Chapter VII: _Ambition Wakes_

The great event came about because Mrs. Raeburn, in return for similar

favors in the past, went to superintend the behavior of pasty-faced

Claude and Percy so that her sister could spend a fortnight with a

brother-in-law lately elected to the Urban Council of an unimportant

town in Suffolk. So, with some misgivings on the side of his wife,

Charlie was left in charge of 17 Hagworth Street.

One day Mr. Vergoe came downstairs to ask his landlord if he would let

Jenny and Alfie and Edie accompany him to the pantomime of "Aladdin" at

the Grand Theater. Charlie saw no harm in it, and the party was

arranged. It appeared that Miss Lilli Vergoe had been temporarily

released from the second line of girls at the Orient Theater of

Varieties in order to make one of a quartette of acrobatic dancers in

the pantomime. Under the circumstances, her grandfather considered

himself bound to attend at least one performance, although he felt

rather like a mute at his own obsequies.

It was a clear winter's evening when they set out, a rosy-cheeked,

chattering, skipping party. Mr. Vergoe, wrapped in a muffler almost as

wide as a curtain, walked in the middle. Jenny held his hand. Edie

jigged on the inside, and Alfie, to whom had been intrusted the great

responsibility of the tickets, walked along the extreme edge of the

curb, occasionally jolting down with excitement into the frozen gutter.

They hurried along the wide raised pavement that led up to the theater.

They hurried past the golden windows of shops still gay with the

aftermath of Christmas. They hurried faster and faster till presently

the great front of the theater appeared in sight, when they all huddled

together for a wild dash across the crowded thoroughfare. Ragged boys

accosted them, trying to sell old programmes. Knowing men inquired if

they wanted the shortest way to the pit.

"No, thank you," said Mr. Vergoe proudly. "We have seats in the dress

circle."

The knowing men looked very respectful and moved aside from the welded

plutocracy of Edie, Alfie, Jenny and Mr. Vergoe. Fat women with baskets

of fat oranges tried to tempt them by offering three at once, but Mr.

Vergoe declined. Oranges would not be polite in the dress circle.

In the vestibule Alfie was commanded to produce the tickets. There was a

terrible moment of suspense while Alfie, nearly as crimson as the plush

all around him, dug down into one pocket after another. Were the tickets

lost? Edie and Jenny looked daggers. No; there they were: Row A, numbers

7, 8, 9, and 10. "Upstairs, please," said a magnificent gentleman in

black and gold. "This way, please," said a fuzzy-haired attendant. The

children walked over the thick carpet in awed silence. A glass door

swung open. They were in the auditorium of the Grand Theater, Islington,

in the very front row, by all that was fortunate; and, having bestowed

their hats and coats beneath the elegant and comfortable tip-up chairs,

they hung over the red-plush ledge of the circle and gazed down into

what seemed the whole of the population of London. The orchestra had not

yet come in. Down in the pit the people were laughing and talking. Up in

the gallery they were laughing and talking. Babies were crying; mothers

were comforting them. Everybody down below seemed to be eating oranges

or buns or chocolate. Alfie let his programme flutter down, and Jenny

nearly burst into tears because she thought they would all be turned out

of the theater.

The whole of the vast audience was there for enjoyment. Enjoyment was in

the air like a great thrill of electricity. What could be more

magnificent than the huge drop curtain, with its rich landscape and

lightly clothed inhabitants? What could be more exciting than the

entrance, one by one, of the amazingly self-possessed musicians?

The orchestra was tuning up. The conductor appeared to the welcoming

taps of fiddle-bows. One breathless moment he held aloft his baton and

looked round at his attentive company, then altogether the fiddles and

the drums and the flutes and the cornets, the groaning double-bass and

the 'cello and the clarinets and the funny little piccolo and the big

bassoon and the complicated French horns and the trombones and the

triangle (perhaps the best-enjoyed instrument of all) and the stupendous

cymbals started off with the overture of the Christmas pantomime of the

Grand Theater, Islington.

