CHAPTER VIII.

NEWS.

Nearly two weeks had passed away since the exciting scene in Mr.

Browning's library, and during that time Rosamond had kept herself

aloof from her guardian, meeting him only at the table, where she

maintained toward him a perfectly respectful but rather freezing

manner. She was deeply mortified to think he had won from her a

confession of her love, and then told her how useless--nay, worse--how

wicked it was for her to think of him. She knew that he suffered

intensely, but she resolutely left him to suffer alone, and he would

rather it should be so.

Life was growing more and more a wearisome burden, and when, just one

week after the library interview, he received a note in the well-

remembered handwriting, he asked that he might die and forget his

grief. The letter was dated at the Springs, where Miss Porter was

still staying, though she said she intended starting the next day for

Cuyler, a little out-of-the-way place on the lake, where there was but

little company, and she could be quiet and recruit her nervous system.

The latter had been terribly shocked, she said, by hearing of his

recent attempt at making love to Rosamond Leyton! "Indeed," she wrote,

"it is to this very love-making that you owe this letter from me, as I

deem it my duty to keep continually before your mind the fact that

_I_ am still alive."

With a blanched cheek Mr. Browning read this letter through--then tore

it into fragments, wondering much who gave her the information. There

were no _spies_ about his premises. Rosamond would not do it, and it

must have been his sister, though why she should thus wish to annoy

him he did not know, when she, more than any one else, had been

instrumental in placing him where he was. Once he thought of telling

Rosamond all, but he shrank from this, for she would leave his house,

he knew, and, though she might never again speak kindly to him, he

would rather feel that she was there.

And so another dreary week went by, and then one morning there came to

him tidings which stopped for an instant the pulsations of his heart,

and sent through his frame a thrill so benumbing and intense that at

first pity and horror were the only emotions of which he seemed

capable. It came to him in a newspaper paragraph, which in substance

was as follows:

"A sad catastrophe occurred on Thursday afternoon at Cuyler, a little

place upon the lake, which of late has been somewhat frequented during

the summer months. Three ladies and one gentleman went out in a small

pleasure-boat which is kept for the accommodation of the guests. They

had not been gone very long when a sudden thunder-gust came on,

accompanied by a violent wind, and the owner of the skiff, feeling

some alarm for the safety of the party, went down to the landing just

in time to see the boat make a few mad plunges with the waves, and

then capsize at the distance of nearly half a mile from the shore.

"Every possible effort was made to save the unfortunate pleasure-

seekers, but in vain; they disappeared from view long before a boat

could reach them. One of the bodies has not yet been recovered. It is

that of a Miss Porter, from Florida. She had reached Cuyler only the

day previous, and was unaccompanied by a single friend, save a

waiting-maid, who seems overwhelmed with grief at the loss of her

mistress."

This, then, was the announcement which so affected Ralph Browning,

blotting out for a moment the wretched past, and taking him back to

the long ago when he first knew Marie Porter and fancied that he loved

her. She was _dead_ now--_dead._ Many a time he whispered that word to

himself, and with each repetition the wish grew strong within him--not

that she were living, but that while living he had not hated her so

bitterly, and with the softened feeling which death will always bring,

he blamed himself far more than he did her. There had been wrong on

both sides, but he would rather now, that she had been reconciled to

him ere she found that watery grave. Hand in hand with these

reflections came another thought; a bewildering, intoxicating thought.

He was _free_ at last--free to _love_--to _worship_--to _marry_

Rosamond.

"And I will go to her at once," he said, after the first hour had been

given to the dead; "I will tell her all the truth."

He rose to leave the room, but something stayed him there, and

whispered in his ear, "There may be some mistake. Cuyler is not far

away. Go there first and investigate."

