VIII

There were at the funeral a few personal friends who lived in the

neighbourhood, the farmers on the estate, and the labourers; and when the

little crowd separated outside the church, Emily and Julia walked back to

Ashwood with Mr. Grandly, Mr. Burnett's intimate friend and solicitor. They

returned through the park, hardly speaking at all, Emily absent-minded as

usual, waving her parasol occasionally at a passing butterfly. The grass

was warm and beautiful to look on, and they lingered, prolonging the walk.

It was very good of Mr. Grandly to accompany them back; he might have gone

on straight to the station, so Julia thought, and she was surprised indeed

when, instead of bidding them good-bye at the front door, he said--

'Before I return to London I have a communication to make to both you

ladies. Will it suit you to come into the drawing-room with me?'

'Perfectly, so far as I'm concerned; and you, Emily?'

'Oh, I've nothing to do; but if it is about business, Julia will

attend----'

'I think you had better be present, Miss Watson.'

Mr. Grandly was a tall, massive man with benevolent features; his bald,

pink skull was partly covered with one lock of white hair. There was an

anxious look in his pale, deep-set eyes which impressed Julia, and she

said: 'I hope this communication you have to make to us is not of a painful

nature. We have----'

'Yes, Mrs. Bentley, I know that you have been severely tried lately, but

there is no help for it. I cannot keep you in ignorance any longer of

certain facts relating to Mr. Burnett's will.' The words 'will' and 'facts'

struck on Emily's ear. She had been thinking about her fortune. The very

ground she was walking on was hers. She was the owner of this beautiful

park; it seemed like a fairy tale. And that house, that dear, old-fashioned

house, that rambling, funny old place of all sizes and shapes, full of deep

staircases and pictures, was hers. Her eyes wandered along the smooth wide

drive, down to the placid water crossed by the great ornamental bridge, the

island where she had watched the swans floating last night--all these

things were hers. So the words 'will' and 'facts' and 'ignorance of them'

jarred her clutching little dream, and she turned her eyes--they wore an

anxious look--towards Mr. Grandly, and said with an authoritative air:

'Yes, let us go into the drawing-room; I want to hear what Mr. Grandly has

to say about----Let us go into the drawing-room at once.'

Julia took the chair nearest to her. Emily stood at the window, waiting

impatiently for Mr. Grandly to begin. He laid his hat on the parquet, wiped

his forehead with his handkerchief, and drew an arm-chair forward. 'Mr.

Burnett, as you know, made a will some years ago, in favour of his cousin

and adopted daughter, Miss Emily Watson. In that will he left his entire

fortune to her, Ashwood Park and all his invested money. No other person

was mentioned in that will, except Miss Watson. It was I who drew up this

will. I remember discussing its provisions with Mr. Burnett, and advising

him to leave something, even if it were only a few hundred pounds, to his

nephew, Hubert Price. But Mr. Burnett was always a very headstrong man; he

had quarrelled with this young man, as he said, irreparably, and could not

be induced to leave him even a hundred pounds. I thought this was harsh,

and as Mr. Burnett's friend I told him so--I have always been opposed to

extreme measures,--but he was not to be gainsaid. So the matter remained

for many years; never did Mr. Burnett mention his nephew's name. I thought

he had forgotten the young man's existence, when, suddenly, without

warning, Mr. Burnett came into my office and told me that he intended to

alter his will, leaving all his property to his nephew, Hubert Price. You

know what old friends we were, and, presuming on our friendship, I told him

what I thought of his project of disinheritance, for it amounted to that.

Well, suffice it to say, we very nearly quarrelled over the matter. I

refused to draw up the will, so iniquitous did it seem to me. He said:

"Very well, Grandly, I'll go elsewhere." Then I remembered that if I

allowed him to go elsewhere I should lose all hold over him, and I

consented to draw up the will.'

Emily listened, a vague expression of pain in her pathetic eyes. Then this

house, this room where she was sitting, was not hers, and a strange man

would come soon and drive her away!

'And he has left Ashwood to Mr. Price, is not that his name?' she said,

abruptly.

'Yes; he has left Ashwood to Mr. Price.'

