CHAPTER VIII: THE ANSWER OF FAITH

CENTURIES ago, in a far-off Eastern land, a philosopher poet set to

verse the sad music of his heart's doubts and longings, and the cry that

rings again and again through his poems finds an echo in men's hearts

to-day. The mystery of life and death over which Omar Khayam pondered

has never ceased to attract the thoughts of men. Returning spring brings

the old hopes back to our lives, sometimes with the same sadder echoes

that troubled Moschus and Horace, and still thinkers and poets bow

before the terror and the majesty of death which they are powerless to

explain.

What use then is it to trouble ourselves with a problem which is as old

as the life of man and which the greater intellects have failed to

solve? Think about it we must, again and again, unless we deliberately

stifle our thoughts when they turn to the things which matter most to

us. And since we are social beings, born dependent on each other and

made to help one another, it is natural that we should wish to share our

thoughts. [p.117]

Whence? and whither? and why? is a triad of questions over which men

have broken their hearts; in a sense they must always remain un

answered, or at least incompletely answered; and yet as long as men have

made them, one response at least has brought with it peace.

The problem of life and death was stated long ages before Omar's day by

another Eastern thinker, and with a poignancy greater at times than his.

Nowhere in Hebrew literature do we get a deeper sense of the gloomy

mystery of life than in the book of Ecclesiastes, where again and again

the writer makes lament over triumphant injustice, and the end that

comes alike to good and bad. There passes before his eyes the melancholy

pageant of the children of men, journeying along through the ages to the

common goal of endless oblivion. "All things come alike to all," he

cries; "there is one event to the righteous and to the wicked; to the

good and to the clean and to the unclean; to him that sacrificeth and to

him that sacrificeth not; as is the good, so is the sinner; and he that

sweareth as he that feareth an oath. This is an evil that is done under

the sun, that there is one event unto all; yea, also, the heart of the

sons of men is full of evil, and madness is in their heart while they

live, and after that they go to the dead." And so too, he goes on to

speak of death as annihilation which puts the noblest of dead creatures

below the basest of the living. Probably most men have known some

[p.118] dark hour at least in which the tragedy of life comes home to

them, and they have wondered whether after all the old thinker was not

right. We take up as our own the refrain of Omar:

/I came like water, and like wind I go,/

/Into this Universe and why not knowing,/

/Nor whence, like water willy-nilly flowing,/

/And out of it as wind along the waste,/

/I know not whither, willy-nilly blowing./

Again there echo about us out of the past those ancient questions to

which the mind of man is ever framing answers, ever finding unsatisfying

those which others have made. How then can religion help, if even with

its presence those answers still remain incomplete?

When faith comes into our hearts, the mystics may tell us, uncertainty

does not go out of them. We are still facing an unknown future, and have

no more knowledge of the past than have our fellows. But a new factor

has come into our consciousness. We are able to go back and face the old

questions, and lo, they no longer seem to cut, as once they did, at the

roots of our being. We have hold of something which goes deeper than

doubt can reach, or fear can fall to. And strangely enough, the very

same metaphor which Omar uses to express his despair comes from the lips

of faith, but with how different a meaning:

"The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou nearest the sound thereof,

and canst not tell [p.119] whence it cometh and whither it goeth. So is

everyone that is born of the spirit."

Beneath the unanswered question now, there is the abiding sense of the

reality that endures, a conviction that, though we do not understand its

purpose, life is not purposeless, and that though we cannot lift the

veil of death it is only a covering which hides from our eyes a wider

and greater world than ours.

It may be that some will feel that all such talk of faith is meaningless

to them. Religion and faith convey no such notions to their minds as

they seem to imply to others. What they want is the clear demonstration,

which a physicist might give us. If life goes on after death there must

surely be some proof of it.

