THE END
Over the horrid awakening which came to the wretched man, we need not
linger; neither is it necessary to dwell upon the first few days of
mystery and dread, when death seemed brooding over Riverside, and
rumor was busy with surmises and suspicions concerning the stranger,
and the relation, if any, which she bore to Rosamond Leyton. We will
rather hasten on to the morning when to Mr. Browning the joyful
tidings came that Rosamond was better--so much better, indeed, that he
could see and talk with her if he chose.
Only once since the fearful night when he found her moaning in her
bridal dress, had he stood by her bedside--for, though he longed to be
there, he could not endure to see her turn away from him, whispering
as she did so, "It was cruel--oh, so cruel to deceive me so." Neither
had he been near Marie Porter, consequently he knew nothing of the
means by which she had imposed upon him the story of her death. But
Rosamond knew--Rosamond could tell him, and from no other lips would
he hear it. So, when he learned that she was better, he asked to see
her alone, and Mrs. Peters, to whom he had necessarily confided the
story of his marriage, carried his message to Rosamond.
For a moment Rosamond did not seem to hear, but when the message was
repeated, the great tears forced themselves from beneath her long
eyelashes, and rolling down her cheeks, dropped upon the pillow.
"He might have spared me this," she said," but if it is his wish, I
can see him."
With a mighty effort she stilled the violent throbbings of her heart,
forced an unnatural calm upon her face and whispered--"Let him come
now; I am ready."
He was standing without the door, so near that he heard the words, and
in a moment he was at her side. Falling upon his knees before her, he
clasped her hands in his, imploring her forgiveness for the great
wrong he had done her in not telling her the truth at first. "But I am
innocent of the last," he said; "believe me, Rosamond, I thought her
dead, or I had never asked you to be my wife. I know not how she
deceived me so terribly, but you know, and I have sought this
interview to hear the story from your own lips. Will you tell it to
me, darling--Miss Leyton, I mean," he added hastily, as he saw a
shadow of pain flit over her face.
"I will if I can," she faintly answered, and summoning all her
strength, she repeated to him what Miss Porter had told her, except,
indeed, the parts with which she knew he was familiar.
"The plot was worthy of her who planned it," he said bitterly; then,
as Rosamond made no reply, he continued--"she told you, I suppose, of
our married life, and painted me the blackest villain that ever trod
the earth. This may in part be true, but, Rosamond, though I may never
know the bliss of calling you my wife, I cannot be thus degraded in
your sight and offer no apology. I was a boy--a self-willed, high-
tempered boy, nineteen years of age, and she aggravated me beyond all
human endurance, seeking ways and means by which she could provoke me.
I loved her at first--nay, do not turn away incredulously. Heaven is
my witness that I loved her, or thought I did, but 'twas a boyish
love, and not such as I feel for you,"
"You swore at her," said Rosamond, unable to reconcile love with an
oath.
"Once--only once," he replied. "I blush to own it, for it was not a
manly act."
"You struck her," and for the first time since he had been in that
room the brown eyes rested full upon his face.
"Yes, Rosamond," he answered; "I own that, too, but she goaded me to
madness, and even raised her voice against my sainted mother, who had
borne so dastardly a son as _I_!"
"And Riverside?" said Rosamond. "Did your uncle die deceived?"
"Never--never," Mr. Browning exclaimed, starting to his feet. "I told
the whole truth, or I would not have lived here a day. Rosamond, I
have greatly sinned, but she has not been blameless. She insulted me
in every possible way, even to giving _you_ her _wedding ring_, and
then, lest I should not see it, wrote to me 'to look upon your
finger.' No wonder you thought me mad!"
"Her _wedding ring_! Could she do that?" said Rosamond.
"Yes, her wedding ring. It first belonged to Susan, who gave it to me
for the occasion, and two weeks after I had it marked with Marie's
name and the date of our marriage. It is broken now, and I would to
Heaven I could thus easily break the tie which binds me to her, and
keeps me from you! Oh, Rosamond, Rosamond, must it be? Must I live my
life without you, when I need you so much--when my heart longs so to
claim you for its own?"
He covered his face with his hands, and Rosamond could see the tears
dropping slowly through his fingers. Terribly was he expiating the sin
of his boyhood, and what wonder is it, if, in his agony, he cried, "My
punishment is greater than I can bear!"
Rosamond alone was calm. She seemed to have wept her tears away, and
the blow which had fallen so crushingly upon her, had benumbed her
heart, so that she now did not feel as acutely as the weeping man
before her. Very soothingly she spoke to him, but she offered no word
of cheer--no hope that all would yet be well. "They would bear it with
brave hearts," she said, "and he must be reconciled to his wife."
"Never--never," he exclaimed. "The same roof cannot shelter us both,
and if she chooses to stay when she is better, she is welcome to
Riverside, but I cannot share it with her."
Neither said to the other, "It may be she will die," for such a
thought had never intruded itself upon their minds, and yet Marie
Porter's life was numbered now by days. The heart disease, from which
she had long been suffering, was greatly aggravated by the strong
nervous excitement through which she had recently been passing.
Stimulants of a most powerful kind had created a kind of artificial
strength, which had enabled her to come to Riverside, but this was
fast subsiding; and when she bent over the motionless form of
Rosamond, and feared that she was dead, she felt, indeed, that death
would ere long claim her as his own. The sight of her husband, too,
had well nigh been more than she could bear. For nearly nine long
years she had not looked upon his face, but she remembered it well--a
handsome, boyish face. His hair, she remembered, too--his soft, dark,
wavy hair, through which her fingers had sometimes strayed, in the far
back days at Holly Wood, before she was his bride. He would not be
greatly changed, she thought; and when, on that fatal night, she heard
his coming footsteps, she pictured him in her mind much as he was that
winter-day, when, standing in his sister's door, he bade her a long
good-by. Nearer and nearer he had come--faster and louder had beaten
her heart, while a cold, faint sickness crept over her.
"Open the window--I cannot breathe," she gasped; but ere her request
was obeyed, Ralph Browning had fainted on the threshold, and she had
asked that she might die.
She had seen him only for an instant, but that sufficed to tell her he
was changed from the dark-haired, handsome boy, into the gray-haired
suffering man. His eyes had met hers, but the fierce hatred she
expected, was not there; and the look of utter hopeless despair which
she saw in its place, touched her as reproach and resentment could not
have done.
"Oh, I hope I shall die," she said, as she hid her face in the pillow.
"I hope I shall die."
This wish she uttered every hour; and when, at last, the physician
said to her, "Madam, you _will_ die," she answered, "It is well!"
She did not ask for Mr. Browning, for she knew he would not come, but
she inquired anxiously each day for Rosamond; and when, at last, she
heard they were together, she laid her hand upon her heart, and
watching its rise and fall, smiled to think how fast her life was
going out.
"Listen, Maria," she said, "Listen to what they say, and hear if they
talk of me."
Noiselessly Maria glided to the door of Rosamond's chamber--stood
there for a moment and then as noiselessly came back repeating to her
mistress the substance of what she had heard, together with sundry
little embellishments of her own.
"He will give you Riverside and go away himself," she said, and Miss
Porter quickly rejoined, "Go where? Go with whom?"
"With Miss Leyton of course," returned Maria. "He said he would not
live without her."
"The wretch!" ejaculated the angry woman, all her softer emotions
giving way to this fancied insult. "He might at least wait now until
I'm dead. I'll go to him myself, and see if in my presence he dare
talk thus to her."
She was greatly excited, and in spite of the painful throbbings of her
heart and the dizzy sensation she felt stealing over her, she stepped
upon the floor, and hurriedly crossed the room. The effort was too
much for her feeble strength, and she sank fainting upon a chair. The
girl Maria had seen her faint before, but never before had she seen so
fearful a look upon her face, and she ran in terror to Mr. Browning,
beseeching him to come "for her mistress was dying sure, and would
trouble nobody much more."
For a moment he hesitated, but when Rosamond said, "Go," he went.
Taking the fainting woman in his arms he laid her upon the bed as
gently, though not as tenderly as he would have laid his Rosamond
there.
"Call Mrs. Peters," he said, and when that matron came, he bade her
give to the invalid every possible care.
Slowly Miss Porter came back to life, but it was only to faint again,
and with each fainting fit it became more and more apparent that life
was ebbing fast. They did not say to Rosamond that she would die, but
they told it to Mr. Browning, who heard as one who hears not. Every
other sensation seemed to have given place to a feeling of horror, and
when at the close of the second day word came to him that she _was
dying_, and had asked to see him, he arose mechanically and walked to
her sick room as calmly as he had visited it the previous night, when
he knew she was asleep. One glance, however, at her white face and
wild bright eyes roused him to the reality, and bending over her
pillow, he forced himself to take her hand in his, saying kindly,
"Marie, do you know me?"
"Know you? Yes," she answered. "You are my husband--my husband." She
lingered upon that name as if its sound recalled to life some olden
feeling--some memory of Holly Wood, where they first had met.
"Marie, you are dying," he continued. "Shall we part in anger, or in
peace?"
"In peace, if you will," she answered. "I have had my revenge--but it
is _not_ sweet as some say it is. I would rather, Ralph, that I had
never known you, for then I should not have been the wicked wretch I
am."
Mr. Browning did not reply to this, and for a few moments there was
silence, during which she seemed to sleep. Rousing up ere long, she
gasped for breath, and grasping nervously her husband's hand, she
whispered, "I am going now--there's no sham this time--five minutes
more, and you are free to marry Rosamond. Be kind to her, Ralph. Deal
with her not as you dealt with me, and--and--come closer to me, Ralph.
Let me whisper this last so as no one can hear."
