"I never speak much about my relations, because I haven't got many. If I
did have, I suppose I should be telling about how peculiar they take
their tea and coffee, and what they died of, and showing samples of
their clothes and acting like my own immediate family made up life, just
like most folks does. But I haven't got much of any relatives, nor no
ancestors to brag about. 'Nothing for kin but the world,' I always say.
"But back in the middle of June I had got a letter from a cousin, like a
bow from the blue. And the morning I got it, and with it yet unopened in
my hand, Silas Sykes come out from behind the post-office window and
tapped me on the arm.
"'Calliope,' he says, 'we've about made up our minds--the School Board
an' some o' the leadin' citizens has--to appoint a Women's Evenin'
Vigilance Committee, secret. An' we want you an' Mis' Toplady an' Mis'
Sykes should be it.'
"'Vigilance,' I says, thoughtful. 'I recollect missin' on the meanin'
of that word in school. I recollect I called it "viligance" an' said it
meant a 'bus. I donno if I rightly know what it means now, Silas.'
"Silas cleared his throat an' whispered hoarse, in a way he's got:
'Women don't have no call, much for the word,' he says. 'It means when
you sic your notice onto some one thing. We want a committee of you
women should do it.'
"'Notice _what_?' I says, some mystified. 'What the men had ought to be
up to an' ain't?'
"But customers come streaming into the post-office store then, and some
folks for their mail, and Silas set a time a couple o' days later in the
afternoon for Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and me to come down to the
store and talk it over.
"'An' you be here,' says Silas, beatin' it off with his finger. 'It's
somethin' we got to do to protect our own public decency.'
"'_Public_ decency,' I says over, thoughtful, and went out fingerin' my
letter that was in a strange handwriting and that I was dying to read.
"It was a couple of days later that I what-you-might-say finished that
letter, and between times I had it on the clock-shelf and give every
spare minute to making it out. Minerva Beach the letter was from--my
cousin Minnie Beach's girl. Minnie had died awhile before, and Minerva,
her daughter, was on her way West to look for a position, and should she
spend a few days with me? That was what I made out, though I donno how I
done it, for her writing was so big and so up-and-down that every letter
looked like it had on corsets and high heels. I never see such a mess!
It was like picking out a crochet pattern to try to read it.
"I recollect that I was just finishing composing my letter telling her
to come along, and hurrying so's to take it to mail as I went down to
the Vigilance Committee meeting, when the new photographer in town come
to my door, with his horse and buggy tied to the gate. J. Horace Myers
was his name, and he said he was a friend of the Topladys, and he was
staying with them while he made choice art photographs of the whole
section; and he wanted to take a picture of my house. He was a dapper
little man, but awful tired-seeming, so I told him to take the picture
and welcome, and I put the stone dog on the front porch and looped the
parlour curtains over again and started off for the meeting.
"'I'll be up to show you the proofs in a few days,' he says as I was
leaving. He was fixing the black cloth over his head, kind of listless
and patient.
"'Land!' I says, before I knew it, 'don't you get awful sick of takin'
pictures of humbly houses you don't care nothin' about?'
"He peeked out from under the black cloth sort of grateful. 'I do,' he
says, simple,--'sick enough to bust the camera.'
"'Well, I should think you would,' I says hearty; and I went down Daphne
Street with the afternoon kind of feeling tarnished. I was wondering how
on earth folks go on at all that dislikes their work like that. There
was Abe Luck, just fixing the Sykes's eaves-trough--what was there to
_like_ about fixing eaves-troughs and about the whole hardware business?
Jimmy Sturgis coming driving the 'bus, Eppleby Holcomb over there
registering deeds, Mis' Sykes's girl Em'ly washing windows,--what was
there about any of it to _like_ doing? I looked at Mis' Sykes's Em'ly
real pitying, polishing panes outside, when Abe Luck come climbing down
the ladder from the roof; and all of a sudden I see Abe stick his head
through the rungs, and quick as a flash kiss Mis' Sykes's Em'ly.
"'My land!' I started to think, 'Mis' Sykes had ought to discharge--'
and then I just stopped short off, sudden. Her hating windows, and him
hating eaves-troughs, and what else did either of them have? Nothing. I
could sense their lives like I could sense my own--level and even and
_darn_. And all at once I had all I could do to keep from being glad
that Abe Luck had kissed Em'ly. And I walked like lightning to keep back
the feeling.
"Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady was to the post-office store before me. It
was a slack time of day, and Silas set down on a mail-bag and begun
outlining the situation that he meant about.
"'The School Board,' says Silas, important, 'has got some women's work
they want done. It's a thing,' s'he, 'that women can do the best--I mean
it's the girls an' boys, hangin' round evenin's--you know we've all
talked about it. But somebody's got to get after 'em in earnest, an' see
they don't disgrace us with their carryin' on in the streets, evenin's.'
"'Why don't the men do it?' I ask' him, wonderin', 'or is it 'count of
offending some?'
"'No such thing!' says Silas, touchy. 'Where's your delicate feelin's,
Calliope? Women can do these things better than men. This is somethin'
delicate, that had ought to be seen to quiet. It ain't a matter for the
authorities. It's women's work,' says he. 'It's women that's the
mothers--it ain't the men,' says Silas, convincing.
"But still I looked at him, real meditative. 'What started you men off
on that tack at this time?' I ask' him, blunt--because young folks had
been flooding the streets evenings since I could remember, and no
Friendship Village man had ever acted like this about it.
"'Well,' says Silas, 'don't you women tell it out around. But the thing
that's got us desperate is the schoolhouse. The entry to it--they've
used it shameful. Peanut shucks, down-trod popcorn, paper bags, fruit
peelin's--every mornin' the stone to the top o' the steps, under the
archway, is full of 'em. An' last week the Board went up there early
mornin' to do a little tinkerin', an' there set three beer bottles, all
empty. So we've figgered on puttin' some iron gates up to the
schoolhouse entry an' appointin' you women a Vigilance Committee to help
us out.'
"We felt real indignant about the schoolhouse. It stands up a little
slope, and you can see it from 'most anywheres daytimes, and we all felt
kind of an interest--though of course the School Board seemed to own it
special.
"Mis' Toplady looked warm and worried. 'But what is it you want we
should do, Silas?' she ask', some irritable. 'I've got my hands so full
o' my own family it don't seem as if I could vigilance for nobody.'
"'S-h-h, Mis' Toplady. _I_ think it's a great trust,' says Mis' Silas
Sykes.
"'It is a great trust,' says Silas, warm, 'to get these young folks to
stop gallivantin' an' set home where they belong.'
"'How you going to get them to set home, Silas?' I ask', some puzzled.
"'Well,' says Silas, 'that's where they ought to be, ain't it?'
"'Why,' I says thoughtful, 'I donno's they had.'
"'_What?_' says Silas, with horns on the word. 'What say, Calliope?'
"'How much settin' home evenings did you do when you was young, Silas?'
I says.
"'I'd 'a' been a long sight better off if I'd 'a' done more of it,' says
Silas.
"'However that is, you _didn't_ set home,' I says back at him. 'Neither
will young folks set there now, I don't believe.'
"'Well,' says Silas, '_anyhow_, they've got to get off'n the streets.
We've made up our minds to that. They can't set on steps nor in
stairways down town, nor in entries, nor to the schoolhouse. We've got
to look out for public decency.'
"'_Public_ decency,' says I, again. 'They can do what they like, so's
public decency ain't injured, I s'pose, Silas?'
"'No such thing!' shouts Silas. 'Calliope, take shame! Ain't we doin'
our best to start 'em right?'
