CHAPTER XVII

John now saw Ulick Shannon coming towards him across the Hill of Annus.

It was strange that he should be appearing now whose presence had just

been created by the Rabelaisian recital of Shamesy Golliher. As he

came along boldly his eyes roamed cheerfully over the blue expanse of

water and seemed to catch something there which moved him to joyous

whistling. John Brennan felt a certain amount of reserve spring up

between them as they shook hands.... For a moment that seemed to

lengthen out interminably the two young men were silent. The lake was

without a ripple in the intense calm of the summer day.... Suddenly it

reflected the movement of them walking away, arm in arm, towards the

village.

It was high noontide when they reached Garradrimna. The Angelus was

ringing. Men had turned them from their various occupations to bend

down for a space in prayer. The drunkards had put away the pints from

their mouths in reverence. The seven sleek publicans were coming to

their doors with their hats in their hands, beating their breasts in

a frenzy of zeal and genuflecting. Yet, upon the appearance of the

students, a different excitement leaped up to animate them. They began

to hurry their prayers, the words becoming jumbled pell mell in their

mouths as they cleared a way for their tongues to say to one another

the thing they wanted to say of the two young men.

By their God, there was John Brennan and Ulick Shannon coming into

Garradrimna in the middle of the day. To drink, they at once supposed.

Their tongues had been finding fine exercise upon Ulick Shannon for

a considerable time, but it was certainly a comfort to have the same

to say of John Brennan. A clerical student coming up the street with

a Dublin scamp. That was a grand how-d'ye-do! But sure they supposed,

by their God again, that it was only what she deserved (they were

referring to Mrs. Brennan).

Her mention at once brought recollection of her story, and it came to

be discussed there in the heat of the day until the lonely woman, who

was still crying probably as she sat working by her machine in the

little house in the valley, became as a corpse while the vultures of

Garradrimna circled round it flapping great wings in glee.

The students strode on, reciting the Angelus beneath their breaths with

a devotion that did not presently give place to any worldly anxiety.

They were doing many things now, as if they formed a new personality

in which the will and the inclination of each were merged. They turned

into McDermott's, and it seemed their collective intention from the

direction they took upon entering the shop to take refuge in the

retirement of the particular portion known as Connellan's office. It

was the place where Mick Connellan, the local auctioneer, transacted

business on Fridays. On all other days it was considered the more

select and secluded portion of this publichouse. But when they entered

it was occupied. Padna Padna, the ancient drunkard, was sitting by the

empty grate poking the few drawn corks in it as if they were coals. He

was speaking to himself in mournful jeremiads, and after the fashion of

one upon whom a great sorrow has fallen down.

"Now what the hell does he want with his mission, and it too good we

are? A mission, indeed, for to make us pay him money every night, and

the cosht of everything, drink and everything. He, he, he! To pay the

price of a drink every night to hear the missioners denounce drink. Now

that's the quarest thing ever any one heard. To go pay the price of

a drink for hearing a man that doesn't even know the taste of it say

that drink is not good for the human soul. Begad Father O'Keeffe is the

funny man!"

After this fashion did Padna Padna run on in soliloquy. He had seen

many a mission come to bring, in the words of the good missioners, "a

superabundance of grace to the parish," and seen it go without bringing

any appreciable addition of grace to him or any change in his way of

life. It seemed a pity that his tradition had set Padna Padna down as

a Christian, and would not allow him to live his life upon Pagan lines

and in peace. The struggle which continually held occupation of his

mind was one between Christian principles and Pagan inclinations. He

now began whispering to himself--"The Book of God! The Book of God! A

fellow's name bees written in the Book of God!" ... So absorbed was he

in his immense meditation that he had hardly noticed the entry of the

students. But as he became aware of their presence he stumbled to his

feet and gripping John Brennan by the arm whispered tensely: "Isn't

that a fact, young fellow, that one's name bees down there always, and

what one does, and that it's never blotted out?"

