Very early in the gray morning Halfden woke me, and he was fully
armed, while at the lower end of the hall the courtmen were rising
and arming themselves also, for Vikings must greet Odin as warriors
ready to do battle for him when Ragnaroek {xvi} and the last
great fight shall come.
"Rise and arm yourself," he said; "here are the arms in which you
fought well in your first fight, and axe and sword beside. Now you
shall stand with our crew, and so none of them will heed you, for
they love you, and know your ways are not as ours. So will all be
well."
Then I thanked him, for I surely thought it would be so; and I
armed myself, and that man who had been my own shield man when I
led the midship gang helped me. One thing only I wished, and that
was that I had the axe which Lodbrok made for me, for then, I told
the man, I should feel as a Viking again, and that pleased him.
"However," he said, "I think I have found an axe that is as near
like your own as may be."
And he had done so, having had that kindly thought for me. Then we
went out, for the horns were blowing outside the town in the ash
grove where the Ve, as they call the temple of Odin and Thor and
the other gods, was. And overhead, high and unseen in the air,
croaked the ravens, Odin's birds, scared from their resting places
by the tramp of men, yet knowing that their share in the feast was
to come.
I shivered, but the sound of the war horns, and the weight and
clank of the well-known arms, stirred my blood at last, and when we
fell in for our short march, Halfden and Thormod, Rorik and myself
leading our crew, I was ready for all that might come, if need for
a brave heart should be.
Silently we filed through the bare trunks of the ashes, the trees
of Thor, where many a twisted branch and dead trunk showed that the
lightning had been at work, until we came to the place of the Ve in
its clearing.
There stood the sanctuary, a little hut--hardly more--built of
ash-tree logs set endwise on a stone footing, and roofed with logs
of ash, and closed with heavy doors made of iron-bolted ash timber
also. This temple stood under the mightiest ash tree of all, and
there was a clear circle of grass, tree bordered, for a hundred
yards all round it, and all that circle was lined with men, armed
and silent.
Before the temple was a fire-reddened stone, the altar. And on it
were graven runes, and symbols so strange that neither I nor any
man could read them, so old were they, for some men said that stone
and runes alike were older than the worship of Odin himself, having
been an altar to gods that were before him. And a pile of wood was
ready on the altar.
Beside it stood Ingvar, clad in golden shining scale armour, and
with a gilded horned helm and scarlet cloak that hung from
shoulders to heel; for as his forefathers had been before him,
beyond the time when the Danes and Angles came from their far
eastern home {xvii}, led by Odin himself, he was the "godar",
the priest of the great gods of Asgard, and his it was to offer the
sacrifice now that Lodbrok his father was dead.
Now, as I stood there I thought how my father had told me that our
own family had been the godars of our race in the old days, so that
he and I in turn should have taken our place at such an offering as
Ingvar was about to make. And straightway I seemed to be back in
the long dead past, when on these same shores my forbears had
worshipped thus before seeking the new lands that they won beyond
the seas. And that was a strange thought, yet now I should know
from what our faith had brought us.
In a little while all Ingvar's following had come, and there were
many chiefs whose faces I had seen of late as they came to plan the
great raid that was to be when the season came. And the men with
them were very many, far more than we could have gathered to a levy
on so short notice; and all were well armed, and stood in good
order as trained and hardened warriors. No longer could I wonder at
all I had heard of the numbers of the Danish hosts who came to our
shores, and were even now in Northumbria, unchecked.
There was silence in all the great ring of men; and only the rustle
of the wind in the thick-standing ash trees around us--that seemed
to hem us in like a gray wall round the clearing--and the quick
croak and flap of broad wings as the ravens wheeled ever nearer
overhead, broke the stillness.
We of the crew for whose good voyage and safe return the offering
was made stood foremost, facing the altar stone and the sanctuary
door, and I, with Halfden and Thormod before me, and men of the
crew to right and left, stood in the centre of our line, so that I
could see all that went on.
