MOTHERS TO MEN

"Daddy!"

The dark was so thick with hurrying rain that the child's voice was

drowned. So he splashed forward a few steps in the mud and puddles of

the highway and plucked at the coat of the man tramping before. The man

took a hand from a pocket and stooped somewhat to listen, still plodding

ahead.

"Daddy! It's the hole near my biggest toe. My biggest toe went right

through that hole an' it chokes my toe awful."

The man suddenly squatted in the mud, presenting a broad, scarcely

distinguishable back.

"Climb up," he commanded.

The boy wavered. His body ached with weariness, his feet were sore and

cold, something in his head was numb. But in a moment he ran on, two

steps or three, past the man.

"Nope," he said, "I'm seeing if I could walk all the way. I could--yet.

I just told you 'bout my toe, daddy, 'cause I _had_ to talk about it."

The man said nothing, but he rose and groped for the child's arm and

got it about the armpit, and, now and then as they walked, he pulled the

shoulder awkwardly upward, trying to help.

After a time of silence the rain subsided a little, so that the child's

voice was less like a drowned butterfly.

"Daddy," he said, "what's velvet?"

"I dunno, sonny. Some kind of black cloth, I guess. Why?"

"It came in my head," the child explained. "I was tryin' to think of

nice things. Velvet sounds like a king's clothes--but it sounds like a

coffin too. I didn't know if it's a nice thing."

This, the man understood swiftly, was because _her_ coffin had been

black velvet--the coffin which he had had no money to buy for her, for

his wife and the boy's mother, the coffin which had been bought with the

poor fund of a church which he had never entered. "What other nice thing

you been thinkin' of?" he asked abruptly.

"Circus. An' angels. An' ice-cream. An' a barrel o' marbles. An' bein'

warm an' clean stockin's an' rocked...."

"My God!" said the man.

The child looked up expectantly.

"Did he say anything back?" he inquired eagerly.

"Not a word," said the man in his throat.

"Lemme try," said the child. "God--oh, God--_God dear_!" he called into

the night.

From the top of the hill on the edge of the Pump pasture which in that

minute they had reached, they suddenly saw, cheery and yellow and alive,

the lamps of Friendship Village, shining in the valley; and away at one

side, less in serene contemplation than in deliberate withdrawal, shone

the lights of a house set alone on its hill.

"Oh, daddy, daddy--look at the lights!" the child cried. "God didn't say

nothin' with words. Maybe he talks with lights instead of 'em."

The man quickened his steps until, to keep pace with him, the little boy

broke into uneven running.

"Is those lights where we're goin', daddy?" he asked.

"That's where," said the man. He put his hand in his pocket and felt for

the fifteen cents that lay there, wrapped in paper. The fancied odour

and warmth of something to drink caught at him until he could hardly

bear the longing.

But before he could get to the drink he must do something else. The man

had been fighting away the thought of what he meant to do. But when they

entered the village and were actually upon its main street, lonely in

the rainy, eight o'clock summer dusk, what he meant to do had to be

faced. So he began looking this way and that for a place to leave the

child. There was a wagon shop. Old wagons stood under the open shed,

their thills and tongues hanging, not expectant of journeys like those

of new wagons, but idle, like the worn arms of beaten men. Some men, he

thought, would leave the boy there, to sleep under a seat and be found

in the morning; but he was no such father as that, he reflected

complacently. He meant to leave the boy in a home, give him a fair

start. There was a little house with a broken picket fence--someway she

wouldn't have liked him to be there; _she_ always liked things nice. He

had never been able to give the boy much that was nice, but now, he said

to himself, he would take nothing second rate. There was a grocery with

a light above stairs where very likely the family lived, and there, too,

was a dry stairway where the child could sit and wait until somebody

came--no, not there either.... "The best ain't none too good for the

little fellow," thought the man.

"Dad-_ee_!" cried the child suddenly.

He had run a few steps on and stood with his nose against the misty pane

of Abagail Arnold's Home Bakery. Covered with pink mosquito-netting were

a plate of sugar rolls, a fruit cake, a platter of cream puffs, and a

tall, covered jar of shelled nuts.

