CHAPTER V

GOMPOSH, THE WISE ONE

The moons went by and the moons went by. The slow moons slipped into

each other and were tied into bundles, a summer and a winter to each

bundle, and so made up the years.

Shasta did not know anything about that measuring of time, nor that

people talked of growing older out there in the world. All he knew

was that there were day and night, and that the great lights came and

went in the heavens, stepping very slowly upon gold and silver feet.

But he knew when the loon, the great northern diver, cried forlornly

in the night, that the long cold was at hand, and that he would have

to stay in the cave to keep himself from freezing to death. And then

it was that Nitka and Shoomoo exerted all their arts to keep the

man-cub alive; and when the small game grew scarce, and the caribou

hunting began, many and many a chunk of venison the little Shasta

devoured, and throve marvellously upon the uncooked meat. The meat

made him warm, and kept the rich blood at full beat in his veins; and

that he might be the warmer when he slept, he scooped a hole in the

side of the cave, filling it with dry grass and leaves and a lining

of fur and feathers torn from the outside of his meat. He learnt

this nest-making from the homes of the wild creatures he discovered

in his ramblings in the early spring and summer; for everything you

learnt then seemed somehow to be in preparation for the grim time of

the winter, when the blizzard howled from the north, and even the

wolves, and the caribou they hunted, had to flee before the blast.

It was after many summers and winters had been tied together in

bundles that one bright September morning Shasta left the cave and

made for a tall rock, overlooking the gorge of the stream. When he

reached it, he squatted down and watched what might happen below. No

one saw him there--the little brown thing on the rock; and no one

minded him, which was even more important, because he perched above

the level of the run-ways, and of the creatures whose noses are

always asking questions of the lower air.

But some one whom Shasta did not know, and who was wiser than all the

other wise folk of the forest, was also out for a walk that wonderful

autumn morning, and on soft and padded feet came softly down the

mountain slopes above Shasta's airy perch. And this was Gomposh, the

old black bear.

Gomposh was very old and of a wonderful blackness. When he walked

out in the sun the light upon his fur rippled in silver waves. As

for his years, not even Goohooperay, the white owl, could tell you

how many they were, much less Gomposh himself.

It was not any sound Gomposh made that told Shasta of his presence,

but suddenly, without any warning to his eyes, or ears, or nose,

Shasta _knew_. And this was owing to that unexplained sixth sense

which the wild animals possess, and which Shasta, after his long

dwelling among them, shared to a remarkable degree. He turned round

all of a sudden, and there, not fifty feet away, stood Gomposh the

Old in all the wonder of his black, black fur.

For the first moment Shasta felt afraid. Here was another

bear--smaller, indeed, than the grizzly, but none the less a bear!

And now, if the black bear meant mischief, escape was impossible

because the rock was too steep for any foothold on the outer face of

it, and between its inner side and the open mountain stood the bear.

Then, in some odd way which he did not understand, the fear passed,

and he knew that this time he was in no danger at all, and that the

newcomer with the black robe would do him no harm.

Gomposh waited for a while, observing Shasta with his little wise

eyes and making notes of him inside his big wise head. Then, very

deliberately and slowly, he came down the slope towards Shasta and

sat down on his haunches before him on the rock. For a minute or two

neither of them spoke, except in that secret language of eye and nose

which makes unnecessary so much of the jabber that we humans call

speech. But presently Shasta began to ask questions in wolf-language

and Gomposh made answers in the same. And the sense of what they

said was as follows, though the actual words were not our human words

at all, but deeper and sweeter in the meaning of them, and much

nearer to the truth.

[Illustration: VERY DELIBERATELY AND SLOWLY, HE CAME DOWN THE SLOPE

TOWARDS SHASTA AND SAT DOWN ON HIS HAUNCHES]

"Shall we be brothers, you and I?" Shasta asked, a little timidly,

for he was feeling shy. Gomposh looked at him kindly out of his

little pig-like eyes.

"We _are_ brothers," he said. "I am old Gomposh, brother to all the

forest folk."

"_I_ am brother to the wolves," Shasta replied.

"You will find yourself brother to many strange folk before you are

much older," Gomposh said, and when he had finished he gave a slow

wag with his head.

"Who are the folk?" Shasta asked wonderingly.

