CHAPTER VI.

SIR CARNABY COLLINGWOOD.

Still intent upon his Continental scheme, and somewhat impatiently

waiting the arrival of Jerry Vane, Trevor Chute was idling over a

late breakfast, so full of thoughts--sweet, regretful, and angry

thoughts--of Clare Collingwood that he seemed like one in a dream.

It was nearly noon. The sun of May was bathing in light the leafy

foliage of the Green Park, and throwing its shadows darkly and

strongly on the green below; while the far extent of the lofty street

seemed all aglow and quivering in the sunshine.

How fair and fresh the world looked, and yet, since his last

interview with Clare, everything seemed indistinct and unusual to his

senses.

'Bah!' thought he; 'to-night Jerry and I shall be in France, and

then----'

What _then_, he scarcely knew.

The current of his ideas changed, for times there were, and this

became one of them, when he longed morbidly to go through all the

luxury of grief and sentiment in taking that which he had never

before taken, save by letter--a last farewell of her; to beg of her

to let no hour of sorrow for him mar her peace, no regret for his

loss of fortune, a loss that was no fault of his own; to think of him

with no pain, but with a soft memory of their past love, or to forget

him, though he never could, or should, forget _her_, but would ever

treasure in his heart how dear she had been to him, etc., etc.; and

in this mood he was indulging, when his valet laid before him a note,

the envelope of which caused him to feel a kind of electric shock.

It bore the Collingwood crest.

With hands tremulous as those of an agitated girl, he tore it open,

and found that it was from Sir Carnaby Collingwood--a brief

invitation to dine with him at his club at eight to-morrow evening

(if disengaged), 'that they might have a little talk over old times.'

'Old times,' he repeated; 'what does that phrase mean?'

He had read over the note for the fourth or fifth time when Jerry

Vane arrived.

He, too, had a similar invitation, but in that there was nothing

remarkable, as he had never ceased to be on terms of intimacy with

Sir Carnaby.

'What _can_ old Collingwood mean by this invitation to smoke the

calumet of peace?' exclaimed Trevor Chute.

'Time will show.'

'After the cutting tenor of the letter he sent me--that cold and

formal letter of dismissal--I--I----'

'Forget it, like the good fellow you are; and remember only that he

is the father of Clare Collingwood.'

'True.'

'You'll go, of course?' said Jerry, after a pause; but Chute was

silent.

His pride suggested that under all the circumstances, especially if

what 'the clubs said' were true, he should decline the invitation.

But why?

He had already been at the Collingwoods', but on a special mission,

certainly.

Then Sir Carnaby was proud, and it was impossible to forget that the

first formal advance had come from him. More than all, as Jerry Vane

had said, he was the father of Clare, of her who had never ceased to

be the idol of all his thoughts.

'By Jove, I'll go--and you, Jerry,' he exclaimed. 'Of course.'

Each dashed off an acceptance, and they were despatched to Pall Mall

in the care of Trevor's valet.

After a time, as if repenting of his sudden facility, Trevor Chute

muttered:

'He used barely to bow to me in the Row or in the streets after he

gave me my _congé_. What the deuce can his object be? Is he--is he

relenting?'

The pulsation of Chute's heart quickened at the idea, and the colour

deepened in his bronzed cheek.

'How anomalous and singular is the position in which we both stand

with this selfish old fellow and his daughters,' said he to Jerry as

they ascended the stately marble staircase of the baronet's club next

evening, and gave their cards to a giant in livery, with the small

head and enormous calves and feet peculiar to the fraternity of the

shoulder-knot.

As they were ushered into a lofty and magnificent room, the great

windows of which opened to Pall Mall, Sir Carnaby took their cards

mechanically from the silver salver, but seemed chiefly intent on

bowing out a tall and fashionable-looking man, whose leading

characteristics were languor of gait and bearing, with insipid blue

eyes, and a bushy, sandy-coloured moustache.

'And you won't dine with us, Desmond?' he was saying.

'Impossible, thanks very much,' drawled the other. 'Then I have your

full permission, Sir Carnaby?'

'With all my warmest wishes, my dear fellow,' responded the baronet

cordially; and, hat in hand, the visitor bowed himself out, with a

brief kind of stare at Trevor Chute, whose face, he thought, he

somehow remembered, and a dry shake of the hand with Jerry Vane, whom

he knew.

He was gone, 'with full permission,' to do what?

Chute's heart foreboded at that moment all the two words meant, and

the next he found himself cordially greeted by the man whose

son-in-law he had once so nearly been.

'Ha, Captain Chute, welcome back from India,' he exclaimed. 'By

Jove, how brown you look--brown as a berry, Violet said--after

potting tigers, and all that sort of thing; too much for Beverley,

though. Poor Jack--good fellow, Beverley, but rash, I fear. Very

glad to thank you in person for all your kindness to him and to poor

Ida. Most kind of you both, I am sure, to come on so hurried an

invitation.'

Of Beverley and Ida, with reference to the death of the first, and

the grief of the second, he spoke in the same jaunty and smiling way

that he did of the beauty of the weather, the brilliance of the

London season, the topics before the House last night, or anything

else, and laughingly he led the way to dinner, the courses of which

were perfect, and included all manner of far-fetched luxuries, even

to pigeons stewed in champagne, and other culinary absurdities.

