THE GATEWAY OF LIFE
It was midnight when the night superintendent called and told me No. 27
had died. I rose. The thing was no surprise. I had known it was going
to happen. No. 27 had told me so himself. None the less, I went to
his room. Routine in the mental hospital had nothing to do with that
strange secret held in common between myself and the man--that strange
state of affairs which had enabled him to predicate his own death so
accurately.
And yet as I mounted the stairs to the room where his body now lay as
a worn-out husk I had none of the feeling which so customarily assails
the average mortal in such an hour. To me it was not as though he had
died. To my mind in those moments it was no more than the casting aside
by the activating spirit of that instrument which for its own ends it
had used. The body then was a husk indeed--an emaciated, worn-out thing
which, because of our mutual secret, I knew had been kept alive by the
sheer force of the spiritual tenant, now removed.
I stood looking down upon it, with very much the same sensations one
might have in viewing the tool once plied by the hand of a friend. It
was nothing more than that really. Jason Croft had used it while he had
need of its manipulation, and when his need was accomplished he had
simply laid it down.
Jason Croft. Dead? I felt an impulse to smile in most improper fashion.
Not at all. The man was not only not dead, but I knew--as positively
as I knew I was presently going to leave the room where his dead shell
lay on a hospital bed and return to my own quarters--exactly where he
had gone.
The statement sounds a bit as though I were better qualified as an
inmate than the superintendent of an institution for the care of the
insane. And I don't suppose it will help any for me to add that I had
seen Jason Croft die before--or that he had informed me on the former
occasion, though in less specific fashion, of his approaching end.
That was after he had told me a most remarkable tale, which, in
spite of its almost incredible nature, I found myself strongly
inclined to believe. It had concerned Croft's adventures on another
planet--Palos--one of the spheres in the universe of the Dog Star
Sirius, to which he had traveled first by astral projection, but on
which he had found means to establish an actual existence in the flesh.
"Unbelievable--can a man be dead and yet live again?" you will say.
Well, yes, but--Croft's earth body died just as he had told me it
would, and was buried, and time passed, and this patient No. 27 was
committed to the institution of which I was the head; and when I went
to examine and inspect him, he asked me to dismiss the attendants, and
then he spoke to me in the voice of Jason Croft.
More than that, he took up the story of his adventures where he had
left off in the previous instance, admitted freely that he had reversed
the experiment by which he had gained material existence on Palos, and,
driven by the necessity of gaining knowledge for use in his new estate,
had deliberately returned to earth. Unbelievable, you will say again.
And again I answer:
"Yes--but wait."
Croft was a physician, even as am I. He was a scientific man. In
addition he was a student of the occult--the science of the mind, the
spirit, and its control of the physical forces of life.
He was an earth-born man. The home in which I first met him contained
the greatest private collection of works on the subject I have ever
seen. In dying he left them to me--I have them all about me. They are
mine. According to his statements and his notations on margins, he had
gone so far in his investigations that he could project the astral
consciousness anywhere at will. And when I say anywhere, I mean it in
the literal sense.
Many men have mastered the astral control on the earthly plane. Croft
had carried it to an ultimate degree. He shook off the envelope of
the earth atmosphere, led thereto, as he frankly confessed in our
conversations, by the attraction of a feminine spirit, though he did
not know it at the time, and recognized it only when he first viewed
Naia--Princess of Tamarizia--on a distant star.
I had dabbled in the occult to some extent myself. Hence when he spoke
of the doctrine of twin souls he had no further need to explain. He
alleged that since a child the Dog Star had called him subtly through
the years in a way he could not explain. Once having come into her
presence, however, he knew that it was Naia--the feminine counterpart
of his nature--whose existence on the other planet had called across
the void to him. Or so he claimed. And certainly his portrayal of the
events on Palos were characterized by a detail that made the atmosphere
of his alleged other existence most vividly plain.
To an accomplishment of his marrying her, Croft declared that he had
done a weirdly wonderful thing. Discovering a Palosian dying of a
mental rather than a physical ailment, he had waited until his death
occurred, then appropriated the still physically viable body to
himself, as he most comprehensively explained, describing his act in a
scientific way that counseled belief while staggering the mind.
