No. He is talking to the rain. I never heard him say such odd things. I

hated to leave him. It seemed as if he heard voices....

WALTER

Sit down, mother. It's very jolly here.

MRS. EVERITT

Thank you, Walter. How many years since I've enjoyed a real fire, like

this!

WALTER

Oh, there isn't enough wood. Just a minute--(_He goes out_)

ALICE

You look tired.

MRS. EVERITT

I'm all right, dear.

ALICE

No you're not. Why won't you tell me?

MRS. EVERITT

But Alice, there's nothing to tell. I do feel a little tired, but then, I

shall be all right in the morning.

ALICE

I wish--(_Walter enters with more wood_)

WALTER

Well, Alice, are you still thinking about that dance?

ALICE

Why no, I'd forgotten all about it. Who could dance in such a rain? It

would make the music seem artificial. I'm getting tired of boys, too. They

don't really _feel_ things--like rain, and fire.

MRS. EVERITT

What's that noise,--Harold?

WALTER

No. It's the men in the bar room.

MRS. EVERITT

I'm sure it's Harold.

ALICE

I'll go see. (_She goes out_)

WALTER

Mother.

MRS. EVERITT

What, Walter?

WALTER

I must be an awful coward--

MRS. EVERITT

Why, what do you mean?

WALTER

I mean that when I really want something, and ought to say so, I go along

without saying it. I don't mean that I'm _really_ afraid to say it, but I

always feel somehow that other people ought to know what I want, and save

me the trouble of asking it. No, not _trouble_ exactly--but you know what

I mean.

MRS. EVERITT

Yes, Walter, I'm afraid I know exactly what you mean. Lots of us are

cursed with the same instinct. I am, and sometimes I believe your father

is, too. It ought to be that when one sees a thing clearly in his own

mind, and knows it is best, others--at least those near to him--should

somehow be aware of it. But they usually are not.

WALTER

No. And it's those nearest one that it's hardest to say things to. But

to-night, somehow, I don't feel that way.

MRS. EVERITT

Tell me.

WALTER

It's this architecture. You remember when I used to play with water colors

all the while, and say I was going to be an artist?

MRS. EVERITT

Yes, but--

WALTER

Father always said I would get over it. But when I didn't, then it

occurred to him that if I learned architecture I could help him in his

building.... I thought architecture would be the same. But it isn't. I

can't see any art in it at all--it's nothing but engineering.

MRS. EVERITT

But Walter, you haven't gone far enough in it. The art will come later.

WALTER

No it won't! At least not with father. He never builds anything that lets

me _imagine_. You don't know how I hate those blue prints. I've been

worrying along so far because I didn't want to disappoint father, though

every day I hoped he would see what I really felt. But to-night I know I

can't go on any longer without having it out. If he will let me follow my

own idea he will be better pleased in the end than if I stick at this

business of his. It will require one good fight, and then I shall be free

to show what I can do.

MRS. EVERITT

But Walter, what is it exactly you want to do?

WALTER.

I suppose I ought to say that I want to be an artist rather than a

builder's draughtsman, but that isn't really it. I mean that behind the

brain I think with every day there is another brain, bigger and wiser,

that keeps asking the chance to show the rest of me what and how to act.

In ordinary things the everyday mind gets along by itself all right, but I

feel the other self there all the while, wanting me to begin something

different, something to let it escape from dreaming to doing. And it keeps

threatening that some day it will he too late. Only begin, begin!... Yes,

I have worried along so far, but just to-night, for some reason or other,

I seem to be standing on the brink. I won't go another step. It's in the

rain now--I hear it. Oh, the pictures I could paint if we lived in the

country!

MRS. EVERITT

In the country!

WALTER

Yes. It comes over me here how much these hills mean. Oh! and there's

another thing, mother.... I thought I was born in New York, I thought we

always lived there, but just a while ago I ran onto your old family Bible,

and it had the records in it. I--

MRS. EVERITT

Oh, Walter!

