II

Rose often came to see Hubert in his rooms. Her manner was disappointing,

and he thought he must be mistaken in his first judgment of her talents.

But one afternoon she gave him a recitation of the sleep-walking scene in

_Macbeth_. It was strange to see this little dark-complexioned, dark-eyed

girl, the merest handful of flesh and bone, divest herself at will of her

personality, and assume the tragic horror of Lady Macbeth, or the

passionate rapture of Juliet detaining her husband-lover on the balcony of

her chamber. Hubert watched in wonderment this girl, so weak and languid in

her own nature, awaking only to life when she assumed the personality of

another. There she lay, her wispy form stretched in his arm-chair, her

great dark eyes fixed, her mind at rest, sunk in some inscrutable dream.

Her thin hand lay on the arm of the chair: when she woke from her day-dream

she burst into irresponsible laughter, or questioned him with petulant

curiosity. He looked again: her dark curling hair hung on her swarthy neck,

and she was somewhat untidily dressed in blue linen.

'Were you ever in love?' she said suddenly. 'I don't suppose you could be;

you are too occupied with your play. I don't know, though; you might be in

love, but I don't think that many women would be in love with you.... You

are too good a man, and women don't like good men.'

Hubert laughed, and without a trace of offended vanity in his voice he

said, 'I don't profess to be much of a lady-killer.'

'You don't know what I mean,' she said, looking at him fixedly, a maze of

half-childish, half-artistic curiosity in her handsome eyes.

Perplexed in his shy, straightford nature, Hubert inquired if she took

sugar in her tea. She said she did; stretched her feet to the fire, and

lapsed into dream. She was one of the enigmas of Stageland. She supported

herself, and went about by herself, looking a poor, lost little thing. She

spoke with considerable freedom of language on all subjects, but no one had

been able to fix a lover upon her.

'What a part Lady Hayward is! But tell me,--I don't quite catch your

meaning in the second act. Is this it?' and starting to her feet, she

became in a moment another being. With a gesture, a look, an intonation,

she was the woman of the play,--a woman taken by an instinct, long

submerged, but which has floated to the surface, and is beginning to

command her actions. In another moment she had slipped back into her weary

lymphatic nature, at once prematurely old and extravagantly childish. She

could not talk of indifferent things; and having asked some strange

questions, and laughed loudly, she wished Hubert 'Good-afternoon' in her

curious, irresponsible fashion, taking her leave abruptly.

The next two days Hubert devoted entirely to his play. There were things in

it which he knew were good, but it was incomplete. Montague Ford would not

produce it in its present form. He must put his shoulder to the wheel and

get it right; one more push, that was all that was wanted. And he could be

heard walking to and fro, up and down, along and across his tiny

sitting-room, stopping suddenly to take a note of an idea that had occurred

to him.

One day he went to Hampstead Heath. A long walk, he thought, would clear

his mind, and he returned home thinking of his play. The sunset still

glittering in the skies; the bare trees were beautifully distinct on the

blue background of the suburban street, and at the end of the long

perspective, a 'bus and a hansom could be seen coming towards him. As they

grew larger, his thoughts defined themselves, and the distressing problem

of his fourth act seemed to solve itself. That very evening he would sketch

out a new dramatic movement around which all the other movements of the act

would cluster. But at the corner of Fitzroy Square, within a few yards of

No. 17, he was accosted by a shabbily-dressed man, who inquired if he were

Mr. Price. On being answered in the affirmative, the shabbily-dressed man

said, 'Then I have something for ye; I have been a-watching for ye for the

last three days, but ye didn't come out; missed yer this morning: 'ere it

is;' and he thrust a folded paper into Hubert's hand.

'What is this?'

'Don't yer know?' he said with a grin; 'Messrs. Tomkins & Co., Tailors,

writ--twenty-two pound odd.'

Hubert made no answer; he put the paper in his pocket, opened the door

quietly, stole up to his room, and sat down to think. The first thing to do

was to examine into his finances. It was alarming to find that he was

breaking into his last five-pound note. True that he was close on the end

of his play, and when it was finished he would be able to draw on Ford. But

a summons to appear in the county court could not fail to do him immense

injury. He had heard of avoiding service, but he knew little of the law,

and wondered what power the service of the writ gave his creditor over him.

His instinct was to escape--hide himself where they would not be able to

find him, and so obtain time to finish his play. But he owed his landlady

money, and his departure would have to be clandestine. As he reflected on

how many necessaries he might carry away in a newspaper, he began to feel

strangely like a criminal, and while rolling up a couple of shirts, a few

pairs of socks, and some collars, he paused, his hands resting on the

parcel. He did not seem to know himself, and it was difficult to believe

that he really intended to leave the house in this disreputable fashion.

Mechanically he continued to add to his parcel, thinking all the while that

he must go, otherwise his play would never be written.

He had been working very well for the last few days, and now he saw his way

quite clearly; the inspiration he had been so long waiting for had come at

last, and he felt sure of his fourth act. At the same time he wished to

conduct himself honestly, even in this distressing situation. Should he

tell his landlady the truth? But the desire to realise his idea was

intolerable, and, yielding as if before an irresistible force, he tied the

parcel and prepared to go. At that moment he remembered that he must leave

a note for his landlady, and he was more than ever surprised at the

naturalness with which lying phrases came into his head. But when it came

to committing them to paper, he found he could not tell an absolute lie,

and he wrote a simple little note to the effect that he had been called

away on urgent business, and hoped to return in about a week.

He descended the stairs softly. Mrs. Wilson's sitting-room opened on to the

passage; she might step out at any moment, and intercept his exit. He had

nearly reached the last flight when he remembered that he had forgotten his

manuscripts. His flesh turned cold, his heart stood still. There was

nothing for it but to ascend those creaking stairs again. His already

heavily encumbered pockets could not be persuaded to receive more than a

small portion of the manuscripts. He gathered them in his hand, and

prepared to redescend the perilous stairs. He walked as lightly as

possible, dreading that every creak would bring Mrs. Wilson from her

parlour. A few more steps, and he would be in the passage. A smell of dust,

sounds of children crying, children talking in the kitchen! A few more

steps, and, with his eyes on the parlour door, Hubert had reached the rug

at the foot of the stairs. He hastened along, the passage. Mrs. Wilson was

a moment too late. His hand was on the street-door when she appeared at the

door of her parlour.

'Mr. Price, I want to speak to you before you go out. There has----'

'I can't wait--running to catch a train. You'll find a letter on my table.

It will explain.'

Hubert slipped out, closed the door, and ran down the street, and it was

not until he had put two or three streets between him and Fitzroy Street

that he relaxed his pace, and could look behind him without dreading to

feel the hand of the 'writter' upon his shoulder.

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