LXVIII

One morning Philip on getting up felt his head swim, and going back to

bed suddenly discovered he was ill. All his limbs ached and he shivered

with cold. When the landlady brought in his breakfast he called to her

through the open door that he was not well, and asked for a cup of tea

and a piece of toast. A few minutes later there was a knock at his

door, and Griffiths came in. They had lived in the same house for over

a year, but had never done more than nod to one another in the passage.

“I say, I hear you’re seedy,” said Griffiths. “I thought I’d come in

and see what was the matter with you.”

Philip, blushing he knew not why, made light of the whole thing. He

would be all right in an hour or two.

“Well, you’d better let me take your temperature,” said Griffiths.

“It’s quite unnecessary,” answered Philip irritably.

“Come on.”

Philip put the thermometer in his mouth. Griffiths sat on the side of

the bed and chatted brightly for a moment, then he took it out and

looked at it.

“Now, look here, old man, you must stay in bed, and I’ll bring old

Deacon in to have a look at you.”

“Nonsense,” said Philip. “There’s nothing the matter. I wish you

wouldn’t bother about me.”

“But it isn’t any bother. You’ve got a temperature and you must stay in

bed. You will, won’t you?”

There was a peculiar charm in his manner, a mingling of gravity and

kindliness, which was infinitely attractive.

“You’ve got a wonderful bed-side manner,” Philip murmured, closing his

eyes with a smile.

Griffiths shook out his pillow for him, deftly smoothed down the

bedclothes, and tucked him up. He went into Philip’s sitting-room to

look for a siphon, could not find one, and fetched it from his own

room. He drew down the blind.

“Now, go to sleep and I’ll bring the old man round as soon as he’s done

the wards.”

It seemed hours before anyone came to Philip. His head felt as if it

would split, anguish rent his limbs, and he was afraid he was going to

cry. Then there was a knock at the door and Griffiths, healthy, strong,

and cheerful, came in.

“Here’s Doctor Deacon,” he said.

The physician stepped forward, an elderly man with a bland manner, whom

Philip knew only by sight. A few questions, a brief examination, and

the diagnosis.

“What d’you make it?” he asked Griffiths, smiling.

“Influenza.”

“Quite right.”

Doctor Deacon looked round the dingy lodging-house room.

“Wouldn’t you like to go to the hospital? They’ll put you in a private

ward, and you can be better looked after than you can here.”

“I’d rather stay where I am,” said Philip.

He did not want to be disturbed, and he was always shy of new

surroundings. He did not fancy nurses fussing about him, and the dreary

cleanliness of the hospital.

“I can look after him, sir,” said Griffiths at once.

“Oh, very well.”

He wrote a prescription, gave instructions, and left.

“Now you’ve got to do exactly as I tell you,” said Griffiths. “I’m

day-nurse and night-nurse all in one.”

“It’s very kind of you, but I shan’t want anything,” said Philip.

Griffiths put his hand on Philip’s forehead, a large cool, dry hand,

and the touch seemed to him good.

“I’m just going to take this round to the dispensary to have it made

up, and then I’ll come back.”

In a little while he brought the medicine and gave Philip a dose. Then

he went upstairs to fetch his books.

“You won’t mind my working in your room this afternoon, will you?” he

said, when he came down. “I’ll leave the door open so that you can give

me a shout if you want anything.”

Later in the day Philip, awaking from an uneasy doze, heard voices in

his sitting-room. A friend had come in to see Griffiths.

“I say, you’d better not come in tonight,” he heard Griffiths saying.

And then a minute or two afterwards someone else entered the room and

expressed his surprise at finding Griffiths there. Philip heard him

explain.

“I’m looking after a second year’s man who’s got these rooms. The

wretched blighter’s down with influenza. No whist tonight, old man.”

Presently Griffiths was left alone and Philip called him.

“I say, you’re not putting off a party tonight, are you?” he asked.

“Not on your account. I must work at my surgery.”

“Don’t put it off. I shall be all right. You needn’t bother about me.”

“That’s all right.”

Philip grew worse. As the night came on he became slightly delirious,

but towards morning he awoke from a restless sleep. He saw Griffiths

get out of an arm-chair, go down on his knees, and with his fingers put

piece after piece of coal on the fire. He was in pyjamas and a

dressing-gown.

“What are you doing here?” he asked.

“Did I wake you up? I tried to make up the fire without making a row.”

“Why aren’t you in bed? What’s the time?”