Then, seeing that all was ready, Ingvar swung back the heavy door
of the shrine, and I saw before me a great image of Thor the
mighty, glaring with sightless eyes across the space at me. It was
carved in wood, and the god stood holding in one hand Mioelner, his
great hammer, and in the other the head of the Midgaard serpent,
whose tailed curled round his legs, as though it were vainly trying
to struggle free.
Then Ingvar turned and lighted the altar fire, and the smoke rose
straight up and hung in the heavy morning air in a cloud over the
Ve; and that seemed to be of good omen, for the men shouted
joyfully once, and were again silent.
From behind the sanctuary two armed men led the horse for the
sacrifice that should be feasted on thereafter; and it was a
splendid colt, black and faultless, so that to me it seemed a
grievous thing that its life should thus be spilt for naught. Yet I
was the only one there who deemed it wasted.
Then Ingvar chanted words to which I would not listen, lest my
heart should seem to echo them, so taking part in the heathen
prayer. Over the horse he signed Thor's hammer, and slew it with
Thor's weapon, and the two men flayed and divided it skilfully,
laying certain portions before the jarl, the godar.
He sprinkled the blood upon doorway and statue, and then again
chanting, laid those portions upon the altar fire, and the black
smoke rose up from them, while all the host watched for what omens
might follow.
The smoke rose, wavered, and went up, and then some breath of wind
took it and drifted it gently into the open temple, winding it
round the head of Thor's image and filling all the little building.
And at that the men shouted again.
Then Ingvar turned slowly towards the shrine, and drawing his
sword, lifted up the broad shining blade as if in salute, crying as
he turned the point north and east and south and west:
"Skoal, ye mighty Ones!"
And at once, as one man all the host, save myself only, lifted
their weapons in salute, crying in a voice that rolled back from
the trees like an answering war shout:
"Skoal to the mighty Ones!"
But as for me, I stirred not, save that as by nature, and because I
fixed my thoughts on the One Sacrifice of our own faith, I signed
myself with the sign of the cross, only knowing this, that Thor and
Odin I would not worship.
Suddenly, even as the echo of the shout died away, and while the
weapons were yet upraised, the thick cloud of smoke rolled back and
down, wrapping round Ingvar the godar as he stood between shrine
and altar, and across the reek glared the sightless eyes of the
idol again, cold and heedless.
Now of all omens that was the worst, for it must needs betoken that
the sacrifice was not pleasing; and at that a low groan as of fear
went round the host. Then back started Ingvar, and I saw his face
through the smoke, looking white as ashes. For a long time, as it
seemed to me, there was silence, until the smoke rose up straight
again and was lost in the treetops. Even the ravens, scared maybe
by the great shout, were gone, and all was very still.
At last Ingvar turned slowly to us and faced our crew.
"The sacrifice is yours," he said, "and if it is not accepted the
fault is yours also. We are clear of blame who have bided at home."
Then Halfden answered for his men and himself:
"I know not what blame is to us."
But from close behind me Rorik lifted his voice:
"No blame to the crew--but here is one, a stranger, who does no
honour to the gods, neither lifting sword or hailing them as is
right, even before Thor's image."
Then I knew that the worst was come, and prepared to meet it. But
Halfden spoke.
"All men's customs are not alike, and a stranger has his own ways."
But Ingvar's face was black with rage, and not heeding Halfden, he
shouted:
"Set the man before me."
No man stirred, for indeed I think that most of our crew knew not
who was meant, and those near me would, as Halfden told me, say
nought.
Then said Ingvar to Rorik: "Point the man to me."
Then Rorik pointed to me. So I stood forth of my own accord, not
looking at him, but at Ingvar.
"So," said the jarl, harshly, "you dare to dishonour Thor?"
I answered boldly, feeling very strong in the matter.
"I dishonour no man's religion, Jarl, neither yours nor my own."
"You did no honour to the Asir," he said sternly.
"Thor and Odin are not the gods I worship," I answered.
"I know. You are one of those who have left the gods of your
fathers."
Then one of our men, who had stood next to me, spoke for me, as he
thought.
"I saw Wulfric sign Thor's hammer even now. What more does any man
want from a Saxon?"