'And when did he make this new will?'

'I think it is just about a month ago.'

Emily leaned forward, and her great eyes, full of light and sorrow, were

fixed in space, her little pale hands linked, and the great mass of

chestnut hair slipping from the comb. She was, in truth, at that moment the

subject of a striking picture, and she was even more impressive when she

said, speaking slowly: 'Then that old man was even wickeder than I thought.

Oh, what I have learned in the last three or four weeks! Oh, what

wickedness, what wickedness!... But go on,' she said, looking at Mr.

Grandly; 'tell me all.'

'I suppose there was some very serious reason, but on that point Mr.

Burnett absolutely refused to answer me. He said his reasons were his own,

and that he intended to leave his money to whom he pleased.'

'There was----' Julia stopped short, and looked interrogatively at Emily.

'Go on, Julia, tell him; we have nothing to conceal.'

'Mr. Burnett asked Emily to marry him a short time ago; she, of course,

refused, and ever since he seemed more like----'

'A madman than anything else,' broke in Emily. 'Oh, for the last month we

have led a miserable life! It was a happy release.'

'Is it possible,' said Mr. Grandly, 'that Mr. Burnett seriously

contemplated marriage with Miss Watson?'

'Yes, and her refusal seemed to drive him out of his mind.'

'I never was more surprised.' The placid face of the eminently respectable

solicitor lapsed into contemplation. 'I often tried,' he said, suddenly,

'to divine the reason why he changed his will. Disappointed love seemed the

only conceivable reason, but I rejected it as being quite inconceivable.

Well, it only shows how little we know what is passing in each other's

minds.'

'Then,' said Julia, 'Mr. Burnett has divided his fortune, leaving Ashwood

to Mr. Price, and all his invested money to Emily?'

A look of pain passed over Mr. Grandly's benevolent face, and he answered:

'Unfortunately he has left everything to Mr. Price.'

'I'm glad,' exclaimed Emily, 'that he has left me nothing. Once he thought

fit to disinherit me because I would not marry him, I prefer not to have

anything to do with his money.'

Mr. Grandly and Julia looked at each other; they did not need to speak;

each knew that the girl did not realise at once the full and irretrievable

nature of this misfortune. The word 'destitute' was at present unrealised,

and she only thought that she had been deprived of what she loved best in

the world--Ashwood. Mr. Grandly glanced at her, and then speaking a little

more hurriedly, said--

'I was saying just now that I only consented to draw up the will so that I

might be able at some future time to induce Mr. Burnett to add a codicil to

it. Later on I spoke to him again on the subject, and he promised to

consider it, and a few days after he wrote to me, saying that he had

decided to take my advice and add a codicil. Subsequently, in another

letter he mentioned three hundred a year as being the sum he thought he

would be in honour bound to leave Miss Watson. Unfortunately, he did not

live long enough to carry this intention into execution. But the letters he

addressed to me on the subject exist, and I have every hope that the heir,

Mr. Price, will be glad to make some provision for his cousin.'

'Have you any reason for thinking that Mr. Price will do so?' said Julia.

'No. But it seems impossible for any honourable man to act otherwise.'

'He cannot bear enmity against Emily, who of course knew nothing of his

quarrel with his uncle. Do you know anything about Mr. Price? What is he?

Where does he live?'

'He is a literary man, I believe. I have heard that he writes plays!'

'Oh, a writer of plays.'

'Yes. I am glad of it; he may be easier to deal with. I daresay it is a

mistaken notion, but one is apt to imagine that these artist folk are more

generous with their money than ordinary mortals.'

'Is he married?' said Julia, and involuntarily she glanced toward Emily.

Mr. Grandly, too, looked toward the girl, and then he said: 'I don't know

if Mr. Price is married; I hope not.'

'Why do you hope so?' said Emily, suddenly.

'Because if he isn't, there will only be one person to deal with. If he had

a wife, she would have a voice in the matter; and in such circumstances as

ours a man is easier to deal with. I earnestly hope Mr. Hubert Price is not

married, and shall consider it a great point in our favour if on returning

to town I find he is not.' Then assuming a lighter tone, for the nervous

strain of the last ten minutes had been intense, he said: 'If he is not

married, who knows--you may take a fancy to him, and he to you; then things

would be just the same as before--only better.'