"'That's what I donno,' I answers him, troubled. 'Driving folks around
don't never seem to me to be a real good start towards nowheres.'
"Mis' Amanda Toplady hitched forward in her chair and spoke for the
first time--ponderous and decided, but real sweet, too. 'What I think is
this,' she says. 'They won't set home, as Calliope says. And when we've
vigilanced 'em off the streets, where are we goin' to vigilance 'em
_to_?'
"'That ain't our lookout,' says Silas.
"'Ain't it?' says Mis' Toplady. '_Ain't it?_' She set thinking for a
minute and then her face smoothed. 'Anyhow,' she says, comfortable, 'us
ladies'll vigilance awhile. It ain't clear in my mind yet what to do.
But we'll do it, I guess.'
"We made up that we three should come down town one night that week and
look around and see what we see. We all knew--every woman in Friendship
Village knew--how evenings, the streets was full of young folks, loud
talking and loud laughing and carrying on. We'd all said to each other,
helpless, that we _wisht_ something could be done, but that was as far
as anybody'd got. So we made it up that we three should be down town in
a night or two, so's to get our ideas started, and Silas was to have
Timothy Toplady and Eppleby Holcomb, that's on the School Board, down to
the store so we could all talk it over together afterwards. But still I
guess we all felt sort of vague as to what we was to drive _at_.
"'It seems like Silas wanted us to unwind a ball o' string from the
middle out,' says Mis' Toplady, uneasy, when we'd left the store.
"A few days after that Minerva come. I went down to the depot to meet
her, and I would of reco'nized her anywheres, she looked so much like
her handwriting. She was dressed sort of tawdry swell. She had on a good
deal. But out from under her big hat with its cheap plume that was goin'
to shed itself all over the house, I see her face was little and young
and some pretty and excited. Excited about life and new things and
moving around. I liked her right off. 'Land!' thinks I, 'you'll try me
to death. But, you poor, nice little thing, you can if you want to.'
"I took her home to supper. She talked along natural enough, and seemed
to like everything she et, and then she wiped the dishes for me, and
looked at herself in the clock looking-glass all the while she was doing
it. Then, when I'd put out the milk bottles, we locked up the back part
of the house and went and set in the parlour.
"I'd always thought pretty well of my parlour. It hasn't anything but a
plush four-piece set and an ingrain and Nottinghams, but it's the
_parlour_, and I'd liked it. But when we'd been setting there a little
while, and I'd asked her about everybody, and showed her their pictures
in the album, all of a sudden it seemed as if they wasn't anything to
_do_ in the parlour. Setting there and talking was nice, but I missed
something. And I thought of this first when Minerva got up and walked
kind of aimless to the window.
"'How big is Friendship Village?' she ask'.
"I told her, real proud.
"'They can't be a great deal goin' on here, is they?' she says.
"'Land, yes!' I says. 'We're so busy we're nearly dead. Ladies' Aid,
Ladies' Missionary, Cemetery Improvement Sodality, the rummage sale
coming on, the bazaar, and I donno what all.'
"'Oh,' she says, vague. 'Well--is they many young people?'
"And when I'd told her, 'Quite a few,' she didn't say anything more--but
just stood looking down the street. And pretty soon I says, 'Land! the
parlour's kind o' stuffy to-night. Let's go out in the yard.' And when
we'd walked around out there a minute, smelling in my pinks, I thought,
'Land! it's kind o' dreary doin' this,' an' I says to her all of a
sudden, 'Let's go in the house and make some candy.'
"'Oh, _let's_,' she says, like a little girl.
"We went back in and lit the kitchen fire, and made butter-scotch--she
done it, being real handy at it. She livened up and flew around and
joked some, and the kitchen looked nice and messy and _used_, and we had
a real good time. And right in the midst of it there come a rap at the
side door and there stood the dapper, tired-looking little photograph
man, J. Horace Myers, seeming as discouraged as he could.
"We spread out the proofs of the pictures of my house and spent some
time deciding. And while we was deciding, he showed us some more
pictures that he'd made of the town, and talked a little about them. He
was a real pleasant, soft-spoken man, and he knew how to laugh and when
to do it. He see the funny in things--he see that the post-office looked
like a rabbit with its ears up; he see that the engine-house looked like
it was lifting its eyebrows; and he see the pretty in things, too--he
showed us a view or two he'd took around Friendship Village just for the
fun of it. One was Daphne Street, by the turn, and he says: 'It looks
like a deep tunnel, don't it? An' like you wanted to go down it?' He was
a wonderful nice, neutral little man, and I enjoyed looking at his
pictures.
"But Minerva--I couldn't help watching her. She wasn't so interested in
the pictures, and she wasn't so quick at seeing the funny in things, nor
the pretty, either; but even the candy making hadn't livened her up the
way that little talking done. She acted real easy and told some little
jokes; and when the candy was cool, she passed him some; and I thought
it was all right to do. And he sort of spruced up and took notice and
quit being so down-in-the-mouth. And I thought, 'Land! ain't it funny
how just being together makes human beings, be they agent or be they
cousin, more themselves than they was before!'
"Her liking company made me all the more sorry to leave Minerva alone
that next evening, that was the night Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and I
was due to a tableau of our own in the post-office store. It was the
night when the Vigilance Committee was to have its first real meeting
with the School Board. But I lit the lamp for Minerva in the parlour,
and give her the day's paper, and she had her sewing, and when Mis'
Toplady and Mis' Sykes come for me, I went off and left her setting by
the table. My parlour had been swept that day, and it was real tidy and
quiet and lamp-lit; and yet when Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and I
stepped out into the night, all smelling of pinks and a new moon
happening, and us going on that mission we wasn't none of us sure what
it was, the dark and the excitement sort of picked me up and I felt like
I never felt in my parlour in my life--all kind of young and free and
springy.
"'Let's us walk right down through town first,' says Mis' Toplady.
'That's where the young folks gets to, seems though.'
"'Well-a, I don't see the necessity of that,' says Mis' Sykes. 'We've
all three done that again and again. We know how it is down there
evenings.'
"'But,' says Mis' Toplady, in her nice, stubborn way, 'let's us, anyway.
I know, when I walk through town nights, I'm 'most always hurrying to
get my yeast before the store shuts, an' I never half look around.
To-night let's _look_.'
"Well, we looked. Along by the library windows in some low stone ledges.
In front of a store or two they was some more. Around the corner was a
place where they was some new tombstones piled up, waiting for their
folks. And half a block down was the canal bridge. And ledges and bridge
and tombstones and streets was alive with girls and boys--little young
things, the girls with their heads tied in bright veils and pretty
ribbons on them, and their laughs just shrilling and thrilling with the
sheer fun of _hanging around_ on a spring night.
"'Land!' says Mis' Sykes, '_what_ is their mothers thinkin' of?'
"But something else was coming home to me.
"'I dunno,' I says, kind of scairt at the way I felt, 'if I had the
invite, this spring night, all pinks and new moons, I donno but I'd go
and hang over a tombstone with 'em!'
"'Calliope!' says Mis' Sykes, sharp. But Mis' Toplady, she kind of
chuckled. And the crowd jostled us--more young folks, talking and
laughing and calling each other by nicknames, and we didn't say no more
till we got up in the next block.
"There's a vacant store there up towards the wagon shop, and a house or
two, and that's where the open stairways was that Silas meant about.
Everything had been shut up at six o'clock, and there, sure as the
world, 'most every set of steps and every stairway had its couple,
sitting and laughing and talking, like the place was differ'nt sofas in
a big drawing-room, or rocks on a seashore, or like that.