Over that body he obtained absolute control, exactly as he had gained
the same ability with his own. For a time thereafter he led a sort of
dual existence, sometimes on Palos, sometimes on earth, until he had
fully shaped his plans. Then, and then only, did he voluntarily forsake
the mundane life to enter that other and fuller existence he felt that
Naia of Aphur could make complete.
* * * * *
I questioned him closely. I was faced by a most amazing thing. I took
up first the question of time required in passing from earth to Palos.
He smiled and replied that outside the mental atmosphere a man's time
ceased to exist; that it was man's measure of a portion of eternity,
and nothing more, and that he could not use what was non-existent,
hence reached Palos as quickly in the astral condition as I could
span the gulf between that member of the Dog Star's Pack and earth in
thought. All other points I raised he met. Even so it was a good deal
of a shock to find my new patient speaking to me with Croft's evident
understanding, looking at me out of what seemed oddly like Croft's eyes.
But in the end I was convinced. The man knew too much. He was too
utterly conversant with Croft's accomplishments, his aims and ambitions
and hopes, to be anyone but Croft himself. And, too, he naïvely
explained that it was a poor rule that would not work two ways, and
that he had therefore repeated his experiment in gaining a Palosian
body when he felt the pressing need of a return to earth.
This night, earlier in the evening, he had bidden me goodbye--told me
he was going back to Naia, the woman he had dared so much to win, his
mate who ere long was to bear him, Jason Croft of Earth, a child. And
now--well, now as before, it would seem he had kept his word. Jason
Croft was dead _again_.
Is it any wonder that I felt that strange, almost amused desire to
smile? Dead! Why, Croft, in so far as I knew him, could practically
laugh at death--he was a man who had actually demonstrated, if one
believed his narrative, of course, the truth of the saying that the
spirit is the life. He was a man, who, because of the needs of his
spirit, had deliberately switched his existence from one to the other
of two spheres.
I gave what directions were needed for the disposal of No. 27's body,
returned to my bed, and stretched myself out. But I didn't sleep all
that morning. I buried myself in thought.
Both the narratives to which I had listened--first from the man I knew
to be Jason Croft really, secondly from the pitiable wreck he had
employed on his return, that worn-out husk which had just died--had
produced on me a somewhat odd effect. So clearly had he portrayed
the events and emotions which had swayed him in his almost undreamed
courtship of the Aphurian princess that I had come to accept the
characters he mentioned as actually existent persons, acquaintances
almost, just as, in spite of all established precedent, I still
regarded Croft himself as alive.
Naia of Aphur--many a time as I listened to his account of their
association I had thrilled to the picture of that supple girl with her
crown of golden hair, her crimson lips, her violet-purple eyes. So real
she had come to seem that I had felt I would know her had I seen her
with my physical rather than my mental vision. So real indeed was her
mental picture that when he told me she was about to become a mother
I had cried out, on impulse, that I wished as a medical man I might
attend her--would be glad to see the light in her eyes when they first
beheld his, Jason's, child.
And Croft had replied, "Man, I could love you for that," and he flashed
me an understanding smile.
So now that he was gone back to her--I lay on my bed unsleeping, and
let all he had told me unroll in a sort of mental panorama, dealing
wholy with the Palosian world.
Tamarizia! It was into the empire Croft blundered blindly when he went
to Palos first--a series of principalities surrounding the shore of a
vast inland sea, with the exception of a central state--the seat of
the imperial capital, embracing the island of Hiranur located in the
sea itself, and Nodhur to the west and south. From the central sea a
narrow strait led into an outer ocean to the west.
This was known as the Gateway. To the north was Cathur, a rugged,
mountainous state, the seat of national learning, in its university
at the capital city of Scira, and east of Cathur was Mazhur, known as
the Lost State at the time of Croft's first arrival, because it had
been wrested from the empire some fifty years before, in a war with
Zollaria, a hostile nation to the north.
Croft, after gaining physical life on Palos, succeeded in winning it
back, and in gaining thereby the consent of Naia's father, Prince
Lakkon, and her uncle, Jadgor, King of Aphur, to their marriage. It was
at this point his narrative had ended first.