"It is thus we are told," said John, speaking dogmatically and as if he

were repeating a line out of the Bible.

Padna Padna, as he heard these words and recognized the voice of

their speaker, put on what was really his most gruesome expression.

He stripped his shrunken gums in a ghastly little smile, and a queer

"Tee-Hee!" issued from his furrowed throat.... Momentarily his concern

for Eternity was forgotten in a more immediate urgency of this world.

He gripped John still more tightly and in a higher whisper said: "Are

ye able to stand?"

It was a strange anti-climax and at once betrayed his sudden descent

in the character of his meditation, from thinking of what the Angel

had written of him to his immortal longing for what had determined the

character of that record regarding immortality.

"Yes, I'll stand," said Ulick, breaking in upon John Brennan's reply to

Padna Padna and pushing the bell.

Mr. McDermott himself, half drunk and smelling of bad whiskey, came in

and soon the drinks were before them. New life seemed to come pushing

into the ancient man as he took his "half one." He looked up in blind

thankfulness into their faces, his eyes running water and his mouth

dribbling like that of a young child.... His inclinations were again

becoming rapidly Pagan.... From smiling dumbly he began to screech with

laughter, and moved from the room slowly tapping his way with his short

stick.... He was going forth to fresh adventures. Spurred on by this

slight addition of drink he would be encouraged to enter the other six

publichouses of Garradrimna, and no man could tell upon what luck he

might happen to fall. So fortunate might his half-dozen expeditions

prove that he would probably return to the house of the good woman who

was his guardian, led by Shamesy Golliher, or some other one he would

strike up with in the last dark pub, as if he were a toddling infant

babbling foolish nonsense about all the gay delights which had been his

of old. The mad drives from distant villages upon his outside car, his

passengers in the same condition as himself--a state of the wildest

abandon, and dwelling exultingly in that moment wherein they might make

fitting models for a picture by Jack B. Yeats.

Ulick and John were now alone. The day outside was hot and still upon

the dusty street, but this office of Connellan's was a cool place like

some old cellar full of forgotten summers half asleep in wine.... They

were entering still deeper into the mood of one another.... Ulick had

closed the door when Padna Padna had passed through, tapping blindly

as he moved towards the far places of the village. He would seem to

have gone for no other purpose than to publish broadcast the presence

of Ulick Shannon and John Brennan together in McDermott's, and they

drinking. For now the door of Connellan's office was being opened and

closed every few minutes. People were calling upon the pretense of

looking for other people, and going away leaving the door open wide

behind them so that some others might come also and see for themselves

the wonderful thing that was happening.... Padna Padna was having such

a time as compared favorably with the high times of old. A "half-one"

of malt from every man he brought to see the sight was by no means

a small reward. And so he was coming and going past the door like a

sentry on guard of some great treasure which increased in value from

moment to moment. He was blowing upon his fingers and tapping his lips

and giggling and screeching with merriment down in his shivering frame.

And most wonderful of all, the two young men who were creating all

this excitement were quite unconscious of it.... They were talking a

great deal, but each, as it were, from behind the barricade of his

personality, for each was now beginning for the first time to notice

a peculiar thing. They were discovering that their personalities were

complementary. John lacked the gift, which was Ulick's, of stating

things brilliantly out of life and experience and the views of those

modern authors whom he admired. On the other hand, he seemed to possess

a deeper sense of the relative realities of certain things, a faculty

which sprang out of his ecclesiastical training and which held no

meaning for Ulick, who spoke mockingly of such things. Ulick skimmed

lightly over the surface of life in discussing it; John was inclined to

plow deeply.

Suddenly a desire fell upon John to hear Ulick discuss again those

matters he had talked of at the "North Leinster Arms" in Ballinamult.

It was very curious that this should be the nature of his thoughts

now, this inclination towards things which from him should always

have remained far distant and unknown.... But it may have been that

some subtle impulse had stirred in him, and that he now wished to

see whether the outlook of Ulick had changed in any way through his

rumored friendship with Rebecca Kerr. Would it be a cleaner thing and

purified through power of that girl? He fondly fancied that no thought

at all could be soiled within the splendid precinct of her presence.