Thereat Ingvar scowled, knowing, as I think, what this was.
"You claim to be truth teller," he said; "did you sign Thor's
hammer?"
"I did not," I answered.
Then Halfden came to my side.
"Let Wulfric go his own way, brother. What matters it what gods he
worships so long as he is good warrior and true man, as I and my
men know him to be?"
So he looked round on the faces of my comrades, and they answered
in many ways that this was so. And several cried:
"Let it be, Jarl. What is one man to Thor and Odin?"
Now I think that Ingvar would have let the matter pass thus, for
the word of the host is not lightly to be disregarded. But Rorik
would not suffer it.
"What of the wrath of the gods, Godar?" he said. "How will you put
that aside?"
Then was a murmur that they must be appeased, but it came not from
our crew; and Ingvar stood frowning, but not looking at me for a
space, for he was pulled two ways. As godar he must not pass by the
dishonour to the gods, yet as the son of the man whom I had saved,
how could he harm me? And Rorik, seeing this, cried:
"I hold that this man should live no longer."
"Why, what dishonour has he done the gods?" said Halfden. "If he
had scoffed, or said aught against them--that were a different
thing. And what does Thor there care if one man pays no heed to
him? Surely he can keep his own honour--leave it to him."
"It is dishonour to Thor not to hail him," said Rorik.
Now Ingvar spoke again to me:
"Why do you no honour to the gods?"
"My fathers honoured them, for the godarship was theirs, and would
have been my father's and mine, even as it is yours, Jarl Ingvar.
For good reason they left that honour and chose another way and a
better. And to that way I cleave. I have done despite to no man's
faith--neither to yours nor my own."
At that Rorik lost patience, and lifting his axe, ground his teeth
and said savagely:
"I will even make you honour Thor yonder."
Now at that Halfden saw a chance for me, and at once stayed Rorik's
hand, saying in a loud voice:
"Ho! this is well. Let Wulfric and Rorik fight out this
question--and then the life of him who is slain will surely appease
the gods."
That pleased our crew well, for they had no great love for Rorik,
who had taken too much command on him, for a stranger on board.
Now, too, Ingvar's brows cleared, for he cared nothing for the life
of either of us, so that the gods were satisfied with blood. And he
said:
"So shall it be. Take axes and make short work of it. If Wulfric
can slay Rorik, we know that he is innocent of aught to dishonour
the gods. But if he is slain--then on his head is the blame."
Then he looked round and added:
"Let Guthrum and Hubba see fair play."
Now came Hubba, pleased enough, for he knew my axe play, and that
chief whom they called Guthrum, a square, dark man with a pleasant,
wise face, and took four spears, setting them up at the corners of
a twelve-pace square, between the line of our crew and the altar.
So now it seemed to me that I must fight for our faith, for truth
against falsehood, darkness against light. And I was confident,
knowing this, that the death of one for the faith is often the
greatest victory. So I said:
"I thank you, Jarl. I will fight willingly for my faith."
"Fight for what you like," said Ingvar, "but make haste over it."
Then Hubba and Guthrum placed me at one side of the square, and
Rorik at the opposite. And I faced the image of Thor, so that under
the very eyes of the idol I hated I must prove my faith.
Then came a longing into my mind to lift my axe in Thor's face and
defy him, but I put it away, for how should an idol know of threat
or defiance? Surely that would be to own some power of his.
When we were ready, Hubba and Guthrum, each with drawn swords,
stood on either side of the spear-marked square, and signed to
Ingvar to give the word. At once he did so.
Then I strode forward five paces and waited, but Rorik edged round
me, trying to gain some vantage of light, and I watched him
closely.
And all the host stood silent, holding breath, and the altar smoke
rose up over our heads, and the ravens croaked in the trees, and
over all stared the great statue of Thor, seeing naught.
Then like a wolf Rorik sprang at me, smiting at my left shoulder
where no shield was to guard me. And that was Rorik's last stroke,
for even as I had parried Thormod's stroke in sport, the man's
wrist lit on the keen edge of my axe, so that hand and weapon flew
far beyond me with the force of his stroke. Then flashed my axe,
and Rorik fell with his helm cleft in twain.