'I should not marry him--I hate him already. I wonder how you can think of

such a thing, Mr. Grandly? You know that he must be a very wicked man for

uncle to have disinherited him. I have always heard that--but I don't know

what I am saying.' Tears welled up into her eyes. 'I daresay my cousin is

not so bad as--but I can talk no more.... I am very miserable, I have

always been miserable, and I don't know why; I never did harm to any one.'

Soon after Mr. Grandly bade the ladies good-bye. Julia followed him to the

front door. 'You will do all you can to help us? That poor child is too

young, too inexperienced, to realise what her position is.'

'I know, I know,' said Mr. Grandly, extending both hands to Julia; 'in the

whole course of my experience I never met with a sadder case. But we must

not take too sad a view of it. Perhaps all will come right in the end. The

young man cannot refuse to make good his uncle's intentions. He cannot see

his cousin go to the workhouse. I will do the best I can for you. The

moment I get back to London, I'll set inquiries on foot and find out his

address, and when I have seen him I'll write. Good-bye.'

Then, resolving that it were better to leave the girl to herself, Julia

took up her key-basket and hurried away on household business. But in the

middle of her many occupations she would now and then stop short to think.

She had never heard of anything so cruel before. That poor girl--she must

go to her; she must not leave her alone any longer. But it would be well to

avoid the subject as much as possible. She must think of something to

distract her thoughts. The pony-chaise. It might be the last time they had

a carriage to go out in. But they could not go out driving on the day of

the funeral.

That evening, as they were going to bed, Emily said, lifting her sweet,

pathetic little face, looking all love and gentleness: 'Oh, to think of a

common, vulgar writer coming here, with a common, vulgar wife and a horrid

crowd of children. Oh, Julia, doesn't it seem impossible? And yet I suppose

it is true. I cannot bear to think of it. I can see the horrid children

tramping up and down the stairs, breaking the things we have known and

loved so long; and they will destroy all my flowers, and no one will

remember to feed the poor swans. Dandy, my beloved, I shall be able to take

you with me.' And she caught up the rough-haired terrier and hugged him,

kissing his dear old head. 'Dandy is mine; they can't take him from me, can

they? But do you think the swans belong to them or to us? I suppose it

would be impossible to take them with us if we go to live in London. They

couldn't live in a backyard.'

'But, dearest Emily, who are "they"? You don't know that he is

married--literary men don't often marry. For all you know, he is a handsome

young man, who will fall madly in love with you.'

'No one ever fell in love with me except that horrid old man--how I hate

him, how I detest to think of it! I thought I should have died when he

asked to marry me. The very memory of it is enough to make me hate all men,

and prevent me from liking any one. I don't think I could like him; I

should always see that wicked old man's hoary, wrinkled face in his.'

'Oh, Emily, I cannot think how such ideas can come into your head. It is

not right, indeed it isn't.' And this simple Englishwoman looked at this

sensitive girl in sheer wonderment and alarm.

'I only say what I think. I am glad the old man did disinherit me. I'm glad

we are leaving Ashwood; I cannot abide the place when I think of him....

There, that is his chair. I can see him sitting in it now. He is grinning

at us; he is saying, "Ha! ha! I have made beggars of you both." You

remember how we used to tremble when we met his terrible old face on the

stairs; you remember how he used to sit glaring at us all through dinner?'

'Yes, Emily, I remember all that; but I do not think it natural that you

should forget all the years of kindness; he was very good to you, and loved

you very much, and if he forgot himself at the end of his life, we must

remember the weakness of age.'

'The hideousness of age,' Emily replied, in a low tone. The conversation

paused, and then Julia said--

'You are speaking wildly, Emily, and will live to regret your words. Let us

speak no more of Mr. Burnett... I daresay you will find your cousin a

charming young man. I should laugh if it were all to end in a marriage. And

how glad I should be to see you off on your honeymoon, to bid you

good-bye!'