"Ah!" Gomposh said, looking even wiser than before. He looked so

tremendously full of knowledge that Shasta felt very small and

ignorant indeed.

"There are the lynxes and the foxes to begin with," Gomposh said

after a pause. But Shasta shook his head.

"No," he said. "They are not brothers. We have no kinship with

them, we of the wolves."

Gomposh looked at him for a minute or two without speaking, and

Shasta felt uncomfortable.

"It is not for you to say who are not brothers," Gomposh said

gravely. "You are not a wolf!"

Shasta blinked his eyes at that. It was the first time any one had

told him that he was not a wolf.

"But I am!" he said. "Nitka and Shoomoo and the brothers--we are all

of the wolf blood. I have many brothers," he added, as if to make

the matter clearer. "They are all out in the world."

"I am aware of that," Gomposh said; "but many brothers do not make

you different from what you are."

Shasta could not think of an answer to that, so he was silent for a

little time, while something which began to be a question grew big

within his head.

"If I am not a wolf, what am I?" he asked at last.

"You will find that out later on," Gomposh said with aggravating

calmness. "At present it is enough for you to know what you are not."

"But I don't know it," Shasta said bravely, because he was not going

to give way weakly before a bear, if he were never so old, and never

so wise. "How do you know that I am not a wolf?"

Gomposh blinked and did not answer for a moment or two. He was taken

by surprise, and was just a little shocked. In all his long

experience, reaching over many years, no one had ever questioned his

wisdom before, nor asked him how he knew. The man-cub was very

impudent. It would have been the easiest thing in the world, with

one cuff of his big black paw, to teach the man-cub manners, and send

him spinning from the rock. But although Gomposh had a great idea of

his own importance, he had also a kind heart, and there was something

in him which went out tenderly towards the little naked cub, impudent

though he was. So he contented himself with being very stiff and

stand-offish when he spoke again.

"I have eyes," he said. "I have also a nose. You are not wolf to my

eyes, and you are only half wolf to my nose."

This was a knock-down blow to Shasta, and he didn't know what to say.

"I am sorry if I don't smell nice," he said lamely after a while.

"I didn't remark that you didn't smell nice," Gomposh said. "Smell

is a thing for everybody to decide on for himself.

"What is the smell in me that isn't wolf?" Shasta asked.

"That you will know later," Gomposh replied.

"But when?" Shasta asked. "Today, or tomorrow, or when the moon is

full?"

"That I do not tell you," Gomposh said. "When the time comes, you

will know."

And that was all Shasta could get out of him. Gomposh either

couldn't or wouldn't say more, and when he had sat for a little while

longer he got up and slowly walked away.

Shasta watched him disappear into the chaparral thicket to the left,

and heard him for some time afterwards as he knocked the rotten logs

to pieces in his search for grubs.

For a long, long while Shasta sat where he was and gazed down the

gorge. An odd feeling that was almost unhappiness was in his head

and his stomach, and the feeling went rolling over and over inside

him and knocking itself against the corners of his brain. "Not a

wolf! Not a wolf!" the feeling kept rapping out. Then, if he was

not a wolf, what was he? he asked himself. His memory, groping

backwards into the dim beginnings of his life, worked hard to uncover

the secret of what he really was; but, try as he would, he could

remember nothing but the den and the wolf life that had its centre

there, and the happenings of the mountain and of the forest, and the

ways of their folk.

There was nothing else--no shapes of tall beings that carried bows in

their fore-paws and walked always on their hind legs--nothing that

told him of his Indian birth.

The morning slipped into the afternoon, and still Shasta sat

motionless, humped upon the rock. His eyes were down the gorge, or

on the opposite ridge where the tops of the spruces were jagged

against the sky. Down below him, on the old run-ways that had

threaded the thickets since the beginning of the world, the creatures

came and went. Shasta knew them each by sight. He had known them

all his life. Yet now, as their familiar forms came noiselessly like

shadows over the grass, he had a peculiar feeling of being separated

from them by the new knowledge that, somehow, he was of another

world. When the thin smell of the twilight came drifting through the

trees, then, and not till then, Shasta slipped down noiselessly from

his rock and stole homewards to the den.

But in the dark the odd feeling was still questioning: "If I am not a

wolf, what am I?"

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