East of Mazhur, still hugging the sea and extending into the hinterland
of the continent was Bithur. And Milidhur joined Bithur to the south.
West of Milidhur, completing the circle, was Aphur--the name meaning
literally "the land to the west" or "toward the sun." Aphur was
the southern pillar of the Gateway, ending at the western strait.
Nodhur lay south of Aphur, gaining access to the sea by the navigable
river Na, on whose yellow flood moved a steady stream of commerce
driven by sail and oar until Croft revolutionized transportation by
producing alcohol-driven motors. And--if I were to believe his second
account--since then he had actually electrified the nation, harnessing
mountain streams to generate the force.
Except for the waterways, traffic prior to Croft's innovations was by
conveyances drawn by the gnuppa--a creature half deer, half horse,
in appearance--or by means of caravans of the enormous beast called
sarpelca, resembling some huge Silurian lizard, twice the size of an
elephant, with a pointed tail, scale-armored back, camel-like neck, and
the head of a marine serpent tentacle-fringed about the mouth.
They were driven by reins affixed to these fleshy appendages, and
streamed across the Palosian deserts, bearing huge merchandise cargoes
upon their massive backs.
* * * * *
Indeed, it was a wonderful world into which Croft had projected
himself. Babylonian in seeming he had described it to me at first.
North of Tamarizia was Zollaria, inhabited by a far more warlike race.
Its despotic government had long cast a covetous eye on the Central
Sea, through which, and the rivers emptying into its expanse, most of
the profitable trade lanes were reached. Tamarizia, controlling the
western Gateway, had remained master even after the fall of Mazhur,
collecting toll from the Zollarian craft on her rivers despite the
foothold gained on her northern coast.
East of Tamarizia, beyond Bithur and Milidhur, lay Mazzeria, peopled by
a race little above the aborigine in their social life. Tatar-like, the
Mazzerians shaved their heads of all save a single tuft of hair, with a
most remarkable effect, since the race was blue of complexion and the
prevailing color of their hair was red.
Mazzeria, at the time of Croft's incursion into the planet's affairs,
was the acknowledged ally of Zollaria, although at peace with
Tamarizia. In earlier times, however, numbers of them had been taken
captive in border wars and brought to both nations as slaves. These,
in so far as Tamarizia was concerned, had later been freed and given
citizenship of a degree constituting in their ranks the lowest or
serving caste.
Each state was governed by a king, by hereditary succession, in
conjunction with a national assembly consisting of a delegate elected
by each ten thousand or deckerton of civil population. The occupant of
the imperial throne was elected for a period of ten years by vote of
the several states.
On Croft's advent, Scythys--a dotard--had been king of Cathur, with his
son Kyphallos, the crown prince, a profligate of the worst type, sunk
under the charms of Kalamita, a Zollarian adventuress of great beauty,
with whom he had plotted the surrender of Cathur to her nation in
return for the Tamarizian throne with Kalamita by his side.
Jadgor of Aphur, scenting the danger, had sought to bind the northern
prince to Tamarizian fealty through a marriage with Naia, his sister's
child. To win Naia and overthrow Zollaria's scheme had been Jason's
task. The introduction of both the motor and firearms enabled him to
overthrow the flower of Zollaria's hosts on a couple of bloody fields.
Victory gained and Zollaria forced to cede Mazhur after fifty years of
occupation, Croft prevailed upon the nation to accept a democratic form
of government, it being at the end of Emperor Tamhys's term. This was
accomplished without too much difficulty.
As to the Tamarizians themselves, they were a white and well-formed
race. Their women held equal place with men. They believed in the
spirit and a future life. They had made no small progress in the
sciences and arts. They worked metal, gold being as common as iron on
Palos.
They tempered copper also and used it in innumerable ways. They wove
fabrics of great beauty, one being a blend of vegetable fiber and spun
gold. They cut and polished jewels. They had a system of judiciaries
and courts and a medical and surgical knowledge of sorts.
