Then he asked me, after a good long time, whether his watch was

right, and as he asked me he pulled out his, which was a large,

thick, golden watch, and looked at it with anxiety and dread. He

asked me this, I think, because I must have had the look of a tired

man fresh from the towns, and with the London time upon him, and yet

I had been for weeks in no town larger than Cricklade: moreover, I

had no watch. Since, none the less, it is one's duty to uplift,

sustain, and comfort all one's fellows I told him that his watch was

but half a minute fast, and he put it back with a greater content

than he had taken it out; and, indeed, anyone who blames me for what

I did in so assuring him of the time should remember that I had

other means than a watch for judging it. The sunlight was already

full of old kindness, the midges were active, the shadow of the

reeds on the river was of a particular colour, the haze of a

particular warmth; no one who had passed many days and nights

together sleeping out and living out under this rare summer could

mistake the hour.

In a little while I asked him whether he had caught any fish. He

said he had not actually caught any, but that he would have caught

several but for accidents, which he explained to me in technical

language. Then he asked me in his turn where I was going to that

evening. I said I had no object before me, that I would sleep when I

felt sleepy, and wake when I felt wakeful, and that I would so drift

down Thames till I came to anything unpleasant, when it was my

design to leave my canoe at once, to tie it up to a post, and to go

off to another place, "for," I told him, "I am here to think about

Peace, and to see if She can be found." When I said this his face

became moody, and, as though such portentous thoughts required

action to balance them, he strained his line, lifted his float

smartly from the water (so that I saw the hook flying through the

air with a quarter of a worm upon it), and brought it down far up

the stream. Then he let it go slowly down again as the water carried

it, and instead of watching it with his steady and experienced eyes

he looked up at me and asked me if, as yet, I had come upon any clue

to Peace, that I expected to find Her between Cricklade and Bablock

Hythe. I answered that I did not exactly expect to find Her, that I

had come out to think about Her, and to find out whether She could

be found. I told him that often and often as I wandered over the

earth I had clearly seen Her, as once in Auvergne by Pont-Gibaud,

once in Terneuzen, several times in Hazlemere, Hampstead, Clapham,

and other suburbs, and more often than I could tell in the Weald:

"but seeing Her," said I, "is one thing and holding Her is another.

I hardly propose to follow all Her ways, but I do propose to

consider Her nature until I know so much as to be able to discover

Her at last whenever I have need, for I am convinced by this time

that nothing else is worth the effort of a man ... and I think I

shall achieve my object somewhere between here and Bablock Hythe."

He told me without interest that there was nothing attractive in the

pursuit or in its realisation.

I answered with equal promptitude that the whole of attraction was

summed up in it: that to nothing else did we move by nature, and to

nothing else were we drawn but to Peace. I said that a completion

and a fulfilment were vaguely demanded by a man even in very early

youth, that in manhood the desire for them became a passion and in

early middle age so overmastering and natural a necessity that all

who turned aside from it and attempted to forget it were justly

despised by their fellows and were some of them money-makers, some

of them sybarites, but all of them perverted men, whose hard eyes,

weak mouths, and fear of every trial sufficiently proved the curse

that was upon them. I told him as heatedly as one can speak lying

back in a canoe to a man beyond a little river that he, being older

than I, should know that everything in a full man tended towards

some place where expression is permanent and secure; and then I told

him that since I had only seen such a place far off as it were, but

never lived in, I had set forth to see if I might think out the way

to it, "and I hope," I said, "to finish the problem not so far down

as Bablock Hythe, but nearer by, towards New Bridge or even higher,

by Kelmscott."

He asked me, after a little space, during which he took off the

remnant of the worm and replaced it by a large new one, whether when

I said "Peace" I did not really mean "Harmony."

At this phrase a suspicion rose in my mind; it seemed to me that I

knew the school that had bred him, and that he and I should be

acquainted. So I was appeased and told him I did not mean Harmony,

for Harmony suggested that we had to suit ourselves to the things

around us or to get suited to them. I told him what I was after was

no such German Business, but something which was Fruition and more

than Fruition--full power to create and at the same time to enjoy, a

co-existence of new delight and of memory, of growth, and yet of

foreknowledge and an increasing reverence that should be

increasingly upstanding, and high hatred as well as high love

justified; for surely this Peace is not a lessening into which we

sink, but an enlargement which we merit and into which we rise and

enter--"and this," I ended, "I am determined to obtain before I get

to Bablock Hythe."