WALTER

It seems queer that neither of you said anything about it, if I was really

born in this very town.... I might never have thought much about it, but

to-night everything seems to be stirred up. Tell me, mother--

MRS. EVERITT

We lived here only a little while. We didn't like it, so your father sold

his farm and we went away to New York.

WALTER

Yes, but why wasn't something said about it when we came here this

afternoon? It seems funny, not to.

MRS. EVERITT

Dear, there was a little family trouble, long ago, which is best

forgotten.

WALTER

Oh.

ALICE (_entering_)

It wasn't Harold, after all, but I just had to stay and listen to him. He

tried over and over to tell me something. I couldn't make out what it was

until he showed me with his hands--you know that funny little way he

has--and what do you suppose it was?

MRS. EVERITT

The dear child. What was it?

ALICE

Why, he remembered the big drum he saw once in a parade, and he was trying

to explain that he was _inside_ a drum. The rain, you know.

EVERITT (_entering_)

We had to jack up the car. The barn is flooding with water.

MRS. EVERITT

Is that where you were?

EVERITT

Yes.... How strange you look in that light, Alice! I never saw you look

like that before. (_He kisses her_)

ALICE

Oh!

MRS. EVERITT

What is it, Alice?

ALICE

Why ... I thought his cigar was going to burn me.

MRS. EVERITT

Oh.

EVERITT

Alice, you jumped because you didn't like my breath. I'm sorry, I did take

a drink, and I shouldn't have kissed you, only....

WALTER

Only what?

EVERITT

She looked just as Mary did when I first knew her. It startled me.

ALICE

Do I?

MRS. EVERITT

Was I like that?

EVERITT

Of course you were.

ALICE

Oh, I'm glad!

MRS. EVERITT

Thank you, dear, but you're not half so glad as I am.

EVERITT

It's queer, there used to be a fine old stock up in this country. It seems

to have died out. The people here don't half appreciate the place.

MRS. EVERITT

But you haven't seen many of them, have you?

EVERITT

No, I talked with some in the bar room.

ALICE

Oh, the bar room?

EVERITT

Yes, I know. One can't judge from that. A filthy place--it made me ashamed

of drinking. I only went in hoping to see some of the people I used to

know.

MRS. EVERITT

Oh!

WALTER

Where's my portfolio?

MRS. EVERITT

In the office, with those hand bags we decided not to open.

WALTER

I'm going to get it. I just had an idea.... (_He goes out_)

EVERITT

It's only ten o'clock, but it seems like midnight.

ALICE

So it does. Are we going on to-morrow? Will the car be all right?

EVERITT

George says so. To-morrow? I suppose so.

ALICE

Well, I'm going to bed.

MRS. EVERITT

I hope Harold is asleep. Good night, dear.

EVERITT

Good night, Mary.

ALICE

You said "Mary."

EVERITT

Did I? Well, you might be, for all that.

ALICE (_leaving_)

Good night.

EVERITT

If she had on that blue dress you used to wear, your own mother couldn't

tell you apart.

MRS. EVERITT

Charles.

EVERITT

What?

MRS. EVERITT

Walter knows he was born here. He wants to know why we didn't mention it

to-day.

EVERITT

So do I! So do I want to know why we didn't mention it! It's been between

us all these years! (_Walter enters with his portfolio. He stands

unnoticed at the door_)

MRS. EVERITT

You want to know? You know very well yourself! It's I who ought to ask

what the matter is!

EVERITT

You? Good heavens! Wasn't it you who suddenly made up your mind we had to

leave this town, and insisted and insisted until I sold the house? Didn't

I do that to please you, because you went into hysterics about it, and I

had to think of Walter? I didn't want to go. It isn't every man who would

change his whole life for a woman's unreasonable whim!

MRS. EVERITT

Whim! It isn't every wife who--Oh! Oh!

EVERITT

Yes whim! And haven't I stayed away all these years from my people because

you wouldn't hear to our coming back even for a visit?

MRS. EVERITT

No you didn't stay away! You sneaked up here the very next year when you

made that trip to Boston. And you can't deny it, because Janet Richardson

wrote me.

