CHAPTER ELEVEN

The stairway was crowded as he descended; and as he looked down upon the

heads and shoulders of the throng below, in Julia's hall, the thought

came to him that since he had the first and last dances and supper

engaged with Julia, the hostess, this was almost the next thing to being

the host. It was a pleasing thought, and a slight graciousness now

flavoured his salutations.

At the foot of the stairs he became part of the file of young people who

were moving into one of the large rooms where Julia stood to "receive."

And then, between two heads before him, he caught a first glimpse of

her;--and all the young birds fluttering in his chest burst into song;

his heart fainted, his head ballooned, his feet seemed to dangle from

him at the ends of two strings.

There glowed sapphire-eyed Julia; never had she been prettier.

The group closed, shutting out the vision, and he found himself able to

dry his brow and get back his breath before moving forward in a cold

and aristocratic attitude. Then he became incapable of any attitude--he

was before her, and she greeted him. A buzzing of the universe confused

him: he would have stood forever, but pressure from behind pushed him

on; and so, enveloped in a scented cloud, he passed into a corner. He

tried to remember what he had said to her, but could not; perhaps it

would have discouraged him to know that all he had said was, "Well!"

Now there rattled out a challenge of drums; loud music struck upon the

air. Starting instantly to go to Julia, Noble's left leg first received

the electric impulse and crossed his laggard right; but he was no pacer,

and thus stumbled upon himself and plunged. Still convulsive, he came

headlong before her, and was the only person near who remained unaware

that his dispersal of an intervening group had the appearance of extreme

unconventionality. Noble knew nothing except that this was his dance

with Her.

Then heaven played with him. She came close and touched him exquisitely.

She placed a lovely hand upon his shoulder, her other lovely cool hand

in one of his. The air filled with bursting stars.

They danced.

Noble was conscious of her within his clasping arm, but conscious of her

as nothing human. The fluffy white bodice pressed by his hand seemed to

be that of some angel doll; the charming shoulder that sometimes touched

his was made of a divine mist. Only the pretty head, close to his, was

actual; the black-sapphire eyes gave him a little blue-black glance, now

and then, and seemed to laugh.

In truth, they did, though Julia's lips remained demure. So far as Noble

was able to comprehend what he was doing, he was floating rhythmically

to a faint, far music; but he was almost unconscious, especially from

the knees down. But to the eye of observers incapable of perceiving that

Noble was floating, it appeared that he was out of step most of the

time, and danced rather hoppingly. However, these mannerisms were no

novelty with him, and it cannot be denied that girls at dances usually

hurried impulsively away to speak to somebody when they saw him coming.

One such creature even went so far as to whisper to Julia now, during a

collision: "How'd you get caught?"

Julia was loyal; she gave no sign of comprehension, but valiantly swung

onward with Noble, bumped and bumping everywhere, in spite of the most

extraordinary and graceful dexterity on her part.

"That's one reason she's such a terrible belle," a damsel whispered to

another.

"What is?"

"The way she'll be just as nice to anybody like Noble Dill as she is to

anybody," said the first. "Look at her now: she won't laugh at him a

bit, though everybody else is."

"Well, I wouldn't laugh either," said the other. "Not in Julia's

position. I'd be too busy being afraid."

"What of?"

"Of getting a sprained ankle!"

It is well that telepathy remains, as a science, lethargic. Speculation

sets before us the prospect of a Life Beyond in which every thought is

communicated without the intervention of speech: a state wherein all

neighbours and neighbourhoods would promptly be dispersed and few

friendships long endure, one fears. If to Noble Dill's active

consciousness had penetrated merely the things thought about him and his

dancing, in this one short period of time before the music for that

dance stopped, he might easily have been understood if he had hurried

forth, obtained explosives, and blown up the place, himself indeed

included. As matters providentially were in reality, when the music

stopped he stood confounded: he thought the dance had just begun.

His mouth remained open until the necessary gestures of articulation

intermittently closed it as he said: "_Oh!_ That was _divine_!"

Too-gentle Julia agreed.

"You said I could have part of some in between the first and last," he

reminded her. "Can I have the first part of the next?"

She laughed. "I'm afraid not. The next is Mr. Clairdyce's and I really

_promised_ him I wouldn't give _any_ of his away or let anybody cut in."

"Well, then," said Noble, frowning a little, "would you be willing for

me to cut in on the third?"

"I'm afraid not. That's Newland Sanders', and I promised him the same

thing."

"Well, the one after that?"

"No, that one's Mr. Clairdyce's, too."

"It _is_?" Noble was greatly disturbed.

"Yes."

"Two that quick with old Baldy Clairdyce!" he exclaimed, raising his

voice, but unaware of the fervour with which he spoke. "Two with that

old----"

"_Sh_, Noble," she said, though she laughed. "He isn't really old; he's

just middle-aged, and only the least bit bald, just enough to be

distinguished-looking."

"Well, you know what _I_ think of him!" he returned with a vehemence not

moderated. "_I_ don't think he's distinguished-looking; I think he's

simply and plainly a regular old----"

"_Sh!_" Julia warned him again. "He's standing with some people just

behind us," she added.

"Well, then," said Noble, "can I cut in on the next one after that?"

She consulted a surreptitious little card. "I'm afraid you'll have to

wait till quite a little later on, Noble. That one is poor Mr.

