Neither Mark Page nor his man, Sam Green, had been in the habit of
attending public worship. Many years, indeed, had passed since Sam had
last attended. Now Mark was ashamed to go, and Sam could not. They had
not either had prayers in their families, nor did they pray privately.
It seems strange that any men should think that they can get on without
prayer. They find out their sad mistake when the day of trial comes.
These two men did so; had it not been for Farmer Grey and for Mary, they
would have been badly off indeed.
Mark Page went about the mill, as usual, and got a man to do Sam's work;
but he never went outside the gates; and when he was in his own house,
he sat with his head bowed down and his hands between his knees, not
speaking a word. Sam Green lay on his bed, and growled and groaned with
pain, except when Tiny Paul, his grandchild, was with him; then he
cheered up and spoke pleasantly, and even laughed at what the little
fellow said or did.
Tiny Paul was a bright, merry little chap, with light curling hair and
blue eyes. He would sing, and talk, and play, all day, and tell
grandfather stories, which no one but Sam himself could understand. Sam
smiled when he saw Tiny Paul, but at no other time. "If I had always
had Tiny Paul with me, I don't think that I should have been so bad as I
am," said Sam to himself; but Sam was wrong. Neither Tiny Paul, nor any
other human being, would have made Sam a better man than he was. It was
his own evil heart was to blame; that wasn't right with God.
The miller was one evening looking out from the window of his mill, when
he saw in the distance a bright light in the sky. It grew brighter and
brighter, and now flames could be seen darting up out of the dark
ground, as it were. "It is a house on fire," said the miller; "whose
can it be?" He thought over all the houses in that direction. In the
day he would not have gone out, but at night no one would know him. He
was curious to learn whose house was burning. It was not his way to
think how he might best assist the sufferers. So, saddling his horse,
he rode out towards where he saw the fire burning. The flames lessened
as he got nearer. It was clearly only a cottage. He thought of turning
back; still he went on. He soon after reached a cottage, the walls only
of which were standing. A number of people were gathered round it. He
heard cries and exclamations of sorrow. A man had been burnt to death,
and another had been much hurt. Then he heard his own name mentioned.
He went a little nearer.
"It was all that wild young Page's fault," said some one. "If he hadn't
wounded poor Thomas Harvey, so that he could not help himself, Thomas
would have fled from the cottage and not have been burnt to death. And
his poor wife, too; they say she'll not recover." The miller durst ask
nothing further, but, turning his horse's head, rode back to his home.
The day of Ben's trial came at last. He was well defended, but one of
those who were with him turned king's evidence, and swore to his having
fired the shot which struck Thomas Harvey. It was proved, however, that
Thomas Harvey did not die of his wound, as the surgeon was of opinion
that he was getting well when the cottage in which he lived had caught
fire and he was burned to death. Did he then die of his wound, or was
his death caused by the fire? Had he been well, it was argued, he might
have escaped, as did the rest of those living in the cottage; but as it
was, his wife and a friend nearly lost their lives in trying to save
him.
The trial took up the whole day. Some were of opinion that Ben Page was
guilty, and that he would be condemned to be hung. Still, as it was not
quite certain that Thomas Harvey died by his hand, he gained the benefit
of the doubt, and was condemned to be transported for fourteen years.
Some thought his punishment light, but they little knew what his
sentence meant in those days. The miller and his wife were thankful
that their son was not to be hung. They were allowed to see Ben before
he was sent off. They would not have known him in his yellow dress, and
with his hair cropped short, and chains on his arms and legs. This
sight caused them more grief than even the thought that he was to be
sent away from them for so many years. Poor Mary also went to see him.
He shocked her by the way he spoke of those who had tried him, and at
James Grey for leaving him in the lurch. Mary was thankful to find that
James's name had not once been mentioned during the trial, and that he
was not suspected of having been mixed up in the matter. In vain she
spoke of religion to her brother. He turned a deaf ear to all she said.
With grief at her heart she bade him good-bye, and her grief was
greater because he seemed so hardened and indifferent to his fate.
