Being a little excited, and not at all sleepy, it chanced that Mr.
Meredith, after parting with Miss Berrien, betook himself to the
sea wall, where he proceeded to pace to and fro, smoking a cigar
and wrapped in very agreeable thought. Despite her coquetry, Fanny
had yielded to his suit more than ever before, and he felt no doubt
that in the end she would yield altogether. He liked to be played
with in this manner. It was not enough to discourage--Fanny was
too wise for that--but just enough to give a zest of uncertainty,
to sustain and keep alive the interest which in similar affairs
had more than once failed him. In short, he was completely
conscious of being in love, and very much pleased with the same,
finding in it none of the “pang, the agony, the doubt,” which are
poetically supposed to accompany the tender passion, but only an
agreeable stimulation. He was even conscious of feeling distinctly
sentimental, and disposed to cast lingering glances at Mrs.
Shreve’s house whenever he came to the spot where it entered into
his range of vision.
On one of these occasions he was surprised by a sudden and very
unexpected sight--the opening of the street door and the emerging
thence of a figure. For an instant he had a startled sensation;
the next he said to himself, “It is only a servant, of course.”
But a moment later he knew that it was not a servant. How he knew
it, is difficult to tell; but he felt instinctively sure from the
walk, the bearing, and the motions. He stood still, a prey to
very odd sensations, and watched the approach of the figure that
had in every line a familiar aspect. If it was not Fanny, who
could it be? He knew that all the other inmates of the house were
elderly people, except Aimée, of whom he did not think at all. But
to conceive that it could be Fanny, alone and disguised in the
streets at midnight, was impossible. He said to himself that it was
impossible, yet his pulses were beating in a most unaccountable
manner, and there was a sound in his ears like the rush of many
waters. It was natural that at this moment he did not pause to ask
himself whether or not it would be honorable to act the part of
a spy: he only felt that he must know who it was that came forth
from Mrs. Shreve’s house at midnight, with Fanny Berrien’s air and
movement.
Meanwhile the shrouded figure walking so swiftly, with head
bent down, did not see him. Poor Aimée’s pulses were beating
tumultuously like his own, and she was thinking of nothing save her
desire to accomplish her errand and return to the shelter of the
house she had left. The night seemed to her invested with terror,
and the sound of her own light footsteps on the quiet street
brought her heart into her throat. It is doubtful if she would
have noticed Mr. Meredith had he stood immediately in her path;
she certainly cast no glance either to right or left, but hurried
forward to the place Fanny had designated, intent only upon one
object, to deliver her message and return.
As she mounted the sea wall she heard the sound of oars, and when
she paused, shrinking and trembling on the steps that led down to
the water, she saw in the starlight the dark outline of a boat
containing two or three figures. Her heart gave a wild bound and
then seemed to stand still--for was not this the moment of fate;
was not the impetuous lover, who would take no denial, before her?
Certainly one of the figures sprang from the boat as she appeared,
and reached her side with all the impetuosity conceivable in the
most desperate lover. Before she could speak she found her hands in
a close clasp, and a voice was saying, in a tone of eagerness and
delight:
“So you have come; you are really here!”
Even at this moment it struck Aimée that there was surprise as
well as delight in the voice. Evidently Mr. Kyrle had been by no
means sure that Miss Berrien would appear. But the rapture of his
greeting made it harder for Aimée to explain that she was not the
person so eagerly welcomed, and when she tried to speak her voice
failed. She could only gasp, after a moment:
“I have come to tell you--”
“Never mind what,” interrupted the young man eagerly, with probably
a prudent fear of what the communication might be. “You are
here; that is enough. There will be time to tell me anything and
everything when we are afloat. Come, here is the boat.”
He drew her toward him, and so compelling was his grasp that Aimée
felt that in another moment she might be in the boat and _en route_
for the West Indies. This gave her the courage of desperation.
She made a determined effort to release herself as she said more
clearly:
“You are mistaken. I am not the person you think. I have only come
to tell you that _she_ can not come.”
“Not the person I think!” repeated the young man. He released her
hands and fell back a step in his amazement. The violent revulsion
of feeling which he underwent was evident in his voice, and the
sharpness of his disappointment so pierced Aimée’s heart that she
forgave the sharpness of his tone, as he went on:
“Then who are you--and why are you here?”
“I am Fanny’s cousin,” the girl replied, then suddenly checked
herself. “But you--who are _you_?” she said. “I was told to ask
your name before I gave any message.”
“There is no doubt who I am,” he replied, sternly. “My name is
Lennox Kyrle. What message have you for me?”
“Only that--that Fanny can not come,” answered Aimée, tremulously.
She paused and clasped her hands nervously together, trying to
recall all that Fanny had impressed on her mind to be delivered,
but only the principal points remained, and before she could gather
them into shape, as it were, Mr. Kyrle justified his character for
impetuosity by breaking in:
“That she can not come,” he repeated. “Is that all, after having
brought me here? _Why_ can not she come?”
The indignant emphasis of the last question was, under the
circumstances, natural enough; and, confronted with it, Aimée felt
in every fiber the shame of the answer which she was bound to give:
“Because she--has changed her mind,” she said desperately, grasping
the main fact and forgetting all the fluent words with which Fanny
had clothed it. “She bade me tell you that she is very sorry, but
that she can not elope with you and break her mother’s heart.”