Sir Carnaby did not seem one day older than when Trevor Chute had

seen him last, and yet he had attained to those years when most men

age rapidly.

He had been a singularly handsome man in that time which he was

exceedingly loath to convince himself had departed--his youth.

His firm, though thin--very thin--figure was still erect,

well-stayed, and padded, perhaps; his eyes were keen and bright,

their smile as insincere, artificial, and hollow as it had been forty

years Before. His cheek was not pale, for there was a suspicious

dash of red about it, while his well-shaved hair and ragged moustache

were dyed beyond a doubt, like his curled whiskers.

His mouth was perhaps weak and rather sensual; he had thin white

diaphanous hands, with carefully trimmed nails and sparkling diamond

rings. In general accuracy of costume he might have passed for a

tailor's model, while to Chute's eye his feet were as small, his

boots as glazed, as ever; yet he had undergone the tortures of the

gout, drunk colchicum with toast and water till he shuddered at the

thoughts thereof, and talked surreptitiously of high and dry

localities as being most suitable for his health.

He had, as we have said, keen--others averred rather wicked--grey

eyes, a long and thin aristocratic nose, on which, when ladies were

_not_ present, he sometimes perched a gold eyeglass. He was

certainly wrinkled about the face; but his smooth white forehead

showed no line of thought or care, as he had never known either, yet

death had more than once darkened his threshold, and hung above it a

scutcheon powdered with tears. He had still the appearance of what

he was--a well-shaved, well-dressed, and well 'got-up' old beau and

man about town, and still flattered himself that he was not without

interest in a pretty girl's eye.

He had the reputation of being a courtly and well-bred man; and yet,

in his present hilarity, or from some inexplicable cause, he had the

bad taste to refer in his jaunty way to his past relations with

Trevor Chute, and to mingle them with some praises of his recent

visitor.

'Good style of fellow, Desmond!--devilish good style, you know; has a

nice place in Hants, and no end of coal-pits near the Ribble,' he

continued, after the decanters had been replenished more than once.

'Wishes to stand well with Clare--_your_ old flame, Chute; got over

all that sort of thing long ago, of course, for, as a lady writer

says, "nothing on earth is so pleasant as being a little in love, and

nothing on earth so destructive as being too much so." Desmond has

my best wishes--but, Chute, the decanters stand with you.'

Chute exchanged one brief and lightning-like glance with Jerry Vane;

he felt irrepressible disgust, and for this stinging tone to him

would have hated the heartless old man but that he was the father of

(as he now deemed her) his lost Clare Collingwood. But Jerry was

made to wince too.

'Your visit the other day, Chute, seems quite to have upset poor

Ida,' said he, after an awkward pause.

'So sorry to hear you say so, Sir Carnaby,' replied Chute, drily.

'I don't like girls to betray emotion on every frivolous occasion; it

is bad form, you know.'

Frivolous occasion! thought Chute, receiving the last relics and

mementoes of her husband from the comrade in whose arms he died, and

who commanded the funeral party that fired over him.

'She has begun to mope more horribly than ever during the last few

days; but if I take her down to the country, she becomes more dull

than ever, or goes in for parochial work--bad style of things, I

think--blankets and coals--Dorcas meetings--and helps the rector's

wife in matters of soup and psalm-singing.'

Indeed, if the truth were known, Sir Carnaby Collingwood was not ill

pleased by Beverley's death, all things considered. Ida's jointure

was most ample--even splendid--and she had no little heir to attend

to. To be the father of these grown-up girls was bad enough, he

thought; but to have been a 'grandfather' would prove the culmination

of horror to the would-be youthful beau of sixty.

His own lover and romance, if he ever had any--which may be

doubted--were put by and forgotten years ago, and he never dreamed

that others might indulge in such dreams apart from the prose of

life. From his school-days he had been petted, pampered, and

caressed by wealth and fortune, so much so that he was actually

ignorant of human wants, ailments, or sufferings. Hence his utter

callousness and indifference in such a matter as Trevor Chute's love

for Clare, or her love for Chute. Though his dead wife, a fair and

gentle creature, who was the antitype of Ida, and had been quite as

lovely, loved him well, he had married her without an atom of

affection, to suit the views of his family and her own.

Hence it was that, as we have shown, he could talk in the manner he

did to his two guests--men whose past relations with his own

household were of a nature so delicate, and to be approached with

difficulty; yet, had anyone accused Sir Carnaby of want of tact or

taste, or more than all of ill-breeding, he would have been filled

with astonishment. But the ill-breeding shown by Sir Carnaby simply

resulted from a total want of feeling, good taste, and perception.

Thus it was that he could coolly expatiate to Chute on the good

qualities of Desmond, adding, 'You'll be glad to hear of my girl's

welfare and expectations; he'll be a peer, you know, some of these

days; and to poor Jerry Vane upon Ida's grief for the loss of her

husband, _his_ rival.

