Chapter XXXII: _Pageantry of Death_

Mr. Raeburn determined that, if there had sometimes been a flaw in his

behavior towards his wife when alive, there should be no doubt about his

treatment of her in death. Her funeral should be famous for its

brass-adorned oaken coffin, splendidly new in the gigantic hearse. There

should be long-tailed sable horses with nodding plumes, and a line of

mourning coaches. Mutes should be everywhere and as many relatives as

could be routed out within the time. Black silks and satins, jet and

crape and somber stuffs should oppress the air, and Death with darkling

wings should overshadow Islington. Many mourners were gathered together

whose personalities had never played any part in Jenny's life; but

others arrived who had in the past helped her development.

Mrs. Purkiss came, escorted by Claude Purkiss representing with pale

face and yellow silky mustache the smugness of himself and Percy the

missionary. Claude's majority would occur in May, when he would be

admitted to a partnership in the business. Already a bravery of gold

paint, symbolizing his gilt-edged existence, was at work adding "And

Son" to "William Purkiss." Uncle James Threadgale made the journey from

Galton, bringing with him Mrs. Threadgale the second--a cheerful country

body who pressed an invitation upon Jenny and May to visit them. Uncle

James did not seem to have altered much, and brought up with him a roll

of fine black cloth for Jenny, but was so much upset on realizing he

had omitted May from his thoughtfulness that immediately upon his

arrival he slipped out to buy a similar roll for her. The two lodgers

were present as a mark of respect to the dead woman who had been so

admirable a landlady; and both of them, with kindly tact, announced they

were going away for a few days. Alfie, of course, was there with his

fiancee, whom Jenny somewhat grudgingly admitted to be very smart. Edie

came with the children and her husband. His arrival caused a slight

unpleasantness, because Alfie said he would rather not go at all to the

funeral than ride with Edie and Bert. But in the end a compromise was

effected by which he and his Amy occupied a coach alone. After these

mourners came a cortege of friends and cousins, all conspicuously black,

all intent to pay their homage of gloom.

Jenny, when she had made herself ready, sat on the end of the bed and

laughed.

"I can't help it, May. I know it's wicked of me. But I can't keep from

laughing, I can't really."

"Well, don't let any of them downstairs hear you," begged May, "because

_they_ wouldn't understand."

"It doesn't mean I'm not sorry about mother because I laugh. And I

believe she'd be the first to understand. Oh, May, what a tale she'd

have made of it, if she'd only been alive to see her own funeral. She'd

have kept anyone in fits of laughter for a week."

Even during the slow progress of the pomp, Jenny, in the first coach

with her father and May, was continually on the verge of laughter

because, just as by a great effort she had managed to bring her emotions

under control, Aunt Mabel had tripped over her skirt and dived head

foremost into the carriage that was to hold Claude, Uncle James and his

wife, and herself. Moreover, to make matters worse, her father's black

kid gloves kept splitting in different places until, by the time the

cemetery was reached, his hands merely looked as if they were

plentifully patched with court-plaster. It was blue and white April

weather, fit for cowslips and young lambs, when the somber people

darkened the vivid, wet grass round the grave. During the solemnity and

mournfulness of the burial service Jenny stood very rigid and pale, more

conscious of the wind sighing through the yew trees than of finality and

irremediable death. She was neither irritated nor moved by the sniffling

of those around her. The fluttering of the priest's surplice and the

tear-dabbled handkerchiefs occupied her attention less than the figure

of a widow looking with sorrowful admiration at a tombstone two hundred

yards away. She did not advance with the rest to stare uselessly down on

the lowered coffin. The last words had been said: the ceremony was done.

In the sudden silver wash of an April shower they all hurried to the

shelter of the mourning coaches. Jenny looked back once, and under the

arc of a rainbow saw men with gleaming spades: then she, too, lost in

the dust and hangings of the heavy equipage, was jogged slowly back to

Islington.

Funerals, like weddings, are commonly employed by families to weld

broken links in the chain of association with comparisons of progress

and the condolences or congratulations of a decade's chance and change.

Jenny could not bear to see these relations cawing like rooks in a

domestic parliament. She felt their presence outraged the humor of the

dead woman and pictured to herself how, if her father had died, her

mother would have sent them all flapping away. She did not want to hear

her mother extolled by unappreciative people. She loathed the sight of

her sleek cousin Claude, of Alfie glowering at Edie, of her future

sister-in-law picking pieces of white cotton off her skirt, of Edie

brushing currants from the side of Norman's mouth. Finally, when she was

compelled to listen to her father's statement of his susceptibility to

the knocks of a feather on receiving the news of his wife's death, she

could bear it no longer, but went upstairs to her bedroom, whither Aunt

Mabel presently followed in search.

"Ah, Jenny, this is a sad set out and no mistake," Mrs. Purkiss began.

Jenny did not deign to pay any attention, but looked coldly out of the

window.

"You must feel quite lost without her," continued the aunt, "though to

be sure you didn't trouble her much with your company this last year.