They were a fairly moral and naturally modest people. Their clothing
was worn for protection and ornamentation, rather than for any other
purpose. It was donned and doffed as the occasion required, without
comment being aroused. In women it consisted, rich and poor, of a
single garment falling to the knee or just below it, cinctured about
the body and caught over one shoulder by a jeweled or metal boss,
leaving the other shoulder, arm, and upper chest exposed. To this was
added sandals of leather, metal, or wood, held to the foot by a toe and
instep band and lacings running well up the calves.
Men of wealth and soldiers generally wore metal casings, jointed to
the sandal to permit of motion and extending upward to the knees. Men
of caste wore also a soft shirt or chemise beneath a metal cuirass or
embroidered tunic. Save on formal occasions the serving classes wore a
narrow cincture about the loins.
Agriculture was highly developed, and they had advanced far in
architecture, painting and sculpture. They lavished much time and
expense in beautifying their homes. They had well-constructed caravan
roads. As Croft had pointed out, he found them an intelligent race
waiting, ready to be trained to a wider craft.
And among them, in Naia of Aphur, he believed he had found his twin
soul. And he had set about winning her in a fashion such as no other
man, I frankly believe, would have dared.
He had won her according to his belief and returned to earth, for the
last time, ere he should return and make her his bride. He had told me
about it, and he had cast off his earthly body, severing the last tie
that held him from his life in Palos. He had died.
He had gone back and found his plans disarranged through the actions
of Zud, the high priest of Zitra, the capital city of Hiranur, where
he had left Naia waiting his return in the Temple of Ga, the Eternal
Mother--the Eternal Woman, in the Zitran pyramid. Zud, moved by
Croft's works and by a story told him by Abbu, a priest who knew
Jason's story, had proclaimed him Mouthpiece of Zitu, thereby raising
an insurmountable barrier, as it seemed, between him and Naia, since
celibacy was one of the tenets of the Tamarizian priests. And yet
Croft had won to her, overcoming all obstacles, even winning a second
war, with all Mazzeria egged on, her armies officered by Zollarians in
disguise this time, ere he gained the goal of his desire.
These things had been told me inside the last few weeks by No. 27--the
man who had been committed to the institution for a dissociation of
personality, at which he quietly laughed after he had obtained my ear;
because he wished to gain contact with me, who knew his former story,
and win my aid toward the fulfillment of his mission.
Only he wasn't dead, and I knew it as I lay there with the names of
men and women of the Palosian world buzzing in my head. He had gone
back to them, now that his work was ended--to Naia, his golden-haired,
purple-eyed mate--to Lakkon, her father; to Jadgor, her uncle, and
Robur his son, governor now of Aphur in the palace where his father,
president of the Tamarizian republic, had been king; to Robur, who,
like a second Jonathan, had ever been Croft's loyal assistant and
friend, and Gaya his sweet and matronly wife; to Magur, high priest
of Himyra, the ruling red city of Aphur, by whom Croft and Naia were
bethrothed to Zud himself, to whom he had taught the truth of astral
control. And I found myself portraying them as Croft had described
them, predicating their thoughts and feelings, as I might have done
those of any man or woman I knew on earth.
Actually I was projecting my intellect, if not my consciousness, to
Palos. The thought came to me. In spirit, if not in perception, I was
there for the moment with my friend. In spirit at least I was bridging
with little effort billions of actual miles. Thought and spirit and
soul. They are strange things. Croft, if I was any judge, had gone back
to Naia--and there was I lying, picturing the scene, where she waited
for his coming in their home high in the western mountains of Aphur,
given to them by Lakkon, a wedding gift, after the war with Mazzeria
was won. Croft had gone back to Palos, and here was I picturing the
thing in my spirit, certainly as plainly as any earth scene I had ever
known.
His body would be lying there, covered with soft fabrics, waiting for
its tenant on a couch of wine-red wood such as the Tamarizians used--or
perhaps of molded copper. And Naia--the woman who had given him her
life, would be watching, watching for the first stir of his returning.
Only--I smiled--Croft had told me he could gain Palos as quickly in the
consciousness as I could project myself there in my mind--so, by now,
that stirring of her strong man's limbs, beneath the eyes of the fair
watcher, had occurred, and once more those two were together.
I smiled again.