He bent him down to listen, and summoning all her strength, she said,
not in a whisper, but in tones which echoed through the silent room--
"NEVER, NEVER STRIKE ROSAMOND, WILL YOU?"
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Rapidly the story circulated that the strange woman who lay dead at
Riverside had been Ralph Browning's wife, and hundreds flocked to the
funeral, hoping to gain a view of the deceased. But in this they were
disappointed, for there was nothing visible, save the handsome coffin,
on whose silver plate was inscribed the word "MARIE."
Some said that "Browning" might have been added to the name, and while
others marvelled that the husband wore no badge of mourning, a few
said wisely that the _mourning_ was visible in other than the usual
signs--in the hair gray before its time, and in the deep-cut lines
which a _living_ sorrow alone had made. And so, amid surmises of the
past and foretellings of the future, the ill-fated Marie was laid in
the village vault, until word could be received from her old uncle,
who might wish to have her rest among the balmy groves and fragrant
flowers of her beautiful Florida home.
And now our story winds to its close. Ralph Browning was free indeed,
but death had been at Riverside, and the shadow it had left must
disappear ere he took to himself a second bride. Rosamond, too, must
recover from the blow which had fallen so crushingly on her--must
learn to confide again in the man she loved--to think of the great
wrong he had done her as the result of an early, boyish error, which
he regretted even more bitterly than herself.
And so the warm spring rains had fallen and the April blossoms were
bursting from the dark, moist earth ere the wedding morning came. At
the bridal there was no satin dress--no orange wreath--no flowing
veil--but there was perfect love shining in the beautiful brown eyes
of the girlish bride, while the fine face of the bridegroom wore a
look of perfect happiness, as if the past were all forgotten, and the
world was bright and new. Europe was still their destination, and
among those who accompanied them to New York, going with them even to
the vessel's deck, none bade them a more affectionate adieu than Mrs.
Van Vechten herself. She had spent a part of the winter at Riverside,
and had learned to appreciate the gentle girl who she knew was to be
her brother's wife.
Ben, too, was of the party. He had listened in amazement to the story
of his uncle's first marriage, wondering how it could have been kept
from him, and remembering several little incidents, the meaning of
which he now understood. He had given up the Crimean war, as well as
the dancing girl, and now he had given up Rosamond, too, but he bore
it quite heroically, and ever after took especial pains to speak of
her as "My Aunt Rosamond." For more than a year the bridal pair
remained abroad, and then returned again to Riverside, where now the
patter of tiny feet, and the voice of childhood is heard, for children
have gathered around the hearthstone, and in all the world there is
not a prouder, happier wife and mother than the little Rosamond who
once on a dreary November day listened, with a breaking heart, to the
story of Ralph Browning's Youthful Error.
DIAMONDS.
"The boys mustn't look at the girls, and the girls must look on their
books," was said at least a dozen times by the village school-master,
on that stormy morning when Cora Blanchard and I--she in her brother's
boots, and I in my father's socks--waded through drift after drift of
snow to the old brown school-house at the foot of the long, steep
hill.
We were the only girls who had dared to brave that wintry storm, and
we felt amply repaid for our trouble, when we saw how much attention
we received from the ten tall boys who had come--some for fun--some
because they saw Cora Blanchard go by--and one, Walter Beaumont,
because he did not wish to lose the lesson of the day. Our teacher,
Mr. Grannis, was fitting him for college, and every moment was
precious to the white-browed, intellectual student, who was quite a
lion among us girls, partly because he was older, and partly because
he never noticed us as much as did the other boys. On this occasion,
however, he was quite attentive to Cora, at least, pulling off her
boots, removing her hood, and brushing the large snow-flakes from her
soft wavy hair, while her dark brown eyes smiled gratefully upon him,
as he gave her his warm seat by the stove.
That morning Cora wrote to me slyly on her slate: "I don't care if
mother _does_ say Walter Beaumont is _poor_ as _poverty_--I like him
best of anybody in the world--don't you?"
I thought of the big red apple in my pocket, and of the boy who had so
carefully shaken the snow from off my father's socks, and answered,
"No"--thinking, the while, that I should say _yes_, if Walter had ever
treated me as he did my playmate and friend Cora Blanchard. She was a
beautiful young girl, a favorite with all, and possessing, as it
seemed, but one glaring fault--a proneness to estimate people for
their wealth rather than their worth. This in a measure was the result
of her home-training, for her family, though far from being rich, were
very aristocratic, and strove to keep their children as much as
possible from associating with the "vulgar herd," as they styled the
laboring class of the community. In her secret heart Cora had long
cherished a preference for Walter, though never, until the morning of
which I write, had it been so openly avowed. And Walter, too, while
knowing how far above him she was in point of position, had dared to
dream of a time when a bright-haired woman, with a face much like that
of the girlish Cora, would gladden his home, wherever it might be.
That noon, as we sat around the glowing stove, we played as children
will, and it came my turn to "answer truly whom I intended to marry."
Without a thought of the big apple, the snowy socks, or of any one in
particular, I replied unhesitatingly--"The one I love best," and the
question passed on to Cora, who was sitting by the side of Walter
Beaumont. He had not joined in our sport, but now his eye left his
book and rested upon Cora with an expression half fearful, half
expectant. She, too, glanced at him, and as if the spirit of prophecy
were upon her, she said--"I shall not marry the one I love the best,
but the one who has the most money, and can give me the handsomest
_diamonds_. Sister Fanny has a magnificent set, and she looks so
beautifully when she wears them."
Instantly there fell a shadow on Walter Beaumont's face, and his eye
returned again to the Latin lettered page. But his thoughts were not
of what was written there; he was thinking of the humble cottage on
the borders of the wood, of the rag-carpet on the oaken floor, of the
plain old-fashioned furniture, and of the gentle, loving woman who
called him "her boy," and that spot her home. There were no _diamonds_
there--no money--and Cora, if for these she married, would never be
his wife. Early and late he toiled and studied, wearing his threadbare
coat and coarse brown pants--for an education, such as he must have,
admitted of no useless expenditure, and the costly gems which Cora
craved were not his to give. In the pure, unselfish love springing up
for her within his heart, there were diamonds of imperishable value,
and these, together with the name he would make for himself, he would
offer her, but nothing more, and for many weeks there was a shadow on
his brow, though he was kind and considerate to her as of old.
As the spring and summer glided by, however, there came a change, and
when, in the autumn, he left our village for New Haven, there was a
happy, joyous look upon his face, while a tress of Cora's silken hair
was lying next his heart. Every week he wrote to her, and Cora
answered, always showing to me what she had written, but never a word
of his. "There was too much love," she said, "too much good advice in
his letters for me to see," and thus the time passed on, until Walter,
who had entered the junior class, was graduated with honor, and was
about to commence a theological course at Andover, for he had made the
ministry his choice. He was twenty-one now, and Cora was sixteen.
Wondrously beautiful was she to look upon, with her fair young face,
her soft brown eyes, and wavy hair. And Walter Beaumont loved her
devotedly, believing too, that she in turn loved him, for one summer
afternoon, in the green old woods which skirted the little village,
she had sat by his side, and with the sunbeams glancing down upon her
through the overhanging boughs, she had, told him so, and promised
some day to be his wife. Still, she would not hear of a positive
engagement--both should be free to change their mind if they wished,
she said, and with this Walter was satisfied.
"I have no _diamonds_ to give you, darling," he said, drawing her
close to him; and Cora, knowing to what he referred, answered that
"_his_ love was dearer to her than all the world besides." Alas, that
woman should be so fickle!
The same train which carried Walter away, brought Mrs. Blanehard a
letter from her daughter, a dashing, fashionable woman, who lived in
the city, and who wished to bring her sister Cora "out" the coming
winter. "She is old enough, now," she wrote, "to be looking for a
husband, and of course she'll never do anything in that by-place."
This proposition, which accorded exactly with Mrs. Blanchard's wishes,
was joyfully acceded to by Cora, who, while anticipating the pleasure
which awaited her, had yet no thought of proving false to Walter, and
in the letter which she wrote informing him of her plan, she ensured
him of her unchanging fidelity, little dreaming that the promise thus
made would so soon be broken! Petted, caressed, flattered and admired,
as she was in the circle of her sister's friends, how could she help
growing worldly and vain, or avoid contrasting the plain, unassuming
Walter, with the polished and gayly-dressed butterflies who thronged
Mrs. Burton's drawing-room. When the summer came again, she did not
return to us as we had expected, but we heard of her at Saratoga, and
Newport, the admired of all admirers; while one, it was said, a man of
high position and untold wealth, bid fair to win the beauteous belle.
Meantime, her letters to Walter grew short and far between, ceasing at
length altogether; and one day, during the second winter of her
residence in the city, I received from her a package containing his
miniature, the books he had given her, and the letters he had written.
These she wished me to give him when next I saw him, bidding me tell
him to think no more of one who was not worthy of him.
"To be plain, Lottie," she wrote, "I'm engaged, and though Mr.
Douglass is not a bit like Walter, he has a great deal of money,
drives splendid horses, and I reckon we shall get on well enough. I
wish, though, he was not quite so old. You'll be shocked to hear that
he is almost _fifty_, though he looks about _forty!_ I know I don't
like him as well as I did Walter, but after seeing as much of the
world as I have, I could not settle down into the wife of a poor
minister. I am not good enough, and you must tell him so. I hope he
won't feel badly--poor Walter. I've kept the lock of his hair. I
couldn't part with that, but, of course, Mr. Douglass will never see
it. _His_ hair is gray! Good-by."
This was what she wrote, and when I heard from her again, she was Cora
Douglass, and her feet were treading the shores of the old world,
whither she had gone on a bridal tour.
