to the fundamental facts of our common salvation before speaking

specifically of the work in which I have had a part for some years in

China. My apology is this: that wherever the returned missionary goes,

even among God's people, he finds himself obliged to defend his work to

some who regard it as an impractical and self-devised effort at doing

good, rather than the simple carrying out of the expressed will of God.

We have to go back to first principles and inquire afresh: '_What is the

will of God_?'"

"That sounds sensible," thought Hubert, who loved to hear vital

principles discussed.

"Some very simple, well-worn texts will serve for our brief study," said

Mr. Carew. "First there is that comprehensive passage, familiarly known

and quoted in all evangelical circles: '_For God so loved the world that

He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not

perish, but have everlasting life_.' The words that I wish to emphasize

especially are two:--'_the world_.' They show you the scope of God's

love and gift. He loved 'the world,' not some favored race within it.

And love, which cannot rest inactive, _gave_; gave according to its own

measure--'His only begotten Son.' We cannot be otherwise than agreed

that this love and this gift were for all, and so must include my poor

China. Indeed, could you divide God's love arithmetically (it is a

foolish way to put it--you cannot divide infinity!) then my friends over

there might claim about one-fifth of it, I suppose, as they number about

that proportion of the world's population."

The ladies smiled indulgently at the curious way of putting it, but were

not yet persuaded in their hearts that so considerable a portion of the

love of God could be diverted from their own delightfully engrossing

race, not to China alone, but to other peoples also, as would follow by

that kind of arithmetic. Let the missionary talk. It would still be as

obvious to their consciousness as the glittering pompon on Mrs.

Greenman's bonnet that themselves were the consistent and natural

monopolists of the favor of their Creator!

But Mr. Carew went on: "We may find our two very illuminating little

words in another text almost equally familiar. It is this: '_Behold the

Lamb of God which taketh away the sin of the world_.' This lets us

farther into God's attitude and purpose concerning 'the world.' Loving

all His creatures, He still saw that they were involved in ruin brought

on by sin. If He brought them to Himself--the only event that could

satisfy love--it must be by a great and costly Redemption. One emanating

from Himself must be projected into the ruin and death of the world and

come back to Him, spotless and unsullied, bringing with Him 'many sons'

unto the glory. But He must purge their sins. So He gave Him to be a

Lamb of sacrifice; that He taking the sins of the world upon Him, might

work in Himself a death unto sin that should be made good to all that

become united to Him. Potentially, then, the sin of '_the world_' is

taken away. If we wish to support further this point in our study

concerning 'the world' we may turn to Paul and hear, 'God was in Christ,

reconciling the world unto Himself, not imputing their trespasses unto

them.' Or the Apostle John will tell us that 'He is the propitiation for

our sins; and not for ours only, but also for the sins of _the whole

world_.'

"Now that we have reminded ourselves of the love, and of the gift

embracing redemption, it occurs to us to ask how are our poor brothers in

China to avail themselves of the gift or to hear of the love. Another

well-known test, containing our two words again, tells us very clearly.

It offers the only logical answer to the question, and it is this: '_Go

ye into all the world and preach the Gospel to every creature_.' Love

has devised its gift and prepared it at unspeakable cost, and now

commands our feet that we may bear it to all habitable parts of the

earth. Wherever the objects of God's love are, there the gift must be

borne. Do we not all see that the work which we call 'Foreign Missions'

is in the direct, simple carrying out of the purpose of God, bearing the

knowledge of the gift to all for whom it is intended, that they may avail

themselves of it? What object could be dearer to the heart of God? What

He has Himself done shows us of what moment the matter is to Him. How

can we ever excuse ourselves that it has been a matter of such

indifference to us? He has limited Himself to human instruments for the

carrying to the lips of dying ones whom He loves the water from the

smitten Rock, and how have we responded? Are we indeed His sons and

daughters, that His supreme wish should be our last concern?"

The speaker's eyes had deepened in color as he spoke. Now they burned

with intense feeling. His long, tenacious hands were clenched

repressively. He went on:

"I imagine I hear an objection that the same work is being done at home,

and that there is ample field here still. We may not trust our own

understanding to argue the case as to the value of confining our efforts

to the home field, but let the Scriptures, always ready to instruct us,

give us light. Probably we will agree that Paul, the apostle-missionary,

is in his life an exponent of the theory of Gospel preaching. He had an

ambition. Hear how he expresses it: 'Yea, being ambitious so to preach

the Gospel, _not where Christ was already named_, that I might not build

upon another man's foundation; but, as it is written

"'They shall see, to whom no tidings of him came,

And they who have not heard shall understand.'