EVERITT

Sneaked up here! Deny it! Are you mad? The only reason I didn't mention it

was because I never understood your positive hatred for the place. What

harm was there in coming back for a day or two? On every other subject you

are all right, but whenever we get within a mile of mentioning this town I

feel your hysteria, so I have kept still. But if there's anything you can

say to explain yourself, for goodness sake say it! This nightmare has

been between us long enough.

MRS. EVERITT

Yes, it has! Too long! And I like your way of saying you had to think of

Walter! It was I had to think of my baby! If it hadn't been for Walter, I

wouldn't have lived with you another day! I kept on at first so that he

might be born with a father to look out for him, and then I kept on so

that he needn't grow up in the shame of a divorce. But oh, the pain of it!

To keep silent, year after year!

EVERITT

Look here, are we both crazy? Out with it!

MRS. EVERITT

_Annie Pratt!_

EVERITT

What? Who?

MRS. EVERITT

Annie Pratt!

EVERITT

Who the devil's Annie Pratt? What's she got to do with it?

MRS. EVERITT

Ha! Not faithful even to her! Or are you trying to lie out of it? You

can't, _because I've still got the letter_.

EVERITT

What letter? I'm not going to stand these hysterics any longer!

MRS. EVERITT

You needn't. But you've got to stand the truth, do you hear me? I found

the letter in your pocket. We hadn't been married a year. I was so happy!

Oh! Oh!

EVERITT

So was I happy, Oh! Oh!

MRS. EVERITT

Hypocrite! "Dearest Charlie: You said it is I who am your wife really,

because it's I who make you happy." Vile cat!

EVERITT

Annie Pratt, Annie Pratt. I remember her....

MRS. EVERITT

I should think you would! But any man who will--

EVERITT

Look here! I've got the whole thing! You found that letter in my pocket?

MRS. EVERITT

Yes I did.

EVERITT

Well, do you remember my quarrel with Charlie Fisher?

MRS. EVERITT

Yes. Why?

EVERITT

Because, you poor child, that letter was written to him.

MRS. EVERITT

To him!

EVERITT

Yes, Charlie Fisher. I found that he was going with Annie Pratt and I had

it out with him one day in the barn. I told him if he didn't quit his

foolishness I'd tell his people. We nearly came to blows--he was drinking

too much, too--and I found that letter on the floor afterwards. I meant to

burn it up, but I forgot it. And you thought I was the Charlie!

MRS. EVERITT

God forgive me!

EVERITT

But why on earth didn't you come right out with it?

MRS. EVERITT

Oh! You can't realize how crushed I felt. I wanted only to run away, like

a wounded animal.... And then I couldn't bear to quarrel, for the sake of

Walter. So it's been festering in me all this time.

EVERITT

So that's it. Well, thank heaven! (_He starts to embrace her_)

MRS. EVERITT

But that letter you picked up so quickly to-night--was that from somebody

else?

EVERITT

Lord, I'd almost forgotten it.

MRS. EVERITT

There! And I was almost happy!

EVERITT

For goodness sake, read it!

MRS. EVERITT

From your bank.... I don't understand it.

EVERITT

It's simple enough. They won't make me another loan.

MRS. EVERITT

Well?

EVERITT

Between the unions and the new inspection--well, I can't finish the

Broadway contract on time, and I'm done.

MRS. EVERITT

Done?

EVERITT

Done. Smashed. I might save ten thousand dollars, that's all. My life's

work....

MRS. EVERITT

You mean money?

EVERITT

I mean the lack of it.

MRS. EVERITT

Is that all? Thank heaven!

EVERITT

All! But do you realize it means giving up the house, and beginning all

over again on ten thousand dollars?

MRS. EVERITT

I don't care. I was never happy there anyhow. And now I could be happy

doing my own work in a tenement.

EVERITT

I think I could be happy as a carpenter again by the day. But the

children. It's going to be hard for them. Walter's architecture.

WALTER

Father!

EVERITT

Good gracious! Where did you come from?