"Hustle up--you!" said the man roughly, and took him by the arm again.

"I was comin'," said the little boy.

Why not leave the child at the bakery? No--a house. It must be a house,

with a porch and a front stair and big upstairs rooms and a look of

money-in-the-bank. He was giving care to the selection. It was as if he

were exercising some natural paternal office, to be scrupulously

discharged. Music issued from the wooden saloon building with the false

two-story front and the coloured windows; from a protesting piano a

dance tune was being furiously forced, and, as the door swung open, the

tap and thud of feet, the swell of voices and laughter, the odour of the

spirits caught at the cold and weary man. "Hurry along--hurry along!" he

bade the boy roughly. That was where he would come back afterward, but

first he must find the right place for the boy.

Vaguely he was seeking for that section of the village which it would

call "the residence part," with that ugly and naked appropriation of the

term which excludes all the humbler homes from residence-hood at all.

But when he had turned aside from the main street he came upon the First

Church, with lights streaming from the ground-glass windows of the

prayer-meeting room, and he stood still, staring up at it.

She had cared a good deal about that sort of thing. Churches did

good--it was a church that had buried her when he could not. Why not

there? Why not leave the child there?

He turned aside and mounted the three wooden steps and sat down, drawing

the boy beside him. Grateful for a chance to rest, the child turned

sidewise and dropped his head heavily on his father's arm. There was

light enough for the father to see the thick, wet hair on the babyish

forehead.

"I did walked all the way, didn't I?" the child said triumphantly.

"You bet you did," said his father absently.

Since the boy's mother had died only three months had passed, but in

that time had been crowded for the child a lifetime of physical misery.

Before that time, too, there had been hunger and cold and the torture of

the continual quarreling between that mother, sickly, half-fed,

irritable, and this father, out of work and drunken. Then the mother had

died, and the man had started out with the boy, seeking new work where

they would not know his old vice. And in these three months, for the

boy's sake, that old vice had been kept bound. For the boy's sake he had

been sober and, if the chance had come, he would have been industrious.

But, save for odd jobs, the chance never came; there seemed to be a kind

of ineffectualness in the way he asked for work which forbade him a

trial. Then one day, after almost three months of the struggle, he had

waked to the old craving, to the need, the instant need, for liquor. He

had faced the situation honestly. He knew, or thought he knew, his power

of endurance. He knew that in a day or two he would be worsted, and that

there would follow a period of which, afterward, he would remember

nothing. Meanwhile, what of the boy? He had a fondness for the boy, and

there remained to the man some shreds of decency and even of tradition.

He would not turn him over to the "authorities." He would not cast him

adrift in the city. He resolved to carry him to the country, to some

near little town where, dimly it seemed to him, the people would be

more likely to take him in. "They have more time--an' more room--an'

more to eat," he sought to explain it to himself. So he had walked, and

the child had walked, from the City to Friendship Village. He must find

a place to leave him: why not leave him here on the church steps,

"outside the meetin'?"

"Don't you go to sleep, kiddie," he said, and shook him lightly.

"I was jus' restin' my eye-flaps. Eye-things. _What_ are they, daddy?"

"Eye-lids."

"Yes. Them. They're tired, too," said the child, and smiled--the sleepy

smile which gave his face a baby winsomeness. Then he snuggled in the

curve of arm, like a drowsy, nosing puppy.

The father sat looking down on him, and in his breast something pulled.

In these three months he had first become really acquainted with the

boy, had first performed for him little personal offices--sewed on a

button or two, bought him shoes, bound up a hurt finger. In this time,

too, he had first talked with him alone, tried to answer his questions.

"Where _is_ my mamma, an' will she rock somebody else?" "Are you going

to be my daddy till you die, an' _then_ who'll be?" "What is the biggest

thing everybody knows? Can I know it too?"... Also, in these three

months, at night he had gone to sleep, sometimes in a bed, oftener in a

barn, now and again under the stars, with the child breathing within his

reach, and had waked to keep him covered with his own coat. Now he was

going to end all this.