"He shows his Roman readers his method; telling them that from Jerusalem

unto Illyricum (just across the Adriatic Sea from Italy) he had 'fully

preached the Gospel of Christ.' Now he was ready to look farther, his

task to those regions being accomplished. What did he mean? Was he

leaving behind him converted areas, whose every inhabitant magnified God

in Christ Jesus? Far from it. 'Fully preached' though he had,

communities were still heathen, but for the lights that he had kindled

from place to place in his persecuted journeyings. Remembering that he

is in his life the model for Gospel preaching, as he is in his writings

the messenger of Christian doctrine, must we not see that the Gospel is

for _broadcast sowing_, not for close gardening, save by the careful

hands that God will raise up in the wake of the evangelist. Or, to use

another figure, it is the _notification, to lost heirs_, of a fortune

bequeathed them; and the responsibility of the ones entrusted with the

carrying out of the will is not so much to persuade heirs to receive

their inheritance as to notify them of it. So the Apostle preached 'not

where Christ was named,' having a zeal to discharge his debtorship of

making known to all nations God's gift of grace. Now over into

Spain--far, far afield, as distances then were gauged--the eager eyes of

the Apostle looked and longed for a crown of rejoicing from that land

also in the day of Christ. In him we see the faithful exposition of the

missionary idea."

By this time Hubert was looking at the speaker very intently, with

widened, almost startled, eyes that were opening to a new idea. Winifred

also sat with riveted gaze, her cheeks slightly paling beneath the

deepening conviction of a tremendous truth. True worshiper that she was,

to know the truth must be to shape her life in consonance with it, and a

voice at her heart gave warning that to be conformed to this newly

revealed will of God would be pain. But where was the theory that had

seemed so clear and sensible to both Hubert and herself when they came to

the meeting? Hubert always had clear ideas. What would he say to this?

Now Mr. Carew was saying:

"I have frequently heard it objected to foreign missions that there are

works of philanthropy still to be done here. The objection is absolutely

irrelevant. The work of missions is not an indefinite 'doing good.' It

is the bearing of a _specific good_ to those who have not received it.

It is not, _per se_, the bettering of temporal conditions. It is the

securing to those who believe its message the _best eternal conditions_.

It is not a matter of 'elevation'--it is a matter of translation. Not

into a bettered life, but into a _new_ life with an eternal outlook--into

a new realm altogether, and that divine--the Gospel we carry ushers its

believers! How would the poor, irrelevant argument I have quoted have

affected Paul? Looking across the sea to Spain, and to Rome by the way,

he was leaving behind him in Judea, in Asia--in all the region unto

Illyricum, hungry people still unfed and the naked still unclothed. Want

and misery still stretched out their hands to be relieved. But they

could not stay the feet of the Apostle. He had heard _the supreme call_!

God had a supreme gift to bestow; the world had a supreme need; and to

bring the need and the gift together was his absorbing, constraining

zeal. Would God it were ours also! Friends, my plea for China is not

for its temporal needs; it is not that its women's feet are bound, that

its men are opium-stupefied, or that it needs our Western ideas, as it is

waking from its Eastern way. It is this: _God has an unspeakable gift

for its people, and we must bear it to them_."

His tall figure was leaning forward and his burning eyes chanced to rest

fully upon Hubert. The latter started, and a half audible groan burst

from his lips. Was it the burden of a new motive, or the sudden smiting

of a chord he knew right well? The "unspeakable gift!" Yes, he knew it;

and its glory was ineffable beyond the highest earthly good he had known.

Happy the man under commission to bear such a treasure, though it be to

the uttermost parts of the earth! And the great Giver longed to bestow

it on the millions of His creatures, but waited the unwilling feet of His

messengers! It was heart-breaking! But was there no other way? Why

should an infinite God limit Himself to finite man in carrying out His

great design? Mr. Carew continued:

"You may ask why does God restrict Himself to the human instrument in

bearing the tidings, and _through the tidings the effective result_, of

the Redemption? I cannot tell you why, but I see that it is so. A light

from heaven may overpower a Saul of Tarsus, and he may hear words

straight from the ascended Christ. But a Christian _man_--Ananias--must

be sent to tell him how to wash away his sins, and to minister the Holy

Spirit to him. An angel may communicate with Cornelius, the Centurion,

but he stays his lips from uttering the Gospel of Christ. That privilege

is reserved for the _human_ lips of Peter. Is it not sufficient that the

Commander has said, 'Go _ye_'? Had the task been set for angels, it

would have been accomplished long since, for _they_ do His pleasure. But

He trusted it to us, who might be expected to be so bound by ties of

gratitude to His will that we would eagerly spring to do His bidding.

And we have miserably failed. 'Is there not another way?' we languidly

ask in the face of the command. I do not see another way. But the Lord

has most clearly outlined _this_ way: _That the Gospel should be preached

in all the world to every creature, and that the one who believes and is

baptized should be saved_. To sit and philosophically consider that an

infinite God must surely find some other way if we fail in this, is not

reverence for His wisdom. It is mutiny."