The picture of that reunion appealed. There was nothing else to it at
the instant. For even in my wildest imaginings I did not in the least
suspect what its nearness, its clearness, the vividness of its seeming,
might portend.
* * * * *
No, even though I myself had delved more or less deeply into occult
lore, with a resulting knowledge of the subject that had brought about
the sympathetic understanding of all Croft had told me from first to
last, I had little or no conception that night of the inward meaning
of the distinctness with which I could conjure up the scene of his
return to Naia, or to where the ability might lead. Rather, I felt
merely that through his narrative of her wooing he had built up within
my mental cells a picture of the fair girl now his bride, so clear, so
positive in seeming, that to me she appeared no more than a charming
personality--a feminine acquaintance, such as one might on occasion
meet. She was no more removed, so far as my feeling of familiarity with
her was concerned, than had her residence been not on Palos, but simply
across the street. It is so easy to bridge distance in the mind.
I slept after a time, as one will, drifting from continued thought upon
one subject into slumber. And I woke with the thought of Croft's weird
homecoming still in mind. It stayed with me more or less, too, in the
succeeding days.
Naia of Aphur! Oddly I dwelt upon her. Jason himself had told me that
she knew me--had actually seen me--that he had brought her to earth
more than once in the astral body--had pointed me out to her as the one
earth man who knew and believed his story--that she looked upon me as a
friend.
The thing seemed some way to establish a sort of personal bond, just as
the secret Croft and I had kept between us made me feel toward him as I
have never felt toward any other man.
Jason Croft and Naia of Aphur--the interplanetary lovers. It was
certainly odd. I knew her, even though I had never seen her; save
through the instrumentality of his description of her, and the
resultant picture printed on my mind. Yet I could close my eyes at will
and see her, slender, golden-haired, with her lips of flaming scarlet,
and her violet-purple eyes.
And I knew her home. I could lift it into my conscious perception as a
familiar scene. I could imagine her moving about it, young, vibrant,
happy, alone or with Croft by her side. I could fancy her bathing
in the sun-warmed waters of the private bath in the garden--the
gleam of her form against the clear yellow stone of which it was
constructed--until she seemed the little silver fish Croft had called
her, disporting in a bowl of gold, behind the white, screening,
vine-clad walls. Or I could dream of her walking about the grounds,
with the giant Canor--the huge, doglike creature she called Hupor, who
was at once her pet, her companion, and guard. Distant? Why, she seemed
no more distant to me in the days after Croft had gone back to be with
her when her child would be born than some fair maid of earth waiting
for the coming of her lover across a dividing wall in an adjacent yard.
And yet so blind is the objective mind, that even then I did not
suspect I had established a sympathetic chain of interest between the
atmosphere of her existence and myself, capable of stretching out to a
most peculiar climax in the end. Then, one night something over a month
after No. 27 had died and been laid away, I dreamed.
I don't say I thought of it as a dream at the time. Then it was all too
seriously, too grippingly, real to seem other than the actual thing.
It was only after it was over that I thought of it as a dream--perhaps
because, despite the occurrence and all Croft had told me, I was still
not fully convinced.
Later--well, that's the story. I'll let it unfold itself.
I went to bed that night and fell asleep. How long I slept I do not
know. But a voice disturbed my slumbers after a time. At least it
disturbed the restful unconsciousness of my spirit. To this day I am
not sure whether or not my body moved.
"Murray--Murray." I heard it, dimly at first, but insistent. It kept
repeating itself over and over. Beyond doubt someone was demanding my
attention. I sought to rouse.
"Murray--in the name of Zitu--and Azil--"
I stiffened my attention. It was nothing short of startling to hear
those words spoken.
Zitu was God in the Tamarizian language, as I knew, and Azil was the
Angel of Life--as Ga was the Virgin Mother. Ga and Azil--the mother and
the life-bringer--they were the ones to whom the Tamarizian women most
frequently prayed. I gave over my endeavor to waken my sleeping body
and lay straining the ears of my spirit to the voice.
It came again. Whoever the speaker was, he seemed to know he had
stirred my conscious perception.
"Murray--I need your advice--your council. Naia needs you. It's life
and death, Murray. You told me you would gladly render her assistance
as a physician. Murray--will you come?"