"It ain't fair to the kid not to. It ain't fair to cart him around like

this," he said over and over, defending himself before some dim

dissenter.

The boy suddenly swung back from his father's arm and looked up in his

face. "Will--will there be any supper till morning?" he asked.

You might have thought that the man did not hear, he sat so still

looking down the wet road-ruts shining under the infrequent lamps.

Hunger and cold, darkness and wet and ill-luck--why should he not keep

the boy from these? It was not deserting his child; it was giving him

into better hands. It did not occur to him that the village might not

accept the charge. Anything would be better than what he himself had to

give. Hunger and cold and darkness....

"You stay still here a minute, sonny," said the man.

"You goin' 'way?" the child demanded.

"A minute. You stay still here--right where you are," said the man, and

went into the darkness.

The little boy sat still. He was wide awake now that he was alone; the

walls of the dark seemed suddenly to recede, and instead of merely the

church steps there was the whole black, listening world to take account

of. He sat alert, trying to warm each hand on the cold wrist of its

fellow. Where had his father gone? To find them a place to stay? Suppose

he came back and said that he had found them a home; and they should go

to it; and it would have a coal stove and a bedstead, and a pantry with

cookies and brown sugar in the jars. And a lady would come and cook

molasses candy for him....

All this time something was hurting him intolerably. It was the foot,

and the biggest toe, and the hole that was "choking" _him_. He fumbled

at his shoe laces, but they were wet and the shoes were wet and sodden,

and he gave it up. Where had his father gone? How big the world seemed

when he was gone, and how _different_ the night was. And when the lady

had the molasses candy cooked, like in a story, she would cool it at the

window and they would cut it in squares....

As suddenly as he had gone, his father reappeared from the darkness.

"Here," he said roughly, and thrust in the child's hands a paper bag.

And when he had opened it eagerly there were sugar rolls and cream puffs

and a piece of fruit cake and some shelled nuts. Fifteen cents' worth of

food, badly enough selected, in all conscience, but--fifteen cents'

worth. The fifteen cents which the man had been carrying in his pocket,

wrapped in paper.

"Now set there," said his father, "an' eat 'em up. An' listen, son. Set

there till folks come out from in there. Set there till they come out.

An' here's somethin' I'm puttin' in your coat pocket--see? It's a paper.

Don't you look at it. But when the folks come out from in there--an' ask

you anything--you show 'em that. Remember. Show 'em that."

In the prayer-meeting room the reed organ sent out some trembling,

throaty chords, and the little group in there sang an old melody. It was

strange to the man, as he listened--

"Break thou the bread of life

To me, to me--"

but, "That's it," he thought, "that's it. Break it to him--I can't. All

I can give him is stuff in a paper bag, an' not always that. Now you

break it to him--"

"Dad-_ee_!" cried the child. "You!"

Startled, the man looked down at him. It was almost like a counter

charge. But the child was merely holding out to him half his store. The

man shook his head and went down the steps to the sidewalk and turned to

look back at the child munching happily from the paper sack. "Break it

to him--break it to him--God!" the father muttered, as he might have

used a charm.

Again the child looked out expectantly.

"Did he say anything back?" he asked eagerly.

"Not a word--not a word," said the man again. This time he laughed,

nervously and foolishly. "But mebbe he will," he mumbled

superstitiously. "I dunno. Now, you set there. An' then you give 'em the

paper--an' go with anybody out o' the church that asks you. Dad may not

get back for--quite a while...."

The man went. The child, deep in the delight of a cream puff, wondered

and looked after him troublously, and was vaguely comforted by the

murmur of voices beyond the doors.

"Why, God didn't answer back because he was to the church meeting," the

child thought, when he heard the people moving about within.

I

"Inside the church that night," Calliope Marsh is wont to tell it, "the

Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality was having one

of our special meetings, with hot chocolate and ice lemonade and two

kinds of wafers. There wasn't a very big attendance, account of the

rain, and there was so much refreshments ready that us ladies was urgin'

the men to have all they wanted.