If we try and look at life merely from the stand-point of the

physiologist, we do indeed perceive that we only observe it in

connection with certain structures of organic matter, and that, as far

as we are able to see, every act of human conscious ness is accompanied

by certain processes and changes in the grey tissues of the brain. When

those tissues are injured, the expression of this consciousness is

interfered with, and when a certain condition of the brain material

comes about life ceases, as far as our observation goes. So far as we

can observe, indeed, every act of life is accompanied by and connected

with some material condition, or at least some material concomitant. But

this is as far as the physi- [p.120] ologist can take us. What life is

he is still unable to say. To speak of life as energy, and to say that

energy is a potential property of matter, is only to hide from ourselves

with words the fact that life can only be explained to us in terms of

life: the physicists cannot tell us what life is.

If we admit that we cannot explain what it is in its ultimate nature, we

are yet all of us conscious enough of what we mean ourselves by life.

The word has a real significance to us, although we cannot define it or

explain it in any way.

Can we then find any answer from physical science as to whether or no

our life continues when the bodily change which we call death happens?

Since life is always connected, as far as we are able to observe it,

with certain physical conditions of the body, can it continue when those

conditions are no longer present?

There have been many thinkers impressed by the sense of a universe

governed by necessary and unchanging laws, who have felt that they could

only answer that since life is in our experience always accompanied by

certain material conditions, it must cease to exist when those

conditions have been removed.

There is one great assumption, however, which consciously or

unconsciously underlies this position, that the only universe which

exists is one that is intelligible to our thought, and that something

[p.121] which we cannot possibly understand, necessarily cannot possibly

exist.

But there is yet another thought which seems to have escaped such a

thinker: the possibility of the co-existence of more than one world and

of life passing from one world to another. Mathematicians have already

shown the possibility of this by discussing the existence of a fourth

dimension, and even working out problems involving the assumption of the

existence of this fourth dimension. The suggestion has been made

especially easy to grasp in the remarkable anonymous romance "Flatland,"

published some thirty years ago, which pictures the world of two

dimensions, wherein one person gets the notion of the existence of a

third dimension, and the extraordinary results that follow his heresy,

or madness, as it seems to his less enlightened fellows.

If the theory of the existence of another, or other dimensions be a

tenable one, we can conceive of the existence of a number of worlds

around us, co-existing with our own and including it, of which we are

either wholly unconscious or only very dimly conscious, and that not by

the faculties by means of which we have knowledge of our own world.

Now if we suppose that somewhere within us, at the centre of our lives,

is some meeting-point, some door through which we may have contact with

these other worlds and pass out into them, [p.122] we can also conceive

of a development growing out from this point of contact into that larger

life of which we should necessarily remain unconscious here, or even if

our whole nature were suddenly to be filled by a consciousness of how

its life extended beyond this universe into those other worlds, we

should yet be unable to express in terms of our own world this wider

life, or could only express it by symbols. The incapacity of our friends

to understand our experience would be no proof that it was not true, nor

would our own inability to express it in any way lessen the reality of

that experience to us. If such a hypothesis be correct, what may happen

at death may be that we pass out of the narrower world of three

dimensions into the wider world, which includes this and much more.

Another way of looking at the problem has been to conceive of our

various senses as channels through which we have entered into

communication with the world without us. At present we most of us are

only conscious of five such channels. We may conceive of the possibility

of many other channels of which we have no experience (and indeed

observation of certain living creatures has already led to the

hypothesis of a sixth sense, different from any of our own), and we can

also think of the channels as being one by one closed. So that at death

we may conceive of all our existing lines of communication with the

outer world being removed, and wholly new channels, with [p.123] what

may seem like an entirely different world, being opened up.[29] <#_edn29>

Such an explanation of the working of our universe is but a hypothesis.

Yet after all, it may to some extent help us to understand phenomena

otherwise very difficult to explain. Are not the mystics and seers, the

inspired poets and prophets, just those whose lives are more in touch

than ours with a world we cannot see, often able only imperfectly to

express themselves, but yet conscious of vast realities beyond our ken?

And may we not to some extent look upon faith as such a faculty, or

sixth sense, taking hold of the unseen and translating it into our own life?

