IX

I went on deck. It was a May night with a fresh, cold wind. There

was a bright star over the crescent moon which hung well down the

west, and all the heavens were bright, but not too bright. I leaned

on the rounds of a rope ladder of the rigging by the ship’s side

aft, and was alone; it was cold, and the passengers were few. I

noticed on the horizon a dark shadow half-risen from the waters

and mounting toward the moon; it rose rapidly, and grew black as it

neared the light above. It was like a high arch, or cascade of gloom,

broadening its skirts as it fell on the horizon. The moon was its

apex, and seemed about to enter it. The scene was fantastic in the

extreme, unearthly, a scene of Poe’s imagination; the moon hung

as if at the entrance of an unknown region into which it was about

to descend. But there was no further change. The moon crested the

arch; the single star burned brilliantly directly above and between

the horns of the crescent and at some distance aloft. I watched the

strange spectacle; the moon and the broad-skirted curtain of black

gloom, pouring from it on the waters just in the line of its bright

track over the sea, sank slowly down together. The moon reddened

as it neared the horizon line, and when the crescent at last rested

on the sea, and the shadow had been wholly absorbed in the moon’s

track, there was another Poesque effect; the horned moon was like a

ship of flame—not a ship on fire, but a ship of flame—sailing

on the horizon. That picture, though it could have been but for

a few moments, seemed to last long, and sank dying in a red glow

slowly. I remember recalling the lines:

“The moon of Mahomet

Arose, and it shall set.”

What followed was so singular that it may be best to record it

in nearly the exact words of my rough notes, made early the next

morning off Malta:

“The strange thing was that the star, still somewhat high in

the west, growing brighter, took the track of the moon. I mean the

moon’s path of light on the water became the star’s path, as

plain but whiter; one passed and the other was there imperceptibly;

one became the other. It reminded me of one faith changing into

another, from a higher heavenly source. I stayed because the star was

so beautiful—the most beautiful star I ever saw, except perhaps

the star off Cyprus. It grew larger and more radiant, with many,

many points, and became a bunch, as it were, of jackstraw rays,

one crossing another, all straight; and then, as I looked, a strange

thing happened.

“I saw what might have been spirits in the star, as in a

picture. The star lost shape, and became only the setting of these

forms of light, perfect human figures. At first there were two, one

older and one younger, like an angel with Tobias or Virgin with the

young St. John; then there were many others, not at the same time,

but successively. Some were constantly repeated; the Byzantine

throned figure hieratic, the highwinged angel tall, the young angel

seated and writing, the standing figure, prophetic, blessing, with

high hands. There were scenes as well as figures: desert scenes as

of Arabs—effects of the white and dark, like turbaned and robed

figures together; the Magian scene; mixed moving groups, sometimes

turned away from me. The figures often moved with regard to each

other, and trembled on my own eye singly. When the star approached

the horizon, there were figures that seemed to walk toward me on

the sea, all white and radiant—single figures always. There were

in all three sorts: Byzantine, with the crown or canopy above,

and the throne; Italian groups and lines; and Moslem. There was

nothing distinctively Greek except seated figures.

“This continued till the star set, perhaps an hour. I would look

off from the star to the other stars and to the sea; but as soon

as my eyes went back to the star, there were the changing figures

still to be seen. One did not see the star, but the figures; not

framed in a star or in a round orb, but on a shapeless background;

one saw only figures of light as if ‘the heavens were opened.’

And when the star set and was gone, another planet above, also

very bright, as I looked, opened in the same way, with similar

figures. There I saw a form with Michel-Angelo-like limbs, seated

on the orb with loose posture, like the spirit of the star, and

then a tall, throned figure with the crown over it. I did not at

any time see any features—only forms, very distinct in limbs and

modelling of figure, but too distant for features. It was an hour or

more, and I still saw them in the new star when I turned away to go

below. My eyes were tired. I was not at all excited—quite steady,

and observing and experimenting; for I had never known anything

similar to this. The visions were constant, without any interval,

though changing. It was like looking into a room through a window,

or out of a room upon a landscape.

“It was wonderfully _spiritual_ and beautiful. The figures were all

noble and beautiful, especially in line, and occupied with something,

like living forms. They were _white_, but not with white clothing,

except the Moslem figures, sometimes; but white as of some _substance

of light_—the faces sometimes dark, and there were shadows marking

relations of the figures, but not shadows thrown by the figures. I

made no effort to shape them; they came; they were of themselves.

“I thought this was what Blake saw; what the shepherds saw; what

all orientals saw when the heavens were ‘opened’—what Jacob

saw, perhaps. What struck me was that the star was no longer a

star, but shapeless, and only _a means of seeing_. It was a most

remarkable experience.”

Africa was always a land of magic; and it seemed to me that night

as if the spirit of the land were bidding me, who had so loved it,

farewell.

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