In the solitude of his chamber, the young student learned the sad news
from a paragraph in a city paper, and bowing his head upon the table,
he strove to articulate, "It is well," but the flesh was weak, warring
with the spirit, and the heart which Cora Blanchard had cruelly
trampled down, clung to her still with a death-like fondness, and
followed her even across the waste of waters, cried out--"How can I
give her up!" But when he remembered, as he ere long did, that 'twas a
sin to love her now, he buried his face in his hands, and, calling on
God to help him in this his hour of need, wept such tears as never
again would fall for Cora Blanchard.
The roses in our garden were faded, and the leaves of autumn were
piled upon the ground, ere he came to his home again, and I had an
opportunity of presenting him with the package which many months
before had been committed to my care. His face was very pale, and his
voice trembled as he asked me--"Where is she now?"
"In Italy," I answered, adding that "her husband was said to be very
wealthy."
Bowing mechanically, he walked away, and a year and a half went by ere
I saw him again. Then he came among us as our minister. The old,
white-haired pastor, who for so long had told us of the Good Shepherd
and the better land, was sleeping at last in the quiet graveyard, and
the people had chosen young Walter Beaumont to fill his place. He was
a splendid-looking man--tall, erect, and finely formed, with a most
winning manner, and a face which betokened intellect of the highest
order. We were proud of him, all of us--proud of our clergyman, who,
on the third Sabbath in June, was to be ordained in the old brick
church, before whose altar he had years ago been baptized, a smiling
infant.
On the Thursday afternoon preceding the ordination, a large traveling
carriage, covered with dust and laden with trunks, passed slowly
through our village, attracting much attention. Seated within it was a
portly, gray-haired man, resting his chin upon a gold-headed cane, and
looking curiously out at the people in the street, who stared as
curiously at him. Directly opposite him, and languidly reclining upon
the soft cushions, was a white, proud-faced lady, who evidently felt
no interest in what was passing around her, for her eyes were cast
down, and her thought seemed busy elsewhere. I was sitting at my
chamber window, gazing out upon them, and just as they drew near the
gate, the lady raised her eyes--the soft, brown eyes, which once had
won the love of Walter Beaumont, and in which there was now an
unmistakable look of anguish, as if the long eyelashes, drooping so
wearily upon the colorless cheek, were constantly forcing back the
hidden tears. And this was Cora Douglass, come back to us again from
her travels in a foreign land. She knew me in a moment, and in her
face there was much of her olden look as, bending forward, she smiled
a greeting, and waved toward me her white, jeweled hand, on which the
_diamonds_ flashed brightly in the sunlight.
The next morning we met, but not in the presence of the old man, her
husband. Down in the leafy woods, about a quarter of a mile from Mrs.
Beaumont's cottage, was a running brook and a mossy bank, overshadowed
by the sycamore and elm. This, in the days gone by, had been our
favorite resort. Here had we built our play-house, washing our bits of
broken china in the rippling stream--here had we watched the little
fishes as they darted in and out of the deeper eddies--here had we
conned our daily tasks--here had she listened to a tale of love, the
memory of which seemed but a mocking dream, and here, as I faintly
hoped, I found her. With a half-joyful, half-moaning cry, she threw
her arms around my neck, and I could feel her tears dropping upon my
face as she whispered, "Oh, Lottie, Lottie, we have met again by the
dear old brook."
For a few moments she sobbed as if her heart would break, then
suddenly drying her tears, she assumed a calm, cold, dignified manner,
such as I had never seen in Cora Blanchard. Very composedly she
questioned me of what I had done during her absence, telling me, too,
of her travels, of the people she had seen and the places she had
visited, but never a word said she of him she called her husband. From
the bank where we sat, the village grave-yard was discernible, with
its marble gleaming through the trees, and at last, as her eye
wandered in that direction, she said, "Have any of our villagers died?
Mother's letters were never very definite."
"Yes," I answered, "Our minister, Mr. Sumner, died two months ago."
"Who takes his place?" she asked; and, as if a suspicion of the truth
were flashing upon her, her eyes turned toward me with an eager,
startled glance.
"Walter Beaumont. He is to be ordained next Sabbath, and you are just
in time," I replied, regretting my words the next instant, for never
saw I so fearful a look of anguish as that which swept over her face,
and was succeeded by a cold, hard, defiant expression, scarcely less
painful to witness.
She would have questioned me of him, I think, had not an approaching
footstep caught our ear, sending a crimson flush to Cora's hitherto
marble cheek, and producing on me a most unpleasant sensation, for I
knew that the gray-haired man now within a few paces of us, was he who
called that young creature _his wife._ _Golden_ was the chain by which
he had bound her, and every link was set with diamonds and costly
stones, but it had rusted and eaten to her very heart's core, for the
most precious gem of all was missing from that chain--love for her
husband, who, fortunately for his own peace of mind, was too conceited
to dream how little she cared for him. He was not handsome, and still
many would have called him a fine-looking, middle-aged man, though
there was something disagreeable in his thin, compressed lips and
intensely black eyes--the one betokening a violent temper, and the
other an indomitable will. To me he was exceedingly polite--rather too
much so for my perfect ease, while toward Cora he tried to be very
affectionate.
Seating himself at her side, and throwing his arm around her, he
called her a "little truant," and "why she had run away from him."
Half pettishly she answered, "Because i like sometimes to be alone,"
then, rising up and turning toward me she asked if "the water still
ran over the, old mill dam in the west woods just as it used to do,"
Saying if it did, she wished to see it. "You can't go," she continued,
addressing her husband, "for it is more than a mile, over fences and
plowed fields."
This was sufficient, for Mr. Douglass was very fastidious in all
matters pertaining to his dress, and had no fancy for soiling his
white pants, or patent leathers. So Cora and I set off together, while
he walked slowly back to the village. Scarcely was he out of sight,
however, when, seating herself beneath a tree, and throwing herself
flat upon the ground, Cora announced her intention of not going any
further.
"I only wished to be alone. I _breathe_ so much better," she said, and
when I looked inquiringly at her, she continued, "Never marry a man
for his wealth, Lottie, unless you wish to become as hard, as wicked
and unhappy as I am. John Douglass is worth more than half a million,
and yet I would give it all if I were the same little girl who, six
years ago, waded with you through the snow-drifts to school on that
stormy day. Do you remember what we played that noon and my foolish
remark that I would marry for _money_ and _diamonds!_ Woe is me, I've
won them both!" and her tears fell fast on the sparkling gems which
covered her slender fingers.
Just then I saw in the distance a young man whom I knew to be Walter
Beaumont. He seemed to be approaching us, and when Cora became aware
of that, she started up and grasping my arm, hurried away, saying, as
she cast backward a fearful glance, "I would rather die than meet him
now. I am not prepared."
For the remainder of the way we walked on in silence, until we reached
her mother's gate, where we found her husband waiting for her. Bidding
me good morning she followed him slowly up the graveled walk and I saw
her no more until the following Sabbath. It was a gloriously beautiful
morning, and at an early hour the old brick church was filled to
overflowing, for Walter had many friends, and they came together
gladly to see him made a minister of God. During the first part of the
service he was very pale, and his eye wandered often toward the large,
square pew where sat a portly man and a beautiful young woman, richly
attired in satin and jewels. It had cost her a struggle to be there,
but she felt that she must look again on one whom she had loved so
much and so deeply wronged. So she came, and the sight of him standing
there in his early manhood, his soft brown hair clustering about his
brow, and his calm, pale face wearing an expression almost angelic,
was more than she could bear, and leaning forward she kept her
countenance concealed from view until the ceremony was ended, and
Walter's clear, musical voice announced the closing hymn. Then she
raised her head, and her face, seen through the folds of her costly
veil, looked haggard and ghastly, as if a fierce storm of passion had
swept over her. By the door she paused, and when the newly-ordained
clergyman passed out, she offered him her hand, the hand which, when
he held it last, was pledged to him, There were _diamonds_ on it now--
diamonds of value rare, but their brightness was hateful to that
wretched woman, for she knew at what a fearful price they had been
bought.
They did not meet again, and only once more did Walter see her; then,
from our door, he looked out upon her as with her husband she dashed
by on horseback, her long cloth skirt almost sweeping the ground, and
the plumes of her velvet cap waving in the air.
"Mrs. Douglass is a fine rider," was all Walter said, and the tone of
his voice indicated that she was becoming to him an object of
indifference. Desperately had he fought with his affection for her,
winning the victory at last, and now the love he once had felt for her
was slowly and surely dying out, The next week, tiring of our dull
village life, Cora left us, going to Nahant, where she spent most of
the summer, and when in the winter we heard from her again, she was a
widow--the sole heir of her husband who had died suddenly, and
generously left her that for which she married him--his money,
"Will Walter Beaumont marry Cora now?" I had asked myself many a time,
without, however, arriving at any definite conclusion, when a little
more than a year succeeding Mr. Douglass's death, she wrote, begging
me to come to her, as she was very lonely, and the presence of an old
friend would do her good. I complied with her request, and within a
few days was an inmate of her luxurious home, where everything
indicated the wealth of its possessor. And Cora, though robed in
deepest black, was more like herself, more like the Cora of other
days, than I had seen her before since her marriage. Of her husband
she spoke freely and always with respect, saying he had been kinder
far to her than she had deserved. Of Walter, too, she talked,
appearing much gratified when I told her how he was loved and
appreciated by his people.
