CHAPTER XVII.

HOW MATTERS COME TO A CLIMAX; AND HOW TITA TELLS MAURICE MANY THINGS

THAT STING HIM SHARPLY; AND HOW HE LAYS HANDS UPON HER; AND HOW THE

LAST ADIEUX ARE SAID.

"So you have made up your mind," says Maurice, looking at his wife

with a glance as full of coldness as it is of rage. "You see your

way? It is for ever, remember. You decide on leaving me?"

"Why should I stay?" says Tita.

There is evidently no idea of "staying" about her; she is dressed

for a journey, with care--_great_ care--but with all the air of one

who is going away for a long, long time. She is exquisitely dressed;

the soft gray costume, trimmed with costly furs, sets off her bijou

figure to perfection, and her soft, dainty curls show coquettishly

from beneath her fur cap. Her eyes are shining like stars; her lips

have taken a slightly malicious curve; her rounded chin, soft and

white as a baby's, is delicately tilted. She is looking lovely. "Why

should I stay?" Her question seems to beat upon his brain. He could

have answered it, perhaps, had pride permitted him, but pride is a

great tyrant, and rules with an iron rod. And, besides, even if he

had answered, _she_ has a tyrant, too--her own pride. As a fact we

all have these tyrants, and it is surprising how we hug them to our

breasts.

"Why should I stay?" says Tita. "All you wanted from me is gone; now

I go too. You should rejoice. If you have lost in one way you have

gained in another. You will never see me or my money again!"

The bitterness in the young voice, the hatred in the young eyes, is

terrible.

For a full minute Rylton remains silent. The mind is a strange

thing, not to be controlled, full of vagaries, and now, for no

reason whatever, as it seems to him, it has run back to his wedding

morning. Is _this_ the careless, idle, little tomboy who had stood

before the altar--the little girl he had assured himself he could

mould to his will?

"You forget," says he coldly, "that you are married to me. It is not

so simple a matter as you seem to imagine for a wife to throw off

her marriage yoke."

"Yoke! What a good word that is!" says Tita, with the air of one

making a discovery. Then lightly, "Pouf! Nonsense! I'll show you how

easy it is! And as for that----" Again her mood changes. "Don't go

in for that sort of thing," says she contemptuously. "Be honest with

me now, at the last. You know you will be as glad to get rid of me,

as I shall be to be rid of you."

"Speak for yourself," says Rylton slowly. His eyes are on the

ground. "I have not said I shall be glad to get rid of you."

"No, I have said it for you. I have befriended you to the very end;

and if you _will_ be a hypocrite, why--_be it!"_ cries she gaily.

She throws up her hands with an airy little gesture, full of grace,

and anger, and something else difficult to describe, but that

certainly is devoid of any sort of mirth.

"Hypocrite or not, remember this," says Maurice, "it is _you_ who

have decided on a separation."

"Yes; I--I." She bursts out laughing. "'Alone I did it!' To-day I

set you free!"

"Free!"

"Ah, not so free as I _would_ make you!" shaking her head.

He looks at her.

_ "You_ are honest, at all events," says he bitterly; then, after a

moment, "You approve, then, on the step you are taking?"

Tita makes a gesture of impatience.

"What _will_ you have?" says she. "What do you find fault with now?

Have I not behaved well? Have I not behaved beautifully? I stayed

with you as long as I had any money--the money for which you gave me

your--title. I cannot flatter myself that you gave me more than that

for it. Probably you gave me too much. And so now, when the money is

gone, the bargain is off, and"--with a shrug of her shoulders, and

the saucy glance of a naughty child from under her long lashes--_"I_

am off too! Isn't that being good?"

"Have you no charity?" says he. A dark red flush has crimsoned his

forehead. "What a character you give me! Do you think I have no

heart?"

"Oh, _your_ heart!" says she gaily. "I don't think you need to be

unhappy about it. It will do. You say I am honest, and one thing

honestly I do regret, that I should have unwittingly tempted you to

marry me because of my money--when now it has all dropped overboard.

If I had only known how you regarded it, I----"

"That infernal money!" says he violently.

There is almost a groan in his voice. His eyes are fixed upon her;

he is wondering at her. What a child she looks in her pretty frock!

What an unreasonable child! But what a charm in the angry eyes of

her, the defiance of her whole air! There is something that maddens

him in the scornful shrug of her dainty shoulders.

"Oh yes--yes--of course!" says she, bringing the little disdainful

shrug into full requisition now. "No wonder you abuse it, poor

thing! _But_ for that 'infernal money,' you would never have dreamed

of marrying me, and now that it is gone--gone----" She pauses. "Oh,"

sharply, "I am _glad_ it is gone! It opens for me a way to leave

you!"

Rylton strides forward, and seizes her by both her arms.

"Supposing I don't _let_ you go!" says he.

"I shan't ask your permission," returns she calmly, submitting to

his violent pressure without a wince--a pressure unmeant--unknown by

him, to do him justice. "And I need not! Think of the detestable

life we have lived together! Don't I know that you hated it as much

as I did--perhaps more! No," softly. "Not _more!"_

Rylton loosens his hold of her, and steps back. If she had said a

thousand words, they could not have brought her meaning more

forcibly home to him than these two, "Not _more."_

"Oh, think!" cries she, clasping her hands in a sort of ecstasy.

"To-day--this very day--in an hour or so, we shall be miles, and

miles, and _miles_ away from each other! What more can you desire?"

Rylton brings his hand down upon the table before him.

"Nothing!" returns he hoarsely. "I would rather die than subject

myself to the misery I have been enduring with you. I would, by

heaven!"

"Ah, you speak the truth at last," says she. "Well"--she moves

towards him and holds out her hand--"now that you have spoken, I am

satisfied. Good-bye; I hope I shall never see you again!"

He thrusts her hand aside.

"I shall remember that," says he.

"That was why I said it," returns she. She has flung up her head,

angered a little perhaps even in this desperate moment at his

rejection of her hand. Her eyes are gleaming. Her beauty seems to

shine out--to grow upon him. Maurice regards her curiously even

now--now, when she is going for ever. _How_ can so bitter a spirit

dwell in so sweet a temple? "Will you not say good-bye, then?" says

she.

"No--never."

She turns away deliberately and leaves the room.

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