'Oh, Julia, don't speak like that; you will never bid me good-bye. You will

never leave me--promise me that--you are my only friend. Oh, Julia, promise

me that you will never leave me.'

Tears rose in Julia's eyes, and taking the girl in her arms, she said,

'I'll never leave you, my dear girl, until you yourself wish it.'

'I wish it? Oh, Julia, you do not know me. I have lost everything, Julia,

but I mustn't lose you... After all, it doesn't so much matter, so long as

we are not separated. I don't care about money, and we can have a nice

little house in London all to ourselves. And if we get too hard up, we'll

both go out as daily governesses. I think I could teach a little music, to

young children, you know; you'd teach the older ones.' Emily looked at

Julia inquiringly, and going over to the piano, attempted to play her

favourite polka. Julia, who had once worked for her daily bread, and earned

it in a sort of way by giving music-lessons, smiled sadly at the girl's

ignorance of life.

'I see,' said Emily, who was quick to divine every shade of sentiment

passing in the minds of those she loved; 'you don't think I could teach

even the little children.'

'My dear Emily, I hope it will never come to your having to try.'

'I must do something to get a living,' she replied, looking vaguely and

wistfully into the fire. 'How unfortunate all this is--that horrid, horrid

old man. But supposing he had asked you to marry him--he wasn't nice, but

you are older than I, and if you had married him you would have become, in

a way, my stepmother. But what a charming stepmother! Oh, how I should have

loved that!'

'Come, Emily, it is time to go to bed; you let your imagination run away

with you.'

'Julia, you are not cross because----'

'No, dear, I'm not cross. I'm only a little tired. We have talked too

long.'

Emily's allusion to music-teaching had revived in Julia all her most

painful memories. If this man were to cast them penniless out of Ashwood!

Supposing, supposing that were to happen? Starving days, pale and haggard,

rose up in her memory. What should she do, what should she do, and with

that motherless girl dependent on her for food and clothes and shelter? She

buried her face in the pillow and prayed that she might be saved from such

a destiny.

If this man--this unknown creature--were to refuse to help them, she and

Emily would have to go to London, and she would have to support Emily as

best she might. She would hold to her and fight for her with all her

strength, but would she not fall vanquished in the fight; and then, and

then? The same thoughts, questions, and fears turned in her head like a

wheel, and it was not until dawn had begun to whiten the window-panes that

she fell asleep.

A few days after, the post brought a letter for Julia. After glancing

hastily down the page she said: 'This is a letter from Mr. Grandly, and it

is good news. Oh, what a relief!...'

'Read it.'

'"Dear Mrs. Bentley,--Immediately I arrived in London, I set to work to

find out Mr. Price's address. It was the easiest matter in the world, for

he has a play now running at one of the theatres. So I directed my letter

to the theatre, and next morning I had a visit from him. After explaining

to him the resources of the brilliant fortune he had come into, I told him

of his uncle's intention to add a codicil to his will, leaving Miss Watson

three hundred a year; I told him that this last will had left her entirely

unprovided for. He said, at once, that he fully agreed with me, and that he

would consider what was the most honourable course for him to take in

regard to his 'cousin. This is exactly what he said, but his manner was

such that before leaving he left no doubt in my mind whatever that he will

act very generously indeed. I should not be surprised if he settled even

more than the proposed three hundred a year on Miss Watson. He is a very

quiet, thoughtful young man of about two or three and thirty. He looks

poor, and I fancy he has lived through very hard times. He wears an air of

sadness and disappointment which makes him attractive, and his manners are

gentle and refined. I tell you these things, for I know they will interest

you. I have not been able to find out if he is married, but I am sorry to

say that his play has not succeeded. I should have found out more, but he

was not in my office above ten minutes; he had to hurry away to keep an

appointment at the theatre, for, as he explained, it was to be decided that

very day if the play was to be taken out of the bills at the end of the

week. He promised to call again, and our interview is fixed for eleven

o'clock the day after to-morrow. In the meantime take heart, for I think I

am justified in telling you I feel quite sanguine as to the result."'

'Well,' said Julia, laying down the letter, 'I don't think that anything

could be more satisfactory, and just fancy dear old Mr. Grandly being able

to describe a young man as well as that.'