He shook his head determinedly and said my quest was hopeless.

"Sir," said I, "are you acquainted with the Use of Sarum?"

"I have read it," he said, "but I do not remember it well." Then,

indeed, indeed I knew that he was of my own University and of my own

college, and my heart warmed to him as I continued:

"It is in Latin; but, after all, that was the custom of the time."

"Latin," he answered, "was in the Middle Ages a universal tongue."

"Do you know," said I, "that passage which begins 'Illam Pacem----'?"

At this moment the float, which I had almost forgotten but which he

in the course of our speeches had more and more remembered, began to

bob up and down violently, and, if I may so express myself, the

Philosopher in him was suddenly swamped by the Fisherman. He struck

with the zeal and accuracy of a conqueror; he did something

dexterous with his rod, flourished the line and landed a

magnificent--ah! There the whole story fails, for what on earth was

the fish?

Had it been a pike or a trout I could have told it, for I am well

acquainted with both; but this fish was to me as a human being is to

a politician: this fish was to me unknown....

ON A HERMIT WHOM I KNEW

In a valley of the Apennines, a little before it was day, I went

down by the side of a torrent wondering where I should find repose;

for it was now some hours since I had given up all hope of

discovering a place for proper human rest and for the passing of the

night, but at least I hoped to light upon a dry bed of sand under

some overhanging rock, or possibly of pine needles beneath closely

woven trees, where one might get sleep until the rising of the sun.

As I still trudged, half expectant and half careless, a man came up

behind me, walking quickly as do mountain men: for throughout the

world (I cannot tell why) I have noticed that the men of the

mountains walk quickly and in a sprightly manner, arching the foot,

and with a light and general gait as though the hills were waves and

as though they were in thought springing upon the crests of them.

This is true of all mountaineers. They are but few.

This man, I say, came up behind me and asked me whether I were going

towards a certain town of which he gave me the name, but as I had

not so much as heard of this town I told him I knew nothing of it. I

had no map, for there was no good map of that district, and a bad

map is worse than none. I knew the names of no towns except the

large towns on the coast. So I said to him:

"I cannot tell anything about this town, I am not making towards it.

But I desire to reach the sea coast, which I know to be many hours

away, and I had hoped to sleep overnight under some roof or at least

in some cavern, and to start with the early morning; but here I am,

at the end of the night, without repose and wondering whether I can

go on."

He answered me:

"It is four hours to the sea coast, but before you reach it you will

find a lane branching to the right, and if you will go up it (for it

climbs the hill) you will find a hermitage. Now by the time you are

there the hermit will be risen."

"Will he be at his prayers?" said I.

"He says no prayers to my knowledge," said my companion lightly;

"for he is not a hermit of that kind. Hermits are many and prayers

are few. But you will find him bustling about, and he is a very

hospitable man. Now as it so happens that the road to the sea coast

bends here round along the foot of the hills, you will, in his

company, perceive the port below you and the populace and the high

road, and yet you will be saving a good hour in distance of time,

and will have ample rest before reaching your vessel, if it is a

vessel indeed that you intend to take."

When he had said these things I thanked him and gave him a bit of

sausage and went along my way, for as he had walked faster than me

before our meeting and while I was still in the dumps, so now I

walked faster than him, having received good news.

All happened just as he had described. The dawn broke behind me over

the noble but sedate peaks of the Apennines; it first defined the

heights against the growing colours of the sun, it next produced a

general warmth and geniality in the air about me; it last displayed

the downward opening of the valley, and, very far off, a plain that

sloped towards the sea.

Invigorated by the new presence of the day I went forward more

rapidly, and came at last to a place where a sculptured panel made

out of marble, very clever and modern, and representing a mystery,

marked the division between two ways; and I took the lane to my

right as my companion of the night hours had advised me.