Then roared our crew, cheering me:
"Skoal to the axeman! Ahoy!"
But I looked at Ingvar, and said:
"Short work have I made, Jarl."
Whereat he laughed a grim laugh, only answering:
"Aye, short enough. The gods are appeased."
Then I went back to my place beside Halfden, and our men patted my
back, praising me, roughly and heartily, for it is not a viking's
way to blame a man for slaying a comrade in fair fight and for good
reason.
Now Ingvar stood before the shrine, and called to the gods to be
heedful of the blood spilt to purge whatever dishonour or wrong had
been done. And he hung up the weapons of the slain man in the
shrine, and after that closed its doors and barred them; and we
marched from the Ve silently and swiftly, leaving the body of Rorik
alone for a feast to the birds of Odin before the dying altar fire.
Now was I light hearted, thinking that the worst was past, and so
also thought Halfden, so that we went back and sought Osritha, who
waited, pale and anxious, to know how things should go with me, and
when we found her I saw that she had been weeping.
"Why, my sister," said Halfden, "hardly would you have wept for my
danger--or weeping you would be from my sailing to return."
But she answered not a word, and turned away, for his saying made
her tears come afresh.
"Now am I a blunderer," said Halfden. "If there is one thing that I
fear it is a weeping maiden."
And with that he went from the room, leaving me.
Then I took upon me to comfort Osritha, nor was that a hard task.
And again I would have gone through this new danger I had faced,
for it had brought the one I loved to my arms.
Not long might we be together, for now the feasting began, and I
must go to Halfden and his brothers in the great hall. And then
came remembrance to me. For now must I refuse to eat of the horse
sacrifice, and maybe there would be danger in that. Yet I thought
that no man would trouble more about me and my ways, so that I said
naught of it to Osritha.
So I sat between Halfden and Thormod at the high place, and the
whole hall was full of men seated at the long tables that ran from
end to end, and across the wide floor. The womenfolk and thralls
went busily up and down serving, and it was a gay show enough to
look on, for all were in their best array.
Yet it seemed to me that the men were silent beyond their wont,
surly even in their talk, for the fear of the omen of that eddying
smoke was yet on them. And presently I felt and saw that many eyes
were watching me, and those in no very friendly wise. Some of the
men who watched were strangers to me, but as they sat among our
crew, they must be the rest of the saved from Rorik's following.
Others were men from beyond the village walls, and as Rorik's men
had some reason and the others knew me not, I thought little of
their unfriendly looks.
At last they brought round great cauldrons, in which were flesh
hooks; to every man in turn, and first of all to Ingvar himself. He
thrust the hook in, and brought up a great piece of meat, cutting
for himself therefrom, and at once every man before whom a cauldron
waited, did likewise, and it passed on. They signed Thor's hammer
over the meat and began to eat.
Now after Ingvar had helped himself, the cauldron came to Guthrum,
and then to Halfden, and then it must come to me, and I had heaped
food before me that I might pass it by more easily, knowing that
this was the sacrificed meat of which I might not eat. But the men
stayed before me, and I made a sign to them to pass by, and honest
Thormod leaned across me to take his share quickly, and they passed
to him, wondering at me a little, but maybe thinking nothing of it.
They were but thralls, and had not been at the Ve.
But Rorik's men had their eyes on me, and when the cauldron passed
Thormod, and I had not taken thereout, one rose up and said,
pointing to me:
"Lo! this Saxon will not eat of the sacrifice."
At that was a growl of wrath from the company, and Ingvar rose,
looking over the heads of my comrades, saying:
"Have a care, thou fool; go not too far with me."
Then Guthrum laughed and said:
"This is foolishness to mind him; moreover, he has fought for and
won his right to please himself in the matter."
So too said Halfden and Thormod, but against their voices were now
many raised, saying that ill luck would be with the host for long
enough, if this were suffered openly.