“Her consideration for her mother is most admirable,” said the
young man with grim sarcasm. “It is only a pity that it did not
influence her a little sooner. And so she is ‘sorry’ that she can
not elope! She could say no more for the calamity of missing a
ball.”
“Fanny has not very deep feelings,” said Aimée, in a voice of as
sincere compunction as if the feelings in question had been her
own, “but I think she _is_ sorry.”
This simple statement, made in that sweet, pathetic voice, said a
great deal more than the speaker intended to Lennox Kyrle. He was
silent for an instant, then spoke in a softer tone:
“I know that she is easily influenced by those around her,” he
said, “and so this might have been anticipated. But if I were to
see her--”
“Oh, that is impossible!” interrupted Aimée, hastily. “She charged
me to tell you above all things not to attempt to see her.”
“Ah!” said the young man. Keen disappointment and mortification
were in his tone, but also something of comprehension. “Then there
is another lover,” he said.
Aimée did not reply. It was no part of the message with which she
was charged to enlighten Mr. Kyrle with regard to the other string
to Miss Berrien’s bow; and since his assertion was fortunately an
assertion, not a question, she suffered it to pass unanswered,
forgetting that silence, in this case as in many others, was
equivalent to assent.
“That accounts for everything,” said the young man after a
pause--in which, perhaps, he had waited for contradiction--“and I
only regret that I should have given Miss Berrien the pain which
I am sure she must feel acutely of treating me in this way. But
it may relieve her sorrow, perhaps, to know that it is the last
opportunity she will ever have to inflict a pang upon me. I have
been the slave of her caprice and my own folly long enough. As I
came here I resolved that this should be the decisive test. If she
cared for me, she would go with me; if not, it was well to know
the truth and be no longer the plaything of a coquette. Well, I
am here, and she refuses even to see me. She breaks her word and
throws me over without compunction. It is the end. Tell her that
from me.”
It flashed across Aimée’s mind, as he spoke, that this was very
much the ultimatum which she had prophesied, but she had not been
prepared for the stern resolution of the voice which uttered
it. Plainly, Mr. Lennox Kyrle meant all that he said, and Miss
Berrien’s comfortable belief that he would remain her slave as much
as ever was a delusion of her own vanity.
“I will tell her,” the girl answered, in a subdued tone. “I wish I
had been able to--to give you her message better. She said a great
deal--”
“Which I can easily imagine,” interposed Mr. Kyrle. “It is not
necessary that you should make an effort to remember it.”
Thus discouraged, Aimée felt that she need no longer remain, that
she had done all that was required of her, and might now return
with speed to the shelter of the roof for which she longed.
“I must go now,” she said, yet still she hesitated. She longed to
say a word of sympathy, but it was not easy to do so. At length,
however, she summoned courage, and spoke quickly:
“I am sorry, very sorry for you,” she said. “It is dreadful to
trust and--be deceived. I would not have come on such an errand,
only it was necessary you should know, and Fanny could not come.”
It is not too much to say that these words brought her personal
individuality for the first time to the attention of the man
before her. Up to this time he had not given a thought to the
consideration of who or what she was. To him she was simply the
mouthpiece of and means of communication with Fanny Berrien. Now it
suddenly occurred to him that here was a young, shrinking girl,
who had come alone at midnight to bring him the message of the
woman who had failed him.
“She could not come, but she could send _you_,” he said, suddenly
rousing to something like indignation, “though I hear from your
voice that you are young, and this is no fitting time or place for
you. Do not let me detain you longer--or, rather, let me take you
at once back to your home.”
“Oh, no, no!” cried Aimée, mindful of Fanny’s promise to watch and
wait for her, and fearing an encounter of the two at Mrs. Shreve’s
respectable door. “You must not think of it. I have only a short
way to go, and the streets are quiet.”
“Do you think I will force my way in to her?” said the young man,
scornfully. “I assure you that I have not the least desire to do
so. What have I to say to her? Nothing, except that I shall never
trouble her again, and _that_ I can trust you to say for me.”
“I shall say it,” Aimée answered, feeling not altogether
disinclined to do so, “but I beg you not to come with me. I shall
be at home in a minute. Indeed, you _must not_ come.”
“I will not insist, then,” he said, hearing in her tone how greatly
she was disturbed. “But you must go at once. This is a service that
only selfishness would have asked of you.”
“I came willingly,” said the girl. “It might have compromised
Fanny, but I am of no importance--it can not harm _me_. I am only
sorry that I had to bring you such a painful disappointment.”
“If a man is a fool, he must suffer, and deserves to suffer,” said
Mr. Kyrle, with a decision that did credit to his common sense.
“But you are as kind as you are brave, and I shall not forget you.
Now, go.”
Aimée needed no second bidding. She turned and hastened back in the
direction of Mrs. Shreve’s house and Mr. Meredith, who had watched
the meeting and conversation from afar, divided the while between
an overwhelming desire to break in upon it and the salutary fear of
making himself ridiculous, had the satisfaction of seeing the door
open and close upon her.