One morning when we sat together in her little sewing room, she said,
"I have done what you perhaps, will consider a very unwomanly act. I
have written to Walter Beaumont. Look," and she placed in my hand a
letter, which she bade me read. It was a wild, strange thing, telling
him of the anguish she had endured, of the tears she had shed, of the
love which through all she had cherished for him, and begging him to
forgive her if possible, and be to her again what he had been years
ago. She was not worthy of him, she said, but he could make her
better, and in language the most touching, she besought of him not to
cast her off, or despise her because she had stepped so far aside from
womanly delicacy as to write to him this letter. "I will not insult
you," she wrote in conclusion, "by telling you of the _money_ for
which I sold myself, but it is mine now, lawfully mine, and most
gladly would I share it with you."
"You will not send him this?" I said. "You cannot be in earnest?"
But she was determined, and lest her resolution should give way, she
rang the bell, ordering the servant who appeared to take it at once to
the office. He obeyed, and during the day she was unusually gay,
singing snatches of old songs, and playing several lively airs upon
her piano, which for months had stood unopened and untouched. That
evening, as the sun went down, and the full moon rose over the city,
she asked me to walk with her, and we, ere long, found ourselves
several streets distant from that in which she lived. Groups of people
were entering a church near by, and from a remark which we overheard,
we learned that there was to be a wedding.
"Let us go in," she said, "it may be some one I know," and entering
together, we took our seats just in front of the altar.
Scarcely were we seated when a rustling of satin announced the
approach of the bridal party, and in a moment they appeared moving
slowly up the aisle. My first attention was directed toward the bride,
a beautiful young creature, with a fair sweet face, and curls of
golden hair falling over her white, uncovered neck.
"Isn't she lovely?" I whispered; but Cora did not hear me.
With her hands locked tightly together, her lips firmly compressed,
and her cheeks of an ashen hue, she was gazing fixedly at the
bridegroom, on whom I, too, now looked, starting quickly, for it was
our minister, Walter Beaumont! The words were few which made them one,
Walter and the young girl at his side, and when the ceremony was over,
Cora arose, and leaning heavily upon my arm, went out into the open
air, and on through street after street, until her home was reached.
Then, without a word, we parted--I going to my room, while she,
through the live-long night, paced up and down the long parlors where
no eye could witness the working of the mighty sorrow which had come
upon her.
The next morning she was calm, but very, very pale, saying not a word
of last night's adventure. Neither did she speak of it for several
days, and then she said, rather abruptly, "I would give all I possess
if I had never sent that letter. The mortification is harder to bear
even than Walter's loss. But he will not tell of it, I'm sure. He is
too good--too noble," and tears, the first she had shed since that
night, rained through her thin, white fingers. It came at last--a
letter bearing Walter's superscription, and with trembling hands she
opened it, finding, as she had expected, his wedding card, while on a
tiny sheet was written, "God pity you, Cora, even as I do.--WALTER."
"Walter! Walter!" she whispered, and her quivering lips touched once
the loved name which she was never heard to breathe again.
Prom that day Cora Douglass faded, and when the autumnal days were
come, and the distant hills were bathed in the hazy October light, she
died. But not in the noisy city, for she had asked to be taken home,
and in the pleasant room where we had often sat together, she bade me
her last good-by. They buried her on the Sabbath, and Walter's voice
was sad and low as with Cora's coffin at his feet he preached from the
words, "I am the Resurrection and the Life." His young wife, too, wept
over the early dead, who had well nigh been her rival, and whose
beautiful lace wore a calm, peaceful smile, as if she were at rest.
There was a will, they said; and in it Walter was generously
remembered, while to his wife was given an ivory box, containing
Cora's _diamonds_--necklace, bracelets, pin and ear-rings--all were
there; and Walter, as he looked upon them, drew nearer to him his
fair girl-wife, who but for these, might not, perchance, have been to
him what she was--his dearest earthly treasure.
BAD SPELLING
The last notes of the bell which duly summoned to their task the
pupils of Madame Duvant's fashionable seminary had ceased, and in the
school-room, recently so silent, was heard the low hum of voices,
interspersed occasionally with a suppressed titter from some girl more
mischievous than her companions. Very complacently Madame Duvant
looked over the group of young faces, mentally estimating the probable
gain she should receive from each, for this was the first day of the
term, then with a few low-spoken words to the row of careworn, pale-
faced teachers, she smoothed down the folds of her heavy gray satin
and left the room, just as a handsome traveling-carriage stopped
before the door.
The new arrival proved to be a fashionably-dressed woman, who, with an
air of extreme hauteur, swept into the parlor, followed by two young
girls, one apparently sixteen and the other fourteen years of age. The
younger and, as some would call her, the plainer looking of the two,
was unmistakably a "poor relation," for her face bore the meek,
patient look of a dependent, while the proud black eyes and scornfully
curved lip of the other, marked her as the daughter of the lady, who,
after glancing about the room and satisfying herself that the chairs,
tables, and so forth, were _refined_, gave her name as "Mrs.
Greenleaf, wife of the Hon. Mr. Greenleaf, of Herkimer county, N.Y."
"I have come," said she, apparently speaking to Madame Duvant, but
looking straight at the window, "I've come to place my daughter
Arabella under your charge, and if she is pleased with your
discipline, she will finish her education here--graduate--though I
care but little for that, except that it sounds well. She is our only
child, and, of course, a thorough education in the lower English
branches is not at all necessary. I wish her to be highly accomplished
in French, Italian, music, drawing, painting, dancing, and, perhaps,
learn something of the old poets, so as to be able to talk about them
a little, if necessary, but as for the other branches, such as
geography, history, arithmetic, grammar, and the like, she can learn
them by herself, and it is not my wish that she should waste her time
over any thing so common. These will do for Mildred," and she glanced
toward the _poor relation_, whose eyes were bent upon the carpet.
"She is the child of my husband's sister, and we have concluded to
educate her for a teacher, so I wish, you to be very thorough with her
in all those stupid things which Arabella is not to study."
Madame Duvant bowed, and Mrs. Greenleaf continued, "Last term they
were at Bloomington Seminary, and, if you'll believe it, the principal
insisted upon putting Arabella into the spelling-class, just because
she didn't chance to spell every word of her first composition
correctly! I dare say it was more Mildred's fault than hers, for she
acknowledged to me that 'twas one of Mildred's old pieces that she
found and copied."
An angry flash of Arabella's large black eyes, and a bright red spot
on Mildred's cheek, were the only emotions manifested by the young
girls, and Mrs. Greenfield proceeded: "Of course, I wouldn't submit to
it--my daughter spelling _baker_, and all that nonsense, so I took her
away at once. It was my wish that Mildred should remain, but husband,
who is peculiar, wouldn't hear of it, and said she should go where
Arabella did, so I've brought them both."
After little further conversation, it was arranged that Miss Arabella
should go through a course of merely fashionable accomplishments,
Madame Duvant assuring her mother that neither spelling-book nor
dictionary should in any way annoy her. Mildred, on the contrary, was
to be thoroughly drilled in every thing necessary for a teacher to
know, Mrs. Greenleaf hinting that the sooner her education was
completed the better she would be pleased, for it cost a great deal to
clothe, feed and school her. Madame Duvant promised to execute the
wishes of her patron, who gathered up her flowing robes, and with a
dozen or more kisses for her daughter, and a nod of her head for
Mildred, stepped into her carriage and was driven rapidly away.
Just across the spacious grounds of the Duvant Seminary, and divided
from them by a wall which it seemed almost impossible to scale, stood
a huge stone building, whose hacked walls, bare floors and dingy
windows--from which were frequently suspended a cap, a pair of
trousers, or a boy's leg--stamped it at once as "The College," the
veriest pest in the world, as Madame Duvant called it, when, with all
the vigilance both of herself and Argus-eyed teachers, she failed to
keep her young ladies from making the acquaintance of the students,
who winked at them in church, bowed to them in the streets, tied notes
to stones and threw them over the ponderous wall, while the girls
waved their handkerchiefs from their windows, and in various other
ways eluded the watchfulness of their teachers. A great acquisition to
the fun-loving members of the seminary was Arabella Greenleaf, and she
had scarcely been there six weeks ere she was perfectly well
acquainted with every student whom she considered at all worth
knowing. But upon only one were her brightest glances and her most
winsome smiles lavished, and that was George Clayton, a young man from
South Carolina, who was said to be very wealthy. He was too honorable
to join in the intrigues of his companions, and when at last he became
attracted by the witching eyes and dashing manners of Arabella
Greenleaf, he went boldly to Madame Duvant and asked permission to see
the young lady in the parlor.
His request was granted, and during the two years he remained at
college, he continued occasionally to call upon Arabella, who, each
time that he saw her, seemed more pleasing, for she was beautiful, and
when she chose to be so was very courteous and agreeable. One evening
when George called as usual and asked to see her, he waited a long
time, and was about making up his mind to leave, when a fair, delicate
looking girl, with deep blue eyes and auburn hair, entered the room,
introducing herself as _Miss Graham_, the cousin of Arabella, who, she
said, was indisposed and unable to come down.
"She bade me say that she was very sorry not to see you," added
Mildred, for she it was, blushing deeply as she met the eager,
admiring eye of George Clayton.
Gladly would he have detained her, but with a polite good evening, she
left him in a perfect state of bewilderment. "Strange that I never
observed her before, for I must have seen her often," he thought, as
he slowly wended his way back to his rooms, "and stranger still that
Arabella never told me she had a cousin here."
The next time he met Arabella his first inquiry was for her cousin,
and why she had never mentioned her. With a heightened color Arabella
answered, "Oh, she's a little body, who never cares to be known--a
perfect bookworm and man-hater."