Some of the ladies looked startled at this bold setting forth of the

case, and remembered how, privately, they had given voice to the

sentiments under criticism before coming to the meeting. The Secretary's

keen face betrayed thorough assent to what the speaker was saying, and

the President was glad that she held such a relation as she did to a

cause so evidently right, with a reverse side so evidently wrong. The

plain little body of the Church Social beamed thorough sympathy.

"Do you say," continued Mr. Carew, "that God will be merciful to the

heathen because of their ignorance? I believe He will, and do not doubt

that it will be 'more tolerable' for those who have never heard than for

those in this country (heathen also, in the Scriptural sense) who, having

often heard, are still rejectors of the Gospel. But there is a greater

question involved than that of lessened stripes or mitigated woe. Do you

say that men will be _saved_ by lack of knowledge? The prophet said his

people _perished_ for lack of it! Ah, if God had ordained ignorance to

be the way of salvation He might have spared Himself great cost!--cost of

the redemption sacrifice, and of its proclamation, often in martyr blood.

But He confers His boon to faith and 'faith cometh by _hearing_.'

"You say it will increase the responsibility of the heathen if they hear,

and put them in worse case if they reject the message? Very true. But

had that been a sufficient reason it would have silenced our Lord's 'Go

ye' at the outset of the age. Never would the Gospel have traveled to

our barbaric fathers, and we should be without hope to-day. But the

treasure was too great which the Saviour sought. No thought of deeper

shadows cast by the very brightness of the light could deter Him from

holding it forth. Beyond all cost of difficulty, danger, or the deepened

condemnation of the lost, was the value of the Church He sought--the

pearl of great price for which all other possessions might be forfeited!

Ah, friends, since the object is so dear to Him, where are our hearts

that we think of it so coldly! The burden of my plea is _for Him_; not

for the missionary, not for philanthropy, not even so much for the

heathen themselves, as _for Him_, because He loves and longs to give but

lacks the human vessels through which to give!"

The speaker paused, and absently pushed back the hair from his flushed

forehead. An almost tragic yearning shone in his deepset eyes. There

was one in the congregation whose heart burned in a fellowship of grief

over the Saviour's unmet longing. Mr. Carew continued more slowly, in a

voice intensely sad and almost broken:

"Do you sometimes quote softly for _your_ comfort, 'I will guide thee

with mine eye'? You have thought of His eye upon you--and that is

right--to care for, protect and lead. But have you ever watched the

glance of His eye with another thought, not for yourself, but _for Him_?

Not to see in it provision and help for you; but to see to what He is

looking, for what He is longing--what it is that will give joy to Him?

When I look in His eyes," and the speaker was looking far away from his

congregation and spoke as though half forgetting them, "I seem to hear

Him saying, 'I have other sheep--I _must bring them_!'"

His voice sank to a whisper. Hubert felt a little convulsive movement

beside him and Winifred's hand was shading her eyes. Mr. Carew recovered

from the emotion that nearly mastered him, and remembered his hearers and

their probable wishes. He began again:

"But perhaps I am neglecting to tell you that which you came especially

to hear--some details concerning the actual work of God in China. You

will pardon me, but I cannot forbear speaking wherever I go concerning

the principles underlying our work, as well as of the work itself. One

might describe the people and their ways--and all that is valuable in

making them more real to us--and might present a score of curious things

which would perhaps beguile an hour very pleasantly, but still leave an

indifferent heart unchanged as to the real motive of missions. However,

all that I have said will gain and not lose by our turning attention for

a time to the practical outworking of the theory."

Then the speaker gave illustrations of the way lost souls are found in

China. Very pathetic were some of the incidents, and again and again

Winifred's eyes were dim, and an unspeakable pain gnawed at Hubert's

heart. Fervently he thanked God for those whose darkness He had turned

to light, but sad beyond expression seemed the repeated instances which

had occurred in Mr. Carew's experience of earnest pleadings for

missionaries to be sent to various places and his absolute inability to

answer the cry. But broader than the fact of the _wish_ of some stood

the _need_ of all! Populous cities without one witness to the grace of

God! Wide regions untraversed by the feet of His messengers! Hubert had

thought New Laodicea a place of desperate need; and so it was in the

matter of vital, fruit-bearing piety. But as he thought of the inky

darkness in which China's millions dwelt this seemed a place of light.

The meeting came to an end. But first the President expressed the thanks

of those who had listened to the lecture, and hoped all had been stirred

to greater zeal and effort for the future in helping so good a cause.

She suggested that the mite-boxes should be redistributed.

"'Mite-boxes!'" thought Hubert and squirmed in his seat impatiently.