My spirit staggered. It was most amazing. For now I knew that the
speaker was Jason Croft.
I knew that he was appealing to me in the name of Zitu and Azil--in the
name of motherhood--that he was calling on me as a brother physician,
by the oath of my profession--in the name of all that was highest and
holiest in life.
I knew that Naia's hour was upon her--and I knew it as clearly as if
the thing were taking place somewhere within a neighboring home on
earth. I lay and let the knowledge beat in upon me. I recalled in a
flash all he had told me concerning medical knowledge on Palos. If some
complication in the birth of their child impended, there would be none
on that far planet to whom he could turn for aid. He knew more than all
the physicians of Palos put together, but--
"Murray!" the voice repeated. "Murray, in the name of God!"
* * * * *
There was a desperate urge--a desperate plaint about it. I reached a
decision. I had never married. There was no one dependent upon me. With
a strange thrill I realized the fact. If I failed to return from this
strangest of calls to which a medical man was ever bidden, if the body
of me were not to be revived, I would be little missed.
So what did it matter? A man--or most men--surely could die but once;
and how better than in performing the duty of a physician, in an
endeavor to save other life? I recall now that such thoughts flitted
swiftly through my brain, and left me ready to dare the venture
suggested by Croft's voice, if thereby I might render an intimate
service to him and Naia of Aphur, in spirit if not in the flesh.
"Murray!"
Again the agony of a strong man's appeal for all he held dearest in
existence.
I think the lips of my sleeping material being must have moved at last.
Be that as it may, I know I answered:
"Yes."
And I know Croft sensed my acquiescence, for his response was beating
into my consciousness in a flash.
"Then--fix your mind on our home in the western mountains, visualize
it, Murray, as I have described it to you. Will your conscious presence
within it. I shall be waiting for you. Call up the scene and demand
that our will be granted. Think of nothing else."
Save for the directions for reaching to him, the thing was as real as a
telephone message, and the assurance that the husband of your patient
would be waiting your arrival at his house. But there was about Croft's
promise to await my coming a definite note of conviction in my ability
to encompass our mutual purpose that aided me most materially in what
followed, as I now confess.
He was so seemingly sure that I would not fail them--that what
assistance I could render would be granted--that for the time being
it overthrew all doubt of success. Too, I had grown so accustomed to
thinking of Naia of Aphur as a woman--a palpitant creature of radiant
flesh and blood--that the very reality of her seeming robbed somewhat
of its weirdness, its eery quality, the fact that I was about to
respond in the astral body to an urgent medical call. Consciously then
I sought to follow Croft's directions.
I fastened my thought on his Aphurian home.
I strove to exclude everything else from my mind. I brought up the
picture of it as a thing at the end of a distant vista, down which I
must pass to attain it, and--all at once that picture moved!
I say it moved, because that is how it at first appeared. At all
events, it seemed to come toward me with amazing swiftness.
For an instant my comprehension faltered, and then I knew. I knew I
had gained my purpose--that I was astrally out of my body, even though
I had not known the instant when I had left it; that I was speeding
with incredible rapidity toward the scene into which I had wished to be
projected; that darkness was all about me, like an impenetrable wall;
that I was like one in an infinite, an interminable tunnel, with the
lighted picture I had conjured up at the end.
Then that too faded, dissolved, lost its comprehensive quality, and
gave place to more finite detail, and--I was in a room. But it was not
strange. I knew it--recognized it instantly, thanks to Croft's previous
words.
Its walls were hung with purple hangings shot through with threads of
gold. There was a shallow pool of water in its center edged round with
white and golden tiles. Beside it on a pedestal of wine-red wood there
stood a figure--the form of a man straining upward as if for flight,
with outstretched arms and uplifted wings, translucent--formed of a
substance not unlike alabaster--the shape of Azil.
That too I recognized in a flash, and I seemed to catch my breath.
At last I was on Palos! This was Azil, the Angel of Life, before
me--poised by the mirror pool in the chamber of Naia of Aphur--ablaze
now with the light of many incandescent bulbs in copper sconces against
the walls. All this I saw, and became conscious that, as well as light,
the chamber was now full of life.