"'Mercy!' says Mis' Sykes. 'Such goin'-ons! Such bringin'-ups!'
"Just then I recollect I heard a girl laugh out, pretty and pleased, and
I thought I recognized Mis' Sykes's Em'ly's voice, and I thought I knew
Abe Luck's answering--but I never said a word to Mis' Sykes, because I
betted she wouldn't get a step farther than discharging Em'ly, and I was
after more steps than that. And besides, same minute, I got the scent of
the Bouncing Bet growing by the wagon shop; and right out of thin air,
and acrost more years than I like to talk about, come the quick little
feeling that made me know the fun, the sheer _fun_, that Em'ly thought
she was having and that she had the right to.
"'Oh, well, whoever it is, maybe they're engaged,' says Mis' Toplady,
soothin'.
"'Oh, but the bad taste!' says Mis' Sykes, shuddering. Mis' Sykes is a
good cook and a good enough mother, and a fair-to-middling housekeeper,
but she looks hard on the fringes and the borders of this life, and to
her 'good taste' is both of them.
"They wasn't nobody on the wagon shop steps, for a wonder, and we set
down there for a minute to talk it over. And while Mis' Toplady and Mis'
Sykes was having it out between them, I set there a-thinking. And all of
a sudden the night sort of stretched out and up, and I almost felt us
little humans crawling around on the bottom of it. And one little bunch
of us was Friendship Village, and in Friendship Village some of us was
young. I kind of saw the whole throng of them--the _young_ humans that
would some day be the village. There they was, bottled up in school all
day, or else boxed in a store or a factory or somebody's kitchen, and
when night come, and summer come, and the moon come--land, land! they
_wanted_ something, all of them, and they didn't know what they wanted.
"And what had they got? There was the streets stretching out in every
direction, each house with its parlour--four-piece plush set, mebbe, and
ingrain and Nottinghams, and mebbe not even that, and mebbe the rest of
the family flooding the room, anyway. And what was the parlour, even
with somebody to set and talk to them--what was the parlour, compared to
the _magic_ they was craving and couldn't name? The feeling young and
free and springy, and the wanting somehow to express it? Something to
do, somewheres to go, something to see, somebody to be with and laugh
with--no wonder they swept out into the dark in numbers, no wonder they
took the night as they could find it. They didn't have no hotel piazza
of their own, no boat-rides, no seashore, no fine parties, no
automobiles--no nothing but the big, exciting dark that belongs to us
all together. No wonder they took it for their own.
"Why, Friendship Village was no more than a great big ball-room with
these young folks leaving the main floor and setting in the alcoves, to
unseen music. If the alcoves had been all palms and expense and
dressed-up chaperons on the edges, everything would of seemed right. As
it was, it was all a danger that made my heart ache for them, and for us
all. And yet it come from their same longing for fun, for joy--and
where was they to get it?
"'Oh, ladies!' I says, out of the fulness of the lump in my throat, 'if
only we had some place to invite 'em to!'
"'They wouldn't come if we had,' says Mis' Sykes, final.
"'Not come!' I says. 'With candy making and pictures and music and mebbe
dancin'? Not come!'
"'Dancin'!' says Mis' Toplady, low. 'Oh, Calliope, I donno as I'd go
that far.'
"'We've went farther than that long ago,' I says, reckless. 'We've went
so far that the dangers of dancin' would be safe beside the dangers of
what is.'
"'But we ain't responsible for that,' says Mis' Sykes.
"'Ain't we--_ain't we?_' I says, like Mis' Toplady had. 'Mis' Sykes, how
much does Silas rent the post-office hall for, a night?'
"'Ten dollars, if he makes something; and five dollars at cost,' she
says.
"'That's it,' I says, groaning. 'We never could afford that, even to ask
them in once a week. Oh, we'd ought to have some place open every night
for them, and us ladies take turns doing the refreshments; but they
ain't no place in town that belongs to young folks--'
"And all of a sudden I stopped, like an idee had took me from all four
sides of my head at once.
"'Why, ladies,' I says, 'look at the schoolhouse, doing nothing every
night out of the year and _built_ for the young folks!'
"'Oh, well,' says Mis' Sykes, superior, 'you know the Board'd never
allow 'em to use the schoolhouse _that_ way. The Board wouldn't think of
it!'
"'_Whose_ Board?' says I, stern. 'Ain't they our Board? Yours and mine
and Friendship Village's? Come on--come on and put it to 'em,' I says,
kind o' wild.
"I was climbing down the steps while I spoke. And we all went down, me
talking on, and Mis' Toplady catching fire on the minute, an' Mis' Sykes
holding out like she does unless so be she's thought of an idea herself.
But oh, Mis' Toplady, she's differ'nt.
"'Goodness alive!' she said, 'why ain't some of us thought o' that
before? Ain't it the funniest thing, the way folks can have a way out
right under their noses, an' not sense it?'
"I had never had a new-born notion come into my head so ready-made. I
could hardly talk it fast enough, and Mis' Toplady same way, and we
hurried back to the post-office store, Mis' Sykes not convinced but
keeping still because us two talked it so hard.
"Silas and Timothy and Eppleby Holcomb was setting in the back part of
the post-office store waiting for us, and Mis' Toplady and I hurried
right up to them.
"'You tell, Calliope,' says Mis' Toplady. 'It's your idee.'
"But first we both told, even Mis' Sykes joining in, shocked, about the
doorway carryin' ons and all the rest. 'Land, land!' Mis' Toplady says,
'I never had a little girl. I lost my little girl baby when she was
eleven months. But I ain't never felt so like _shieldin'_ her from
somethin' as I feel to-night.'
"'It's awful, awful!' says Timothy Toplady, decided. 'We've just got to
get some law goin', that's all.'
"Silas agreed, scowling judicial. 'We been talkin' curfew,' he says. 'I
donno but we'll hev to get the curfew on 'em.'
"'Curfew!' says I. 'So you're thinking of curfewin' 'em off the streets.
Will you tell me, Silas Sykes, where you're going to curfew 'em _to_?'
"'Yes,' says Mis' Toplady, 'that's what I meant about vigilancin' 'em
off somewheres. _Where to?_ What say, Silas?'
"'That ain't our concern, woman!' shouts Silas, exasperated by us
harping on the one string. 'Them young folks has all got one or more
parents. Leave 'em use 'em.'
"'Yes, indeed,' says Mis' Sykes, nodding once, with her eyes shut brief.
'An' young people had ought to be encouraged to do evening studyin'.'
"Mis' Toplady jerked her head sideways. 'Evenin' fiddlestick!' she
snaps, direct. 'If you've got a young bone left in your body, Mis'
Sykes,' says she, 'you know you're talkin' nonsense.'
"'Ain't you no idees about how well-bred young ladies should conduct
themselves?' says Mis' Sykes, in her most society way.
"'I donno so much about well-bred young ladies,' says Mis' Toplady,
frank. 'I was thinkin' about just girls. Human girls. An' boys the
same.'
"'Me, too,' I says, fervent.
"'What you goin' to _do_?' says Silas, spreading out his hands stiff and
bowing his knees. 'What's your idee? You've got to have a workin' idee
for this thing, same as the curfew is.'
"'Oh, Silas,' I says then, 'that's what we've got--that's what we've
got. Them poor young things wants a good time--same as you and all of
us did, and same as we do yet. Why not give 'em a place to meet and be
together, normal and nice, and some of us there to make it pleasant for
'em?'
"'Heh!' says Silas. 'You talk like a dook. Where you goin' to _get_ a
place for 'em? Hire the opery-house, air ye?'