"'Drink both kinds, Timothy,' Mis Toplady says to her husband,

persuadin'; 'it'll have to be throwed away if somebody don't drink it

up.'

"'Lord, Amandy,' says Timothy, testy, 'I do hate to be sicked on to my

food like that. It takes away my appetite, same as poison would.'

"'They always do it,' says Jimmy Sturgis, morose. 'My wife'll say to me,

"Jimmy, eat up them cold peas. They'll spoil if you don't," and, "Jimmy,

can't you make 'way with them cold pancakes?" Till I wish't I could

starve.'

"'Well, if you hadn't et up things,' says Mis' Sturgis, mild, 'we'd of

been scrappin' in the poor-house by now. I dunno but I'd ruther scrap

where I am.'

"'Sure!' says Postmaster Silas Sykes, that always pours oil on troubled

waters except when the trouble is his own; and then he churns them.

"'I dunno what ailed me in business meeting to-night,' says Mis'

Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. 'I declare, I was full as nervous as a

witch. I couldn't keep my feet still anywheres.'

"'The fidgets,' comprehends Mis' Uppers, sympathetic. 'I get 'em in my

feet 'long toward night sometimes. Turn an' twist an' shift--I know the

feeling. Whenever my feet begin that, I always give right up an' take

off my shoes an' get into my rubbers.'

"'Well, I wish't I had some rubbers now,' says Mis' Mayor Uppers. 'I

wore my best shoes out to tea an' come right from tea here, like a

maniac. An' now look at me, in my Three Dollar-and-a-half kids an' the

streets runnin' rivers.'

"'You take my rubbers,' Mis' Timothy Toplady offered. 'I've set with 'em

on all evening because I always get 'em mixed up at Sodality, an' I

declare the water'll feel good to my poor feet.'

"'No, no, don't you trouble,' says Mis' Uppers. 'I'll just slip my shoes

off an' track that one block in my stocking feet. Then I'll put 'em in

good, hot water an' go to bed. I wouldn't of come out to-night at all

if it hadn't of been for the professor.'

"'For goodness' sakes,' I says, 'don't call him that. You know how he

hates it.'

"'But I do like to say it,' Mis' Uppers insists, wistful. 'He's the only

professor I ever knew.'

"'Me either,' I says--and I knew how she felt.

"Just the same, we was getting to like Mr. Insley too much to call him

that if he didn't want it, or even 'doctor' that was more common, though

over to Indian Mound College, half way between us and the City, he is

one or both, and I dunno but his name tapers off with capital letters,

same as some.

"'I just came over here to work,' he told us when we first see him. 'I

don't profess anything. And "doctor" means teacher, you know, and I'm

just learning things. Must you have a formal title for me? Won't Mr.

do?'

"Most of the College called him just 'Insley,' friendly and approving,

and dating back to his foot-ball days, and except when we was speaking

to him, we commonly got to calling him that too. A couple of months

before he'd come over from the College with a letter of introduction

from one of the faculty to Postmaster Silas Sykes, that is an alderman

and our professional leading citizen. The letter from the College said

that we could use Mr. Insley in any local civic work we happened to be

doing.

"'Civic work?' Silas says to him, thoughtful. 'You mean shuttin' up

saloons an' like that?'

"'Not necessarily,' he told him. 'Just work with folks, you know.'

"'Well-a, settin' out bushes?' Silas asks.

"'Whatever you're most interested in, Mr. Sykes,' says he. 'Isn't there

some organization that's doing things here?'

"Silas wasn't interested in so very much of anything except Silas. But

the word 'organization' helped him out.

"'There's the Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality,'

says he. 'That must be the very kind of a thing you mean.'