“About five. I thought I’d better sit up with you tonight. I brought an

arm-chair in as I thought if I put a mattress down I should sleep so

soundly that I shouldn’t hear you if you wanted anything.”

“I wish you wouldn’t be so good to me,” groaned Philip. “Suppose you

catch it?”

“Then you shall nurse me, old man,” said Griffiths, with a laugh.

In the morning Griffiths drew up the blind. He looked pale and tired

after his night’s watch, but was full of spirits.

“Now, I’m going to wash you,” he said to Philip cheerfully.

“I can wash myself,” said Philip, ashamed.

“Nonsense. If you were in the small ward a nurse would wash you, and I

can do it just as well as a nurse.”

Philip, too weak and wretched to resist, allowed Griffiths to wash his

hands and face, his feet, his chest and back. He did it with charming

tenderness, carrying on meanwhile a stream of friendly chatter; then he

changed the sheet just as they did at the hospital, shook out the

pillow, and arranged the bed-clothes.

“I should like Sister Arthur to see me. It would make her sit up.

Deacon’s coming in to see you early.”

“I can’t imagine why you should be so good to me,” said Philip.

“It’s good practice for me. It’s rather a lark having a patient.”

Griffiths gave him his breakfast and went off to get dressed and have

something to eat. A few minutes before ten he came back with a bunch of

grapes and a few flowers.

“You are awfully kind,” said Philip.

He was in bed for five days.

Norah and Griffiths nursed him between them. Though Griffiths was the

same age as Philip he adopted towards him a humorous, motherly

attitude. He was a thoughtful fellow, gentle and encouraging; but his

greatest quality was a vitality which seemed to give health to everyone

with whom he came in contact. Philip was unused to the petting which

most people enjoy from mothers or sisters and he was deeply touched by

the feminine tenderness of this strong young man. Philip grew better.

Then Griffiths, sitting idly in Philip’s room, amused him with gay

stories of amorous adventure. He was a flirtatious creature, capable of

carrying on three or four affairs at a time; and his account of the

devices he was forced to in order to keep out of difficulties made

excellent hearing. He had a gift for throwing a romantic glamour over

everything that happened to him. He was crippled with debts, everything

he had of any value was pawned, but he managed always to be cheerful,

extravagant, and generous. He was the adventurer by nature. He loved

people of doubtful occupations and shifty purposes; and his

acquaintance among the riff-raff that frequents the bars of London was

enormous. Loose women, treating him as a friend, told him the troubles,

difficulties, and successes of their lives; and card-sharpers,

respecting his impecuniosity, stood him dinners and lent him five-pound

notes. He was ploughed in his examinations time after time; but he bore

this cheerfully, and submitted with such a charming grace to the

parental expostulations that his father, a doctor in practice at Leeds,

had not the heart to be seriously angry with him.

“I’m an awful fool at books,” he said cheerfully, “but I CAN’T work.”

Life was much too jolly. But it was clear that when he had got through

the exuberance of his youth, and was at last qualified, he would be a

tremendous success in practice. He would cure people by the sheer charm

of his manner.

Philip worshipped him as at school he had worshipped boys who were tall

and straight and high of spirits. By the time he was well they were

fast friends, and it was a peculiar satisfaction to Philip that

Griffiths seemed to enjoy sitting in his little parlour, wasting

Philip’s time with his amusing chatter and smoking innumerable

cigarettes. Philip took him sometimes to the tavern off Regent Street.

Hayward found him stupid, but Lawson recognised his charm and was eager

to paint him; he was a picturesque figure with his blue eyes, white

skin, and curly hair. Often they discussed things he knew nothing

about, and then he sat quietly, with a good-natured smile on his

handsome face, feeling quite rightly that his presence was sufficient

contribution to the entertainment of the company. When he discovered

that Macalister was a stockbroker he was eager for tips; and

Macalister, with his grave smile, told him what fortunes he could have

made if he had bought certain stock at certain times. It made Philip’s

mouth water, for in one way and another he was spending more than he

had expected, and it would have suited him very well to make a little

money by the easy method Macalister suggested.

“Next time I hear of a really good thing I’ll let you know,” said the

stockbroker. “They do come along sometimes. It’s only a matter of

biding one’s time.”

Philip could not help thinking how delightful it would be to make fifty

pounds, so that he could give Norah the furs she so badly needed for

the winter. He looked at the shops in Regent Street and picked out the

articles he could buy for the money. She deserved everything. She made

his life very happy.

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