Could it be borne, this enthusiastic overture? Was it not almost too

much for children, this lilting announcement of mirth and beauty? Would

not Jenny presently fall head-foremost into the pit? Would not Alfie be

bound to break the seat by his perpetual leaps into the air? Would not

Edie explode in her anxiety to correct Jenny, devour bull's-eyes and see

more of a mysterious figure that kept peering through a little square

hole in the corner of the proscenium?

The orchestra stopped for a moment. A bell had rung, shrill and pregnant

with great events. Green lights appeared, and red lights: there was

hardly a sound in the house. Was anything the matter?

"They're just ringing up," said Mr. Vergoe.

Slowly the rich landscape and lightly clothed inhabitants vanished into

the roof.

"Oh!" exclaimed Jenny.

"Hush!" whispered Edie.

"My Gosh!" said Alfie.

A weird melody began. Demons leaped maliciously round a caldron. Green

demons and red demons danced with pitchforks. The caldron bubbled and

steamed. There was a crash from the cymbals. A figure sprang from the

caldron, alighting on the board with a loud "ha-ha." Evil deeds were

afoot, and desperate dialogue of good and ill.

The scene changed to a Chinese market-place. There were comic policemen,

comic laundrywomen. There was the Princess Balroubadour in a palanquin

more beautiful than the very best lampshade of the Hagworth Street

parlor. There was the splendidly debonair Aladdin. There was the

excruciatingly funny Widow Twankey. There was the Emperor with bass

voice and mustaches trailing to the ground to be continually trodden on

by humorists of every size and sort.

It would be impossible to relate every scene. It was like existence in a

precious stone, so much sparkle and color was everywhere. The cave was

wonderful. The journey to the Enchanted Palace through Cloudland was

amazing. Then there were gilded tables, heaped with gigantic fruits,

that rose from the very ground itself. There was the devilishly cunning

Abanazar. There were songs and dances and tinsel and movement and

jingles and processions and laughter and gongs and lanterns and painted

umbrellas and magic doors and an exhaustingly funny bathing scene with

real water. There was the active and slippery Genius of the Lamp, the

lithe and agile Genius of the Ring, who ran right round the ledge of the

circle and slid down a golden pillar back on to the stage amid thunders

of applause.

To Jenny, perhaps the most real excitement of all was the appearance of

her darling Lilli, first in gold and blue, and then in white, and then

in black, and finally in a dress that must have been stolen from the

very heart of a rainbow, such scintillating streams of color flickered

and gleamed and radiated from its silken folds.

How gloriously golden looked her hair, how splendidly crimson her lips,

how nobly brilliant were her eyes. And how she danced, first on one leg,

then on the other; then upside down and inside out, and over one girl

and under another. How the people clapped her and how pleased she

looked, and how Jenny waved to her till Alfie and Edie simultaneously

suppressed such an uncontrolled and conspicuous display of feelings.

Then there was the transformation scene, which actually surpassed all

that had gone before, with its bouquets of giant roses turning into

fairies, with its clouds and lace and golden rocks and jewels and silver

trees and view of magic oceans and snowy mountains and gaudy birds.

Suddenly crimson lights flared. There was a jovial shout from somewhere,

and "Here we are again!" cried Joey, as round and round to "Ring a ring

o' roses" galloped Clown and Pantaloon and Harlequin and Columbine.

Jenny looked shyly up into Mr. Vergoe's face and could just see tears

glittering in his eyes.

Down came the front cloth of the harlequinade with shops and mischievous

boys and everlastingly mocked policemen and absent-minded nursemaids and

swaggering soldiers. Inspiring were the feats achieved by the Clown,

wild were the transformations and substitutions effected by the trim and

ubiquitous Harlequin. But what Jenny loved most were the fairy entrances

of Columbine, as, like a pink feather, she danced before the footlights

and in and out of the shops. Oh, to be a Columbine, she thought, to

dance in silver and pink down Hagworth Street with a thousand eyes to

admire her, a thousand hands to acclaim the beautiful vision.