Poor Florrie, she used to fret about it a lot. And your father wasn't

much use--such an undependable sort of a man as he is. Let's all hope,

now he's got two motherless girls to look after, he'll be a bit more

strict."

"I wish you wouldn't keep on at me, Auntie," Jenny protested, "because I

shall be most shocking rude to you in a minute, which I shouldn't like

to be at such a time."

"Tut--tut, I wish you could control that temper of yours; but there, I

make allowances for I know you must be feeling it all very much,

especially as you must blame yourself a bit."

Jenny turned sharply round and faced her aunt.

"What for?" she demanded.

"Why, for everything. Nothing'll ever convince me it wasn't worry drove

your poor mother into the grave. Your Uncle William said the same when

he heard of it. He was _very_ disappointed to think he couldn't come to

the funeral; but, as he said, 'what with, Easter almost on us and one

thing and another, I really haven't got the time.'"

Mrs. Purkiss had seated herself in the arm-chair and was creaking away

in comfortable loquacity.

"I think it's nothing more than wicked to talk like that," Jenny

declared indignantly. "And, besides, it's silly, because the doctor said

it was an abscess, nothing else."

"Ah, well, doctors know best, I daresay; but we all have a right to our

opinions."

"And you think my leaving home for a year killed my mother?"

"I don't go so far as that. What I said was you were a worry to her. You

were a worry when you were born, for I was there. You were a worry when

you would go on the stage against whatever I said. You were a worry

when you dyed your hair and when you kept such disgraceful late hours

and when you went gallivanting about with that young fellow. However, I

don't want to be the one to rub in uncomfortable facts at such a time.

What I came up to ask was if you wouldn't like to come and stay with us

for a little while, you and May. You'll have to get an extra servant to

look after the lodgers if your father intends keeping things on as they

were, and you'll be more at home with us."

Mrs. Purkiss spoke in accents almost ghoulish, with a premonitory relish

of macabre conversations.

"Stay with you?" repeated Jenny. "Stay with _you_? What, and hear

nothing but what I ought to have done? No, thanks; May and I'll stay on

here."

"You wouldn't disturb your Uncle William," Mrs. Purkiss continued

placidly, "if that's what you're thinking of. You'd be gone to the

theater when he reads his paper of an evening."

"If I went to stay anywhere," said Jenny emphatically, "I should go and

stay with Uncle James at Galton. But I'm not, so please don't keep on,

because I don't want to talk to _any_body."

Mrs. Purkiss sighed compassionately and vowed she would forgive her

nieces under the circumstances, would even spend the evening in an

attempt to console the sad household of Hagworth Street.

"But I want to be alone, and so does May."

"Well, I always used to say you was funny girls, and this proves my

words true. Anyone would think you'd be glad to talk about your poor

mother to her only sister. But, no, girls nowadays seem to have no

civilized feelings. Slap-dashing around. In and out. Nothing but amuse

themselves, the uncultivated things, all the time. No wonder the papers

carry on about it. But I'm not going to stay where I'm not wanted and

don't need any innuendives to go."

Here Mrs. Purkiss rose from the chair and, having in a majestic sweep

of watered silk attained the door, paused to deliver one severe

speculation.

"If you treated your poor mother as you behave to your aunt, I'm not

surprised she got ill. If my Percy or my Claude behaved like you--well,

there, but they don't, thank goodness."

Jenny listened quite unmoved to the swishing descent of her aunt. She

was merely glad to think her rudeness had been effectual in driving her

away, and followed her downstairs very soon in order to guarantee her

departure.

One by one the funereal visitors went their ways. One by one they faded

into the sapphire dusk of April. Some went in sable parties like

dilatory homing cattle, browsing as they went on anecdotes of the dead.

On the tail of the last exit, their father, somewhat anxiously, as if

afraid of filial criticism, went also. He sat for a long time, as he

told them afterwards, without drinking anything, the while he stared at

his silk hat enmeshed in crape, and when he did drink he called for

stout.

The two girls stayed alone in the parlor with little heart to light the

gas, with little desire to talk over the mournful buzz which had filled

the house all day. The lodgers being gone, no responsibility of general

illumination rested with Jenny or May. Soon, however, they moved in

accord to the kitchen, where on each side of the glowing fire they

listened to the singing of a kettle and the tick of the American clock.

An insistent loneliness penetrated their souls. In that hour of sorrow

and twilight, they drew nearer to one another than ever before. Outside

a cat was wailing, and far down the road a dog, true to superstition,

howled at intervals. The kitchen was intolerably changed by Mrs.

Raeburn's absence. Jenny suddenly realized how lonely May must have been

during those weeks of illness and suspense. She herself had had the

distractions of the theater, but May must have moped away each heavy

moment.

"I wonder where Ruby is now?" said Jenny suddenly.

"Fancy! I wonder."

They sighed. The old house in Hagworth Street seemed, with the death of

its laughing mistress, to have lost its history, to have become merely

one of a dreary row.

"Oh, May, look," said Jenny. "There's her apron never even gone to the

wash."

After that the sisters wept quietly; while Venus dogged the young moon

down into the green West, and darkness shrouded the gray Islington

street.

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