But all have not this faith, it may be urged; it is strongest often when

the intellectual powers are weak enough, and men of the greatest genius

tell us they are wholly without it. Yet cannot we conceive of a

community of people almost wholly devoid of one of our own five senses,

say that of hearing? How difficult it would be for one of them whose

ears were suddenly opened to explain to his friends the new world about

him. Imagine these people watching a skylark, and looking on with

astonishment at the joy of the one man who heard it singing. A dull

brown bird flying aimlessly up into the air: why should he look on it

[p.124] with such wonder? They see all that he sees, and if he should

try to explain his feelings as he listens to its song, will they not one

and all be convinced that he is mad, or that he is at best only

recounting some subjective illusion? If he would convince them, let him

translate into terms of sight these curious sensations. He cannot do it,

and they can only pity his condition.

This may help us to realize how narrow a view that is of life which

conceives of this world of our consciousness as the only one which

exists. It may even help us to frame a physical hypothesis of another

life; but this is not enough for our need. If we are to go to the centre

of the problem we must turn not to physical difficulties, but to the

moral and spiritual ones. It is above all in its failure to solve the

problems of our inward life that the materialistic explanation of the

world breaks down.

All the explanations thus suggested have been too much akin to the

physical one to touch the heart of the problem. It is when we realize

the meaning of faith in our own lives here and now, that we cease to

trouble about the future. In the realization of the supreme value of

goodness, and the infinite meaning of it, we begin to understand that it

must endure, in a sense far deeper than mere extension in time or space.

Faith is the organ of spiritual apprehension, and comes into play

whenever we recognise in practice the claim of the ethical ideal as

opposed [p.125] to the materialistic, when the will to do the good

triumphs over the desire to get the good for our selves. In every act of

the inward life by which being is set above having, and by which our own

visible happiness is subordinated to that of our fellows, there comes

into play this activity of the soul which we call faith, by which we

come into contact with that which underlies our hopes, and put to test

the things we do not see. [30] <#_edn30>

As this faith comes to dominate and control our lives we are able to

reach a point at which the old doubts cease to pain us. We may still

repeat to ourselves the riddle of life, and seek for an answer; but

though we may continue to puzzle to find an explanation, we are

conscious that we have known something in the presence of which the

ancient questionings cease to trouble. We feel that somehow we have come

into touch with a presence which brings with it the solution of the

greatest of all problems. In the depths of our lives we listen to the

answer of faith.

Thus it is that the very words which ring with such a sense of awful

despair in the poem of Omar may express nothing but peace to one who has

gone through this experience: "He knows about it all, He knows, He

knows." The difference lies in this, that to Omar there is as he writes

no sense of contact with the Unseen, the Omniscient, in whose power he

lies; but to him who [p.126] has heard the answer of Faith that sense of

contact has come. He knows that in this deepest experience God has come

into touch with him, and henceforth life to him both came and goes, out

of God's hand into God's hand.

When Christ was confronted by the sceptical Sadducees with the problem

of human life enduring beyond the grave, he pointed to their faith that

the heroes of old time, Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, had had knowledge of

God, and told them that this knowledge of God meant life. A being that

has come to have communion with the Eternal cannot be conceived of as

passing away with the changing husk of things, the accidents of the body

and the outer world. Eternal life does not consist in the duration for

ever of an accidental process. If we could conceive of a jelly-fish

continuing thus an indefinite existence, which should involve neither

inward development nor the possession of higher powers than such a

creature is commonly believed to be capable of, we should still surely

be unable to speak of such existence as eternal life. For what we mean

by this is not the mere continuity of existence from a present of

transient accidents into a like future, but something which goes beyond

death because it goes beyond life too, as life is ordinarily pictured.

But can we hope to tread ourselves this way of the Divine life? There

are times when, the spiritual end which is ever present in our lives

makes itself evident to us, and now and again [p.127] across the

centuries come periods when the latent desires of men seem to come to

the surface. Such was that epoch of spiritual unrest and stirring which

came to England in the seventeenth century, in which the Quaker and

Quietest movements had their birth, and it may be that we are not far

away from the dawn of such another age to-day. Now, as then, men turn

from orthodoxy in search of something deeper and wider than its mere

creeds can give. The works of the old mystics are reissued from the

press, and in the by-ways of literature men are seeking for paths that

may lead them to inward peace. It is still twilight time. No prophet's

voice is clearly heard calling us towards the full light of the day, but

our eyes turn towards the horizon and watch for the signs of dawn.