For perhaps a mile or a little more the lane rose continually

between rough walls intercepted by high banks of thorn, with here

and there a vineyard, and as it rose one had between the breaches of

the wall glimpses of an ever-growing sea: for, as one rose, the sea

became a broader and a broader belt, and the very distant islands,

which at first had been but little clouds along the horizon, stood

out and became parts of the landscape, and, as it were, framed all

the bay.

Then at last, when I had come to the height of the hill, to where it

turned a corner and ran level along the escarpment of the cliffs

that dominated the sea plain, I saw below me a considerable stretch

of country, between the fall of the ground and the distant shore,

and under the daylight which was now full and clear one could

perceive that all this plain was packed with an intense cultivation,

with houses, happiness and men.

Far off, a little to the northward, lay the mass of a town; and

stretching out into the Mediterranean with a gesture of command and

of desire were the new arms of the harbour.

To see such things filled me with a complete content. I know not

whether it be the effect of long vigil, or whether it be the effect

of contrast between the darkness and the light, but certainly to

come out of a lonely night spent on the mountains, down with the

sunlight into the civilisation of the plain, is, for any man that

cares to undergo the suffering and the consolation, as good as any

experience that life affords. Hardly had I so conceived the view

before me when I became aware, upon my right, of a sort of cavern,

or rather a little and carefully minded shrine, from which a

greeting proceeded.

I turned round and saw there a man of no great age and yet of a

venerable appearance. He was perhaps fifty-five years old, or

possibly a little less, but he had let his grey-white hair grow

longish and his beard was very ample and fine. It was he that had

addressed me. He sat dressed in a long gown in a modern and rather

luxurious chair at a low long table of chestnut wood, on which he

had placed a few books, which I saw were in several languages and

two of them not only in English, but having upon them the mark of an

English circulating library which did business in the great town at

our feet. There was also upon the table a breakfast ready of white

bread and honey, a large brown coffee-pot, two white cups, and some

goat's milk in a bowl of silver. This meal he asked me to share.

"It is my custom," he said, "when I see a traveller coming up my

mountain road to get out a cup and a plate for him, or, if it is

midday, a glass. At evening, however, no one ever comes."

"Why not?" said I.

"Because," he answered, "this lane goes but a few yards further

round the edge of the cliff, and there it ends in a precipice; the

little platform where we are is all but the end of the way. Indeed,

I chose it upon that account, seeing, when I first came here, that

from its height and isolation it was well fitted for my retreat."

I asked him how long ago that was, and he said nearly twenty years.

For all that time, he added, he had lived there, going down into the

plain but once or twice in a season and having for his rare

companions those who brought him food and the peasants on such days

as they toiled up to work at their plots towards the summit; also,

from time to time, a chance traveller like myself. But these, he

said, made but poor companions, for they were usually such as had

missed their way at the turning and arrived at that high place of

his out of breath and angry. I assured him that this was not my

case, for a man had told me in the night how to find his hermitage

and I had come of set purpose to see him. At this he smiled.

We were now seated together at table eating and talking so, when I

asked him whether he had a reputation for sanctity and whether the

people brought him food. He answered with a little hesitation that

he had a reputation, he thought, for necromancy rather than anything

else, and that upon this account it was not always easy to persuade

a messenger to bring him the books in French and English which he

ordered from below, though these were innocent enough, being, as a

rule, novels written by women or academicians, records of travel,

the classics of the Eighteenth Century, or the biographies of aged

statesmen. As for food, the people of the place did indeed bring it

to him, but not, as in an idyll, for courtesy; contrariwise, they

demanded heavy payment, and his chief difficulty was with bread;

for stale bread was intolerable to him. In the matter of religion he

would not say that he had none, but rather that he had several

religions; only at this season of the year, when everything was

fresh, pleasant and entertaining, he did not make use of any of

them, but laid them all aside. As this last saying of his had no

meaning for me I turned to another matter and said to him:

"In any solitude contemplation is the chief business of the soul.

How, then, do you, who say you practise no rites, fill up your

loneliness here?"

In answer to this question he became more animated, spoke with a

sort of laugh in his voice, and seemed as though he were young again

and as though my question had aroused a whole lifetime of good

memories.