Then an inward voice reproved him for his contempt of small things. He

thought of the poor that might deposit from time to time small coins that

meant much from their slender incomes. Yes, "mites" were all right, if

they were like the "widow's," and not the meager drippings from a selfish

superfluity. But suppose _he_ take a mite-box? How many of them would

be required to hold the hoarded, unnecessary, unused wealth at his

command? He could not insult the Lord and the "dearest object of His

heart" by an offering unworthy of his resources.

There was a pleasant buzz of voices at the close of the meeting and

nobody seemed to be going. Doctor Schoolman was shaking hands with Mr.

Carew. Doors were opened into the parlor and there was the fragrant odor

of a collation prepared. For the benevolences of New Laodicea were

nothing like certain reluctant pumps that will give nothing until they

have been given to. To whet an interest in such meetings as this, and to

cajole small sums from unwilling purses, it was found necessary to make a

gastronomic appeal.

Hubert and Winifred moved forward to personally express to the lecturer

their appreciation of his words. Doctor Schoolman greeted them warmly

and introduced them to him. Mr. Carew had noticed the two among his

hearers, and looked at them now with an unconsciously appealing glance.

His face was still flushed and the hand Hubert took was hot.

"You are not well," said the latter involuntarily.

"No," said Mr. Carew, rather absently, "I suppose not."

"I should not think this work you are doing would tend to recovery?"

"No, perhaps not," said the missionary.

Hubert looked at him inquiringly. "Then why do you do it?" he wished to

ask, but refrained.

Mr. Carew answered his questioning look.

"I am not to be pitied," he said with a smile, "even if I should not

recover as I hope to do. Some men are sick and die for pure folly's

sake, or for business. They are to be pitied. But if it were given a

man to be spent for Christ's sake--to know some faint shadow of suffering

for the same cause for which _He_ suffered as we never may--that man is

happy, I think."

"He is," said Hubert earnestly, "he is."

Mr. Carew was struck by the sincerity of Hubert's tones. He looked at

him with a searching, yearning expression; somewhat, it may be, as the

Lord Jesus looked on the rich young man and "loved him." Would this one

stand the test of love's requirement?

Some ladies were taking Winifred away to the parlors for refreshments,

and someone invited Mr. Carew and Hubert also. They both accepted with

the mutual wish to prolong the conversation. As they ate they talked of

the Living Bread which must be borne to men.

In the course of their conversation Hubert confessed: "You will be

astonished, but I have never before seen the matter as you presented it

to-day, and yet I have been a Christian for three years."

"A good many men have been Christians for many years, and yet have not

come to see the true motive of missions," said Mr. Carew. "It is

singular how the most fundamental principles may be most ignored; I

suppose somewhat as a man thinks less of the foundation stones of his

house than of what he finds inside it. But in spite of this if a man has

really a heart for God, when the matter is clearly presented to him he

responds to it. God's purpose must find an 'amen' in his heart."

"That is true," said Hubert.

Presently they left the parlor, still talking together earnestly of God's

will, and inadvertently drifted into the great auditorium. Mr. Carew

glanced about at its finished elegance.

"Perhaps," he said to Hubert, "they think _this_ instead, is doing the

will of God. I daresay they have read that the house Solomon builds for

God must be 'exceeding magnifical,' and they think so must this be. And,

indeed, the spiritual antitype of that house must be beautiful! It

'groweth into a holy temple in the Lord.' And the work of missions is

gathering its 'living stones.' But _this_--the New Testament breathes no

word of instruction concerning this material house! Ah, if I were to

write a general confession for our church I should say: 'We have left

undone the things we were told to do, and we have done the things we were

not told to do, and there is very little health in us!'"

Hubert smiled at Mr. Carew's words, but felt their force. He ventured to

remark: "This building does not look as though there were lack of money

among us."

"Oh, no!" said Mr. Carew. "Oh, no!" He repressed his lips, as though

fearing to say more than would be courteous. But presently he spoke

again in general terms.

"The church at home," he said, "has largely forgotten her pilgrim

character. She has put off her sandals, and loosened her robes for

luxurious living instead of girding them for service and pilgrimage. As

to display and indulgence at home, she says plainly, 'I am rich,' but as

to the carrying out the will of God entrusted to her for the world, she

is pitifully poor."

They were emerging from the stately auditorium, and Hubert bethought him

to look for Winifred. They met her in one of the rooms with Mrs.

Greenman.

"Oh, Mr. Carew," said the latter, "I was looking for you. Our ladies

appreciate so very much your talk to us! I hope--"

Winifred and Hubert were now speaking together and did not hear more of

the President's remarks. But before they left the place Hubert had

sought Mr. Carew again and had asked him to call at his office the

following day.

"I should like to talk with you further concerning your business," he

said.

He used the word "business" absent-mindedly, and Mr. Carew smiled, not at

all illy pleased with it. Hubert was thinking of an investment.

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