WALTER

I came back from the office.... I heard what you were saying. So that's

all right. But you needn't worry about my architecture. I was telling

mother to-night. I don't like it--it isn't my work. I only wanted you to

feel as I do about it. Just feel that I really want to paint--to be an

artist. Even if I have to work at something else for a long time, I'll

feel easier, knowing you realize what I want. I love color so. And I want

to let my imagination _go_. I'll help in any way I can, naturally. I'm

glad too. I mean, I had rather live in the country like this than in New

York.

EVERITT

Good Lord! (_Alice appears in the doorway holding Harold_)

WALTER

It seems to me that none of us has been really satisfied, so it isn't so

bad after all. We can begin on something real to us all. Mother said she

would be happy in a tenement. Well, maybe she would, but why not come up

here?

MRS. EVERITT

Oh, _Charles_!

EVERITT

Well ... but Alice.

ALICE

Mother.

MRS. EVERITT

You, too! What is it? What's the matter with Harold?

ALICE

Nothing. He wouldn't go to sleep, and wouldn't. He said he wanted to sit

in your lap. I never saw him so. I had to bring him.

MRS. EVERITT

Give him to me, dear.

ALICE

And I knew something was going on down here... I could _feel_ it. I don't

know what it was, but there's one thing I do know.

MRS. EVERITT

What?

ALICE

Why, ever since father said I looked as you used to I've been thinking

about what you must have been like as a girl, and it came over me how

_useless_ I am. I've never done anything. And you must have done a lot.

EVERITT

I should say she did!

WALTER

There! Say, Alice, how'd you like to live in that white house we passed,

the one with the orchard?

ALICE

Really? And _do_ things?

MRS. EVERITT

Charles!

EVERITT

This is the most extraordinary night I ever heard of. Here I was, feeling

like a condemned criminal because I'd lost my business, afraid to tell

Mary and you children, and now you all seem positively glad of it. I

expected all kinds of trouble, and all at once.... _What the deuce is it?_

HAROLD

Rain--rain.... Mother, why can't the brook come back to the _same_ little

girl?

PICTURES

_A studio on the Rue Notre-Dame-des-Champs. There is a small entrance

hall, kitchenette, and a balcony before which curtains are drawn. It is a

winter afternoon, and a young man is busy at an easel placed close beside

the north light. A young woman arranges tea things on the table._

SILVIA

Joe.

JOE

Um.

SILVIA

Joe!

JOE

Um--um! _(She walks over, draws his watch from his pocket and shows him

the time)_

SILVIA

It's nearly four o'clock.

JOE

Just a minute--the light's fine, and I want to finish.

SILVIA

Yes, I know, but he may be here any minute.

JOE

Tea on?

SILVIA

Yes.

JOE

Well, that'll keep him while I get ready. That's mostly what they came

for, anyhow.

SILVIA

But he's different. He isn't a Cook's tourist--

JOE

No, he's a relative!

SILVIA

You wouldn't say that if one of _your_ family dropped in. Besides, I've

never even seen him. And he's something of a collector, Joe. He _buys_

pictures.

JOE

So I hear. The last thing he bought was a Bougereau!

SILVIA

Well, he's a _relative_ ... and when he sees your last things!

JOE

Um.... There, it's all done.

SILVIA

I'm crazy to see it, Joe, but run up and get ready. _Sh!_ (_A knock at the

door. Joe runs upstairs to the balcony. Silvia opens the door and admits

Mr. Wentworth, rather stout and with gold spectacles_)

MR. WENTWORTH

Mrs. Carson?

SILVIA

Yes. This is Mr. Wentworth? Joe and I have been expecting you. Let me take

your coat. The studio's rather upset just now--

MR. WENTWORTH

Delightful! How I love the atmosphere of work in a studio! I used to paint

a bit myself, you know.

SILVIA

Did you? Father never mentioned that.

MR. WENTWORTH

Oh, I guess everybody has forgotten it by now. An early adventure with

life! Goodness only knows what might have happened, though, if the

business hadn't fallen on me to look out for. I might have been a great

artist. Ha!

SILVIA

I'm sure you would, Mr. Wentworth. You've always been interested in art,

haven't you?

MR. WENTWORTH

Yes indeed. Of course I have been very busy, until lately. But I always

followed the best English magazines.