Naia of Aphur! She lay before me on a copper-moulded couch--and I
turned my eyes upon her, her body beneath coverings of silklike fabric.
A woman, of whom two were in attendance, wearing the blue garment
embroidered with a scarlet heart above the left breast--the badge of
the nursing craft, as Jason had told me--spoke to Naia in soothing
accents the words of which I could not understand.
"Murray!"
Whirling, I beheld Jason Croft. Rather, I seemed to see two Jason
Crofts, instead of one. One sat in a chair of the same wine-red wood
of which the pedestal supporting Azil was formed, in the posture of a
man in more than mortal slumber. One floated toward me, ghostlike--a
shimmering, shifting, vaporlike semblance of the other as to physical
shape.
And it was this second Croft that seemed to speak.
I say seemed, because as I recall the episode now I know that
communication was in reality by thought transference, although it
appeared then to reach the understanding in the form of spoken words.
It came over me instantly that Jason had purposely assumed the astral
condition to welcome me on my arrival here.
* * * * *
I had been too much occupied with my surroundings until then to give
thought to my own possible appearance. But as I put out a hand in
answer to his single word of greeting, I found it no more than a thin
diaphanous cloud. I was even as he was--a nebulous something. Still,
that was to be expected. I put it aside and considered the man before
me. The features of his astral presence were actually haggard, marked
by a suffering plainly mental, yet akin in its way to the lines that
contorted Naia of Aphur's face in her present mortal woe.
"Croft, in God's name what is the trouble?" I asked as once more a low
sound of smothered anguish came from the couch behind me.
Nor do I think I overshot the mark in declaring what followed to have
been the most remarkable medical consultation mortal man might know. He
lost no time in explaining the situation. It wasn't his way.
He gave me at once an exact and scientific understanding of her
condition, ending his narration simply:
"Murray, you know how I love her. I faced the thing as long as I
could have alone. And then--knowing all that depended on me--I became
unnerved, and called for you. There was no one else--and you'd said
you'd be glad to attend her. Can you blame me, my friend, now that you
see her?"
I shook my head in negation, turning it for an instant toward the
glorious woman shape on the copper bed. "Can she see me? Does she know
I am here? Can I speak with her?" I questioned.
"She will sense your presence at least," Croft said. "I shall revivify
my body and draw the chair in which it is sitting close beside the
couch. You will sit there, Murray, and I shall tell her you are
present, watching, nerving me to my task, before I set to work. She
knows I called you, Murray, and now you must help us both. Your brain
must use my hands to save her. Come--what do you advise me to do,
Murray?"
I told him as soon as he had brought his almost panting response to
an end. His exposition of the problem we faced had made it dreadfully
plain.
He heard me out and then nodded with set lips.
"I--I'll do it, Murray," he said. "I--I felt it was the thing,
but--without counsel--simply on my own judgment, I could not do it.
And--you must coach me. I'll work in a purely subjective condition.
That way, even in the body, I'll be able to sense the guiding impulse
of your brain. God, man, how I need you! Come!"
The form beside me vanished. The body in the chair flung up its head
and rose. It pushed the chair it had occupied quite to the side of the
copper couch, and bent to speak to the woman who lay upon it.
I followed. I sank into the seat provided. Croft straightened. Naia
turned her head directly toward me.
I looked for the first time into her violet-purple eyes.
They were clear, steadfast, flawless as a perfect amethyst, though
darkened by the ordeal through which she was passing--the eyes of a
true woman, high-spirited, brave, loyal, and pure. They strained toward
me. And suddenly she threw out a perfectly rounded arm, a slender
hand, as one who asks for succor. Her lips parted, and once more she
smiled, a smile so wistfully yearning that my whole heart answered its
appeal.
This was Naia of Aphur--wife of my friend Jason Croft. In that instant
I felt she was worth all that he had dared to win her. This was Naia,
the woman who months ago had told him that in the silence of the night
she had heard the beating of the wings of Azil, the bringer of new
life, because of which I was here now beside her in that holiest of
moments in a medical man's existence, when with hand and brain he waits
to welcome a new life's birth.