'He doesn't say if he is short or tall, or dark or fair.'

'No, he doesn't. I think he might have told us something about his personal

appearance, but it is a great relief to hear that he is not the vulgar

Bohemian we have always understood him to be. Mr. Grandly says his manners

are refined; you might take a fancy to him after all.'

'But you don't know that he isn't married. I suppose Mr. Grandly wasn't

able to find that out. I should like to know--but not because I want to

marry him or any one else; only I don't like the idea of a great, vulgar

woman, and a pack of children scampering about the place when we go.'

'Do you dislike children so much, then, Emily?'

'I don't know that I ever thought about them; but I'm sure I shouldn't like

his children. I dreamt of him last night. Do you believe in dreams?'

'What did you dream?'

'I cannot remember, but I woke up crying, feeling more unhappy than I ever

felt in my life before. It is curious that I should dream of him last

night, and that you should receive that letter this morning, isn't it?'

'I don't see anything strange in it. Nothing more natural than that you

should dream about him, and it was certain that I should receive a letter

from Mr. Grandly; he promised to write to me in a few days.'

'Then you believe what is in that letter--I don't. Something tells me that

he will not act kindly, but I don't know how.'

'I'm quite sure you are wrong, Emily. Mr. Grandly would never have written

this letter unless he knew for certain that Mr. Price would do all or more

than he promised.'

'I can't see from the letter that he has promised anything... Even if he

does give me three hundred a year, I shall have to leave Ashwood.'

'My dear Emily, I'm cross with you: of course, if you will insist on always

looking at the melancholy side.... Now I'm going; I've to see after the

housekeeping. Are you going into the garden?'

'Yes, presently.'

Emily did not seem to know what she was going to do. She looked out of the

window, she lingered in the corridor; finally she wandered into the

library. The quaint, old-fashioned room recalled her childhood to her. It

was here she used to learn her lessons. Here was the mahogany table, at

which she used to sit with her governess, learning to read and write; and

there, far away at the other end of the long room, was the round table,

where lay the old illustrated editions of _Gulliver's Travels_ and _The

Arabian Nights_, which she used to run to whenever her governess left the

room. And at the bottom of the book-cases there were drawers full of

strange papers; these drawers she used to open in fear and trembling, so

mysterious did they seem to her. And there was the book-cases full of the

tall folios, behind which lay, in dark and dim recesses, stores of books

which she used to pull out, expecting at every moment to come upon

long-forgotten treasures. She smiled now, as she recalled these childish

imaginings, and lifting tenderly the coarse drugget, she looked at the

great green globe which her fingers used to turn in infantile curiosity.

Then leaving the library, she roamed through the house, pausing on the

first landing to gaze on the picture of the fine gentleman in a red coat,

his hand for ever on his sword. She remembered how she used to wonder whom

he was going to kill, and how sure she used to feel that at last he would

grant his adversary his life. And close by was the picture of the

wind-mill, set on the edge of the down, with the shepherd driving sheep in

the foreground. Her whole life seemed drenched with tears at the thought of

parting with these things. Every room was full of memories for her. She was

a little girl when she came to live at Ashwood, and the room at the top of

the stairs had been her nursery. There were the two beds; both were now

dismantled and bare. It was in the little bed in the corner that she used

to sleep; it was in the old four-poster that her nurse slept. And there was

the very place, in front of the fire, where she used to have her tea. The

table had disappeared, and the grate, how rusty it was! In the far corner,

by the window, there used to be a press, in which nurse kept tea and sugar.

That press had been removed. The other press was there still, and throwing

open the doors she surveyed the shelves. She remembered the very peg on

which her hat and jacket used to hang. And the long walks in the great

park, which was to her, then, a world of wonderment!

She wandered about the old corridor, in and out of odd rooms, all

associated with her childhood--quaint old rooms, many of them lumber rooms,

full of odd corners and old cupboards, the meaning of which she used to

strive to divine. How their silence and mystery used to thrill her little

soul! Faded rooms whose mystery had departed, but whose gloom was haunted

with tenderest recollections. In one corner was the reading-chair in which

Mr. Burnett used to sit. At that time she used to sit on his knee, and when

the chair gave way beneath their weight, he had said she was too big a girl

to sit on his knee any longer. The words had seemed to her a little cruel.