Now a Dane or Norseman takes no heed of the religion of other folk
unless the matter is brought forward in this way, too plainly to be
overlooked. But then, being jealous for his own gods, whom he knows
to be losing ground, he must needs show that he is so. Nor do I
blame him, for it is but natural.
So to these voices Ingvar the godar must needs pay heed, even if
his own patience were not gone, so that he might not suffer that
one should sit at the board of Thor and Odin, untasting and
unacknowledging.
He called to two of his courtmen.
"Take this man away," he said, very sternly, "and put him in ward
till tomorrow. Today is the feast, and we have had enough trouble
over the business already."
The two men came towards me, and all men were hushed, waiting to
see if I would fight. As they came I rose from my place, and they
thought I would resist, for they shifted their sword hilts to the
front, ready to hand. But I unbuckled my sword belt, and cast the
weapon down, following them quietly, for it was of no good to fight
hopelessly for freedom in a strange land.
Many men scowled at me as I passed, and more than one cried out on
me. But Halfden and Thormod and Hubba, and more than were angry,
seemed glad that this was all the harm that came to me just now.
And Ingvar leaned back in his great chair and did not look at me,
though his face was dark.
They put me into a cell, oak walled and strong, and there left me,
unfettered, but with a heavily-barred door between me and freedom;
and if I could get out, all Denmark and the sea around me held me
prisoner.
Yet I despaired not altogether, for already I had gone through much
danger, and my strength had not failed me.
Now, how I spent the daylight hours of that imprisonment any
Christian man may know, seeing that I looked for naught but death.
And at last, when darkness fell, I heard low voices talking outside
for a little while, and I supposed that a watch was set, for the
cell door opened to the courtyard from the back of the great house.
Now I thought I would try to sleep, for the darkness was very
great, and just as I lay down in a corner the barring of the door
was moved, and the door opened gently.
"Do you sleep, Wulfric?" said Halfden's voice, speaking very low.
"What is it, brother?" I asked in as low a voice, for I had not
been a viking for naught.
I saw his form darken the gray square of the doorway, and he came
in and swung to the door after him; then his hand sought my
shoulder, and I heard a clank of arms on the floor.
"See here, Wulfric," he said, "you are in evil case; for all
Rorik's men and the men from outside are calling for your death;
they say that Rorik had no luck against you because the Asir are
angry, and that so it will be with all the host until you have paid
penalty."
"What say you and our crew?"
"Why, we had good luck with you on board, and hold that Rorik had
done somewhat which set Thor against him, for he got shipwrecked,
and now is killed. So we know that your ways do not matter to Thor
or Odin or any one of the Asir, who love a good fighter. But we
know not why you are so obstinate; still that is your business, not
ours."
"What says Ingvar?" I asked.
"Naught; but he is godar."
"Aye," said I. "So I must die, that is all. What said Ragnar
Lodbrok about that?"
And I spoke to him the brave words that his forefather sang as he
died, and which he loved:
"Whether in weapon play
Under the war cloud,
Full in the face of Death
Fearless he fronts him,
Death is the bane of
The man who is bravest,
He loveth life best who
Furthest from danger lives.
Sooth is the saying that
Strongest the Norns are.
Lo! at my life's end
I laugh--and I die."
"Nay, my brother," said Halfden earnestly; "think of me, and of
Osritha, and seem to bow at least."
That word spoken by my friend was the hardest I ever had to bear,
for now I was drawn by the love that had been so newly given me.
And I put my hands before my face and thought, while he went on:
"If I were asked to give up these gods of ours, who, as it seems to
me, pay mighty little heed to us--and I knew that good exchange was
offered me--well then--I should--"
I ended that word for him.
"You would do even as your father, and say that unless for better
reason than gain--aye, however longed for--you would not."
"Aye--maybe I would, after all," he answered, and was silent.
Then he said, "Guthrum and I spoke just now, and he said that your
faith must be worth more than he knew, to set you so fixedly on
it."
Now I would have told him that it was so, but there came a little
sound at the door, and Halfden went and opened it. Across its half
darkness came a woman's form, and Osritha spoke in her soft voice.
"Brother, are you here yet?"