Her lips moved. Distinctly I heard her speak:
"Dr. Murray--good friend of my beloved, who tells me of your presence
in response to his appeal for your assistance to us--I bid you welcome
to our home. Thrice welcome are you, upon whose coming depends, as he
tells me also, our future happiness together, as well as the life of
our child."
She addressed me most surprisingly in English, until I bethought me
that Croft had doubtless taught her the tongue, exactly as he had
taught her so much else; to fly the first airplane in Palos, the
control of the astral body itself. Her words moved me oddly. I rose to
answer:
"I am more than happy to be here, Princess Naia, and to bid you be of
good cheer, remembering that even now Azil stands close by the gateway
of life, in charge of a newborn soul."
And then I sank back, confused. I had spoken wholly on impulse, voicing
the inmost emotions of my heart, forgetting my nebulous condition
entirely for the instant, in the spell of what seemed so real. With a
feeling akin to acute annoyance at my inability to speak thus to her
directly I resumed my chair.
But even so, it seemed that I had reached her--that in some way akin to
that in which Croft had assured me he would be able to follow my mental
direction while working, she had sensed my meaning and intention. Women
are intuitive by nature, more susceptible to the waves of a personal or
thought vibration. Her lips moved again as I ceased speaking.
"Azil," she whispered. "But--that new soul is so long in passing, my
friend."
I turned to Croft.
"Come," I hurled my thought force toward him. "Let us spare her more
bodily anguish than must be endured. Let us make an end."
Of what followed I shall say no word. Suffice it to state that Jason
Croft labored, grim of lips and pallid of feature; that I sat in that
weirdest position of assistance capable of conception; that the lights
burned on in that room where the pale form of Azil spread his wings on
the pedestal of wine-red wood; that the eyes of Naia of Aphur widened
until they were two dark pools no more than fringed by the purple
iris; that the two female attendants waited, intent on naught save the
catching, the rendering of obedience to each of Croft's intense though
low-pitched words.
And then suddenly the man turned to me a face transfigured past
anything I had ever pictured--a thread of sound--a wailing, trailing
vibration--the first note of waking vocal strings, pulsed through the
room--and Jason Croft the physician, the father, was kneeling beside
that couch of copper, no longer the iron-nerved worker, the laborer for
unborn life, but the husband, the lover, clasping the slender body of
Naia of Aphur in his arms, and shaken by a strong man's sobs. I turned
away my eyes.
And then his voice boomed out, strangely exalted and triumphant:
"Murray--we win--win, man--thanks to you and--God!"
I turned back. Croft spoke to one of the attendants. She crossed to
a curtained doorway and lifted the purple drapings. There stole into
the room a girl of Mazzeria--a graceful creature, for all the odd blue
color of her skin. Twin braids of ruddy hair fell from her head to her
waist. Her figure held all the untrammeled litheness of a panther as
she advanced. Across her outstretched arms she bore a pure white cloth.
Upon it, the child of Jason Croft and Naia of Aphur was placed.
She wrapped the fabric about it, cradling it against her breast. She
turned to Naia, smiling, sinking down beside her on her supple rounded
thighs.
And then--for one brief instant I saw the light of the Madonna flame in
those wonderful eyes--the light with which Naia the mother looked first
on Jason's--son.
Croft addressed me.
"Maia," he said softly. "I've described her to you before if you
remember, Murray. She asked that you might be permitted to attend
the--the little one."
His voice broke. His face was weary, overstrained, worn. I understood.
The graceful girl was Naia's personal attendant--the Mazzerian woman,
who had aided her mistress in saving Croft's life at a time when he was
taken captive during the Mazzerian war. I nodded my comprehension. He
bent again as though by irresistible attraction above the couch where
the blue girl still was kneeling, and Naia seemed waiting his undivided
attention. Once more I turned my head. It was the holy moment--the hour
of realization between man and woman.
Through the half-drawn curtains of a window, light stole into the room.
It shamed the incandescents in their sconces. A finger of golden glory
touched the tips of the upflung wings of Azil. With a start, I realized
that the night of anguish was ended--that new life had come into the
house of Jason--with the dawn.