"'No, sir,' I says to him. 'Give 'em the place that's theirs. Give 'em
the schoolhouse, open evenings, an' all lit up an' music an' things
doin'.'
"'My Lord heavens!' says Silas, that's an elder in the church and ain't
no more control of his tongue than a hen. 'Air you crazy, Calliope
Marsh? Plump, stark, starin' ravin'--why, woman alive, who's goin' to
donate the light an' the coal? _You?_'
"'I thought mebbe the building and the School Board, too, was _for_ the
good o' the young folks,' I says to him, sharp.
"'So it is,' says Silas, 'it's for their _good_. It ain't for their
foolishness. Can't you see daylight, Calliope?'
"'Is arithmetic good an' morals _not_, Silas Sykes?' I says.
"Then Timothy Toplady let loose: 'A school-buildin', Calliope',
s'he,--'why, it's a dignified place. They must respect it, same as they
would a church. Could you learn youngsters the Constitution of the
United States in a room where they'd just been cookin' up cough drops
an' hearin' dance tunes?'
"'Well,' says I, calm, 'if you can't, I'd leave the Constitution of the
United States _go_. If it's that delicate,' I says back at him, 'gimme
the cough drops.'
"'You're talkin' treason,' says Silas, hoarse.
"Timothy groans. '_Dancin!_' he says. 'Amanda,' he says, 'I hope you
ain't sunk so low as Calliope?'
"Mis' Toplady wavered a little. She's kind of down on dancing herself.
'Well,' she says, 'anyhow, I'd fling some place open and invite 'em in
for _somethin'_.'
"'_I_ ain't for this, Silas,' says Mis' Sykes, righteous. '_I_ believe
the law is the law, and we'd best use it. Nothin' we can do is as good
as enforcin' the dignity of the law.'
"'Oh, _rot_!' says Eppleby Holcomb, abrupt. Eppleby hadn't been saying a
word. But he looked up from the wood-box where he was setting, and he
wrinkled up his eyes at the corners the way he does--it wasn't a real
elegant word he picked, but I loved Eppleby for that 'rot.' 'Asking your
pardon, Mis' Sykes,' he says, 'I ain't got so much confidence in
enforcin' the law as I've got in edgin' round an' edgin' round
accordin' to your cloth--an' your pattern. An' your pattern.'
"'Lord heavens!' says Silas, looking glassy, 'if this was Roosia, you
an' Calliope'd both be hoofin' it hot-foot for Siberia.'
"Well, it was like arguing with two trees. They wasn't no use talking to
either Silas or Timothy. I forget who said what last, but the meeting
broke up, after a little, some strained, and we hadn't decided on
anything. Us ladies had vigilanced one night to about as much purpose as
mosquitoes humming. And I said good night to them and went on up street,
wondering why God lets a beautiful, burning plan come waving its wings
in your head and your heart if he don't intend you to make a way for
yourself to use it.
"Then, by the big evergreens a block or so from my house, I heard
somebody laugh--a little, low, nice, soft, sort of foolish laugh, a
woman's laugh, and a man's voice joined in with it, pleasant and sort of
singing. I was right onto them before they see me.
"'I thought it was a lonesome town,' says somebody, 'but I guess it
ain't.'
"And there, beside of me, sitting on the rail fence under the
evergreens, was Minerva Beach, my own cousin, and the little, tired
photograph-taking man. I had just bare time to catch my breath and to
sense where the minute really belonged--that's always a good thing to
do, ain't it?--and then I says, cool as you please:
"'Hello, Minerva! My! ain't the night grand? I don't wonder you couldn't
stay in the house. How do, Mr. Myers? I was just remembering my
lemon-pie that won't be good if it sets till to-morrow. Come on in and
let's have it, and make a little lemonade.'
"Ordinarily, I think it's next door to immoral to eat lemon-pie in the
evening; but I had to think quick, and it was the only thing like a
party that I had in the butt'ry. Anyhow, I was planning bigger morals
than ordinary, too.
"Well, sir, I'd been sure before, but that made me certain sure. There
had been my parlour and my porch, and them two young people was welcome
to them both; but they wanted to go somewheres, natural as a bird
wanting to fly or a lamb to caper. And there I'd been living in
Friendship Village for sixty years or so, and I'd reco'nized the laws of
housekeeping and debt paying and grave digging and digestion, and I'd
never once thought of this, that's as big as them all.
"Ain't it nice the way God has balanced towns! He never puts in a Silas
Sykes that he don't drop in an Eppleby Holcomb somewheres to undo what
the Silases does. It wasn't much after six o'clock the next morning, and
I was out after kindling, when they come a shadow in the shed door, and
there was Eppleby. He had a big key in his hand.
"'I'm a-goin' to the City, Calliope,' says he. 'Silas an' Timothy an' I
are a-goin' up to the City on the Dick Dasher' (that's our daily
accommodation train, named for the engineer). 'Silas and Timothy is set
on buying the iron gates for the schoolhouse entry, an' I'm goin' along.
He put the key in my hand, meditative. 'We won't be back till the ten
o'clock Through,' he says, 'an' I didn't know but you might want to get
in the schoolhouse for somethin' to-night--you an' Mis' Toplady.'
"I must of stood staring at him, but he never changed expression.
"'The key had ought to be left with some one, you know,' he says. 'I'm
leavin' it with you. You go ahead. I'll go snooks on the blame. Looks
like it was goin' to be another nice day, don't it?' he says, casual,
and went off down the path.
"For a minute I just stood there, staring down at the key in my hand.
And then, 'Eppleby,' I sings after him, 'oh, Eppleby,' I says, 'I feel
just like I was going to _crow_!'
"I don't s'pose I hesitated above a minute. That is, my head may have
hesitated some, like your head will, but my heart went right on ahead. I
left my breakfast dishes standing--a thing I do for the very few--and I
went straight for Mis' Toplady. And she whips off her big apron and left
_her_ dishes standing, an' off we went to the half a dozen that we knew
we could depend on--Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery, Mis'
Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, that's going to
be married again and has got real human towards other folks, like she
wasn't in her mourning grief--we told 'em the whole thing. And we one
and all got together and we see that here was something that could be
done, right there and then, so be we was willing to make the effort, big
enough and unafraid.
"When I remember back, that day is all of a whirl to me. We got the
notice in the daily paper bold as a lion, that there would be a party to
the schoolhouse that night, free to everybody. We posted the notice
everywheres, and sent it out around by word of mouth. And when we'd gone
too far to go back, we walked in on Mis' Sykes--all but Abagail, that
had pitched in to making the cakes--and we told her what we'd done, so
she shouldn't have any of the blame.
"She took it calm, not because calm is Christian, I bet, but because
calm is grand lady.
"'It's what I always said,' says she, 'would be the way, if the women
run things.'
"'Women don't run things,' says Mis' Toplady, placid, 'an' I hope to the
land they never will. But I believe the time'll come when men an'
women'll run 'em together, like the Lord meant, an' when women can see
that they're mothers to all men an' not just to their little two-by-four
families.'
"'My duty to men is in my own home,' says Mis' Sykes, regal.
"'So is mine,' says Mis' Toplady, 'for a beginning. But it don't stop in
my wood box nor my clothes-basket nor yet in my mixin'-bowl.'
"We went off and left her--it's almost impossible to federate Mis' Sykes
into anything. And we went up to the building and made our preparations.
And then we laid low for the evening, to see what it would bring.
"I was putting on my hat that night in front of the hall-tree
looking-glass when J. Horace Myers come up on the front porch to call
for Minerva. He was all dressed up, and she come downstairs in a little
white dimity she had, trimmed with lace that didn't cost much of
anything, and looking like a picture. They sat down on the porch for a
little, and I heard them talking while I was hunting one o' my gloves.