"My contemplation," he said, not without large gestures, "is this

wide and prosperous plain below: the great city with its harbour and

ceaseless traffic of ships, the roads, the houses building, the

fields yielding every year to husbandry, the perpetual activities of

men. I watch my kind and I glory in them, too far off to be

disturbed by the friction of individuals, yet near enough to have a

daily companionship in the spectacle of so much life. The mornings,

when they are all at labour, I am inspired by their energy; in the

noons and afternoons I feel a part of their patient and vigorous

endurance; and when the sun broadens near the rim of the sea at

evening, and all work ceases, I am filled with their repose. The

lights along the harbour front in the twilight and on into the

darkness remind me of them when I can no longer see their crowds and

movements, and so does the music which they love to play in their

recreation after the fatigues of the day, and the distant songs

which they sing far into the night.

"I was about thirty years of age, and had seen (in a career of

diplomacy) many places and men; I had a fortune quite insufficient

for a life among my equals. My youth had been, therefore, anxious,

humiliated, and worn when, upon a feverish and unhappy holiday taken

from the capital of this State, I came by accident to the cave and

platform which you see. It was one of those days in which the air

exhales revelation, and I clearly saw that happiness inhabited the

mountain corner. I determined to remain for ever in so rare a

companionship, and from that day she has never abandoned me. For a

little while I kept a touch with the world by purchasing those

newspapers in which I was reported shot by brigands or devoured by

wild beasts, but the amusement soon wearied me, and now I have

forgotten the very names of my companions."

We were silent then until I said: "But some day you will die here

all alone."

"And why not?" he answered calmly. "It will be a nuisance for those

who find me, but I shall be indifferent altogether."

"That is blasphemy," says I.

"So says the priest of St. Anthony," he immediately replied--but

whether as a reproach, an argument, or a mere commentary I could not

discover.

In a little while he advised me to go down to the plain before the

heat should incommode my journey. I left him, therefore, reading a

book of Jane Austen's, and I have never seen him since.

Of the many strange men I have met in my travels he was one of the

most strange and not the least fortunate. Every word I have written

about him is true.

OF AN UNKNOWN COUNTRY

Ten years ago, I think, or perhaps a little less or perhaps a little

more, I came in the Euston Road--that thoroughfare of Empire--upon a

young man a little younger than myself whom I knew, though I did not

know him very well. It was drizzling and the second-hand booksellers

(who are rare in this thoroughfare) were beginning to put out the

waterproof covers over their wares. This disturbed my acquaintance,

because he was engaged upon buying a cheap book that should really

satisfy him.

Now this was difficult, for he had no hobby, and the book which

should satisfy him must be one that should describe or summon up,

or, it is better to say, hint at--or, the theologians would say,

reveal, or the Platonists would say _recall_--the Unknown Country,

which he thought was his very home.

I had known his habit of seeking such books for two years, and had

half wondered at it and half sympathised. It was an appetite partly

satisfied by almost any work that brought to him the vision of a

place in the mind which he had always intensely desired, but to

which, as he had then long guessed, and as he is now quite certain,

no human paths directly lead. He would buy with avidity travels to

the moon and to the planets, from the most worthless to the best. He

loved Utopias and did not disregard even so prosaic a category as

books of real travel, so long as by exaggeration or by a glamour in

the style they gave him a full draught of that drug which he

desired. Whether this satisfaction the young man sought was a

satisfaction in illusion (I have used the word "drug" with

hesitation), or whether it was, as he persistently maintained, the

satisfaction of a memory, or whether it was, as I am often tempted

to think, the satisfaction of a thirst which will ultimately be

quenched in every human soul I cannot tell. Whatever it was, he

sought it with more than the appetite with which a hungry man seeks

food. He sought it with something that was not hunger but passion.

That evening he found a book.