It came to an end, the pantomime of Aladdin. It came to an end with the

Clown's shower of crackers. Triumph of triumphs, Jenny actually caught

one.

"You and me will pull it," she whispered to Mr. Vergoe, clasping his

hand in childish love.

But it came to an end, the pantomime of Aladdin; and home they went

again to Hagworth Street. Home they went, all three children's hearts

afire with the potential magic of every street corner. Home they went,

talking and laughing and interrupting and imitating and recalling, while

Mr. Vergoe thought of old days. How quiet and dark Hagworth Street

seemed when they reached it.

But it was very delightful to rush in past Ruby and turn somersaults

all the way to the kitchen. It was very delightful to stand in a knot

round their father and tell him the whole story and recount each

separate splendor, while he and Mr. Vergoe sipped a glass of Mr.

Vergoe's warm whisky with a slice of lemon added. It was good fun to

disconcert Ruby by tripping her up. It was fine to seize the poker and

chase her all round the kitchen.

The bedtime of this never-to-be-forgotten evening came at last. Jenny

and Edie lay awake and traced in the ceiling shadows startling

similarities to the action of the harlequinade. Edie fell asleep, but

Jenny still lay awake, her heart going pitter-pat with a big resolve,

her breath coming in little gasps with the birth of a new ambition. She

must go on the stage. She must dance for all the world to gaze at her.

She would. She would. She must. What a world it was, this wonderful

world of the stage--an existence of color and scent and movement and

admiration.

The oilcloth of Hagworth Street seemed more than usually cold and dreary

on the following day. Alfie, too, was in a very despondent mood, having

fallen deeply in love with Miss Letty Lightbody, who had played the part

of Pekoe, Aladdin's friend and confidant. An air of staleness permeated

everything for a week. Then Mrs. Raeburn came back from Barnsbury, and

Jenny raised the question of going on the stage.

The former was very angry with her husband for allowing the visit to the

pantomime. Mr. Vergoe tried to take the blame, but Mrs. Raeburn was

determined the brunt of the storm should fall on Charlie. Jenny was

ordered to give up all ideas of the stage. Schooltime came round again,

and the would-be dancer behaved more atrociously than ever. She was the

despair of her mistresses, and at home she would sit by the fire

sulking. She began to grow thin, and her mother began to wonder whether,

after all, it would not be wiser to let her have her own way. She went

upstairs to consult Mr. Vergoe.

"You'll make a big mistake," he assured her, "if you keep her from what

she's set her heart on, so to speak. She has it in her, too. A proper

little dancer she'll make."

Mrs. Raeburn was still loath to give in. She had a dread of putting

temptation in the child's path. She did not know how to decide, while

Jenny continued to sulk, to be more and more unmanageable, to fret and

pine and grow thinner and thinner.

"Where could she go and learn this dancing?" the bewildered mother

asked.

"Madame Aldavini's," said the old clown. "That's where my granddaughter

learned."

It was a profession, after all, thought Mrs. Raeburn. What else would

Jenny do? Go into service? Somehow she could not picture her in a

parlormaid's cap and apron. Well, why not the stage, if it had got to

be? She discussed the project with her sister Mabel, who was horrified.

"A ballet-girl? Are you mad, Florence? Why, what a disgrace. Whatever

would Bill say? An actress? Better put her on the streets at once."

Mrs. Raeburn could not make up her mind.

"If any daughter of yours goes play-acting," went on Mrs. Purkiss, "I

can't allow her to come to tea with my Percy and my Claude any more, and

that's all about it."

"Jenny doesn't think going to tea with her cousins anything to wave

flags over."

"Pig-headed, that's what you are, Florence. All the years you've been a

sister of mine, I've known you for a pig-headed woman. It doesn't matter

whether you're ill or well, right or wrong, no one mustn't advise you.

That's how you come to marry Charlie."