Ridgely's. I promised him I wouldn't----"

"Then can I cut in on the next one after that?"

"It's Mr. Clairdyce's," said Julia--and she blushed.

"My goodness!" said Noble. "Oh, my goodness!"

"_Sh!_ I'm afraid people----"

"Let's go out on the porch," said Noble, whose manner had suddenly

become desperate. "Let's go out and get some air where we can talk this

thing over."

"I'm afraid I'd better not just now," she returned, glancing over her

shoulder. "You see, all the people aren't here yet."

"You've got an aunt here," said Noble, "and a sister-in-law and a little

niece: I saw 'em. They can----"

"I'm afraid I'd better stay indoors just now," she said persuasively.

"We can talk here just as well."

"We can't!" he insisted feverishly. "We can't, Julia! I've got something

to say, Julia. Julia, you gave me the first dance and the last dance,

and of course sitting together at supper, or whatever there is, and you

know as well as I do that means it's just the same as if you weren't

giving this party but it was somewhere else and I took you to it, and

it's always understood you _never_ dance more with anybody else than the

one you went with, when you go with that person to a place, because

that's the rights of it; and other towns it's just the same way; they do

that way there, just the same as here; they do that way everywhere,

because nobody else has got a right to cut in and dance more with you

than the one you go with, when you goes to a place with that one. Julia,

don't you see that's the regular way it is, and the only fair way it

ought to be?"

"What?"

"Weren't you even _listening_?" he cried.

"Yes, indeed, but----"

"Julia," he said desperately, "let's go out on the porch. I want to

explain just the way I feel. Let's go out on the porch, Julia. If we

stay here, somebody's just bound to interrupt us any minute before I can

explain the way I----"

But the prophecy was fulfilled even before it was concluded. A group of

loudly chattering girls and their escorts of the moment bore down upon

Julia, and shattered the tête-à-tête. Dislodged from Julia's side by a

large and eager girl, whom he had hated ever since she was six years old

and he five, Noble found himself staggering in a kind of suburb; for the

large girl's disregard of him, as she shouldered in, was actually

physical, and too powerful for him to resist. She wished to put her

coarse arm round Julia's waist, it appeared, and the whole group burbled

and clamoured: the party was _perfictly_ glorious; so was the waxed

floor; so was Julia, my _dear_, so was the music, the weather, and the

din they made!

Noble felt that his rights were being outraged. Until the next dance

began, every moment of her time was legally his--yet all he could even

see of her was the top of her head. And the minutes were flying.

He stood on tiptoe, thrust his head forward over the large girl's odious

shoulder, and shouted: "Julia! Let's go out on the porch!"

No one seemed to hear him.

"Julia----"

_Boom!_ Rackety-_Boom_! The drummer walloped his drums; a saxophone

squawked, and fiddles squealed. Hereupon appeared a tall authoritative

man, at least thirty-two years old, and all swelled up with himself, as

interpreted by Noble and several other friends of Julia's--though this,

according to quite a number of people (all feminine) was only another

way of saying that he was a person of commanding presence. He wore a

fully developed moustache, an easy smile, clothes offensively knowing;

and his hair began to show that scarcity which Julia felt gave him

distinction--a curious theory, but natural to her age. What really did

give this Clairdyce some air of distinction, however, was the calmness

with which he walked through the group that had dislodged Noble Dill,

and the assurance with which he put his arm about Julia and swept her

away in the dance.

Noble was left alone in the middle of the floor, but not for long.

Couples charged him, and he betook himself to the wall. The party, for

him, was already ruined.

Sometimes, as he stood against the wall, there would be swirled to him,

out of all the comminglements of other scents, a faint, faint hint of

heliotrope and then Julia would be borne masterfully by, her flying

skirts just touching him. And sometimes, out of the medley of all other

sounds, there would reach his ear a little laugh like a run of lightly

plucked harp strings, and he would see her shining dark hair above her

partner's shoulder as they swept again near him for an instant. And

always, though she herself might be concealed from him, he could only

too painfully mark where she danced: the overtopping head of the tall

Clairdyce was never lost to view. The face on the front part of that

disliked head wore continuously a confident smile, which had a bad

effect on Noble. It seemed to him desecration that a man with so gross a

smile should be allowed to dance with Julia. And that she should smile

back at her partner, and with such terrible kindness--as Noble twice saw

her smile--this was like a calamity happening to her white soul without

her knowing it. If she should ever marry that man--well, it would be

the old story: May and December! Noble shuddered, and the drums, the

fiddles, the bass fiddle, and the saxophone seemed to have an evil

sound.

When the music stopped he caromed hastily through the room toward Julia,

but she was in a thicket of her guests when he arrived, and for several

moments Mr. Clairdyce's broad back kept intervening--almost

intentionally, it seemed. When Noble tried to place himself in a

position to attract Julia's attention, this back moved, too, and Noble's

nose but pressed black cloth. And the noise everybody made was so

baffling that, in order to be heard, Julia herself was shouting. Finally

Noble contrived to squirm round the obtrusive back, and protruded his

strained face among all the flushed and laughing ones.

"Julia, I got to----" he began.

But this was just at the climax of a story that three people were

telling at the same time, Julia being one of them, and he received

little attention.

"Julia," he said hoarsely; "I got something I want to _tell_ you

about----"

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