"'Ain't it the dandiest night!' says J. Horace Myers.
"'Ain't it!' says Minerva. 'I should say. My! I'm glad I come to this
town!'
"'I'm awful glad you did, too,' says J. Horace. 'I thought first it was
awful lonesome here, but I guess--'
"'They're goin' to have music to-night,' says Minerva, irrelevant.
"'Cricky!' says the little photograph man.
"Minerva had her arm around a porch post and she sort of swung back and
forth careless, and--'My!' she said, 'I just do love to go. Have you
ever travelled anywheres?'
"'Texas an' through there,' he says. 'I'm goin' again some day, when--'
"'I'm goin' West now,' says Minerva. 'I just can't stand it long in one
place, unless,' she added, 'it's _awful_ nice.'
"I'd found my glove, but I recollect I stood still, staring out the
door. I see it like I never see it before--_They was living_. Them two
young things out there on my porch, and all the young folks of
Friendship Village, they was just living--trying to find a future and a
life of their own. They didn't know it. They thought what they wanted
was a good time, like the pioneers thought they wanted adventure. But
here they were, young pioneers of new villages, flocking together
wherever they could, seeking each other out, just living. And us that
knew, us that had had life, too, or else had missed it, we was just
letting them live, haphazard. And us that had ought to of been mothers
to the town young, no less than to our own young, had been leaving them
live alone, on the streets and stairways and school entries of
Friendship Village.
"I know I fair run along the street to the schoolhouse. It seemed as if
I couldn't get there quick enough to begin the new way.
"The schoolhouse was lit up from cellar to garret and it looked sort of
different and surprised at itself, and like it was sticking its head up.
Maybe it sounds funny, but it sort of seemed to me the old brick
building looked _conscious_, and like it had just opened its eyes and
turned its face to something. Inside, the music was tuning up, the desks
that was only part screwed down had been moved back; in one of the
recitation-rooms we'd got the gas plates for the candy making, and
Abagail was in there stirring up lemonade in a big crock, and the other
ladies, with white aprons on, was bustling round seeing to cutting the
cakes.
"It wasn't a good seven-thirty before they begun coming in, the girls
nipping in pretty dresses, the boys awkward and grinning, school-girls,
shop-girls, Mis' Sykes's Em'ly an' Abe Luck and everybody--they come
from all directions that night, I guess, just to see what it was like.
"And when they got set down, I realized for the first time that the law
and some of the prophets of time to come hung on what kind of a time
they had that first night.
"While I was thinking that, the music struck into a tune, hurry-up time,
and before anybody could think it, there they were on their feet, one
couple after another. And when the lilty sound of the dance and the
sliding of feet got to going, like magic and as if they had dropped out
of the walls, in come them that had been waiting around outside to see
what we was really going to do. They come in, and they joined in and in
five minutes the floor was full of them. And after being boxed in the
house all day, or bottled in shops or polishing windows or mending
eaves-troughs or taking photographs of humbly houses or doing I donno
what-all that they didn't like, here they were, come after their good
time and having it--_and having it_.
"Mis' Toplady was peeking through a crack in the recitation-room door.
"'_Dancin'!_' she says, with a little groan. 'I donno what my
conscience'll say to me about this when it gets me alone.'
"'Well,' says Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, seeing to the frosting
on the ends of her fingers, 'I feel like they'd been pipin' to me for
years an' I'd never let 'em dance. An' now they're dancin' up here safe
an' light an' with us. An' I'm glad of it, to my marrow.'
"'I know,' says Mis' Toplady, wiping her eyes. 'I donno but _my_ marrow
might get use' to it.'
"Long about ten o'clock, when we'd passed the refreshments and everybody
had carried their own plates back and was taking the candy out of the
tins, I nudged Mis' Toplady and we slipped out into the schoolhouse
entry and set down on the steps. We'd just heard the Through whistle,
and we knew the School Board Iron Gate Committee was on it, and that
they must of seen the schoolhouse lit from 'way acrost the marsh.
Besides, I was counting on Eppleby to march them straight up there.
"And so he done. Almost before I knew it they stepped out onto us,
setting there in the starlight. I stood up and faced them, not from
being brave, but from intending to jump _first_.
"'Silas and Timothy,' I says, 'what's done is done, but the consequences
ain't. The Women's Evening Vigilance Committee that you appointed
yourself has tried this thing, and now it's for us all to judge if it
works.'
"'Heh!' says Silas, showing his teeth. 'Hed a little party, did you?
Thought you'd get up a little party an' charge it to the Board, did you?
Be su'prised, won't you, when you women get a bill for rent an' light
for this night's performance?'
"'Real surprised,' I says, dry.
"'Amanda,' pipes up Timothy, 'air you a fool party to this fool doin's?'
"'Oh, shucks!' says Mis' Toplady, tired. 'I been doin' too real things
to row, Timothy.'
"'Nev' mind,' says Silas, pacific. 'When the new iron gates gets here
for this here entry, we won't have no more such doin's as this. They're
ordered,' says Silas, like a bombshell, 'to keep out the hoodlums.'
"Then Eppleby, that had been peeking through the schoolhouse window,
whirled around.
"'Yes,' says he. 'Let's put up the gates to keep out the hoodlums. But
what you going to do for the girls and boys of Friendship Village that
ain't hoodlums? What you goin' to do for them? I want to tell you that I
knew all about what was goin' on here to-night, and I give over the
schoolhouse key myself. And now you look down there.'
"It was Friendship Village he pointed to, laying all around the
schoolhouse slope, little lights shining for homes. And Eppleby went on
before Silas and Timothy could get the breath to reply:--
"'The town's nothin' but _roots_, is it?' Eppleby says. 'Roots, sendin'
up green shoots to the top o' this hill to be trained up here into some
kind of shape to meet life. What you doin' to 'em? Buildin' 'em a great,
expensive schoolhouse that they use a few hours a day, part o' the year,
an' the rest of the time it might as well be a hole in the ground for
all the good it does anybody. An' here's the young folks, that you built
it _for_ chasin' the streets to let off the mere flesh-an'-blood energy
the Lord has give to 'em. Put up your iron gates if you want to, but
don't put 'em up till the evenin's over an' till there's been some sort
o' doin's here like this to give 'em what's their right. Put up your
iron gates, but shame on the schoolhouse that puts 'em up an' stops
there! Open the buildin' in the name of public decency, but in the name
of public decency, don't shut it up!'
"Timothy was starting to wave his arms when Mis' Toplady stood up,
quiet, on the bottom step.
"'Timothy,' she says, 'thirty-five years ago this winter you an' I was
keepin' company. Do you remember how we done it? Do you remember singin'
school? Do you remember spellin' school? Did our straw ridin' an' sleigh
ridin' to the Caledonia district schoolhouse for our fun ever hurt the
schoolhouse, or do you s'pose we ever learnt any the less in it? Well, I
remember; an' we both remember; an' answer me this: Do you s'pose them
young things in there is any differ'nt than we was? An' what's the sin
an' the crime of what they're doin' now? Look at 'em!'
"She pushed open the door. But just while we was looking, the music
struck up the 'Home Sweet Home' waltz, and they all melted into dancing,
the ladies in white aprons standing by the recitation-room doors looking
on.
"'_Dancin'!_' says Timothy, shuddering--but looking, too.
"'Yes,' says Amanda, brave as you please, 'ain't it pretty? Lots
prettier than chasin' up an' down Daphne Street. What say, Timothy?'