"Insley laughed a little, but he let Mis' Sykes, that loves new things

and new people, bring him to our next evening meeting in the church

parlors, and he'd been back several times, not saying much, but just

getting acquainted. And that rainy night, when the men met with us to

talk over some money raising for Sodality, we'd asked him to come over

too. We all liked him. He had a kind of a used-to-things way, and you

felt like you'd always known him or, for the time you hadn't, that

you'd both missed something out; and he had a nice look too, a look that

seemed to be saying 'good morning' and to be beginning a fine, new

day--the best day yet.

"He'd set there kind of broodin' the most of that evening, drinking

whatever anybody brought him, but not putting his mind to it so very

much; but it was a bright broodin', an' one that made you think of

something that's going to open and not just of something that's shut up.

You can brood both ways, but the effect is as different as a bud from a

core.

"'Speakin' of money raisin' for Sodality,' says Silas Sykes, kind of

pretend hearty and pretend casual, like he does, 'why don't Sodality

make some money off'n the Fourth of July? Everybody else is.'

("Sodality always speaks of itself and of the Cemetery real intimate,

without the _the_, an' everybody's got to doing it.)

"Us ladies all set still and kept still. The Fourth of July, that was

less than a week off, was a sore point with us, being we'd wanted a

celebration that would _be_ a celebration, and not merely a money-raiser

for the town.

"'Oh, I say canvass, house to house,' says Timothy. 'Folks would give

you a dime to get you off'n the front porch that wouldn't come out to a

dime entertainment, never.'

"'Why not ask them that's got Dead in their own families, to pay out for

'em, an' leave them alone that's got livin' mouths to feed?' says Threat

Hubbelthwait, querulous. Threat ain't no relations but his wife, and he

claims to have no Dead of his own. I always say they must be either

living or dead, or else where's Threat come in? But he won't admit it.

"'What you raisin' money for anyhow?' asks Eppleby Holcomb, quiet.

Eppleby always keeps still a long time, and then lets out something

vital.

"As a matter of fact, Sodality didn't have no real work on hand,

Cemetery lookin' real neat and tasty for Cemetery, and no immediate dead

coming on as far as we could know; but we didn't have much of anything

in the treasury, either. And when we didn't have any work on hand, we

was in the habit of raising money, and when we'd got some money earnt,

we was in the habit of devising some nice way to spend it. And so we

kept Sodality real alive.

"'Well, there may not be any active dead just now,' Mis' Sykes explains

it, 'but they are sure to die and need us. We had two country funerals

to pay for last year. Or I might say, one an' a half, one corpse

contributing half enough for his own support in Cemetery.'

"With that Insley spoke up, kind of firm and nice, with muscles in his

tone, like he does:

"'What's the matter with doing something with these folks before they

die?' he asks.

"I guess we all looked kind of blank--like when you get asked _why_

Columbus discovered America and all you know how to answer is just the

date he done so on.

"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'do what?'

"'Mustn't there be something to do with them, living, if there's

everything to be done for them, dead?' Insley asks.

"'Well-a' says Mis' Sykes, 'I don't know that I understand just how you

mean that. Perhaps the Mission Band--'

"'No,' says Insley. 'You. Us.'

"I never knew a man to say so little and yet to get so much said.

"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'of course Sodality was formed with the idee

of caring for Cemetery. You see that lets in the Dead only.'

"'Gosh,' says Eppleby Holcomb, 'how exclusive.' But I don't know as

anybody heard him but me.

"'I know,' says Insley, slow. 'Well, at any rate, perhaps there are

things that all of us Living might do together--for the sake, say, of

earning some money for the Dead. There'd be no objection to that, would

there?'

"'Oh, no,' says Mis' Sykes. 'I'm sure nobody could take exception to

_that_. Of course you always have to earn money out of the living.'

"Insley looked at us all kind of shy--at one and another and another of

us, like he thought he might find some different answer in somebody's

eyes. I smiled at him, and so did Mis' Toplady, and so did Eppleby; and

Mis' Eleanor Emmons, the widow-lady, lately moved in, she nodded. But

the rest set there like their faces was on wrong side out and didn't

show no true pattern.

"'I mean,' he says, not quite knowing how to make us understand what he

was driving at, 'I mean, let's get to know these folks while they are

alive. Aren't we all more interested in folks, than we are in their

graves?'