The words bookworm and man-hater produced upon George Clayton a far
different effect from what Arabella had intended, and he often found
himself thinking of the soft blue eyes of Mildred Graham. Unlike some
men, there was nothing terrible to him in a bookish woman, and he
might, perhaps, have sought another interview with Mildred, but for a
circumstance which threw her entirely in the shade.
The annual examination of Madame Duvant's seminary was drawing near.
Arabella was to graduate, while both she and Mildred were competitors
for a prize offered for the best composition. There was a look of
wonder on Mildred's face, when she saw her cousin's name among the
list, for composition was something in which Arabella did not excel.
Greatly then did Mildred marvel when day after day she found her,
pencil in hand, and apparently lost in thought, as she filled one
sheet after another, until at last it was done.
"Now, Milly," said Arabella, "You correct the spelling and copy it for
me--that's a good girl."
Mildred had acted in this capacity too often to refuse, and with a
martyr's patience, she corrected and copied the manuscript, wondering
the while from whence came the sudden inspiration which had so
brightened Arabella's ideas. But if she had any suspicions of the
truth, she kept them to herself, handing her own composition in with
that of her cousin, and calmly waiting the result.
The examination was over. Arabella, who knew exactly what questions
would be put to her, had acquitted herself with great credit, and her
proud lady mother, who was one of the numerous visitors, fanned
herself complacently as she heard on all sides the praises of her
daughter.
And now nothing remained but the evening exhibition, at which music
and the prize compositions formed the chief entertainment. At an early
hour the large school-rooms were densely crowded. Among the first who
came was George Clayton--securing a seat as near as possible to the
stage, so that he should not lose a single word. He himself had
graduated but two weeks previously, and was now about to make the tour
of Europe together with his father, who was present. They were to sail
the next night, and at nine o'clock this evening they were to leave
for New York. During the examination Arabella had risen greatly in
George's estimation, and if she had seemed beautiful to him then, she
was tenfold more so now, when, with flowing curls and simple white
muslin dress, she tripped gracefully across the stage, and seating
herself at the piano, played and sang with exquisite skill the well-
known song entitled, "No More, Never More."
Then followed the reading of the compositions, Mildred being called
upon first, in a clear and peculiarly sweet voice she read, chaining
to perfect silence her audience, which, when she was done, greeted her
with noisy cheers, whispering one to another that she was sure to win.
Arabella, at her own request, was the last. With proud, flashing eyes
and queenly air, she coolly surveyed the mass of heads before her,
caught an admiring glance from George Clayton, and then, with a steady
hand unrolled her manuscript and read. Her subject was "The Outward
and the Inward Life," and no gray-haired sage ever handled it more
skilfully than she. When she finished one universal burst of applause
shook the building to its centre, while her name was on every lip as
she triumphantly left the room. Just then a distant bell struck the
hour of nine, and George Clayton arose to go. He was sure of
Arabella's success, and in the hall below, whither she had gone to bid
him adieu, he shook her hand warmly, telling her how happy it made him
to see her thus victorious, and winning from her a promise to write to
him when he should be over the sea.
Half an hour later and the night express was bearing him far away.
Half an hour later, and with flushed brow Arabella stood up and
received the prize, which consisted of two elegantly bound volumes of
Wordsworth and Coleridge.
Forty minutes later, and from the seat by the door, a little bent,
weird-looking woman arose, and making her way through the crowd,
advanced until she stood upon the stage, then stretching her long,
bony finger toward Arabella, who had returned, she said, "I am a lover
of justice, and should I hold my peace, the very stones would cry out
against me. Yonder young lady has no right to the prize, for the piece
which she has palmed off as her own appeared in the _Woodland
Gazette_, a paper published in an obscure New Hampshire village. How
she came by it, she can, perhaps, explain, but I cannot."
At the commencement of this strange speech, Arabella arose as if to
defy the woman, who was thus blasting her good name, but at the
mention of the _Woodland Gazette_ she fainted and was carried from the
room. Madame Duvant now came forward and addressed a few low-spoken
words to the woman, who answered aloud, "I have the best of reasons
for what I have said. My son, who lives in New Hampshire, occasionally
sends me the _Gazette_, and in one number, which came nearly a year
ago, appeared this very article, taken originally from an old English
paper."
"Prove it! Produce the paper!" fiercely ejaculated Mrs. Greenleaf, as
she left the room in quest of her daughter.
"I can do so," answered the woman; "I never tore up a newspaper in my
life, and if the audience will wait for the space of ten minutes, I
can show them the very article"--saying which she glided noiselessly
from the room.
She was a strange, half-crazy old creature, of wonderful memory, who
occupied a small cottage in the suburbs of the village, and many
doubts were expressed as to the veracity of her statement. But these
were soon put to flight by her reappearance. Infolding the dingy
yellow paper, she read aloud to her astonished hearers the article
which proved to have been taken from the "London Examiner". There was
now no longer a shadow of doubt and the prize was withdrawn from the
treacherous Arabella, and as Mildred's composition was pronounced the
next in order, it was bestowed upon her.
Mollified, indignant and almost frantic at this public disgrace,
Arabella finally confessed to having stolen the piece from a paper
sent her some months before by a former schoolmate. The next morning
she left the village, heaping her pent-up wrath upon the head of her
innocent cousin, who was destined in more ways than one to rival her.
Three months had passed away since the night of the exhibition, and in
a private parlor at a London hotel sat George Clayton, rather
impatiently awaiting the return of his servant from the post-office.
As yet he had received no letter from Arabella, for though she had
written it had failed to reach him, and while he in the Old World was
marvelling at her long delay, she in the New was wondering why he did
not answer. The mortification which she had endured affected her
deeply, bringing on at last a slow fever, which confined her to her
bed, where for weeks she lay, carefully attended by Mildred, who once,
when she complained of George's neglect, suggested the possibility of
his not having received the letter. This was a new idea to Arabella,
and as she was herself unable to write, she persuaded Mildred to do it
for her, and strange to say, the two letters reached their destination
at the same time.
With eager haste George took them from his servant, who soon went out
leaving him alone. The handwriting of both was not alike, and in some
trepidation the young man broke the seal of the one bearing the more
recent date. It was beautifully written, and mentally complimenting
the fair writer, George opened the other, uttering an exclamation of
surprise ere he had read a dozen lines. It was a sickly, sentimental
affair, taken partly from an old letterwriter, and containing many
highflown sentences concerning the "_pearling rill,_" the "_silverey
starlite_" and the "_rozy morn_" which, being spelled as they were,
presented a most formidable aspect to the fastidious young man.
Although Arabella had taken much pains with her letter, at least one-
fourth of the words were misspelt, and by the time George had finished
reading, he entertained no other feeling toward the writer than one of
disguest, to think that, with all her showy accomplishments, she had
neglected what to him was the most important of all, for in nothing is
the ignorance of a young lady more apparent than in a badly-spelled
letter. It was a long time ere he answered it, and then the few lines
which he wrote were so cold, so different from his first, that in a
fit of anger Arabella tossed it into the fire, repenting the act the
moment after, and, as if to make amends, writing in return a long
letter, to which there came no response, and thus the correspondence
ended.
Eighteen months later, and again Madame Duvant's rooms were crowded to
overflowing, but this time Arabella Greenleaf was not there, though
George Clayton was, eagerly watching each word and movement of Mildred
Graham, whose uncle had insisted upon her remaining at school until
she, too, should graduate, and who now, justly, received the highest
honors of her class. Very beautifully looked the young girl, and as
she modestly received the compliments of her friends, George Clayton's
was not the only admiring eye which rested upon her, for many now paid
her homage.
That night George asked to see her alone. His request was granted, and
when next she parted from him it was as his betrothed. Immediately
after George's return from Europe, he had heard the story of
Arabella's perfidy, and if no other circumstances had interposed to
wean him from her entirely, this alone would have done it, for he
could not respect a woman who would thus meanly stoop to deception. He
had lingered in G-- for the purpose of renewing his former
acquaintance, with Mildred, the result of which we have seen.
Mortified beyond measure, Arabella heard of her cousin's engagement,
and when George came at last to claim his bride, she refused to see
him, wilfully absenting herself from home that she should not witness
the bridal, which took place one bright October morning, when the
forest trees, as if in honor of the occasion, were dressed in their
most gorgeous robes, and the birds were singing their farewell songs.
New misfortunes, however, awaited poor Arabella, for scarcely was
Mildred gone to her southern home when the red flag of the auctioneer
waved from the windows of Mr. Greenleaf's luxurious house, which, with
its costly furniture, was sold to the highest bidder, and the family
were left dependent upon their own exertions for support. When the
first shock was over, Mr. Greenleaf proposed that his daughter should
teach, and thus bring into use her boasted accomplishments. For a time
Arabella refused, but hearing at last of a situation which she thought
might please her, she applied for it by letter. But alas, the mistake
she made when she abandoned the spelling-book for the piano, again
stood in the way, for no one would employ a teacher so lamentably
ignorant of orthography. Nor is it at all probable she will ever rise
higher than her present position--that of a _plain_ sewer--until she
goes back to _first_ principles, and commences again the despised
column beginning with "_baker!_"
MAGGIE LEE
The usually quiet little village of Ellerton was, one June morning,
thrown into a state of great excitement by the news that the large
stone building on the hill, which, for several years had been shut up,
was at last to have an occupant, and that said occupant was no less a
personage than its owner, Graham Thornton, who, at the early age of
twenty-eight, had been chosen to fill the responsible office of judge
of the county. Weary of city life, and knowing that a home in the
country would not materially interfere with the discharge of his new
duties, particularly as Ellerton was within half an hour's ride of the
city, young Thornton had conceived the idea of fitting up the old
stone house, bequeathed to him by his grandfather, in a style suited
to his abundant means and luxurious taste. Accordingly, for several
weeks, the people of Ellerton were kept in a constant state of
anxiety, watching, wondering and guessing, especially Miss Olivia
Macey, who kept a small store in the outskirts of the village, and
whose fertile imagination supplied whatever her neighbors lacked in
actual knowledge of the proceedings at "Greystone Hall," as Judge
Thornton called his place of residence.