SILVIA

My husband's upstairs getting the paint off his hands. He will be down in

a minute. Then we'll have some tea.

MR. WENTWORTH

You don't paint, do you, Silvia? I may call you Silvia, may I not?

SILVIA

Of course. No, I don't paint. I just fly around amongst the artists and

see what's going on. Are you staying in Paris very long?

MR. WENTWORTH

A couple of weeks more, at least. I am revelling in the galleries and

museums here.

SILVIA

Here comes Joe. Joe, I want you to meet my cousin, Mr. Wentworth. Mr.

Wentworth--Mr. Carson.

JOE

Very glad to meet you, Mr. Wentworth.

MR. WENTWORTH

It's a great pleasure for me to meet a real artist, Mr. Carson.

SILVIA

Excuse me a moment. I'll bring on the tea.

JOE

Oh, as for that--I'm working along. Sometimes I hit it--

MR. WENTWORTH

_Ars longa, vita brevis_ you know! I want to see your pictures very much.

I was just telling Silvia how I delight in the Louvre. I go there with a

class for lectures every morning. I suppose you often copy the old

masters?

JOE

Copy the old masters? I should say not. I'm not out to be a camera. It's

all I can do to work out my own impressions.

MR. WENTWORTH

Oh, I see. But--

SILVIA

The tea's ready. Joe, bring up that chair for Mr. Wentworth. Mr.

Wentworth, do you take cream and sugar?

MR. WENTWORTH If you please. Yes, two lumps. There's nothing like the

atmosphere of a studio, is there? I love it. I feel I have missed so

much. Still, the instinct for beauty, fragile as it is, does persist.... I

was surprised to feel so many of my old emotions awake on coming to Paris.

So much that hasn't been real to me for years! I have gained much

inspiration for planning my new house.

SILVIA

You are building a new house? I have heard father talk about your

collection of Japanese prints.

MR. WENTWORTH

A really delightful thing, Japanese prints. Yes, I intend building on Long

Island. And my new interest in pictures ... I shall have a gallery

especially for them.

JOE

Americans haven't done any too much for art so far.

MR. WENTWORTH

Oh, I assure you! I know many men who are continually buying the best on

the market.

JOE

Oh, _that_....

SILVIA

Another cup, Mr. Wentworth? Joe, pass the cake.

MR. WENTWORTH

No, thank you, Silvia. Yes, the cake if you please. Why, it's real English

plumcake!

SILVIA

English things are getting very popular over here. Joe, won't you show us

the new picture? He finished it just before you came, Mr. Wentworth.

MR. WENTWORTH

Indeed! I should like to see it very much.

JOE

There isn't very much light.

SILVIA

No, the light is poor. But even so--and your colors will stand out, Joe.

MR. WENTWORTH

Really, Mr. Carson, I counted on seeing some of your work. I have heard,

nice things about you.

JOE

There. If you stand just here....

SILVIA

Oh, _Joe_!

JOE

What?

SILVIA

It's our little cottage! I'm so glad! That's where we lived last summer,

Mr. Wentworth. I always wanted Joe to paint it. Joe, it's splendid! Don't

you think so, Mr. Wentworth?

MR. WENTWORTH

Yes.... Yes. _Very_ interesting....

SILVIA

Don't you love the bright colors and the firm, flowing lines?

MR. WENTWORTH

Of course, it isn't exactly what I have been accustomed to.... I have

heard that some of the younger Frenchmen and Russians are painting in a

new way, but--

SILVIA

Joe, it's so _alive_! I _feel_ it, every inch of it! You've no idea, Mr.

Wentworth, how Joe's painting has changed me. I used to be such a little

New Englander, _afraid_ of life, but now--

JOE

It isn't only what you call the "younger Frenchmen and Russians" who are

learning how to paint--the modern movement has spread all over.

MR. WENTWORTH

Of course, I don't pretend to be an artist myself, but I have always

studied and loved pictures, and when you say "learning _how_ to paint"--

JOE

That's exactly what it is. Learning _how_ to paint. Learning what art is.

Getting _life_ into it instead of abstract ideas.