We share a common life, and our need to-day is the same, though we may

express it in different ways. We are conscious of something lacking in

our lives, sensible at least at times of the evil there. We feel the

darkness about us, and long for light and for a power that shall take us

out of our lower natures, upward and onward. At such moments we may

earnestly desire to come ourselves into communion with God, that his

life may flow into ours and transform it. But how, after all, are we to

attain to some dim realization of this knowledge of God which illumines

the lives of the great mystics and brings peace to-day to many a life

which otherwise would be full of painful failure? [p.128] Perhaps

another saying from the book of Ecclesiastes may put us upon the path to

find the answer. It is one of those words which come sometimes to poet

and thinker, bearing within them fuller depth of meaning than was clear

to the writer who first framed them, groping as he may have been at the

edge of some great truth which he has never consciously apprehended.

"Also He hath set Eternity in their heart." [31] The words

were written in sadness, but there is within them the promise of hope.

There lies at once the key to the mystery of human unrest and the hope

for some deeper peace than the world without can give. Somewhere in the

depths of his own life every man is in touch with the Eternal. Sometimes

we are conscious of this higher reality surrounding us, as pervading all

about us; on some glorious day alone with Nature the wonder of the world

flashes upon us, and all things become radiant with a new light which

fills both us and them. Or silently in the quiet of the night, before

the mystery of the starry sky, a great peace comes over us in which our

own tiny life seems to take its place amidst the ordered harmony of all

the spheres.

But we come, too, to a vision of the Infinite in other ways; whenever we

see a good deed done, and behold its goodness, we are touching the hem

of the robe of the Eternal. In the inward recognition of the supreme

beauty of unselfish love we are directly conscious of a flash of

intuition [p.129] which illumines not the intellect alone, but our whole

nature. We are brought into touch with God at the very centre of our

lives. Nature is indeed the priest of the Eternal, and every high place

has still its altar, where we may worship in spirit and in truth. But in

an even deeper sense is the priesthood given to man. There is no man but

is called to that true temple service wherein every good act is filled

with meaning, not for himself only, but for his fellows. Every pure and

unselfish deed is sacramental, bringing the soul of him who beholds it

into touch with the God who inspired the act. And this contact with the

Divine through goodness in another may come to us in spite of all

intellectual barriers. If with our whole heart we honour a good deed

done our nature does obeisance to the God who is working within it, who

makes the deed of worth. Unknown to ourselves, we are drawn nearer to

Him, and His life touches our lives, and transforms them a little nearer

to His likeness. For every pure and lovely act that men do is not only a

revelation but an inspiration and an influence drawing others upward. We

have never had trust enough in the infectious power of a good deed.

Thus as we are faithful to the highest it has been given us to see, our

sight will be strengthened to see further: at the moment of vision we

are conscious that in the presence of the good thought, the good

personality, we are in contact with the source of strength that we need.

We must keep [p.130] close to the same source when the darkness is about us.

It is surely this truth that has helped to make the worship of the

Saints the power for good which it has been in the lives of devout souls

within the Catholic Church of Rome and of the East. They have done

reverence to that in the Saints which was of God, and in drawing near to

them they have been drawn near to Him also. The worship of the Saints

has done harm, not only in the case of the false reverence of the market

place, but whenever it has led men to turn from the source of the

saint's power to the accidentals of his life and character, and to

imitate the man, rather than to get into touch with his spirit. But the

words of the old Creed, "I believe in the Holy Catholic Church," express

a great reality. We can get the greatest help from this belief in the

dark hours of the soul, and in all times of transition to fuller

knowledge of the truth, if by belief in the Church we mean belief in the

whole body of those who have come into touch with God through Christ,

and through his spirit, and who can be recognised as his disciples

because they bear in their lives his likeness. As we believe in the

Church in this sense, we shall strive to feel the inner bond of union

that connects together the good and holy of all creeds and nations, and

to bring our lives into harmony with the same spirit of unity.