"'_Folks_,' Timothy Toplady says over, meditative, like he'd heard of

members, customers, clients, murderers and the like, but never of folks.

"'I mean,' Insley says again, 'oh, any one of a dozen things. For

instance, do something jolly that'll give your young people something to

do evenings--get them to help earn the money for Cemetery, if you want

to,' he adds, laughing a little.

"'There's goin' to be a Vigilance Committee to see after the young folks

of Friendship Village, nights,' says Silas Sykes, grim.

"'You might have town parties, have the parties in schools and in the

town hall,' Insley goes on, 'and talk over the Cemetery that belongs to

you all, and talk over the other things besides the Cemetery that belong

to you all. Maybe I could help,' he adds, 'though I own up to you now

I'm really more fond of folks--speaking by and large--than I am of

tombstones.'

"He said a little more to us, about how folks was doing in the world

outside the village, and he was so humorous about it that they never

knew how something inside him was hopping with hope, like I betted it

was, with his young, divine enthusiasm. And when he'd got done he

waited, all grave and eager, for somebody to peep up. And it was, as it

would be, Silas Sykes who spoke first.

"'It's all right, it's all right,' says he, 'so long as Sodality don't

go meddling in the village affairs--petitionin' the council and

protestin' an' so on. That gets any community all upset.'

"'That's so,' says Timothy, nodding. 'Meetin', singin' songs, servin'

lemonade an' plantin' things in the ground is all right enough. It helps

on the fellow feelin' amazin'. But pitchin' in for reforms and things--'

Timothy shook his head.

"'As to reforms,' says Insley, 'give me the fellowship, and the reforms

will take care of themselves.'

"'Things is quite handy about takin' their course, though,' says Silas,

'so be we don't yank open the cocoons an' buds an' others.'

"'Well,' says Mis' Uppers, 'I can't do much more, Professor. I'm drove

to death, as it is. I don't even get time to do my own improvin' round

the place.' Mis' Uppers always makes that her final argument. 'Sew for

the poor?' I've heard her say. 'Why, I can't even get my own fall sewing

done.'

"'Me, too,' and, 'Me, either,' went round the circle. And, 'I can't do a

great deal myself,' says Mis' Sykes, 'not till after my niece goes

away.'

"I thought, 'I shouldn't think you could tend to much of anything else,

not with Miss Beryl Sessions in the house.' That was the Sykes's niece,

till then unknown to them, that we'd all of us heard nothing but, since

long before she come. But of course I kept still, part because I was

expecting an unknown niece of my own in a week or so, and your unknown

relatives is quite likely to be glass houses.

"'Another thing,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'don't let's us hold any

doin's in this church, kicking up the new cork that the Ladies' Aid has

just put down on the floor. It'll all be tracked up in no time, letting

in Tom, Dick, and Harry.'

"'Don't let's get the church mixed up in anything outside, for pity's

sakes,' says Silas. 'The trustees'll object to our meeting here, if we

quit working for a dignified object and go to making things mutual,

promiscuous. Churches has got to be church-like.'

"'Well, Silas,' says Eppleby Holcomb, that hadn't been saying anything,

'I donno as some of us could bring ourselves to think of Christ as real

Christ-like, if he come back the way he use' to be.'

"Insley sat looking round on them all, still with his way of saying good

morning on a good day. I wondered if he wasn't wishing that they'd hang

on that way to something worth hanging to. For I've always thought, and

I think now, that they's a-plenty of stick-to-itiveness in the world;

but the trouble is, it's stuck to the wrong thing.

"The talk broke up after that, like somebody had said something in bad

taste; and we conversed around in groups, and done our best to make

'way with the refreshments. And Insley set talking to Mis' Eleanor

Emmons, the new widow, lately moved in.

"About Mis' Emmons the social judgment of Friendship Village was for the

present hanging loose. This was partly because we didn't understand her

name.