MR. WENTWORTH

Art? But art is beauty! Eternal beauty. You can't change art over night,

like a fashion!

SILVIA

But that picture's beautiful!

JOE

Art changes as life changes. Art has always changed. If it didn't, why

isn't your Japanese art just like Greek art? And Greek art like the

Italian?

MR. WENTWORTH

Oh, in that way, of course. But all the great masters obey the eternal

laws of beauty!

JOE

There aren't any eternal _laws_ of beauty! There's only the eternal

impulse to create. Every artist has to express himself in his own way.

What you call the "eternal laws" are merely the particular expressions

your own favorite painters happened to work out in their time. If they had

lived in another time--

MR. WENTWORTH

A master would always be a master. There's no change possible in the

vision of the soul.

SILVIA

You see, Mr. Wentworth, what I have learned these last two years from

living among artists is that the painter with an original vision is always

opposed by the schools. That is, at first. But when he wins out, then the

schools merely take over his technic and use it as a club to put down the

next creator. And so it goes.

MR. WENTWORTH

Naturally, the great artist suffers hardship. But if we once admit there

are no _laws_, where are we? Anarchy!

JOE

The laws are contained in the impulses themselves. They come _with_ the

vision, not before it! If any one thinks this modern art is just an easy

way of painting--

SILVIA

Indeed it isn't! Joe works much harder than the students who go to the

schools. Of course, he doesn't paint by the clock.

MR. WENTWORTH

But the Louvre! All those beautiful pictures, those priceless treasures!

What about the Louvre?

JOE

The Louvre? It's a _museum_.

MR. WENTWORTH

What do you mean by "it's a _museum_"?

JOE

I mean that it's the place to put pictures in when they are dead.

MR. WENTWORTH

_Dead?_ A great masterpiece _dead_?

JOE

Of course. No man lives forever. Nobody that was ever born was useful

enough to live forever. The bigger a man is the longer his influence is

creative, in art and everything else, but the time always comes when his

value is spent. When the world needs a new influence.

SILVIA

It's really wonderful, Mr. Wentworth, how knowing the truth about art

shows one the truth about other things. When I remember what I used to

believe!

MR. WENTWORTH

But see here, young man, you wouldn't do away with the _Louvre_, would

you? Why, what would happen if these ideas were carried out....

JOE

No, I wouldn't do away with it. Why should I? If to burn it down would

wake people up to _life_, I'd do it in a minute. But it wouldn't. They

would only sanctify the superstition and make it immortal. No, leave the

Louvre as it is. It's really quite useful.

MR. WENTWORTH

But good gracious! _Useful?_

JOE

Yes. Like history. To do away with the Louvre would be to destroy a part

of history. There's no good doing that. We need history--it cranks up

life--but we've got to recognize that after all it is only history, not

life itself--not art.

MR. WENTWORTH

But what _is_ art, if the Louvre _isn't_?

SILVIA

Don't you see, Mr. Wentworth? If you could only get for a moment into the

stream of experience where Joe and the others brought me! A picture is art

as long as it's alive--as long as it can give back the fresh, first-hand

impulses that were put into it. After that--when life has flowed on and

set up new impulses requiring a different expression--then a picture drops

back upon a lower level. What Joe calls _history_.

JOE

Like everything else.

MR. WENTWORTH

But you put art on the same plane as invention. An improved motor car

scraps the old model. But you can't _improve_ art!

JOE

No, certainly not. We don't try to. We just do our best. We _recover_ art.

MR. WENTWORTH

_Recover_ it?

SILVIA

Yes--discover it all over again. It gets lost, lost in hard and fast rules

or sentimentality, then a genius comes along and digs down to the buried

city--creation. Art isn't like invention. It's more like religion.

MR. WENTWORTH

There you are!

JOE

There we are! Isn't there a struggle going on all the time to free

religion, the _spirit_ of religion, from hard and fast rules and from

false emotions? It's exactly the same thing.

MR. WENTWORTH

Ah, but rules are necessary to maintain order. That's what I insist about

art. We _must_ have rules!

SILVIA

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