She had forgotten the old chair, but now she remembered the very moment

when the servants came to take it away.

Under the window were some fragments of a china bowl which she had broken

when quite a little child. There was a hoop-stick and the hoop which had

been taken down to the blacksmith's to be mended. He had mended it, but she

did not remember ever using it again. And there was an old box of

water-colours, with which she used to colour all the uncoloured drawings in

her picture-books. Emily took the hoop-stick, the old doll, and the broken

box of water-colours, and packed them away carefully. She would be able to

find room for them in the little house in London where she and Julia were

going to live.

A few days after, the post brought letters from Mr. Grandly, one for Emily

and one for Julia. Julia's letter ran as follows:

'Dear Mrs. Bentley,---I write by this post to Miss Watson, advising her

that her cousin, Mr. Price, is most anxious to make her acquaintance, and

asking her to send the dog-cart to-morrow to meet him at the station. I

must take upon myself the responsibility for this step. I have seen Mr.

Price again, and he has confirmed me in my good opinion of him. He seems

most anxious, not only to do everything right, but to make matters as

pleasant and agreeable as possible for his cousin. He has written me a

letter recognising Miss Watson's claim upon him, and constituting himself

her trustee. I have not had yet time to prepare a deed of gift, but there

can be little doubt that Miss Watson's position is now quite secure. So far

so good; but more than ever does the only clear and satisfactory way out of

this miserable business seem to me to be a marriage between Mr. Hubert

Price and Miss Watson. I have already told you that he is a nice, refined

young man, of gentlemanly bearing, good presence, and excellent speech,

though a trifle shy and reserved; and, as I have since discovered that he

is not married, I have taken upon myself the responsibility of advising him

to jump into a train and to go and tell his cousin the conclusion he has

come to regarding the will of the late Mr. Burnett. As I have said, he is a

shy man, and it was some time before I could induce him to take so decisive

a step; he wanted to meet Miss Watson in my office, but I succeeded in

persuading him. He will go down to you to-morrow by the five o'clock, and I

need not impress upon you the necessity that you should use your influence

with Miss Watson, and that his reception should be as cordial as

circumstances permit. I have only to add that I see no need that you should

show this letter to Miss Watson, for the very fact of knowing that we

desired to bring about a marriage might prejudice her against this young

man, whom she otherwise cannot fail to find charming.'

Hearing some one at her door, Julia put the letter away. It was Emily.

'I've just received a letter from Mr. Grandly, saying that that man is

coming here to-day, and that we are to send the dog-cart for him.'

'Is not that the very best thing that----'

'We cannot remain here, we must leave a note for him, or something of that

kind. I wouldn't remain here to meet him for worlds. I really couldn't,

Julia.'

'And why not, Emily?'

'To meet the man who is coming to turn me out of Ashwood!'

'How do you know that he is coming to turn you out of Ashwood? You imagine

these things.... Do you suppose that Mr. Grandly would send him down here

if he did not know what his intentions were?'

'But we shall have to leave Ashwood.'

'Very likely, but not in the way you imagine. Remember, Mr. Price is your

cousin; you may like him very much. Let's be guided by Mr. Grandly; I have

not seen your letter, but apparently he advises us to remain here and

receive him.'

'I don't think I can, Julia. I have misgivings.'

'Have you been dreaming again?'

'No; I've not been dreaming, but I have misgivings.'

'You are a silly little goose, Emily. Come and give me a kiss, and promise

to take my advice.'

'Dearest Julia, you do love me, don't you? Promise me that we shall not be

separated, and then I don't mind.'

'Yes, dear, I promise you that, and you will promise me to try to like your

cousin?'

'I'll try, Julia, but I'm awfully frightened, and--I don't think I could

like him, no matter what he was like. I feel a sort of hatred in my heart.

Don't you know what I mean?' And the girl looked questioningly into her

friend's eyes.