"Eppleby give Silas a little nudge. 'Le's give it a trial,' he says.
'This is the Vigilance Committee's idee. Le's give it a trial.'
"Silas stood bitin' the tail of his beard. 'Go on to destruction if you
want to!' he says. 'I wash my hands of you!'
"'So do I,' says Timothy, echoish, 'wash mine.'
"Eppleby took them both by the shoulders. 'Well, then, go on inside a
minute,' he says to 'em. 'Don't let's leave 'em all think we got stole a
march on by the women!'
"And though it was that argument that made them both let Eppleby push
them inside, still, when the door shut behind them, I knew there wasn't
anything more to worry over. But me--I waited out there in the entry
till the waltz was through. And it was kind of like the village down
there to the foot of the hill was listening, quiet, to great councils.
X
"Up to Proudfit House the conservatory wasn't set aside from everyday
living for just a place to be walked through and looked at and left
behind for something better. It was a glass regular room, full of green,
but not so full that it left you out of account. Willow chairs and a
family of books and open windows into the other rooms made the
conservatory all of a piece with the house, and at one end the tile was
let go up in a big You-and-me looking fireplace, like a sort of shrine
for fire, I use' to think, in the middle of a temple to flowers, and
like both belonged to the household.
"On the day of the evening company at Proudfit House Robin was sitting
with a book in this room. I'd gone up that day to do what I could to
help out, and to see to Christopher some. Him I'd put to taking his nap
quite awhile before, and I was fussing with the plants like I love to
do--it seems as if while I pick off dead leaves and give the roots a
drink I was kind of doing their thinking for them. When I heard Alex
Proudfit coming acrost the library, I started to go, but Robin says to
me, 'Don't go, Miss Marsh,' she says, 'stay here and do what you're
doing--if you don't mind.'
"'Land,' thinks I, turning back to the ferns, 'never tell me that young
ladies are getting more up-to-date in love than they use' to be. My day,
she would of liked that they should be alone, so be she could manage it
without seeming to.'
"I donno but I'm foolish, but it always seems to me that a minute like
that had ought to catch fire and leap up, like a time by itself. In all
the relationships of men and women, it seems like no little commonplace
time is so vital as the minute when the man comes into a room where a
woman is a-waiting for him. There is about it something of time to be
when he'll come, not to gloat over his day's kill, or to forget his
day's care, but to talk with her about their day of hardy work. Habitual
arriving in a room again and again for ever can never quite take off,
seems though, the edge of that coming back to where she is.... But
somehow, that day, Alex Proudfit must have stepped through the door
before the minute had quite caught fire, and Robin merely smiled up at
him, calm and idle, from her low chair as he come to a chair beside her.
"'Tea, Robin Redbreast,' says he, 'is going to be here in a minute, with
magnificent macaroons. But I think that you and I will have it by
ourselves. Everybody is either asleep or pretending. I'm glad,' he tells
her, 'you're the sort that can do things in the evening without resting
up for from nine to ten hours preceding.'
"'I'm resting now,' Robin said; 'this is quite heavenly--this green
room.'
"He looked at her, eager. 'Do you like it?' he asked. 'I mean the
room--the house?'
"'Enormously,' she told him. 'How could I help it?'
"'I wanted you to like it,' he says. 'We shall not be here much, you
know, but we shall be here sometimes, and I'm glad if you feel the
feeling of home, even with all these people about. It's all going very
decently for to-night, thanks to Mrs. Emmons. Not a soul that we really
wanted has failed us.'
"'Except Mr. Insley,' Robin says.
"'Except Insley,' Alex concedes, 'and I own I can't make him out. Not
because he didn't come here. But because he seems so enthusiastic about
throwing his life away. Very likely,' he goes on, placid, 'he didn't
come simply because he wanted to come. Those people get some sort of
mediæval renunciation mania, I believe. Robin,' he went on, 'where do
you think you would like to live? Not to settle down, you know, but for
the Eternal Place To Come Back To?'
"'To come back to?' Robin repeated.
"'The twentieth century home is merely that, you know,' Alex explained.
'We're just beginning to solve the home problem. We've tried to make
home mean one place, and then we were either always wanting to get away
for a while, or else we stayed dreadfully put, which was worse. But I
think now we begin to see the truth: Home is nowhere. Rather, it is
everywhere. The thing to do is to live for two months, three months, in
a place, and to get back to each place at not too long intervals. Home
is where you like to be for the first two weeks. When that wears off,
it's home no more. Then home is some other place where you think you'd
like to be. We are becoming nomadic again--only this time we own the
world instead of being at its feet for a bare living. You and I, Robin
Redbreast, are going to be citizens of the whole world.'
"Robin looked over at him, reflective. And it seemed to me as if the
whole race of women that have always liked one place to get in and be in
and stay in spoke from her to Alex.
"'But I've always had a little garden,' she says.
"'A little what?' Alex asks, blank.
"'Why, a garden,' she explains, 'to plant from year to year so that I
know where things are going to come up.'
"She was laughing, but I knew she meant what she said, too.
"'My word,' Alex says, 'why, every place we take shall have a garden and
somebody to grub about in it. Won't those and the conservatories do
you?'
"'I like to get out and stick my hands in the spring-smelly ground,' she
explains, 'and to remember where my bulbs are.'
"'But I've no objection to bulbs,' Alex says. 'None in the world. We'll
plant the bulbs and take a run round the world and come back to see them
bloom. No?'
"'And not watch them come up?' Robin says, so serious that they both
laughed.
"'We want more than a garden can give,' Alex says then, indulgent. 'We
want what the whole world can give.'
"She nodded. 'And what we can give back?' she says.
"He leaned toward her, touched along her hair.
"'My dear,' he said, 'we've got two of us to make the most of we can in
this life: that's you and I. The world has got to teach us a number of
things. Don't, in heaven's name, let's be trying to teach the wise old
world.'
"He leaned toward her and, elbow on his knee, he set looking at her. But
she was looking a little by him, into the green of the room, and I guess
past that, into the green of all outdoors. I got up and slipped out,
without their noticing me, and I went through the house with one fact
bulging out of the air and occupying my brain. And it was that sitting
there beside him, with him owning her future like he owned his own,
Robin's world was as different from Alex's as the world is from the
Proudfits' conservatory.
"I went up to Chris, in the pretty, pinky room next to Robin's and found
him sitting up in bed and pulling the ties out of the down comforter, as
hard as he could. I just stood still and looked at him, thinking how
eating and drinking and creating and destroying seems to be the native
instincts of everybody born. Destroying, as I look at it, was the weapon
God give us so that we could eat and drink and create the world in
peace, but we got some mixed up during getting born and we got to
believing that destruction was a part of the process.
"'Chris,' I says, 'what you pulling out?'
"'I donno those names of those,' he says. 'I call 'em little pulls.'
"'What are they for?' I ask' him.
"'I donno what those are for,' he says, 'but they come out _slickery_.'
"Ain't it funny? And ain't it for all the world the way Nature works,
destroying what comes out _slickery_ and leaving that alone that resists
her? I was so struck by it I didn't scold him none.
"After a while I took him down for tea. On the way he picked up a sleepy
puppy, and in the conservatory door we met the footman with the little
tea wagon and the nice, drowsy quiet of the house went all to pieces
with Chris in it:--
"'Supper, supper--here comes supper on a wagon, runnin' on litty wheels
goin' wound an a-w-o-u-n-d--' says he, some louder than saying and
almost to shouting. He sat down on the floor and looked up expectant:
'Five lumps,' he orders, not having belonged to the house party for
nothing.