The opposition of Mrs. Purkiss inclined her sister to give way before

Jenny's desire. It only needed a little more family interference, and

the child would be taken straight off to Madame Aldavini's School for

Dancing.

Miss Horner supplied it; for, two or three days after, a letter came

from Clapton, written in a quavering hand crossed and recrossed on thin,

crackling paper, deeply edged in black.

CARMINIA HOUSE,

February 20th.

DEAR FLORENCE,

My niece Mabel writes to tell us you intend to make your little

girl an actress. This news has been a great shock to me. You must

not forget that she is a granddaughter of Frederick Horner, the

Chymist. She must not be a harlot given over to paint and powder.

God is jealous of the safety of His lambs. This plan of dancing is

a snare of Satan. You should read the Word, my dear niece. You will

read of young maidens who danced before the Ark of the Covenant in

the joy of the Lord, but that is not to say your little girl should

dance for lewdness and gold when she might be singing the sweet

songs of Salvation and joining in the holy mirth of the Children of

Israel. If you had let us adopt her, this desire would not have

come. We do not let the Devil into our house. You will be the cause

of my death, niece, with your wicked intentions. I am an old woman

very near to Emmanuel. This great sin must not be.

Your loving aunt,

ALICE HORNER.

P. S.--I am in bed, but with the warmer weather I shall come to see

you, my dear niece, and warn you again.--A. H.

"Good thing she is in bed," commented Mrs. Raeburn, as she finished

reading her aunt's letter.

"What's all this about Jenny going for a dancer?" asked Charlie that

evening.

"Whatever has it got to do with you, I should like to know?" said his

wife.

"Well, I am her father, when all's said and done. Aren't I?"

"And a nice example to a child. I suppose somebody's got to look after

you when I die."

"I expect the old man will die first. I've been feeling very poorly this

year."

"First I've heard of it."

"Why, only last night my finger was hurting something chronic."

"Show me."

"Be careful." Mr. Raeburn offered the sick finger for his wife's

inspection.

"I can't see nothing."

"There, blessed if I'm not showing of you the wrong hand."

"You must have been shocking bad."

"Well, it's better now."

"That's enough of you and your fingers. Why shouldn't Jenny be a

dancer?" persisted Mrs. Raeburn.

"Don't go blaring it all over the neighborhood, anyhow, and don't give

me the blame for it if anything goes wrong."

"Look here, Charlie, when I married you, I hadn't got nothing better to

do, had I?"

Charlie shook his head in sarcastic astonishment.

"Yes," went on Mrs. Raeburn. "You can wag your great, silly head, but

I'm not going to have my Jenny marrying _any_body. She's going to be

able to say, 'No, thank you,' to a sight of young chaps. And if I can't

look after her sharp when she's at the theater, I can't look after her

anywhere else, that's very certain."

"Well, I call it rank nonsense--rank nonsense, that's what I call it,

and don't you turn round on me and say I put it into her head. What

theater's she going to?"

"You silly man, she's got to learn first."

"Learn what?"

"Learn dancing--at a school."

"Learn dancing? If she's got to learn dancing, what's the sense in her

going for an actress?"

"You had to learn carpentering, didn't you?"

"Of course, but that's very different to dancing. Anybody can

dance--some better than others; but _learn_ dancing--well, there, the

ideas some women gets in their heads, it's against all nature."

"Have you finished? Because I got my washing to see to. You go and talk

it over at the 'Arms.' I reckon they've got more patience than me."

Jenny was in bed when her mother told her she should become a pupil of

Madame Aldavini.

"Aren't you glad?" she asked, as her daughter made no observation.

"Yes; it's all right," said Jenny, coldly it seemed.

"You are a comical child."

"Shall I go to-morrow?"

"We'll see."

Mrs. Raeburn thought to herself, as she left the room, how strange

children were; and, having settled Jenny's future, she began to worry

about May, who was just then showing symptoms of a weak spine, and lay

awake thinking of her children half the night.

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