"Aye, sister, both of us--come and persuade this foolish Wulfric."
Then I spoke quickly, for it seemed to me that if Osritha spoke and
urged me, I should surely give way.
"Nay, but you must not persuade me--would you have had us
Christians bid your father choose between death and gain for the
sake of winning him to our faith?"
Then said Halfden, "That would I not."
But in the dark Osritha came to my side and clung to me, so that I
was between those two whom I loved and must lose, for Halfden held
my right hand, and Osritha my left, and she was weeping silently
for me.
"Listen," I said, for the speaking must be mine lest they should
prevail. "Should I die willingly for one who has given His life for
me?"
"Aye, surely--if that might be," said Halfden.
"Now it comes into my mind that hereafter you will know that I do
not die for naught. For He whom I worship died for me. Nor may I
refuse to spend life in His honour."
Then they were silent, until Osritha found her voice and said:
"We knew not that. I will not be the one to hold you from what is
right."
At that Halfden rose up, for he had found a seat of logs and sat by
me on it, sighing a long sigh, but saying:
"Well, this is even as I thought, and I will not blame you, my
brother. Fain would I have kept you here, and sorely will Osritha
pine when you are gone. But you shall not die, else will the
justice of Ulfkytel come to naught."
Then I heard again the clank of arms, and Halfden bent down, as I
might feel.
"Can you arm yourself in the dark?" he said.
"Why, surely! It is not for the first time," I answered.
He thrust my mail shirt against me, and laid a sword in my hand,
and set my helm on my head, all awry because of the darkness.
"Quickly," he said.
Then a new hope that came to me made me clasp Osritha's hand and
kiss it before I must see to arming myself; but she clung to me
yet, and I kissed her gently, then turning away sorely troubled
went to work.
Soon I was ready for Halfden's word, and Osritha buckled on my
sword for me, for she had felt and taken it. Halfden opened the
door and went out into the night, speaking low to one whom I could
not see; and so I bade farewell to her whom I loved so dearly, not
knowing if I should ever look on her again.
But she bade me hope ever, for nor she nor I knew what the days to
come might bring us.
"Ready," said Halfden; "follow me as if you were a courtman till we
come to the outer gate."
Then with Osritha's handclasp still warm on mine I went out and
followed him, and she sought the maiden who waited beside the door,
and was gone.
When we came to the great gates, they were shut. The sounds of
feasting went on in the hall, and the red light glared from the
high windows. Forgotten was all but revelling--and the guard who
kept the gate was Raud the forester, my friend. He opened the gates
a little, and we three slipped out and stood for a moment together.
The night was very dark, and the wind howled and sang through the
stockading, and none seemed to be about the place.
There Halfden took my hand and bade me farewell very sadly.
"This is the best I may do for you, my brother. Go with Raud to his
house, and thence he and Rolf and Thoralf your shield man, who all
love you, will take you even to Hedeby, where there are Christian
folk who will help you to the sea and find passage to England. And
fare you well, my brother, for the days we longed for in your land
will never be--"
"Come in the ship to England, that so there may be good times even
yet," I said.
"Aye, to England I shall surely come--not to seek you, but at
Ingvar's bidding. Yet to East Anglia for your sake I will not
come."
Then he grasped my hand again in farewell, and he went inside the
gates and closed them, and Raud and I went quickly to his place.
There we found those two other good friends of mine waiting, and
they told me that all was well prepared to save them from the wrath
of Ingvar, for they had been bidden to carry messages, and other
men of the crew who lived far off would do this for them, for I
feared for their lives also when the flight was known.
Long was the way to Hedeby, where Ansgar the Bishop had built the
first church in all Denmark. But we won there at last and in
safety. And there Ansgar's folk received me well, and I parted from
my three comrades, not without grief, so that I asked them to take
service with us in England. Almost they consented, but Rolf and
Thoralf had wives and children, and Raud would by no means leave
his brother.
Now in a few days, a company of merchants went from Hedeby with
goods for England, and with them I went; and in no long time I came
into Ingild's house by London Bridge, and was once more at home as
the second week in May began.