"'Tell us about your day, Chris,' Robin asks. 'What did you do?'
"'It isn't _by_, is it?' Chris says, anxious. 'To-day didn't stop yet,
did it?'
"'Not yet,' she reassures him. 'Now is still now.'
"'I want to-day to keep being now,' Chris said, 'because when it stops,
then the bed is right there. It don't be anywhere near to-night, is it?'
he says.
"'Not very near,' Robin told him. 'Well, then, what are you doing
to-day?' she asks.
"'I'm to the house's party,' he explained. 'The house is having its
party. An' I'm to it.'
"'Do you like this house, dear?' Robin asked.
"'It's nice,' he affirmed. 'In the night it--it talks wiv its lights. I
saw it. With my daddy. When I was off on a big road.' Chris looked at
her intent, from way in his eyes. 'I was thinkin' if my daddy would
come,' he says, patient.
"Robin stoops over to him, quick, and he let her. He'd took a most
tremendous fancy to her, the little fellow had, and didn't want her long
out of his sight. 'Is that Robin?' he always said, when he heard anybody
coming from any direction. She give him a macaroon, now, for each hand,
and he run away with the puppy. And then she turned to Alex, her face
bright with whatever she was thinking about.
"'Alex,' she says, 'he's a dear little fellow--a dear little fellow. And
all alone. I've wanted so much to ask you: Can't we have him for ours?'
"Alex looks at her, all bewildered up in a minute. 'How ours?' he asks.
'Do you mean have him educated? That, of course, if you really want it.'
"'No, no,' she says. '_Ours._ To keep with us, bring up, make. Let's let
him be really ours.'
"He just leaned back in the big chair, smiling at her, meditative.
"'My dear Robin,' he says, 'it's a terrible responsibility to meddle
that way with somebody's life.'
"She looked at him, not understanding.
"'It's such an almighty assumption,' he went on, 'this jumping blithely
into the office of destiny--keeping, bringing-up, making, as you
say--meddling with, I call it--anybody's life.'
"'Isn't it really meddling to let him be in a bad way when we can put
him in a better one?' she asked, puzzled.
"'I love you, Robin,' says he, light, 'but not for your logic. No, my
dear girl. Assuredly we will not take this child for ours. What leads
you to suppose that Nature really wants him to live, anyway?'
"I looked at him over my tea-cup, and for my life I couldn't make out
whether he was speaking mocking or speaking plain.
"'If Chris is to be inebriate, criminal, vicious, even irresponsible,
as his father must be,' Alex says, 'Nature wants nothing of the sort.
She wants to be rid of him as quickly as possible. How do you know what
you are saving?'
"'How do you know,' Robin says, 'what you are letting go?'
"'I can take the risk if Nature can,' he contends.
"She sat up in her chair, her eyes bright as the daylight, and I thought
her eagerness and earnestness was on her like a garment.
"'You have nobody to refer the risk to,' Robin says, 'Nature has us. And
for one, I take it. So far as Chris is concerned, Alex, if no one claims
him, I want him never to be out of touch with me.'
"But when a woman begins to wear that garment, the man that's in love
with her--unless he is the special kind--he begins thinking how much
sweeter and softer and _womaner_ she is when she's just plain gentle.
And he always gets uneasy and wants her to be the gentle way he
remembers her being--that is, unless he's special, unless he's special.
Like Alex got uneasy now.
"'My heavens, dear,' he says--and I judged Alex had got to be one of
them men that lays a lace 'dear' over a haircloth tone of voice, and so
solemnly believes they're keeping their temper--'My heavens, dear, don't
misunderstand me. Experiment as much as you like. Material is cheap and
abundant. If you don't feel the responsibility, have him educated
wherever you want to. But don't expect me to play father to him. The
personal contact is going it a little too strong.'
"'That is exactly what he most needs,' says Robin.
"'Come, dear,' says Alex, 'that's elemental--in an age when everybody
can do things better than one can do them oneself.'
"She didn't say nothing, and just set there, with her tea. Alex was
watching her, and I knew just about as sure what he was thinking as
though I had been his own thought, oozing out of his mind. He was
watching her with satisfaction, patterned off with a kind of quiet
amusement and jabbed into by a kind of worryin' wonder. How exactly, he
was thinking, she was the type everlasting of Wife. She was girlish, and
in little things she was all I'll-do-as-you-say, and she was even shy;
he believed that he was marrying a girl whose experience of the world
was commendably slight, whose ideas about it was kind of
vague--commendably again; and whose ways was easy-handled, like skein
silk. By her little firmnesses, he see that she had it in her to be
firm, but what he meant was that she should adopt his ideas and turn
firm about them. He had it all planned out that he was going to
embroider her brain with his notions of what was what. But all of a
sudden, now and then, there she was confronting him as she had just done
then with a serious, settled look of Woman--the Woman everlasting,
wanting a garden, wanting to work, wanting a child....
"In the doorway back of Alex, Bayless come in, carrying a tray, but it
didn't have no card.
"'It's somebody to speak with you a minute, Mr. Proudfit,' says Bayless.
'It's Mr. Insley.'
"'Have him come here,' Alex says. 'I hope,' he says, when the man was
gone, 'that the poor fellow has changed his mind about our little
festivities.'
"Robin sort of tipped up her forehead. 'Why _poor_?' she asks.
"'Poor,' says Alex, absent, 'because he lives in a pocket of the world,
instead of wearing the world like a garment--when it would fit him.'
"I was just setting my tea-cup down when she answered, and I recollect I
almost jumped:
"'He knows something better to do with the world than to wear it at
all,' was what she said.
"I looked over at her. And maybe it was because she was sort of
indignant, and maybe it was because she thought she had dared quite a
good deal, but all of a sudden something sort of seemed to me to set
fire to the minute, and it leaped up like a time by itself as we heard
Insley's step crossing the library and coming towards us....
"When he come out where we were, I see right off how pale he looked.
Almost with his greeting, he turned to Alex with what he had come for,
and he put it blunt.
"'I was leaving the Cadozas' cottage on the Plank Road half an hour
ago,' he said. 'A little way along I saw a man, who had been walking
ahead of me, stagger and sprawl in the mud. He wasn't conscious when I
got to him. He was little--I picked him up quite easily and got him back
into the Cadozas' cottage. He still wasn't conscious when the doctor
came. He gave him things. We got him in bed there. And then he spoke. He
asked us to hunt up a little boy somewhere in Friendship Village, who
belonged to him. And he said the boy's name was Chris.'
"It seemed like it was to Alex Proudfit's interested lifting of eyebrows
rather than to Robin's exclamation of pity that Insley answered.
"'I'm sorry it was necessary to trouble you,' he says, 'but Chris ought
to go at once. I'll take him down now.'
"'That man,' Robin says, 'the father--is he ill? Is he hurt? How badly
is he off?'
"'He's very badly off,' says Insley, 'done for, I'm afraid. It was in a
street brawl in the City--it's his side, and he's lost a good deal of
blood. He walked all the way back here. A few hours, the doctor thought
it would be, at most.'
"Robin stood up and spoke like what she was saying was a
take-for-granted thing.
"'Oh,' she says, 'poor, poor little Chris. Alex, I must go down there
with him.'
"Alex looks over at her, incredulous, and spoke so: 'You?' says he.
'Impossible.'
"I was just getting ready to say that of course I'd go with him, if that
was anything, when from somewheres that he'd gone with the puppy, Chris
spied Insley, and come running to him.
"'Oh, you are to the house's party, too!' Chris cried, and threw himself
all over him.
