He shook his head. "No, I'm going to wait out here a while longer."

"But," she said, "it's _refreshments_!"

"I don't want any. I--I'm going to smoke some more, instead."

She looked at him wistfully, then even more wistfully toward the house.

Evidently she was of a divided mind: her feeling for Noble fought with

her feeling for "refreshments." Such a struggle could not endure for

long: a whiff of coffee conjured her nose, and a sound of clinking china

witched her ear. "Well," she said, "I guess I ought to have some

nourishment," and betook herself hurriedly into the house.

Noble lit another Orduma. He would follow the line of conduct he had

marked out for himself: he would not take his place by Julia for the

supper interval--perhaps that breach of etiquette would "show" her. He

could see her no longer--she had moved out of range--but he imagined

her, asking everywhere: "Hasn't _any_ one seen Mr. Dill?" And he thought

of her as biting her lip nervously, perhaps, and replying absently to

sallies and quips--perhaps even having to run upstairs to her own room

to dash something sparkling from her eyes, and, maybe, to look angrily

in her glass for an instant and exclaim, "Fool!" For Julia was proud,

and not used to be treated in this way.

He felt the least bit soothed, and, lightly flicking the ash from his

Orduma with his little finger, an act indicating some measure of

restored composure, he strolled to the other side of the house and

brought other fields of vision into view through other windows. Abruptly

his stroll came to an end.

There sat Julia, flushed and joyous, finishing her supper in company

with old Baldy Clairdyce, Newland Sanders, George Plum, seven or eight

other young gentlemen, and some inconsidered adhering girls--the

horrible barytone sitting closest of all to Julia. Moreover, upon that

very moment the orchestra, in the hall beyond, thought fit to pay the

recent vocalist a sickening compliment, and began to play "The Sunshine

of Your Smile."

Thereupon, with Julia herself first taking up the air in a dulcet

soprano, all of the party, including the people in the other rooms, sang

the dreadful song in chorus, the beaming Clairdyce exerting such

demoniac power as to be heard tremendously over all other voices. He had

risen for this effort, and to Noble, below the window, everything in his

mouth was visible.

The lone listener had a bitter thought, though it was a longing, rather

than a thought. For the first time in his life he wished that he had

adopted the profession of dentistry.

"Geev a-mee the righ to luv va-yew ALL the wile,

My worrrlda for AIV-vorr,

The sunshigh NUV vyewr-ra-smile!"

The musicians swung into dance music; old Baldy closed the exhibition

with an operatic gesture (for which alone, if for nothing else, at least

one watcher thought the showy gentleman deserved hanging), and this

odious gesture concluded with a seizure of Julia's hand. She sprang up

eagerly; he whirled her away, and the whole place fluctuated in the

dance once more.

"Well, now," said Noble, between his teeth--"now, I _am_ goin' to do

something!"

He turned his back upon that painful house, walked out to the front

gate, opened it, passed through, and looked southward. Not quite two

blocks away there shone the lights of a corner drug store, still open to

custom though the hour was nearing midnight. He walked straight to the

door of this place, which stood ajar, but paused before entering, and

looked long and nervously at the middle-aged proprietor who was

unconscious of his regard, and lounged in a chair, drowsily stroking a

cat upon his lap. Noble walked in.

"Good evening," said the proprietor, rising and brushing himself

languidly. "Cat hairs," he said apologetically. "Sheddin', I reckon."

Then, as he went behind the counter, he inquired: "How's the party goin'

off?"

"It's--it's----" Noble hesitated. "I stepped in to--to----"

The druggist opened a glass case. "Aw right," he said, blinking, and

tossed upon the counter a package of Orduma cigarettes. "Old Atwater'd

have convulsions, I reckon," he remarked, "if he had to lay awake and

listen to all that noise. Price ain't changed," he added, referring

humorously to the purchase he mistakenly supposed Noble wished to make.

"F'teen cents, same as yesterday and the day before."

Noble placed the sum upon the counter. "I--I was thinking----" He

gulped.

"Huh?" said the druggist placidly, for he was too sleepy to perceive the

strangeness of his customer's manner.

Noble lighted an Orduma with an unsteady hand, leaned upon the counter,

and inquired in a voice that he strove to make casual: "Is--is the soda

fountain still running this late?"

"Sure."

"I didn't know," said Noble. "I suppose you have more calls for soda

water than you do for--for--for real liquor?"

The druggist laughed. "Funny thing: I reckon we don't have more'n half

the calls for real liquor than what we used to before we went dry."

Noble breathed deeply. "I s'pose you probably sell quite a good deal of

it though, at that. By the glass, I mean--such as a glass of something

kind of strong--like--like whiskey. That is, I sort of supposed so. I

mean I thought I'd ask you about this."

"No," said the druggist, yawning. "It never did pay well--not on this

corner, anyhow. Once there used to be a little money in it, but not

much." He roused himself somewhat. "Well, it's about twelve. Anything

you wanted 'cept them Ordumas before I close up?"

Noble gulped again. He had grown pale. "_I_ want----" he said abruptly,

then his heart seemed to fail him. "I want a glass of----" Once more he

stopped and swallowed. His shoulders drooped, and he walked across to

the soda fountain. "Well," he said, "I'll take a chocolate sundae."

The thought of going back to Julia's party was unendurable, yet a return

was necessary on account of his new hat, the abandonment of which he did

not for a moment consider. But about half way, as he walked slowly

along, he noticed an old horse-block at the curbstone, and sat down

there. He could hear the music at Julia's, sometimes loud and close at

hand, sometimes seeming to be almost a mile away. "All right!" he said,

so bitter had he grown. "Dance! Go on and _dance_!"

... When finally he reëntered Julia's gate, he shuffled up the walk, his

head drooping, and ascended the steps and crossed the veranda and the

threshold of the front door in the same manner.

Julia stood before him.

"Noble _Dill_!" she exclaimed.

As for Noble, his dry throat refused its office; he felt that he might

never be able to speak to Julia again, even if he tried.

"Where in the world have you been all evening?" she cried.

"Why, Jew-Julia!" he quavered. "Did you notice that I was gone?"

"Did I 'notice'!" she said. "You never came near me all evening after

the first dance! Not even at supper!"

"You wouldn't--you didn't----" he faltered. "You wouldn't do anything

all evening except dance with that old Clairdyce and listen to him

trying to sing."

But Julia would let no one suffer if she could help it; and she could

always help Noble. She made her eyes mysterious and used a voice of

honey and roses. "You don't think I'd _rather_ have danced with him, do

you, Noble?"

Immediately sparks seemed to crackle about his head. He started.

"What?" he said.

The scent of heliotrope enveloped him; she laughed her silver

harp-strings laugh, and lifted her arms toward the dazzled young man.

"It's the last dance," she said. "Don't you want to dance it with me?"

Then to the spectators it seemed that Noble Dill went hopping upon a

waxed floor and upon Julia's little slippers; he was bumped and bumping

everywhere; but in reality he floated in Elysian ether, immeasurably

distant from earth, his hand just touching the bodice of an angelic

doll.

Then, on his way home, a little later, with his new hat on the back of

his head, his stick swinging from his hand, and a semi-fragrant Orduma

between his lips, his condition was precisely as sweet as the condition

in which he had walked to the party.

No echoes of "The Sunshine of Your Smile" cursed his memory--that

lover's little memory fresh washed in heliotrope--and when his mother

came to his door, after he got home, and asked him if he'd had "a nice

time at the party," he said:

"Just glorious!" and believed it.

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