It is well known that men purchase with difficulty second-hand books

upon the stalls, and that in some mysterious way the sellers of

these books are content to provide a kind of library for the poorer

and more eager of the public, and a library admirable in this, that

it is accessible upon every shelf and exposes a man to no control,

except that he must not steal, and even in this it is nothing but

the force of public law that interferes. My friend therefore would

in the natural course of things have dipped into the book and left

it there; but a better luck persuaded him. Whether it was the

beginning of the rain or a sudden loneliness in such terrible

weather and in such a terrible town, compelling him to seek a more

permanent companionship with another mind, or whether it was my

sudden arrival and shame lest his poverty should appear in his

refusing to buy the book--whatever it was, he bought that same. And

since he bought the Book I also have known it and have found in it,

as he did, the most complete expression that I know of the Unknown

Country, of which he was a citizen--oddly a citizen, as I then

thought, wisely as I now conceive.

All that can best be expressed in words should be expressed in

verse, but verse is a slow thing to create; nay, it is not really

created: it is a secretion of the mind, it is a pearl that gathers

round some irritant and slowly expresses the very essence of beauty

and of desire that has lain long, potential and unexpressed, in the

mind of the man who secretes it. God knows that this Unknown Country

has been hit off in verse a hundred times. If I were perfectly sure

of my accents I would quote two lines from the Odyssey in which the

Unknown Country stands out as clear as does a sudden vision from a

mountain ridge when the mist lifts after a long climb and one sees

beneath one an unexpected and glorious land; such a vision as greets

a man when he comes over the Saldeu into the simple and secluded

Republic of the Andorrans. Then, again, the Germans in their idioms

have flashed it out, I am assured, for I remember a woman telling me

that there was a song by Schiller which exactly gave the revelation

of which I speak. In English, thank Heaven, emotion of this kind,

emotion necessary to the life of the soul, is very abundantly

furnished. As, who does not know the lines:

Blessed with that which is not in the word

Of man nor his conception: Blessed Land!

Then there is also the whole group of glimpses which Shakespeare

amused himself by scattering as might a man who had a great oak

chest full of jewels and who now and then, out of kindly fun, poured

out a handful and gave them to his guests. I quote from memory, but

I think certain of the lines run more or less like this:

Look how the dawn in russet mantle clad

Stands on the steep of yon high eastern hill.

And again:

Night's candles are burnt out, and jocund day

Stands tiptoe on the misty mountain tops.

Which moves me to digress.... How on earth did any living man pull

it off as well as that? I remember arguing with a man who very

genuinely thought the talent of Shakespeare was exaggerated in

public opinion, and discovering at the end of a long wrangle that he

was not considering Shakespeare as a poet. But as a poet, then, how

on earth did he manage it?

Keats did it continually, especially in the _Hyperion_. Milton

does it so well in the Fourth Book of _Paradise Lost_ that I

defy any man of a sane understanding to read the whole of that book

before going to bed and not to wake up next morning as though he had

been on a journey. William Morris does it, especially in the verses

about a prayer over the corn; and as for Virgil, the poet Virgil, he

does it continually like a man whose very trade it is. Who does not

remember the swimmer who saw Italy from the top of the wave?

Here also let me digress. How do the poets do it? (I do not mean

where do they get their power, as I was asking just now of

Shakespeare, but how do the words, simple or complex, produce that

effect?) Very often there is not any adjective, sometimes not any

qualification at all: often only one subject with its predicate and

its statement and its object. There is never any detail of

description, but the scene rises, more vivid in colour, more exact

in outline, more wonderful in influence, than anything we can see

with our eyes, except perhaps those things we see in the few moments

of intense emotion which come to us, we know not whence, and expand

out into completion and into manhood.

Catullus does it. He does it so powerfully in the opening lines of

_Vesper adest_ ...

that a man reads the first couplet of that Hymeneal, and immediately

perceives the Apennines.

The nameless translator of the Highland song does it, especially

when he advances that battering line--

And we in dreams behold the Hebrides.

They all do it, bless their hearts, the poets, which leads me back

again to the mournful reflection that it cannot be done in prose....

Little friends, my readers, I wish it could be done in prose, for if

it could, and if I knew how to do it, I would here present to you

that Unknown Country in such a fashion that every landscape which

you should see henceforth would be transformed, by the appearing

through it, the shining and uplifting through it, of the Unknown

Country upon which reposes this tedious and repetitive world.

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