"Robin knelt down beside the child, and the way she was with him made me
think of that first night when she see him at the church, and when her
way with him made him turn to her and talk with her and love her ever
since.
"'Listen, dear,' she said. 'Mr. Insley came here to tell you something.
Something about daddy--your daddy. Mr. Insley knows where he is, and
he's going to take you to him. But he's very, very sick, dear
heart--will you remember that when you see him? Remember Robin told you
that?'
"There come on his little face a look of being afraid that give it a
sudden, terrible grown-up-ness.
"'Sick like my mama was?' he asked in a whisper. 'And will he _go out_,
like my mama?'
"Robin put her arm about him, and he turned to her, clung to her.
"'You come, too, Robin,' he said. 'You come, too!'
"She got up, meeting Alex's eyes with her straight look.
"'I must go, Alex,' she said. 'He wants me--needs me. Why, how could I
do anything else?'
"Alex smiles down at her, with his way that always seemed to me so much
less that of living every minute than of watching it live itself about
him.
"'May I venture to remind you,' he says--like a little thin edge of
something, paper, maybe, that's smooth as silk, but that'll cut neat and
deep if you let it--'May I venture to remind you that your aunt is
announcing our engagement to-night? I think that will have escaped your
mind.'
"'Yes,' Robin says, simple, 'it had. Everything had escaped my mind
except this poor little thing here. Alex--it's early. He'll sleep after
a little. But I must go down with him. What did you come in?' she asked
Insley, quiet.
"I told her I'd go down, and she nodded that I was to go, but Chris
clung to her hand and it was her that he wanted, poor little soul, and
only her. Insley had come up in the doctor's rig. She and I would join
him with the child, she told him, at the side entrance and almost at
once. There was voices in the house by then, and some of the young folks
was coming downstairs and up from the tennis-court for tea. She went
into the house with Chris. And I wondered if she thought of the thing I
thought of and that made me glad and glad that there are such men in the
world: Not once, not once, out of some felt-he-must courtesy, had Insley
begged her not to go with him. He knew that she was needed down there
with Chris and him and me--he knew, and he wouldn't say she wasn't.
Land, land I love a man that don't talk with the outside of his head and
let what he means lay cramped somewheres underneath, but that reaches
down and gets up what he means, and holds it out, for you to take or to
leave.
"Mis' Emmons was overseeing the decorations in the dining room. The
whole evening party she had got right over onto her shoulders the way
she does everything, and down to counting the plates she was seeing to
it all. We found her and told her, and her pity went to the poor fellow
down there at the Cadozas' almost before it went to Chris.
"'Go, of course,' she said. 'I suppose Alex minds, but leave him to me.
I've got to be here--but it's not I Chris wants in any case. It's you.
Get back as soon as you can, Robin.'
"I must say Alex done that last minute right, the way he done
everything, light and glossy. When Robin come down, I was up in the
little seat behind the doctor's cart, and Alex stood beside and helped
her. A servant, he said, would come on after us in the automobile with a
hamper, and would wait at the Cadozas' gate until she was ready to come
back. Somehow, it hadn't entered anybody's head, least of all, I guess,
Alex's own, that he should come, too. He see us off with his manners on
him like a thick, thick veil, and he even managed to give to himself a
real dignity so that Robin said her good-by with a kind of wistfulness,
as if she wanted to be reassured. And I liked her the better for that.
For, after all, she _was_ going--there was no getting back of that. And
when a woman is doing the right thing against somebody's will, I'm not
the one to mind if she hangs little bells on herself instead of going
off with no tinkle to leave herself be reminded of, pleasant.
"We swung out onto the open road, with Chris sitting still between the
two of them, and me on the little seat behind. The sunset was flowing
over the village and glittering in unfamiliar fires on the windows. The
time was as still as still, in that hour 'long towards night when the
day seems to have found its harbour it has been looking for and to have
slipped into it, with shut sails--so still that Robin spoke of it with
surprise. I forget just what she said. She was one of them women that
can say a thing so harmonious with a certain minute that you never wish
she'd kept still. I believe if she spoke to me when I was hearing music
or feeling lifted up all by myself, I wouldn't mind it. What she'd say
would be sure to fit what was being. They ain't many folks in anybody's
life like that. I believe she could talk to me any time, sole unless
it's when I first wake up in the morning; then any talking always seems
like somebody stumbling in, busy, among my sleeping brains.
"For a minute Insley didn't say anything. I was almost sure he was
thinking how unbelievable it was that he should be there, alone with
her, where an hour ago not even one of his forbidden dreams could have
found him.
"'Beautifully still,' he answered, 'as if all the things had stopped
being, except some great thing.'
"'I wonder,' she says, absent, 'what great thing.' And all the time she
seemed sort of relaxed, and resting in the sense--though never in the
consciousness--that the need to talk and to be talked to, to suggest and
to question, had found some sort of quiet, levelling process with which
she was moving along, assentin'.
"Insley stooped down, better to shield her dress from the mud there was.
I see him look down at her uncovered hands laying on the robe, and then,
with a kind of surprise, up at her face; and I knew how surprising her
being near him seemed.
"'That would be one thing for you,' he answered, 'and another for me.'
"'No,' she says, 'I think it's the same thing for us both.'
"He didn't let himself look at her, but his voice--well, I tell you,
his voice looked.
"'What do you mean?' he says--just said it a little and like he didn't
dare trust it to say itself any more.
"'Why, being able to help in this, surely,' she says.
"I could no more of helped watching the two of them than if they had
been angels and me nothing but me. I tried once or twice to look off
across the fields that was smiling at each other, same as faces, each
side of the road; but my eyes come back like they was folks and wanted
to; and I set there looking at her brown hair, shining in the sun,
without any hat on it, and at his still face that was yet so many kinds
of alive. He had one of the faces that looked like it had been cut out
just the way it was _a-purpose_. There wasn't any unintentional
assembling of features there, part make-shift and part rank growth of
his race. No, sir. His face had come to life by being meant to be just
the way it was, and it couldn't have been better.... It lit up wonderful
when he answered.
"'Yes,' he said, 'a job is a kind of creation. It's next best to getting
up a sunrise. Look here,' he remembered, late in the day, 'you'll have
no dinner. You can't eat with them in that place. And you ought to have
rest before to-night.'
"Ain't it funny how your voice gets away from you sometimes and goes
dilly-nipping around, pretty near saying things on its own account? I
use' to think that mebbe my voice didn't belong to the me I know about,
but was some of the real me, inside, speaking out with my mouth for a
trumpet. I donno but I think so yet. For sometimes your voice is a
person and it says things all alone by itself. So his voice done then.
The tender concern of it was pretty near a second set of words. It was
the first time he had struck for her the great and simple note, the note
of the caring of the man for the physical comfort of the woman. And
while she was pretending not to need it, he turned away and looked off
toward the village, and I was certain sure he was terrified at what
might have been in his voice.
"'I like to think of it down there,' he said, pretty near at random,
'waiting to be clothed in a new meaning.'
"'The village?' she asked.
"'Everywhere,' he answered. 'Some of the meanings we dress things up in
are so--dowdy. We wouldn't think of wearing them ourselves.'
"She understood him so well that she didn't have to bother to smile.
And I hoped she was setting down a comparison in her head: Between
clothing the world in a new meaning, and wearing it for a garment.
"Chris looked up in Insley's face.
"'I'm new,' he contributes, 'I'm new on the outside of me. I've got on
this new brown middie.'
"'I've been admiring it the whole way,' says Insley, hearty--and that
time his eyes and Robin's met, over the little boy's head, as we stopped
at the cottage gate.