Josie Guinan, the new barmaid of McDermott's, came in to attend them

with other and other drinks. Her bosom was attractive and ample,

although her hair was still down upon her back in rich brown plaits....

She dallied languorously within the presence of the two young men....

Ulick began to tell some of the stories he had told to Mary Essie, and

she stood even as brazenly enjoying them with her back to the door

closed behind her. Then the two came together and whispered something,

and a vulgar giggle sprang up between them.

And to think that this was the man to whom Rebecca Kerr might be giving

the love of her heart.... If John had seen as much of life as the other

he would have known that Ulick was the very kind of man who, at all

times, has most strongly appealed to women. Yet it was in this moment

and in this place that he fell in love with Rebecca.... He became

possessed of an infinite willingness to serve and protect her, and it

was upon the strength of his desire that he arose.

Through all this secret, noble passage, Ulick remained laughing as at

some great joke. He, too, was coming into possession of a new joy, for

he was beginning to glimpse the conflagration of another's soul. Out

of sheer devilment, and in conspiracy with Josie Guinan, he had caused

John Brennan's drink, the small, mild measure of port wine, to be dosed

with flaming whiskey. Even the wine in the frequency of its repetition

had already been getting the better of him. They had been hours

sitting here, and outside the day was fading.

John began to stutter now in the impotence of degradation which was

upon him. His thoughts were all burning into one blazing thought. The

small room seemed suddenly to cramp and confine his spirit as if it

were a prison cell.... And Ulick was still smiling that queer smile of

his with his thick red lips and sunken eyes.

He sprang towards the door and, turning the handle, rushed out into the

air.... Soon he was fleeing as if from some Unknown Force, staggering

between the rows of the elms which stretched all along the road into

the valley. It had rained a shower and the strong, young leaves held

each its burden of pearly drops. A light wind now stirred them and like

an aspergillus they flung a blessing down upon him as he passed. And

ever did he mutter her name to himself as he stumbled on:

"Rebecca Kerr, Rebecca Kerr, I love you, Rebecca, I love you surely!

Oh, my dear Rebecca!"

She was moving before him, with her hair all shining through the

twilight.

"Oh, dear Rebecca! I love you! Oh, my dear!"

He turned The Road of the Dead and down by the lake, where he lay

in the quiet spot from which Ulick Shannon had taken him away to

Garradrimna. There he remained until far on in the evening, when his

mother, concerned for his welfare, came to look for him. She found him

sleeping by the lake.

She had no notion of how he had passed the evening. Her imagination

was, after all, only a very small thing and worked rigorously within

the romantic confines of the holy stories which were her continual

reading. When she had awakened him she asked a characteristic question:

"And I suppose, John, you're after seeing visions and things have

appeared to you?"

"Yes, mother, I have seen a vision, I think," he said, as he opened

his eyes and blinked stupidly at the lake. He was still midway between

two conditions, but he was not noticeable to her, who could not have

imagined the like.

These were the only words he spoke to her before he went to bed.

Back in McDermott's a great crowd thronged the public bar. Every man

seemed to be in high glee and a hum of jubilation hung low between

them. A momentous thing had happened, and it was of this great event

they were talking. _John Brennan had left the house and he was

reeling._ Men from the valley foregathered in one group and, as each

new-comer arrived, the news was re-broken. It was about the best thing

that had ever happened. The sudden enrichment of any of their number

could not have been half so welcome in its importance.

Padna Padna and Shamesy Golliher were standing in one corner taking sup

for sup.

"Damn it, but it was one of the greatest days ever I seen in

Garradrimna since the ould times. It was a pity you missed of it," said

Padna Padna. "If you were to see him!"

"Sure I'm after seeing him, don't I tell ye, lying a corpse be the

lake."

"A corpse be the lake. He, he, he! Boys-a-day! Boys-a-day!"

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