For him to will was to do, and telling Mrs. Peters he should be absent

from home for a time, he started immediately for Cuyler, which he

reached near the close of the day. Calm and beautiful looked the

waters of the lake on that summer afternoon, and if within their

caverns the ill-fated Marie slept, they kept over her an unruffled

watch and told no tales of her last dying wail to the careworn,

haggard man who stood upon the sandy beach, where they said that she

embarked, and listened attentively while they told him how gay she

seemed that day, and how jestingly she spoke of the dark thunderhead

which even then was mounting the western horizon. They had tried in

vain to find her, and it was probable she had sunk into one of the

unfathomable holes with which the lake was said by some to abound.

Sarah, the waiting-maid, wept passionately, showing that the deceased

must have had some good qualities, or she could not thus have attached

a servant to her.

Looking upon Mr. Browning as a friend of her late mistress, she relied

on him for counsel, and when he advised her immediate return to

Florida, she readily consented, and started on the same day that he

turned his face toward Riverside. They had said to him: "If we find

her, shall we send her to your place?" and with an involuntary shudder

he had answered, "No--oh, no. You must apprise me of it by letter, as

also her Florida friends--but bury her quietly here."

They promised compliance with his wishes, and feeling that a load was

off his mind, he started at once for home. Certainty now was doubly

sure. Marie was dead, and as this conviction became more and more

fixed upon his mind, he began to experience a dread of telling

Rosamond all. Why need she know of it, when the telling it would throw

much censure on himself. She was not a great newspaper reader--she had

not seen the paragraph, and would not see it. He could tell her that

the obstacle to his happiness had been removed--that 'twas no longer a

sin for him to think of her or seek to make her his wife. All this he

would say to her, but nothing more.

And all this he did say to her in the summer-house at the foot of the

garden, where he found her just as the sun was setting. And Rosamond

listened eagerly--never questioning him of the past, or caring to hear

of it. She was satisfied to know that she might love him now, and with

his arm around her, she sat there alone with him until the August moon

was high up in the heavens. He called her his "sunshine"--his "light"

--his "life," and pushing the silken curls from off her childish brow,

kissed her again and again, telling her she should be his wife when

the twentieth day of November came. That was his twenty-ninth

birthday, and looking into her girlish face, he asked her if he were

not too old. He knew she would tell him _no_, and she did, lovingly

caressing his grayish hair.

"He had grown young since he sat there," she said, and so, indeed, he

had, and the rejuvenating process continued day after day, until the

villagers laughingly said that his approaching marriage had put him

back ten years. It was known to all the town's folks now, and unlike

most other matches, was pronounced a suitable one. Even Mrs. Van

Vechten, who had found Ben at Lovejoy's Hotel, and still remained with

him in New York, wrote to her brother a kind of congratulatory letter,

mingled with sickly sentimental regrets for the "heart-broken,

deserted and now departed Marie." It was doubtful whether she came up

to the wedding or not, she said, as Ben had positively refused to

come, or to leave the city either, and kept her constantly on the

watch lest he should elope with a second-rate actress at Laura Keene's

theatre.

Rosamond laughed heartily when Mr. Browning told her of this sudden

change in Ben, and then with a sigh as she thought how many times his

soft, good-natured heart would probably be wrung, she went back to the

preparations for her bridal, which were on a magnificent scale. They

were going to Europe--they would spend the winter in Paris, and as Mr.

Browning had several influential acquaintances there, they would of

course see some society, and he resolved that his bride should be

inferior to none in point of dress, as she was to none in point of

beauty. Everything which love could devise or money procure was

purchased for her, and the elegance of her outfit was for a long time

the only theme of village gossip.

Among the members of the household none seemed more interested in the

preparations than the girl Maria, who has before been incidentally

mentioned. Her dull eyes lighted up with each new article of dress,

and she suddenly displayed so much taste in everything pertaining to a

lady's toilet, that Rosamond was delighted and kept her constantly

with her, devising this new thing and that, all of which were

invariably tried on and submitted to the inspection of Mr. Browning,

who was sure to approve whatever his Rosamond wore. And thus gayly

sped the halcyon hours, bringing at last the fading leaf and the

wailing October winds; but to Rosamond, basking in the sunlight of

love, there came no warning note to tell her of the dark November days

which were hurrying swiftly on.

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