Men who have shown singular devotion to some [p.131] hero saint whom

they love may have erred in the past in trying to reproduce his life

under altered conditions; and such imitation has sometimes led them all

too far from the spirit of the one whom they have sought to follow. St.

Francis of Assisi, and in later days John Wycliffe, and George Fox, have

each had followers such as these. But there is at least one to whom we

may look for this guidance without any of the narrowing influence that

other hero worship so often brings. We cannot read about our heroes,

look up to them and think of them, without coming under the influence of

their personality and without our character growing unconsciously to

bear in it some faint trace at least of theirs. Let us then turn thus in

the dark hour to Jesus Christ. No matter if for the moment we cannot

regard him as we have been taught the Church does. Let us put aside all

theories as to his birth; the miracles which puzzle us, even the fact of

the Resurrection, and the speculations of theology as to his Divine

nature. Not because these are not important matters, and not because we

may not have to go on thinking about them, and seeking more light about

them; but because for the guidance which most of all we need we can go

deeper than all these doubts and speculations. Let us make Christ our

teacher as his earliest disciples did, who knew nothing about his birth,

and only followed him at first just because they felt he was far better

than they and they had need of him and loved him. [p.132] As we do this,

and simply endeavour to keep near to his thoughts, to think over the

meaning of his words and to act as men who are seeking to follow him, we

shall begin to realize that there is in Christ himself a greater miracle

than anything recorded of him in the Gospels, and that whatever the

correct theory of the Resurrection may be, He is still a living

influence working upon our hearts and inspiring us onward to good. When

we doubt of God because of the world's evil, we can hear his voice speak

of the love which watches even over the fall of the sparrow, and some

sense of that love comes to us too, in the midst of our darkness. And

when the sense of our own wrong-doing is heavy upon us, we may feel

cheered to think that our Teacher never turned from the men of the world

and the profligate when they sought his help in honest sorrow, but

rather sought them first, and for the disciple who denied him had

nothing but a look of love. He knew what it was himself to be

discouraged, to spend long hours in prayer, to be misunderstood and to

fail. And sometimes there may come to us a glimpse of even deeper depths

into which he went for his fellow- men. As we feel all this we may not

be able to explain it, but we know ourselves the stronger for it, the

better able to face misfortune and temptation and suffering, and to hold

manfully to the best that we know, in the midst of doubt. And thus,

little by little, we come to feel we have found one who not only makes

us realize what failures [p.133] we have been, but is ever calling out

the best that is in us, drawing us on to a higher ground and clearer

air, where our vision carries further, until at length there may come to

us some glimpse of the Divine Love at work in the world and within us,

and some sense that Christ has brought to us God's expression of Himself

in the terms of humanity, so that we begin to understand a little of the

meaning of the words: "This is life eternal, that they may know Thee,

the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom Thou hast sent."

And meanwhile, let us have faith too for those who cannot yet feel this

attractive power as we, perhaps, have known it. In the Fourth Gospel the

Master tells his disciples that he has other sheep who are not of this

fold; we may picture his thought as going out to far-off lands where men

were striving to do their duty or to find the truth without any

knowledge of him, without any intellectual knowledge of God perhaps;

some legionary guarding the peace of the empire at the gates of the

North, some Roman government official upholding the dignity and justice

of the law amongst jealous robber tribes and unscrupulous traders, some

Greek philosopher seeking to know a yet higher law, and simple men and

women practising it unknown to themselves; or, further away in the

far-off East, the Buddhist missionary teaching the worth of gentleness

and mercy, or the disciple of Confucius learning to reverence the great

moral truths he knew, and to apply them [p.134] in all life's relations.

Some day all these should hear his voice; already they were his sheep.

And so to-day, wherever the lonely thinker spends his hours in seeking,

and the servant of science unselfishly gives up all thought of personal

advancement and delight in the pursuit of truth, wherever in the

politics of towns or peoples men seek to work out a higher form of

public life, or in business as in leisure to be faithful not merely to

their own interests, but to a wider ideal, we must see the seekers and

servants of good, who are God's servants too. Sooner or later for these

too will be fulfilled the words: "Blessed are they that have not seen

and yet have believed."

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