"'My land, was her husband a felon or a thief or what that she don't use

his name?' everybody asked everybody. 'What's she stick her own name in

front of his last name like that for? Sneaked out of usin' his Christian

name as soon as his back was turned, _I_ call it,' said some. 'My land,

I'd use my dead husband's forename if it was Nebuchadnezzar. _My_

opinion, we'd best go slow till she explains herself.'

"But I guess Insley had more confidence.

"'You'll help, I know?' I heard him say to Mis' Emmons.

"'My friend,' she says back, 'whatever I can do I'll do. It's a big job

you're talking about, you know.'

"'It's _the_ big job,' says Insley, quiet.

"Pretty soon Mis' Toplady got up on her feet, drawing her shawl up her

back.

"'Well,' she says, 'whatever you decide, count on me--I'll always do for

chinkin' in. I've got to get home now and set my bread or it won't be

up till day _after_ to-morrow. Ready, Timothy? Good night all.'

"She went towards the door, Timothy following. But before they got to

it, it opened, and somebody come in, at the sight of who Mis' Toplady

stopped short and the talk of the rest of us fell away. No stranger,

much, comes to Friendship Village without our knowing it, and to have a

stranger walk unbeknownst into the very lecture-room of the First Church

was a thing we never heard of, without he was a book agent or a

travelling man.

"Here, though, was a stranger--and such a stranger. She was so

unexpected and so dazzling that it shot through my head she was like a

star, taking refuge from all the roughness and the rain outside--a star,

so it come in my head, using up its leisure on a cloudy night with

peepin' in here and there to give out brightness anyway. The rough, dark

cheviot that the girl wore was sort of like a piece of storm-cloud

clinging about that brightness--a brightness of wind-rosy face and blowy

hair, all uncovered. She stood on the threshold, holding her wet

umbrella at arm's length out in the entry.

"'I beg your pardon. Are you ready, Aunt Eleanor?' she asked.

"Mis' Eleanor Emmons turned and looked at her.

"'Robin!' she says. 'Why, you must be wet through.'

"'I'm pretty wet,' says the girl, serene, 'I'm so messy I won't come in.

I'll just stop out here on the steps. Don't hurry.'

"'Wait a minute,' Mis' Emmons says. 'Stay where you are then, please,

Robin, and meet these people.'

"The girl threw the door wide, and she stepped back into the vestibule,

where her umbrella had been trailing little puddles; and she stood there

against the big, black background of the night and the village, while

Mis' Emmons presented her.

"'This is my niece, Miss Sidney,' she told us. 'She has just come to me

to-day--for as long as I can keep her. Will you all come to see her?'

"It wasn't much the way Mis' Sykes had done, singing praises of Miss

Beryl Sessions for weeks on end before she'd got there; nor the way I

was doing, wondering secret about my unknown niece, and what she'd be

like. Mis' Emmons introduced her niece like she'd always been one of us.

She said our names over, and we went towards her; and Miss Sidney leaned

a little inside the frame of the doorway and put out her hand to us

all, a hand that didn't have any glove on and that in spite of the rain,

was warm.

"'I'm so sorry,' she says, 'I'm afraid I'm disgracing Aunt Eleanor. But

I couldn't help it. I love to walk in the rain.'

"'That's what rain is for,' Insley says to her; and I see the two change

smiles before Mis' Hubbelthwait's 'Well, I do hope you've got some good

high rubbers on your feet' made the girl grave again--a sweet grave, not

a stiff grave. You can be grave both ways, and they're as different from

each other as soup from hot water.

"'I have, thank you,' she says, 'big storm boots. Did you know,' she

adds, 'that somebody else is waiting out here? Somebody's little bit of

a beau? And I'm afraid he's gone to sleep.'

"We looked at one another, wondering. Who was waiting for any of us?

'Not me,' one after another says, positive. 'We've all raced home alone

from this church since we was born,' Mis' Uppers adds, true enough.

"We was curious, with that curiosity that it's kind of fun to have, and

we all crowded forward into the entry. And a little to one side of the

shining lamp path was setting a child--a little boy, with a paper bag in

his arms.

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