At last, every thing was completed and the day appointed for the
arrival of the Judge, who, disliking confusion, had never once been
near his house, but, after a few general directions, had left the
entire arrangement of the building and grounds to the management of
one whom he knew to be a connoisseur in such matters. As was very
natural, a great deal of curiosity was felt concerning the arrival of
the distinguished stranger, and as his mother, a proud, stately woman,
was to accompany him, Miss Olivia Macey, who boasted of having once
been a schoolmate of the haughty lady, resolved upon meeting them at
the depot, thinking she should thereby show them proper respect.
"So, Maggie," said she to her niece, a dark-haired, white-browed girl
of fifteen, who, at noon, came bounding in from school, "so Maggie,
you must watch the store, for there's no knowing how long I shall be
gone. Miss Thornton may ask me home with her, and it would not be
polite to refuse."
For an instant Maggie's dark brown eyes danced with mischief as she
thought how improbable it was that the lofty Mrs. Thornton would seek
to renew her acquaintance with one in Miss Macey's humble position,
but the next moment they filled with tears, and she said, "Oh, aunt,
_must_ I stay from school again? It is the third time within a week. I
never shall know anything!"
"Never mind, Mag," shouted little Ben, tossing his cap across the room
and helping himself to the largest piece of pie upon the dinner-table.
"Never mind. I'll stay with you, for I don't like to go to school any
way. And we'll get our lessons at home."
Maggie knew how useless it would be to argue the point, so with a
dejected air she seated herself at the open window and silently
watched her aunt until she disappeared in the distance--then taking up
her book, she tired to study, but could not, for the heavy pain at her
heart which kept whispering of injustice done to her, unconsciously,
perhaps, by the only mother she had ever known. Very dear to Miss
Macey were the orphan children of her only sister, and faithfully did
she strive to fulfill her trust, but she could not conceal her
partiality for fun-loving, curly-haired Ben, nor the fact that the
sensitive and ambitious Maggie, who thirsted for knowledge, was wholly
unappreciated and misunderstood. Learning--learning was what Maggie
craved, and she sat there alone that bright June afternoon, holding
upon her lap the head of her sleeping brother, and watching the summer
shadows as they chased each other over the velvety grass in the meadow
beyond, she wondered if it would ever be thus with her--would there
never come a time when she could pursue her studies undisturbed, and
then, as the thought that this day made her _fifteen_ years of age,
her mind went forward to the future, and she said aloud--"Yes--three
years from to-day and I shall be free--free as the air I breathe!"
But why that start, sweet Maggie Lee? Why that involuntary shudder as
you think of the long three years from now? She cannot tell, but the
shadows deepen on her fair, girlish face, and leaning her brow upon
her hand, she thinks long and earnestly of what the three years may
bring. A footstep on the floor--the first which has fallen there that
afternoon--and Maggie looks up to see before her a tall, fine-looking
man, who, the moment his eye fell upon her, checked the _whistle_,
intended for his dog, which was trembling on his lip, and lifting his
hat deferentially, he asked if "this were Miss Macey's store?"
"Yes, sir," answered Maggie, and laying Bennie gently down, she went
round behind the counter, while the young man, gazing curiously at
her, continued, "You surely are not Miss Macey?"
There was a most comical expression in the brown eyes which met the
black ones of the stranger, as Maggie answered, "No sir, I am nobody
but Maggie Lee."
There must have been something attractive either in the name or the
little maiden who bore it, for long after the gentleman had received
the articles for which he came, he lingered, asking the young girl
numberless questions and playing with little Ben, who now wide awake,
met his advances more than half way, and was on perfectly familiar
terms both with the stranger and the dog Ponto, who had stretched his
shaggy length before the door.
"Mag cries, she does, when Aunt Livy makes her stay home from school,"
said Ben, at last, beginning to feel neglected and wishing to attract
attention.
Showing his white, handsome teeth, the gentleman playfully smoothed
the silken curls of little Ben, and turning to the blushing Maggie,
asked "if she were fond of books?"
"Oh, I love them so much," was the frank, impulsive answer, and ere
ten minutes had passed away, Judge Thornton, for he it was, understood
Maggie's character as well as if he had known her a lifetime.
Books, poetry, music, paintings, flowers, she worshiped them all, and
without the slightest means either of gratifying her taste.
"I have in my library many choice books, to which you are welcome at
any time when you will call at Greystone Hall," the stranger said at
last.
"Greystone Hall!" gasped Maggie, the little red spots coming out all
over her neck and face--"Greystone Hall!--then you must be---"
"Judge Thornton, and your friend hereafter," answered the gentleman,
offering his hand and bidding her good-by.
There are moments which leave their impress upon one's lifetime,
changing instantaneously, as it were, our thoughts and feelings, and
such an one had come to Maggie Lee, who was roused from a deep reverie
by the shrill voice of her aunt, exclaiming, "Well, I've been on a
Tom-fool's errand once in my life. Here I've waited in that hot depot
over two trains, and heard at the last minute that Mrs. Thornton and
her son came up last night, and I hain't seen them after all. It's too
bad."
Very quietly Maggie told of the judge's call, repeating all the
particulars of the interview; then stealing away to her chamber, she
thought again, wondering _where_ and _what_ she would be three years
from that day.
A year has passed away, and Graham Thornton, grown weary of his
duties, has resigned the office of judge, and turned school-teacher,
so the gossiping villagers say, and with some degree of truth, for
regularly each day Maggie Lee and Ben go up to Greystone Hall, where
they recite their lessons to its owner, though always in the presence
of its lady mistress, who has taken a strange fancy to Maggie Lee, and
whose white hand has more than once rested caressingly on the dark,
glossy hair of the young girl. To a casual observer, the Maggie of
_sixteen_ is little changed from the Maggie of _fifteen_ years; but to
him, her teacher, she is not the same, for while in some respects she
is more a woman and less a child, in everything pertaining to himself
she is far more a child than when first he met her one short year ago.
Then there was about her a certain self-reliance, which is now all
gone, and he who has looked so often into the thoughts and feelings of
that childish heart knows he can sway her at his will.
"But 'tis only a girlish friendship she feels for him," he says; "only
a brotherly interest he entertains for her;" and so day after day she
comes to his library, and on a low stool, her accustomed seat at his
side, she drinks in new inspirations with which to feed that girlish
friendship, while he, gazing down into her soft, brown, dreamy eyes,
feels more and more how necessary to his happiness is her daily
presence there. And if sometimes the man of the world asks himself
"where all this will end?" his conscience is quieted by the answer
that Maggie Lee merely feels toward him as she would toward any person
who had done her a like favor. So all through the bright summer days
and through the hazy autumn time, Maggie dreams on, perfectly happy,
though she knows not why, for never yet has a thought of _love_ for
him entered her soul. She only knows that he to her is the dearest,
best of friends, and Greystone Hall the loveliest spot on earth, but
the wish that _she_ might ever be its mistress has never been
conceived.
With the coming of the holidays the lessons were suspended for a time,
for there was to be company at the hall, and its master would need all
his leisure.
"I shall miss you so much," he said to Maggie, as he walked with her
across the fields which led to her humble home. "I shall miss you, but
the claims of society must be met, and these ladies have long talked
of visiting us."
"Are they young and handsome?" Maggie asked involuntarily.
"Only one--Miss Helen Deane is accounted a beauty, She is an heiress,
too, and the best match in all the city of L--," answered Mr.
Thornton, more to himself than Maggie, who at the mention of Helen
Deane felt a cold shadow folding itself around her heart.
Alas, poor Maggie Lee. The world has long since selected the proud
Helen as the future bride of Graham Thornton, who, as he walks slowly
back across the snow-clad field, tramples upon the delicate footprints
you have made, and wishes it were thus easy to blot out from his heart
all memory of you! Poor, poor Maggie Lee, Helen Deane _is_ beautiful,
far more beautiful than you, and when in her robes of purple velvet,
with her locks of golden hair shading her soft eyes of blue, she flits
like a sunbeam through the spacious rooms of Greystone Hall, waking
their echoes with her voice of richest melody, what marvel if Graham
Thornton does pay her homage, and reserves all thoughts of you for the
midnight hour, when the hall is still and Helen's voice is no longer
heard? He is but a man--a man, too, of the world, and so, though you,
Maggie Lee, are very dear to him, he does not think it possible that
he can raise you to his rank--make you the honored mistress of his
home, and still lower himself not one iota from the station he has
ever filled. And though his mother loves you, too, 'tis not with a
mother's love, and should children ever climb her knee calling her son
their sire, she would deem you a _governess_ befitting such as they,
and nothing more. But all this Maggie does not know, and when the
visiting is over and Helen Deane is gone, she goes back to her old
place and sits again at the feet of Graham Thornton, never wondering
why he seems so often lost in thought, or why he looks so oft into her
eyes of brown, trying to read there that he has not wronged her.
Another year has passed, and with the light of the full moon shining
down upon him, Graham Thornton walks again with Maggie Lee across the
fields where now the summer grass is growing. The foot-prints in last
winter's snow have passed away just as the light will go out from
Maggie's heart when Graham Thornton shall have told the tale he has
come with her to tell. With quivering lips and bloodless cheek she
listened while he told her indifferently, as if it were a piece of
news she had probably heard before, that when the next full moon
should shine on Greystone Hall, Helen Deane would be there--his bride!