Then, while smoothing his dyed moustache with a dainty girl-like

handkerchief, all perfume and point, with a Collingwood crest in the

corner thereof, he would continue in this fashion:

'Poverty is a nuisance. I have admired dowerless girls in my day--do

so still--but never go farther than mere admiration; so no girl of

mine shall ever marry any man who cannot keep her in the style to

which she has been accustomed. It was, perhaps, a foolish match Ida

made with Beverley, though he had that snug place in the Midlands--or

rather, the reversion of it when his father died; but now she is a

widow--ha! ha! bless my soul, that I should be the father of a

widow!--and with her natural attractions, enhanced by a handsome

dowry, may yet be a peeress--who knows?'

Jerry Vane, with silent rage swelling in his heart, glanced at Chute,

as much as to say:

'How intolerable--how detestable--all this is!'

'She is a widow,' continued Sir Carnaby, eyeing fondly the ruby wine

in his glass, as he held it between him and the lustre, with one eye

closed for a moment, 'but with all her attractions, may perhaps

remain so if she continues this horrible folly of unfathomable grief,

and all that sort of thing.'

'It does honour to her heart!' sighed poor Jerry.

'She is becoming an enthusiast and a visionary. The girl's grief

bores me, and times there are when I wish that you, friend Vane, may

come to the rescue, after all.'

A little smile flitted across the face of Vane as he merely bowed to

this remark, which he cared not to follow, as he was doubtful whether

it was the baronet or his wine that was talking now; but he glanced

at Trevor Chute, and both rose to depart, thinking they had now quite

enough of Sir Carnaby's 'hospitality.'

But the latter, seized by a sudden access of friendship or

familiarity, on finding that he could no longer prevail on them to

remain, proposed, as the night was fine, and their ways lay together,

to walk so far and enjoy a cigar.

It was impossible to decline this: the 'weeds' were lit; Sir Carnaby

took an arm of each--perhaps his steps were a little unsteady--and as

they turned away towards Piccadilly, he began anew to sing the

praises of Desmond, with the pertinacity with which wine will

sometimes make a man recur again and again to the same subject.

'Good style of fellow, and all that sort of thing, don't you know,

Chute? Has a fortune--comfortable thing that--very!--but it has

prevented--it has prevented----'

'What, Sir Carnaby?' asked Trevor, wearily.

'The development of his genius.'

Trevor Chute laughed aloud at this, and said:

'Ah! there is nothing like a hand-to-hand free fight with the world

for _that_.'

'You are a soldier, Chute, but the world is no longer a bivalve,

which one may, like ancient Pistol, open by the sword. Desmond

graduated at Oxford.'

'As stroke oar, Sir Carnaby, I presume.'

'He would have taken the highest honours, Chute, and all that sort of

thing, don't you know, only--only----'

'He could not?'

'Not at all,' replied Sir Carnaby, somewhat tartly. 'He preferred

that they should be taken, Chute, by those who set their hearts on

such things; yet for Clare's sake, I wish----'

Whatever it was he wished, Trevor Chute never learned, for now he

lost all patience, and affecting suddenly to remember another

engagement, bade farewell, curtly and hurriedly, to Sir Carnaby, who

said:

'Must have you down at Carnaby Court when the event--perhaps the

double event--comes off; good style of old place--the baronial, the

mediæval, the picturesque, and all that sort of thing--bored by

artists and tourists, don't you know, but, of course, you remember

it--ta-ta!'

And arresting skilfully an undeniable hiccup, the senile baronet

trotted, or rather 'toddled,' away in the moonlight. Remember it!

Well and sadly did Trevor Chute remember it; for there, on a soft

autumn night, when the music and the hum of the dancers' voices came

through the ball-room oriels, when the moonlight steeped masses of

the ancient pile in silver sheen or sunk them in shadow--

'When buttresses and buttresses alternately

Seem framed of ebon or ivory,'

as he and Clare stole forth for one delicious moment from the

conservatory, had he first told her how deeply and tenderly he loved

her; and now again memories of the waltz they had just concluded, of

the delicate perfume of her floating dress, of the scarlet flower in

her dark hair, of the drooping, downcast eyes, and her lovely lips,

near which his own were hovering, come vividly back to haunt him, as

they had done many a time and oft when he had seen the same moon that

lit up prosaic Piccadilly shining in its Orient splendour on the

marble domes and towers of Delhi, on the waters of the Jumna or the

Indus, and on the snow-clad peaks that look down, from afar, on the

vast plains of Assam!

Now that their old tormentor was gone, both Chute and Jerry Vane

laughed, but with much of scornful bitterness in their merriment.

'Hope you enjoyed your dinner, Jerry!'

'Hereditary rank is very noble, according to Burke and Debrett,'

replied Vane, cynically. 'He is a baronet, true; but I would rather

win a title than succeed to one; and to meet a few more men like Sir

Carnaby would make a down-right Republican of me.'

'How such an empty fool ever had a daughter like Clare Collingwood is

a riddle to me. He is so cool, so listless, so heartless----'

'Yet so thoroughbred, as it is deemed!'

'And so worldly--she, all heart!'

'Perhaps; but what does all this about Desmond mean, eh, friend

Trevor?'

'A little time will show now,' said the other, bitterly.

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