So Ben Page was carried on board a convict ship, with nearly three
hundred other men convicted of all sorts of crimes. They were placed
under strict discipline on board ship. Soldiers with loaded arms stood
over them, and if any one broke the rules, he was severely punished.
Only a few were allowed to come on deck at a time to enjoy the fresh air
and the sight of the sea. They had books, however; and the surgeon, who
was a Christian man, taught those who wished to learn to read and write.
He also begged them to repent, and to turn to Jesus Christ that their
sins might be forgiven.
Thus day after day the convict ship sailed on. Once they were in a
fearful storm, and the convicts were all kept shut up below. The big
ship was tossed about, and lightning struck one of her masts and set her
on fire, and the water washed over her and carried away her boats, and a
leak was sprung, and all thought that they were going to the bottom.
Some got into their beds and shut their eyes, as if they could shut out
the death they thought was coming. Others tried to break on deck; a few
broke out into loud, wild songs; and some, but very, very few, strove to
pray; and even fewer still could pray. Those who put off prayer till
death comes close to them, find, when too late, that they cannot pray.
Those who had talked the loudest, and boasted of their ill deeds, now
showed themselves the greatest cowards.
In a short time the fire was got under, and the wind and sea went down,
and there was a chance that their lives might be saved. When they were
once more safe, most of those who had tried to pray forgot their fears
and again hardened their hearts.
At last the ship reached the distant land to which she was bound--
Australia. The convicts were put into barracks, and then formed into
road-gangs to make new roads through the country. They had first to
build their huts, and then to work all day in the hot sun with
pick-axes, and spades, and wheelbarrows. They were watched by
overlookers, of whom many had themselves been convicts, and were very
harsh and savage. When the day's work was done, the men were marched
back to the huts, where they had to fetch water and firewood, and to
cook their food. Day after day they led the same life; there was no
change, no amusement; the sun rose, and the sun set, and the convicts
rose to toil, but not for themselves; and lay down again at night, weary
with their labour. Often and often Ben Page wished himself dead.
"Is this to last for thirteen more long years--all the best of my days?"
he asked himself.
Another convict asked Ben if he would try to escape. They might be
shot, but that was better than living on where they were. Ben agreed.
They got off, and took to the woods--the bush it is called. They could
only live by robbing. They watched a hut when the hut-keepers were out,
stole some guns and powder and shot, and set up as bush-rangers--that is
robbers. They lived on for some months in the bush, now in one place,
now in another. They stole horses and food and clothes. It was a very
hard life though. Every man's hand was against them, and a price was
set on their heads. They were afraid of the natives also, and suffered
much from hunger and thirst. Ben sometimes wished himself back with the
road-gang. They at last did so much mischief that parties were sent out
against them. Ben's comrade was taken, and Ben was wounded, but escaped
by the speed of his horse.
On--on he went. He dared not turn back, for his foes were behind him.
Night came on, and he was obliged to stop, for his horse could go no
farther. There was no water near; he had no food. He lay down and fell
asleep, holding the bridle in his hand. When he awoke his horse was
gone. He felt weary and stiff, and his wound pained him. The sun rose,
scorching down on his head. In his flight he had lost his hat. His
thirst was great. "Water, water," he cried for. Not a drop could he
find. He walked on, and on, and on. No water; no signs of water. He
sat down under a tree to rest, but he could not rest till he had found
water. Again he sat down. He could walk no farther. A mist came over
his eyes. He could not think--he could not pray. His throat was dry,
his lips parched. He fell back with his arms stretched out, never again
to rise.
Some months afterwards some travellers, in search of a new sheep run,
came in the bush on the bones of a man. A bullet near the side made
them guess that he had died of a wound he had just before received. In
a pocket-book in his jacket was found the name of Benjamin Page; and a
brace of pistols, a gun and powder-flask, were recognised as having been
stolen from a hut by two bush-rangers, one of whom had been taken and
hung.
Not till years afterwards did the Miller of Hillbrook learn how his
unhappy son died--Mary never knew.
"Oh that I had brought him up to fear God! how different might have been
his lot," said the miller. "It was I--I, that let my son be a
castaway."