"This, of course, will effectually break up our pleasant meetings," he
continued, looking everywhere save in Maggie's face. "And this I
regret--but my books are still at your disposal. You will like Helen,
I think, and will call on her of course."
They had reached the little gate, and taking Maggie's hand, he would
have detained her for a few more parting words, but she broke away,
and in reply to his last question, hurriedly answered, "Yes, yes."
The next moment he was alone--alone in the bright moonlight. The door
was shut. There was a barrier between himself and Maggie Lee, a
barrier his own hands had built, and never again, so long as he lived,
would Graham Thornton's conscience be at rest. Amid all the pomp of
his bridal day--at the hour when, resplendent with beauty, Helen stood
by his side at the holy altar, and breathed the vows which made her
his forever--amid the gay festivities which followed, and the noisy
mirth which for days pervaded his home, there was ever a still, small
voice which whispered to him of the great wrong he had done to Maggie
Lee, who never again was seen at Greystone Hall.
Much the elder Mrs. Thornton marveled at her absence, and once when
her carriage was rolling past the door of the little store, she bade
her coachman stop, while she herself went in to ask if her favorite
were ill. Miss Olivia's early call at Greystone Hall had never been
returned, and now she bowed coldly and treated her visitor with marked
reserve, until she learned why she had come; then, indeed, her manner
changed, but she could not tell her how, on the night when Graham
Thornton had cruelly torn the veil from Maggie's heart, leaving it
crushed and broken, she had found her long after midnight out in the
tall, damp grass, where, in the wild abandonment of grief she had
thrown herself; nor how, in a calmer moment she had told her sad
story, exonerating him from wrong, and blaming only herself for not
having learned sooner how much she loved one so far above her, so she
simply answered, "Yes, she took a violent cold and has been sick for
weeks. Her mother died of consumption; I am afraid Maggie will
follow."
"Poor girl, to die so young," sighed Mrs. Thornton, as she returned to
her carriage and was driven back to Greystone Hall, where, in a recess
of the window Graham sat, his arm around his wife, and his fingers
playing with the curls of her golden hair.
But the hand dropped nervously at his side when his mother startled
him with the news that "Maggie Lee was dying." Very wonderingly the
large blue eyes of Helen followed him, as, feigning sudden faintness,
he fled out into the open air, which, laden though it was with the
perfume of the summer flowers, had yet no power to quiet the voice
within which told him that if Maggie died, he alone was guilty of her
death. "But whatever I can do to atone for my error shall be done," he
thought at last, and until the chill November wind had blasted the
last bud, the choicest fruit and flowers which grew at Greystone Hall
daily found entrance to the chamber of the sick girl, who would
sometimes push them away, as if there still lingered among them the
atmosphere they had breathed.
"They remind me so much of the past that I cannot endure them in my
presence," she said one day when her aunt brought her a beautiful
bouquet, composed of her favorite flowers, and the hot tears rained
over the white, wasted face, as she ordered them from the room.
Much she questioned both her aunt and Bennie of her rival, whose
beauty was the theme of the whole village, and once, when told that
she was passing, she hastened to the window, but her cheek grew whiter
still, and her hands clasped each other involuntarily as she saw by
the side of the fair Helen the form of Graham Thornton. They both were
looking toward her window, and as Helen met the burning gaze, she
exclaimed, "Oh, Graham, it is terrible. It makes me faint," and
shudderingly she drew nearer to her husband, who, to his dying hour,
never forgot the wild, dark eyes which looked down so reproachfully
upon him that memorable wintry day.
Three years have passed away since the time when first we met with
Maggie Lee--three years which seemed so long to her then, and which
have brought her so much pain. She has watched the snow and ice as
they melted from off the hill-side. She has seen the grass spring up
by the open door--has heard the robin singing in the old oak tree--has
felt the summer air upon her cheek. She, has reached her _eighteenth_
birthday, and ere another sun shall rise will indeed be free.
"Oh, I cannot see her die," cried poor little Ben, when he saw the
pallor stealing over her face, and running out into the yard he threw
himself upon the grass, sobbing bitterly, "My sister, oh, my sister."
"Is she worse?" said the voice of Graham Thornton. He was passing in
the street and had heard the wailing cry. Ben knew that in some way
Judge Thornton was connected with his grief, but he answered
respectfully. "She is dying. Oh, Maggie, Maggie. What shall I do
without her?"
"You shall live with _me_," answered Mr. Thornton.
'Twas a sudden impulse, and thinking the assurance that her brother
should be thus provided for would be a comfort to the dying girl, he
glided noiselessly into the sick room. But she did not know him, and
falling on his knees by her side, he wept like a little child. "She
was sleeping," they said, at last, and lifting up his head he looked
upon her as she slept, while a fear, undefined and terrible, crept
over him, as she lay so still and motionless. At length rising to his
feet, he bent him down so low that his lips touched hers, and then,
without a word, he went out from her presence, for _he_ knew that
Maggie Lee _was dead!_
The next day, at sunset, they buried her in the valley where the mound
could always be seen from the window of Graham Thornton's room, and,
as with folded arms and aching heart he stood by, while they lowered
the coffin to its resting-place, he felt glad that it was so. "It will
make me a better man," he thought," for when evil passions rise, and I
am tempted to do wrong, I have only to look across the fields toward
the little grave which but for me would not have been made so soon,
and I shall be strengthened to do what is right."
Slowly and sadly he walked away, going back to his home, where, in a
luxuriously furnished chamber, on a couch whose silken hangings swept
the floor, lay his wife, and near her his infant daughter, that day
four weeks of age. As yet she had no name, and when the night had
closed upon them, and it was dark within the room, Graham Thornton
drew his chair to the side of his wife, and in low, subdued tones,
told her of the fair young girl that day buried from his sight. Helen
was his wife, a gentle, faithful wife, and he could not tell her how
much he had loved Maggie Lee, and that but for his foolish pride she
would perhaps at that moment have been where Helen was, instead of
sleeping in her early grave.--No, he could not tell her this, but he
told her that Maggie had been very dear to him, and he feared it was
for the love of him that she had died. "I wronged her. Nellie,
darling," he said smoothing the golden tresses which lay on the
pillow. "_I_ broke her heart, and now that she is gone I would honor
her memory by calling our first-born daughter 'MAGGIE LEE.' 'Tis a
beautiful name," he continued, "and you will not refuse my request."
There was much of pride in Helen Thornton's nature, and she did
refuse, for days and even weeks; but when she saw the shadows deepened
on the brow of her husband, who would stand for hours looking out
through the open window toward the valley where slept the village
dead, and when the mother in pity for her son, joined also in the
request, she yielded; and, as if the sacrifice were accepted and the
atonement good, the first smile which ever dimpled the infant's cheek,
played on its mouth, as with its large, strange, bright eyes fixed
upon its father's face, it was baptized "Maggie Lee."
Four years of sunshine and storm have fallen upon Maggie's grave,
where now a costly marble stands, while the handsome iron fence and
the well-kept ground within show that some hand of love is often busy
there. In a distant city Ben is striving to overcome his old dislike
for books, and seeking to make himself what he knows his sister would
wish him to be. At home, the little store has been neatly fitted up,
and Miss Olivia sits all day long in her pleasant parlor, feeling sure
that the faithful clerk behind the counter will discharge his duties
well. Greystone Hall is beautiful as ever, with its handsome rooms,
its extensive grounds, its winding walks, its bubbling fountains and
its wealth of flowers, but there is a shadow over all--a plague-spot
which has eaten into the heart of Graham Thornton, and woven many a
thread of silver among his raven locks. It has bent the stately form
of his lady mother, and his once gay-hearted wife wanders with a
strange unrest from room to room, watching over the uncertain
footsteps of their only child, whose large, dark eyes, so much like
those which, four long years ago flashed down on Helen their
scrutinizing gaze, are darkened forever, _for little Maggie Lee is
blind!_
They are getting somewhat accustomed to it now--accustomed to calling
her their "poor, blind bird," but the blow was crushing when first it
came, and on the grave in the valley, Graham Thornton more than once
laid his forehead in the dust, and cried, "My punishment is greater
than I can bear,"
But He "who doeth all things well," has in a measure healed the wound,
throwing so much of sunshine and of joy around her, who never saw the
glorious light of day, that with every morning's dawn and every
evening's shade, the fond parents bless their little blind girl, the
angel of their home.
THE ANSWERED PRAYER
All day long the canary bird' had sung unheeded in his gilded cage by
the door, and the robin had caroled unheard by his nest in the tall
maple tree, while the soft summer air and the golden rays of the warm
June sun entered unnoticed the open windows of the richly furnished
room, where a pale young mother kept her tireless watch by the bedside
of her only child, a beautiful boy, three summers old. For many days
he had hovered between life and death, while she, his mother, had hung
over him with speechless agony, terrible to behold in one so young, so
fair as she. He was her all, the only happiness she knew, for poor
Lina Hastings was an unloving wife, who never yet had felt a thrill of
joy at the sound of her husband's voice, and when occasionally his
broad hand rested fondly upon her flowing curls, while he whispered in
her ear how dear she was to him, his words awoke no answering chord of
love.
How came she then his wife--and the mistress of his princely home?
Alas! _wealth_ was then the god which Lina Moore worshipped, and when
Ralph Hastings, with his uncouth form and hundreds of thousands, asked
her to be his wife, she stifled the better feelings of her nature
which prompted her to tell him No, and with a gleam of pride in her
dark blue eyes, and a deeper glow upon her cheek, she one day passed
from the bright sunshine of heaven into the sombre gloom of the gray
old church, whence she came forth Lina Hastings, shuddering even as
she heard that name, and shrinking involuntarily from the caresses
which the newly made husband bestowed upon her. And so the love she
withheld from him was given the child who now lay motionless and white
as the to the costly linen on which his golden curls were streaming.
