CHAPTER XXIV

Visit to a poor Family in London.—Idleness the Parent of

Vice.—Prodigality and Generosity incompatible.—The Pleasures of

Benevolence.—True and false Motives for saving.

After the impression which the story, and the sight of the family had

made, was a little worn off; Caroline begged leave to buy one toy, and

then another, till her money was quite gone. When Mrs. Mason found it

was all expended, she looked round for an object in distress; a poor

woman soon presented herself, and her meagre countenance gave weight to

her tale.—A babe, as meagre, hung at her breast, which did not seem to

contain sufficient moisture to wet its parched lips.

On enquiry they found that she lodged in a neighbouring garret. Her

husband had been out of employment a long time, and was now sick. The

master who had formerly given him work, lost gradually great part of his

business; for his best customers were grown so fond of foreign articles,

that his goods grew old in the warehouse. Consequently a number of hands

were dismissed, who not immediately finding employment elsewhere, were

reduced to the most extreme distress. The truth of this account a

reputable shopkeeper attested; and he added that many of the unhappy

creatures, who die unpitied at the gallows, were first led into vice by

accidental idleness.

They ascended the dark stairs, scarcely able to bear the bad smells that

flew from every part of a small house, that contained in each room a

family, occupied in such an anxious manner to obtain the necessaries of

life, that its comforts never engaged their thoughts. The precarious

meal was snatched, and the stomach did not turn, though the cloth, on

which it was laid, was died in dirt. When to-morrow’s bread is

uncertain, who thinks of cleanliness? Thus does despair increase the

misery, and consequent disease aggravate the horrors of poverty!

They followed the woman into a low garret, that was never visited by the

chearful rays of the sun.—A man, with a sallow complexion, and long

beard, sat shivering over a few cinders in the bottom of a broken grate,

and two more children were on the ground, half naked, near him, breathing

the same noxious air. The gaiety natural to their age, did not animate

their eyes, half sunk in their sockets; and, instead of smiles, premature

wrinkles had found a place in their lengthened visages. Life was nipped

in the bud; shut up just as it began to unfold itself. ‘A frost, a

killing frost,’ had destroyed the parent’s hopes; they seemed to come

into the world only to crawl half formed,—to suffer, and to die.

Mrs. Mason desired the girls to relieve the family; Caroline hung down

her head abashed—wishing the paltry ornaments which she had thoughtlessly

bought, in the bottom of the sea. Mary, meanwhile, proud of the new

privilege, emptied her purse; and Caroline, in a supplicating tone,

entreated Mrs. Mason to allow her to give her neck-handkerchief to the

little infant.

Mrs. Mason desired the woman to call on her the next day; and they left

the family cheered by their bounty.

Caroline expected the reproof that soon proceeded from the mouth of her

true friend. I am glad that this accident has occurred, to prove to you

that prodigality and generosity are incompatible. Economy and

self-denial are necessary in every station, to enable us to be generous,

and to act conformably to the rules of justice.

Mary may this night enjoy peaceful slumbers; idle Fancies, foolishly

indulged, will not float in her brain; she may, before she closes her

eyes, thank God, for allowing her to be His instrument of mercy. Will

the trifles that you have purchased, afford you such heartfelt delight,

Caroline?

Selfish people save to gratify their own caprices and appetites; the

benevolent curb both, to give scope to the nobler feelings of the human

heart. When we squander money idly, we defraud the poor, and deprive our

own souls of their most exalted food. If you wish to be useful, govern

your desires, and wait not till distress obtrudes itself—search it out.

In the country it is not always attended with such shocking circumstances

as at present; but in large cities, many garrets contain families,

similar to those we have seen this afternoon. The money spent in

indulging the vain wishes of idleness, and a childish fondness for pretty

things not regulated by reason, would relieve the misery that my soul

shrinks back from contemplating.

[Picture: Economy and self-denial are necessary in every station]

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