All day she had watched him, for they told her that if he lived until
the sun setting, there was hope, and as the hours wore on and the long
shadows stretching to the eastward, betokened the approach of night,
oh, how intense became the anxiety in her bosom. Fainter and softer
grew the sunlight on the floor, and whiter grew the face of the
sleeping boy. 'Twas the shadow of death, they said, and with a bitter
wail of woe, Lina fell upon her knees, and as if she would compel the
God of heaven to hear her, she shrieked, "Spare my child. Let him
live, and I will bear whatsoever else of evil thou shalt send upon me.
Afflict me in any other way and I can bear it, but spare to me my
child."
In mercy or in wrath, Lina Hastings' prayer was answered. The pulse
grew stronger beneath her touch--the breath came faster through the
parted lips--a faint moisture was perceptible beneath the yellow
curls, and when the sun was set the soft eyes of Eddie Hastings
unclosed, and turned with a look of recognition upon his mother, who,
clasping him in her arms, wept for joy, but returned no word or
thought of gratitude toward Him who had been thus merciful to her.
In a small brown cottage in a distant part of the same village,
another mother was watching beside her first-born, only son. They had
been friends in their girlhood, she and Lina Hastings. Together they
had conned the same hard tasks--together they had built their
playhouse beneath the same old chestnut tree--together, hand in hand
they wandered over the rocky hills and through the shady woods of New
England, and at the same altar had they plighted their marriage vows,
the one to the man she loved, the other to the man she tolerated for
the sake of his surroundings. From this point their paths diverged,
Lina moving in the sphere to which her husband's wealth had raised
her, while Mabel Parkman one sad morning awoke from her sweet dream of
bliss to find herself wedded to a drunkard! Only they who like her
have experienced a similar awakening can know the bitterness of that
hour, and yet methinks she was happier than the haughty Lina, for her
love was no idle passion, and through weal and woe she clung to her
husband, living oft on the remembrance of what he had been, and the
hope of what he might be again, and when her little Willie was first
laid upon her bosom, and she felt her husband's tears upon her cheek
as he promised to reform for her sake and for his son's, she would not
have exchanged her lot with that of the proudest in the land. That
vow, alas, was ere long broken, and then, though she wept bitterly
over his fall, she felt that she was not desolate, for there was music
in her Willie's voice and sunshine in his presence.
But now he was dying, he was leaving her forever, and as she thought
of the long dark days when she should look for him in vain, she
staggered beneath the heavy blow, and in tones as heart-broken as
those which had fallen from Lina Hasting's lips, she prayed "If it be
possible let this cup pass from me," adding, "Not my will, oh God, but
thine be done."
"I will do all things well," seemed whispered in her ear, and thus
comforted she nerved herself to meet the worst. All the day she
watched by her child, chafing his little hands, smoothing his scanty
pillow beneath his head, bathing his burning forehead, and forcing
down her bitter tears when in his disturbed sleep he would beg of his
father to "bring him an orange--a nice yellow orange--he was so dry."
Alas, that father was where the song of the inebriate rose high on the
summer air, and he heard not the pleadings of his son. 'Twas a dreary,
desolate room where Willie Parkman lay, and when the sun went down and
the night shadows fell, it seemed darker, drearier still. On the rude
table by the window a candle dimly burned, but as the hours sped on it
flickered awhile in its socket, then for an instant flashed up,
illuminating the strangely beautiful face of the sleeping boy, and
went out.
An hour later, and Willie awoke. Feeling for his mother's hand, he
said; "Tell me true, do drunkards go to heaven?"
"There is for them no promise," was the wretched mother's answer.
"Then I shall never see pa again. Tell him good-by, good-by forever."
The next time he spoke it was to ask his mother to come near to him,
that he might see her face once more. She did so, bending low and
stifling her own great agony, lest it should add one pang to his dying
hour.
"I cannot see you," he whispered, "it is so dark--so dark."
Oh, what would not that mother have given then for one of the lights
which gleamed from the windows of the stately mansion where Eddie
Hastings was watched by careful attendants. But it could not be and
when at last the silvery moon-beams came struggling through the open
window and fell upon the white brow of the little boy, they did not
rouse him, for a far more glorious light had dawned upon his immortal
vision--even the light of the Everlasting.
In her tasteful boudoir sat Lina Hastings, and at her side, on a
silken lounge, lay Eddie, calmly sleeping, The crisis was past--she
knew he would live, and her cup of happiness was full. Suddenly the
morning stillness was broken by the sound of a tolling bell. 'Twas the
same which, but for God's mercy, would at that moment, perhaps, have
tolled for her boy, and Lina involuntarily shuddered as she listened
to the strokes, which, at first were far between. Then they came
faster, and as Lina counted _five_ she said aloud, "'Twas a child but
two years older than Eddie."
Later in the day it came to her that the bereaved one was her early
friend, whom now she seldom met. Once Lina would have flown to Mabel's
side, and poured into her ear words of comfort, but her heart had
grown hard and selfish, and so she only said, "Poor Mabel, she never
was as fortunate as I"--and her eye glanced proudly around the
elegantly-furnished room, falling at last upon Eddie, whom she clasped
to her bosom passionately, but without thought of Him who had decreed
that not then should she be written childless.
The humble funeral was over. The soft, green turf had been broken, and
the bright June flowers had fallen beneath the old sexton's spade as
he dug the little grave where Willie Parkman was laid to rest. In the
drunkard's home there was again darkness and a silence which would
never be broken by the prattle of a childish voice. Sobered,
repentant, and heartbroken, the wretched father laid his head in the
lap of his faithful wife, beseeching of her to pray that the vow that
morning breathed by Willie's coffin and renewed by Willie's grave
might be kept unbroken. And she did pray, poor Mabel. With her arms
around the neck of the weeping man, she asked that this, her great
bereavement, might be sanctified to the salvation of her erring
husband.
"I will do all things well," again seemed whispered in her ear and
Mabel felt assured that Willie had not died in vain. 'Twas hard at
first for Robert Parkman to break the chains which bound him, but the
remembrance of Willie's touching message--"Tell pa good-by, good-by
forever," would rush to his mind whenever he essayed to take the
poisonous bowl, and thus was he saved, and when the first day of a new
year was ushered in, he stood with Mabel at the altar, and on his
upturned brow received the baptismal waters, while the man of God
broke to him the bread of life. Much that night they missed their
child, and Mabel's tears fell like rain upon the soft, chestnut curl
she had severed from his head, but as she looked upon her husband, now
strong again in his restored manhood, she murmured--"It was for this
that Willie died, and I would not that it should be otherwise."
Fifteen years have passed away since the day when Lina Hastings
breathed that almost impious prayer--"Send upon me any evil but this,"
and upon the deep blue waters of the Pacific a noble vessel lay
becalmed, Fiercely the rays of a tropical sun poured down upon her
hardy crew, but they heeded it not. With anxious, frightened faces and
subdued step, they trod the deck, speaking in whispers of some dreaded
event. There had been mutiny on board that mat-of-war-a deep-laid plot
to murder the commanding officers, and now, at sun-setting, the
instigators, four in number, were to pay the penalty of their crime.
Three of them were old and hardened in sin, but the fourth, the
fiercest spirit of all 'twas said, was young and beautiful to look
upon. In the brown curls of his waving hair there were no threads of
silver, and on his brow there were no lines save those of reckless
dissipation, while his beardless cheek was round and smooth as that of
a girl. Accustomed from his earliest childhood to rule, he could not
brook restraint, and when it was put upon him, he had rebelled against
it, stirring up strife, and leading on his comrades, who, used as they
were to vice, marveled that one so young should be so deeply depraved.
The sun was set. Darkness was upon the mighty deep, and the waves
moved by the breeze which had sprung up, seemed to chant a mournful
dirge for the boy, who, far below, lay sleeping in a dishonored grave,
if grave it can be called, where
"The purple mullet and gold fish rove, Where the sea flower spreads
its leaves of blue Which never are wet with the falling dew, But in
bright and changeful beauty shine Far down in the depths of the glassy
brine."
Over the surging billow and away to the north ward, other robins are
singing in the old maple-tree than those which sang there years ago,
when death seemed brooding o'er the place. Again the summer shadows
fall aslant the bright green lawn, and the soft breezes laden with the
perfume of a thousand flowers, kiss the faded brow of Lina Hastings,
but they bring no gladness to her aching heart, for her thoughts are
afar on the deep with the wayward boy who, spurning alike her words of
love and censure, has gone from her "to return no more forever," he
said, for he left her in bitter anger. For three years the tall grass
has grown over the grave of her husband, who to the last was unloved,
and now she is alone in her splendid home, watching at the dawn of day
and watching at the hour of eve for the return of her son.
Alas, alas, fond mother, Mabel Parkman in her hour of trial, never
felt a throb of such bitter agony as that which wrung your heart-
strings when first you heard the dreadful story of your disgrace.
There were days and weeks of wild frenzy, during which she would
shriek "Would to heaven he had died that night when he was young and
innocent," and then she grew calm, sinking into a state of imbecility
from which naught had the power to rouse her.
A year or two more, and they made for her a grave by the side of her
husband, and the hearts which in life were so divided, now rest
quietly together, while on the costly marble above them there is
inscribed the name of their son, who sleeps alone and unwept in the
far-off Southern Seas.
The End.